Alex hand finds the small of my back as he guides us towards the blankets. He sets me down against the wall, and a strange warmth flutters in my stomach as he wraps one of the big blankets around my shoulders. He then settles down next to me before gently grabbing my arm again.
He frowns at it. "It's not healing," he says."It is," I assure him as I pull my arm away. My cheeks flame, and I feel humiliated as I admit, "I have very slow healing, but... it is healing. Don't worry about it." Alex looks concerned, but sensing my concern, changes the subject. "Thank god we made it in here" "Yeah," I agree, trying to keep my breaths even as my heart begins to calm down. The last place I want to go into heart failure is in a safe room when the palace is under attack. That's when I feel eyes boring into my temple. I look to find Prince Kohl sitting in the corner, staring straight at me. He wears crumpled commoner's clothes that I imagine have been here for years. I almost forgot he was here.But then again... why is he here? "How did you know where to find us?" I ask. The silence is almost deafening "I didn't," Kohl finally admits. "I just so happened to be passing by when I saw you guys in a rut." I frown. That doesn't make sense. I am so sure I saw Prince Kohl leave with the royals, and he would have to have taken a completely different path to the underground bunker if he were to have crossed with us.But I am not about to challenge his word. For some reason, he's hiding something. "Okay... then why did you risk your life to save us?"Prince Kohl fixes me with a dark look. "I didn't risk anything," he says. "I can take down anyone. The guards are fodder compared to me. And in case you forgot," his eyes slide to the Nirnsich girl shivering in the corner, "you have a Lady in your company. I couldn't just sit by and let her be killed." I nod at his comments, and I don't know why, but I feel a pang of disappointment. I swallow the feeling and focus at my lap instead.After what feels like an eternity of silence passes by, I hear the breathing of the Nirnsich girl become louder and erratic. I can tell she is attempting to be quiet, possibly due to the prince's presence, but it sounds like she's almost suffocating.Silently, I step over to her and lean down by her side. Her almond-shaped, sea-blue eyes contact mine, and for a time, we just stare at each other.Finally, I break the silence. "Are you alright?" I mumble. The girl hesitates for a while. Her eyes move to Prince Kohl and, convinced he isn't listening, she shakes her head. "The moisture," she rasps. "The moisture in this room isn't good for my lungs." Then it clicks. So, there was a reason for her heavy breathing and falling apart from the group; she must have a lung issue.Just like me, this girl is a noble with a health condition. For absolutely no reason at all, I feel weirdly closer to her."What's your name?" I ask as I dig through my pockets."Kairi," she whispers back. "I know who you are. Naomi, right? Your sister is always talking about you." "Which one?" I ask as my fingers land on what I'm looking for. Then I pause. "Actually... Keep it from me. I'd rather not find out." I take a handful of green herb out of my pocket and mumble, "It's foxglove," giving the greens to Kairi, who laughs a little. "It might not do a lot for your lungs, but I'm at a loss for words. At the very least, it ought to last you until we go." As Kairi chews on the herb and covers her mouth with her palm, she exclaims, "Thank you," with gratitude. "Great," Kohl murmurs to himself, "now there's two of them." There's a snicker coming from across the room. Kairi looks shame-faced down at the floor, and I give Kohl a hard look, and he gives me the same harsh look in return. I snip, "I'll make it three if you continue," and Kairi and Alex throw me worried looks. That's true, you're not allowed to disrespect the prince or threaten him, like I did there. An awkward hush descends upon the room.Prince Kohl merely shoots me a sidelong glance and rolls onto his side, knowing full well that I could never, ever live up to that threat. I give Kairi the rest of my herbs and ultimately return to Alex, who, after I'm comfortable beside him, puts the blanket back over my shoulders.
Everyone goes to sleep one by one until finally I'm the only one awake, and it appears like the foxglove helped Kairi because her breathing is no longer labored. I glance at the fresh cut on my wrist, which has barely healed, and then I glance at the one on Alex's temple, which has shrunk to a pale mass of scar tissue. I glance back down at mine; at least it seems like the bleeding has stopped.Several days have passed after the attack. We palace people only know that the guards who betrayed the court were all taken into custody and arrested. The remainder of the truth has been carefully concealed. It remains unknown if the incident was orchestrated from within or if renegades were able to get security uniforms and gain entry. The maids have been debating it a lot lately.
With a mouthful of meal, Macy informs multiple maids, "No, this was definitely the work of rogues. I didn't recognise any of them." We take our seats at the long dining hall table, reserved for the use of the palace's servants and maids.
I make a hole in the rotisserie chicken with my silver fork. The cuisine in the palace is far superior to that at the Agnarys estate, but that is to be expected as the best chefs in Raelia work here.
"Yeah, because most of them shifted to wolves before we could even see their faces. I reckon it was an inside job," a different female replies.
Macy frowns at her bacon and buttered bread. "I doubt that. Why would twenty of the king's own guards turn against him? It doesn't make sense."
"I don't know. Maybe there are just some people in here that are against the Queenstrails."
Everyone falls silent. One thing is evident, despite the fact that many details remain unknown: whoever organized this operation, it was clearly carried out in an effort to interfere with the Queenstrails. Nobody knows why, but someone doesn't want it to continue.
"In any case, it would be great if someone could inform us," a different girl remarks, glaring at the security personnel stationed along the walls. The whole story seems to be known only by the guards, and none of them will tell. I considered asking Alex for it myself, but I didn't want to come across as nosy since it's clearly none of my concern.
I take a bite out of my chicken. Since we were both released from the safe room two days ago by two guards who just so happened to be inspecting every safe room, Alex and I have not spoken. However, I haven't had a conversation with anyone I was in that room with. Kairi appears to have stayed away from any keeping in touch with everyone she was with that evening, and Prince Kohl is being... Okay, so... Kohler, Prince.I glanced in the direction of the front table. The Ladies of Queenstrial eat dinner with the Prince Kohl and his parents in their ornate chairs. The Ounsli girl, Bronte, is still here, albeit she is severely cut and bruised from her altercation with the Lunous girl. The Queenstrials' first round was declared void due to the assaults, and it was rescheduled for tomorrow. I believe the monarch is making a determined step to show the attackers, whoever they may be, that the spirit of Gahndor endures. However, I doubt they'll be able to maintain that pretense for very long,
My face is crimson. I feel like I'm burning, I'm so red. I see scarlet. My face is flushed. I am filled with excitement as I gaze at Gertrude's coiled body, trembling and groveling. I want her to suffer. Her tears pierce my heart, and I realize that I want to hurt her even more. Every sharp note that they make just serves to fan the flames of my inner fire. They ring in my ears. I take up an iron mace from the weapons rack, its weight firm and heavy in my hand, and my movements don't even feel like mine.I look at her intently. My desire is to strike her until she bleeds. She can't breathe, she won't stop crying, and all she can do is apologize profusely for all she's done. That's why I want to beat her.I have no one observing me. Gradually, step by step, I move forward. Next up, another.Next up, another.I lift the blade. My wrist is being grabbed by someone.I turn so quickly that I nearly run into the person who is holding me. Rough breaths are heaving in my chest. His golden eye
Prince Kohl looks at me like he's angry. I'm sure he thinks I'm going to piss now. "Did you not see the burns on her face? Of course there was boiling water in that godsdamned pitcher, what else could it have been?"I keep quiet. Prince Kohl must have seen the burns as well, not because of his elevated voice. Additionally, I am certain that the pitcher did not contain any hot water.But before I can consider it further, Prince Kohl lets out a sigh. Then he motions for me to follow as he passes by. "Come with me.""Where?""To my quarters. You're part of my council now, so it's time I introduce you to the others."I flinch. "I thought I was just going to be your maid?""No," he answers. He's quiet for a short while. He continues, "You will be my spy from now on," but I can't see his faceI stare at Kohl in shock. I'm positive that I misheard. "Pardon?" He looks at me slantwise. "You're going to be my spy, I declared. Unless, naturally, you'd prefer to be a maid.I give a headshake. "No
When Kohl finally reaches the top of the table, he exclaims, "We've made good progress," clutching the back of his seat. We still don't have a solid suspect in mind for this whole thing. Then and only then can we launch a planned, comprehensive attack."I blinked, gazing at Kohl as he examines each of his councils. It dawns on me then just how good of a liar he is. None of these people, who presumably put their trust in him, are aware that he actually has a suspect on the case, and that person happens to be his father. He is lying to their faces, and when his eyes flit to mine, I can see that they are devoid of regret. Once more, he doesn't feel bad about lying, which makes me reevaluate every opinion I have of him.He strikes the back of his chair a few moments later. "All right. Dismissed. Please keep a look out for any unusual activity and let me know when you come across it. Remain alert. Remain vigilant."At that point, the council members get up and start to file out of the buil
My lungs are straining as I haul my bag up another flight of steps, and I moan.I remind myself as I look up at the granite tile peak, only a few more. With each slow breath, I curse Kohl, and when at last I reach the top, it takes everything I have not to fall into the wall. His new room, which is situated just beneath the spiral staircase that leads to his room in the spire, was what he had ordered for me. I had disagreed with him about this, partly because I hadn't wanted to leave Macy behind and partly because moving seemed like a drag after settling in. But there was no disputing with the prince. I had thus made both of us feel better by handing Macy a copy of my key, which Kohl had created at my request, following an incredibly emotional farewell with her. After telling her that she was welcome to stop by at any time, I put my whole wardrobe into a suitcase and left.But I'm not concerned about Macy. Following the event, she had been fired by Gertrude and was now working in the
Excellent," Alex replies, standing taller than me in his human shape. He was tall, but he's grown even taller since then. He kneels next to me and transforms into a wolf in an instant. His brown skin turns to blonde fur, and his piercing green eyes don't go away when his beast fully emerges.He is really tall compared to me. I damn myself for not being taller.He lets his mouth drop. He says, "Right," in a wolf-like, gravelly voice. "So, I know I said I'm all for the basics, but I think you'll learn a little faster if I throw you into the deep end."My wolf-like features twitch into a frown. "What do you mean?" "I mean... this."He jumps on me with the speed of light and throws his weight against me. I let out a startled gasp as his weight pushes me into the floor."What the hell!" I exclaim, feeling heat shoot up my sharp cheekbones. Even fluster, it seems, won't let me go from my wolf form.Alex gives me a wolf-like smile. He presses down on my shoulders for emphasis. "I don't have
The mood in our estate's yard is tense. My siblings are slightly confused, and I can practically hear the question they are trying to figure out as they turn in my direction: why is she going hunting with us?Considering that I don't frequently go on hunts, I can appreciate their perplexity. When I have, it has always resulted in me being lost or, in more serious situations, having to visit the hospital. But they are blind to the looks that my parents give me, their eyes blazing with anticipation. They don't need to explain anything to me because I already understand that it's a test. An examination of my merit, my eligibility to be called an Agnarys. Not only will I be failing them, but also myself, if I fail this hunt.I have to make sure I don't disappoint my parents who will be watching today.Go easy on yourself, Naomi. Just give it your all," Jade advises. Her guarded concern glitters in her dark green eyes as I glance into them. Jade, who is a year my senior, has always been th
I have been up for a few hours now. I left the infirmary without waiting to be released by any of our nurses. I believe I understand my own heart's condition better than they do, therefore I won't need their assistance unless they can somehow mend the emotional harm it sustained today. It's almost midnight now, and I'm by myself in my room. As alone as I can be with Sarah, my maid, that is. I should have at least one maid to take care of me because I am a noble. I dislike the system, but that's just the way it operates. I find it offensive that I should feel dependent on someone to take care of me when I am more than capable of taking care of myself. I had informed Sarah of this the instant she was tasked with helping me, and even though I had rebuffed her attempts to help me dress and take a shower, her insistence had eventually tired me out. She soon developed a schedule of doing my hair in the morning, before supper, and before bed after I consented to allow her to make minor cosm
Excellent," Alex replies, standing taller than me in his human shape. He was tall, but he's grown even taller since then. He kneels next to me and transforms into a wolf in an instant. His brown skin turns to blonde fur, and his piercing green eyes don't go away when his beast fully emerges.He is really tall compared to me. I damn myself for not being taller.He lets his mouth drop. He says, "Right," in a wolf-like, gravelly voice. "So, I know I said I'm all for the basics, but I think you'll learn a little faster if I throw you into the deep end."My wolf-like features twitch into a frown. "What do you mean?" "I mean... this."He jumps on me with the speed of light and throws his weight against me. I let out a startled gasp as his weight pushes me into the floor."What the hell!" I exclaim, feeling heat shoot up my sharp cheekbones. Even fluster, it seems, won't let me go from my wolf form.Alex gives me a wolf-like smile. He presses down on my shoulders for emphasis. "I don't have
My lungs are straining as I haul my bag up another flight of steps, and I moan.I remind myself as I look up at the granite tile peak, only a few more. With each slow breath, I curse Kohl, and when at last I reach the top, it takes everything I have not to fall into the wall. His new room, which is situated just beneath the spiral staircase that leads to his room in the spire, was what he had ordered for me. I had disagreed with him about this, partly because I hadn't wanted to leave Macy behind and partly because moving seemed like a drag after settling in. But there was no disputing with the prince. I had thus made both of us feel better by handing Macy a copy of my key, which Kohl had created at my request, following an incredibly emotional farewell with her. After telling her that she was welcome to stop by at any time, I put my whole wardrobe into a suitcase and left.But I'm not concerned about Macy. Following the event, she had been fired by Gertrude and was now working in the
When Kohl finally reaches the top of the table, he exclaims, "We've made good progress," clutching the back of his seat. We still don't have a solid suspect in mind for this whole thing. Then and only then can we launch a planned, comprehensive attack."I blinked, gazing at Kohl as he examines each of his councils. It dawns on me then just how good of a liar he is. None of these people, who presumably put their trust in him, are aware that he actually has a suspect on the case, and that person happens to be his father. He is lying to their faces, and when his eyes flit to mine, I can see that they are devoid of regret. Once more, he doesn't feel bad about lying, which makes me reevaluate every opinion I have of him.He strikes the back of his chair a few moments later. "All right. Dismissed. Please keep a look out for any unusual activity and let me know when you come across it. Remain alert. Remain vigilant."At that point, the council members get up and start to file out of the buil
Prince Kohl looks at me like he's angry. I'm sure he thinks I'm going to piss now. "Did you not see the burns on her face? Of course there was boiling water in that godsdamned pitcher, what else could it have been?"I keep quiet. Prince Kohl must have seen the burns as well, not because of his elevated voice. Additionally, I am certain that the pitcher did not contain any hot water.But before I can consider it further, Prince Kohl lets out a sigh. Then he motions for me to follow as he passes by. "Come with me.""Where?""To my quarters. You're part of my council now, so it's time I introduce you to the others."I flinch. "I thought I was just going to be your maid?""No," he answers. He's quiet for a short while. He continues, "You will be my spy from now on," but I can't see his faceI stare at Kohl in shock. I'm positive that I misheard. "Pardon?" He looks at me slantwise. "You're going to be my spy, I declared. Unless, naturally, you'd prefer to be a maid.I give a headshake. "No
My face is crimson. I feel like I'm burning, I'm so red. I see scarlet. My face is flushed. I am filled with excitement as I gaze at Gertrude's coiled body, trembling and groveling. I want her to suffer. Her tears pierce my heart, and I realize that I want to hurt her even more. Every sharp note that they make just serves to fan the flames of my inner fire. They ring in my ears. I take up an iron mace from the weapons rack, its weight firm and heavy in my hand, and my movements don't even feel like mine.I look at her intently. My desire is to strike her until she bleeds. She can't breathe, she won't stop crying, and all she can do is apologize profusely for all she's done. That's why I want to beat her.I have no one observing me. Gradually, step by step, I move forward. Next up, another.Next up, another.I lift the blade. My wrist is being grabbed by someone.I turn so quickly that I nearly run into the person who is holding me. Rough breaths are heaving in my chest. His golden eye
I take a bite out of my chicken. Since we were both released from the safe room two days ago by two guards who just so happened to be inspecting every safe room, Alex and I have not spoken. However, I haven't had a conversation with anyone I was in that room with. Kairi appears to have stayed away from any keeping in touch with everyone she was with that evening, and Prince Kohl is being... Okay, so... Kohler, Prince.I glanced in the direction of the front table. The Ladies of Queenstrial eat dinner with the Prince Kohl and his parents in their ornate chairs. The Ounsli girl, Bronte, is still here, albeit she is severely cut and bruised from her altercation with the Lunous girl. The Queenstrials' first round was declared void due to the assaults, and it was rescheduled for tomorrow. I believe the monarch is making a determined step to show the attackers, whoever they may be, that the spirit of Gahndor endures. However, I doubt they'll be able to maintain that pretense for very long,
Alex hand finds the small of my back as he guides us towards the blankets. He sets me down against the wall, and a strange warmth flutters in my stomach as he wraps one of the big blankets around my shoulders. He then settles down next to me before gently grabbing my arm again. He frowns at it. "It's not healing," he says."It is," I assure him as I pull my arm away. My cheeks flame, and I feel humiliated as I admit, "I have very slow healing, but... it is healing. Don't worry about it." Alex looks concerned, but sensing my concern, changes the subject. "Thank god we made it in here" "Yeah," I agree, trying to keep my breaths even as my heart begins to calm down. The last place I want to go into heart failure is in a safe room when the palace is under attack. That's when I feel eyes boring into my temple. I look to find Prince Kohl sitting in the corner, staring straight at me. He wears crumpled commoner's clothes that I imagine have been here for years. I almost forgot he was her
With a horrible crunch, yet Bronte, maybe from adrenaline or fright, manages to knock Cynthia off balance and bite her hard in the flank; Cynthia yells and takes another swing, knocking them both to the pit's dirt floor. It's nasty and gory, and eventually Bronte loses too much blood from her neck wound and falls to the ground, saying," I give up! She lets out a feeble rasp before two doctors charge into the arena and drive numerous moonstone splinters into the corpse of the Ounsli girl. Cynthia spins around, grinning covered in blood, and I start to feel a little queasy as the crowd erupted in applause, declaring the victor of round one to be in stone.The next two girls are announced, but I'm not really paying attention to them; my eyes are locked on the Ounsli girl, her chest heaving as she struggles for air, and I find myself touching my own neck with a shaking hand—that could have easily been me. Cynthia retreats back under the arch, while Bronte is taken away on a stretcher.The
I am aware that they portray themselves as modest, elegant philanthropists who are powerless to incorrect, but that is not at all the case. The majority of the children are treated well by the parents, but I recall that they were almost completely abusive to one child in particular—the bastard son, who was the offspring of a relationship Lady Lunous had. He endured so severe torture that he eventually fled.In any case, Craig, Sir Lunous's brother, employed me. He..." she hangs her head, and by the troubled look in her eyes, I can tell this still bothers her. "He would beat me. Frequently. Every time I made a mistake, or occasionally just out of pure curiosity. He kept beating me in that area since he saw that my left leg was the one that was mending the least. You name it: with brooms, with cast irons, with sword hilts. I was kicked out of the house and labeled as an invalid because I could hardly stand on that leg anymore." I realize I'm outraged, so angry I cannot breathe. I can't