I stared at myself in the mirror and calmed myself. In just a few minutes, I know I'll see the man I talked to last night. I know that no matter what decision I make, I still have no choice. Last night I was still trying to calm myself and convince myself to just give it a try and just wing everything but what was going to happen still didn't really sink into my brain.
Just a few days ago I was just a college student cramming for requirements and exams and now, I’m having trouble figuring out what steps I’m going to take while that man is trying to get me pregnant.
I closed my eyes tight and calmed myself before I pulled my shits up and decided to come back to the private room. I went straight in there but stopped immediately at the same time as my heart stopped beating.
A man in a corporate suit and tie intently sitting in front of the chair I was sitting a while ago before I left. In the distance I could immediately see how its thick eyebrows met. His nose is on point and his skin is fair enough that the lights would even give more emphasis on his skin.
He looked so serious and intimidating, I couldn’t move. In just a few seconds his sight moved into me and our eyes met. My lips parted a bit as I looked at his deep menacing eyes. He’s seriously so good looking that I don’t even get why I’m suddenly complimenting him.
”Where have you been?”, his first words.God, even his voice is deep but so soothing in my ears. Is that even possible? And his tone, he sounds annoyed and bored the same as his expression.I grasped my sling bag and walked slowly near my seat. He followed me with his gaze and I seemed to want to catch my breath because of his stares at me. I gave him another look. His hair is not long but not too short. It is well fixed and matches his face structure.“Uhm…” I was tongue tied. Is it him? Is it really him? Did he pay me a million just to get pregnant?
"I paid you a million and now you have the courage to run away from the conversation?"
“What?”I asked him angrily.
”Isn't a million enough? All right. Tell me, how much are you? ”
My lips parted because I couldn't say what I wanted to say because of the mixture of annoyance and shock I felt. This arrogant and selfish beast! What is beautiful in appearance is ugly in character!
”Just so you know, you passed your application and I made it all clear for you. I gave you what you’re desperate for, so now, you have no right to leave this conversation. I’ll get you pregnant and I’ll give you the grands that you wish for. ”
I chuckled without humor. My fist automatically clenched beneath the table as I listened to his words.
“For your information too, mister,” Arrogant, I wanted to add. “I was in the fvcking powder room as I arrived earlier than you asked. Don’t worry I’m not gonna run for the hills because as you said, I’m desperate for your money right? I’m all in! When is it? Right now? Right here? ”, I uttered without pausing.
I could almost catch my breath because of the length of what was said and also because of the suppressed anger that caused my chest to tighten. I’m so offended by what he said. Hell yeah! I’m desperate and I blame myself for being so dumb thinking this was all a scam.
His mouth is in a thin line. I remained smiling and confident like he didn’t hurt me by his words at all. But deep inside, as I look at him straight in the eyes I feel like I’m caged into a contract and now left with no choice but to enjoy being in jail, with this man of course.
We’re both silent and remained to look at each other. I don't think we have the guts to stop the staring if the waiter hadn't come to ask for our order.His stare remained on me but I couldn’t manage to look at him. I look at the waiter and smile while also glancing at him seconds at a time. A few more moments when I stared at him and raised an eyebrow. That's when he cough lightly as if he’s releasing the tension between our tables."Here's the menu ma'am and sir."
I accepted the menu and so did he. I kept my gaze on him as he seemed very knowledgeable and well-versed in eating in this kind of place. I unconsciously bit my lower lip thinking how he’s so good looking yet his attitude is on the ground.
“We’ll have Filet Mignon and Chateauneuf du Pape for wine.”
After he said that he caught me looking at him so I immediately took my eyes off him. I just pretended everything was normal and looked at him again. His eyes are pinned on me like he’s almost annoyed or what. What did I even do to him? He’s the one who did some insulting!
"Remove the pepper based condiments for her please."
I gasped at my mind, I was stone faced on the outside but my insides were wondering how did he know about my allergy?
"Right away sir." The waiter nodded.
"What more do you want?" He asked me.
I snorted and shook my head before closing the menu and returning it to the waiter. I haven't paid yet.
”And please take these fvcking strawberries. She’s sensitive to its scent. ”, I heard him say.
My mouth went agape. All of my annoyance and my thoughts about his dirty attitude fade away. I felt something inside me that moved, fvck. It seems like space and time became the finest point imaginable. Calm your shits Angel, it’s just strawberries.
‘Hell yeah! Just a fvckin strawberries, but how did he know about that? And the peppers! ’I shouted at myself inside my mind.
He fixed himself and seems to be making himself comfortable in his seat while I’m still puzzled how come he knew about that. Did I even put it in my resume? No!
Well, who cares? Maybe he had some private investigator shit and all that. I should not forget what I am here. As of the moment, just his surrogate - unofficially.
Andrew’s POVEnchantress. What kind of sorcery does this woman have? I clenched my fist on the table, a sign of suppression. Suppression of what? Of telling her that I’ve always had behind her back this whole time.She seems puzzled how I manage to know her allergies and such. Heck, I cannot hide it. Can I ever hide the truth from her? She will for sure hate me if she knew that I’ve been acting like a crazy stalker this whole time.I thought she went home, I’ve arrived before her because I can’t just sit in my office waiting for hours to meet her. So I went earlier than the scheduled hour. I stayed in my car and an hour later, I saw her standing outside the restaurant. She looked like she’s doubting. I don’t know if I should be glad or mad.
Half of me wanted her to back out. The million is yours, you can spend it all you want and I’ll still give you more but also half of my conscience is whispering to me.
You’ve been waiting for this time to come, Hugh. The Angel of mine has come, should I let this opportunity pass?I can’t help but to portray my madness in front of her. Mad not because of her but the thought of her being someone surrogate. What if she’s contracted with someone else, hell yeah. No one dares to touch this woman. No one.I know she’s not yet ready for this kind of set up. She’s just caught up with this situation because she needed those grand, I’ll give her months, years or a lifetime. If she’s not ready for this, I’ll always be here waiting for her.She yawned while playing with the utensils in front of her while my eyes were still pierced on her, almost glaring. She accidentally dropped the spoon from her fingers and that made some noise. She seemed shocked and scared for a second and her eyes immediately went to mine.I remained glaring at her. She bit her lower lip clearly showing her guiltiness.Scared of me, baby? You shouldn’t be, You can break anything in this place and in this world. And if that includes my heart then I’ll gladly let you break me - all of me.
I’m a believer. Our Sunday school teacher once told us that Satan used to be an angel. But for some reason, God punished him because he was so full of himself and had a shitty attitude. And now, I’m wondering if this man in front of me is Satan.He took care of me the whole dinner! He’s such a gentleman, but every time he opened his mouth, I wanted to just puke because of how rude he was. And so what is he? Is he used to be Satan?I chuckled unconsciously while staring at the table. I’m becoming crazy now, am I?We’re now done eating. The bill arrived, and he paid for it. I thought of offering to split it in half, but I couldn’t because the only money I have is the one he gave me. So does that make sense?I sighed as I saw him put some grands on the table. It’s obviously more than the total of our bill. He’s that rich. Is he a drug dealer or what? Where does he get that money from?"Are we done with the talking now?" He asked all of a sudden.I sat straight, more attentive now. He rai
Hugh's POVI drove fast not minding the hustle and chaos of the wide and busy road. I almost lost my soul as I saw how the vehicle in front of me suddenly popped out of nowhere.I shouted, "Fuck!"I decided to park my car for a while because my mind is restless. I bit my lips and palmed my face thinking about what had happen in that hotel. I repeatedly cursed at myself as I remembered how my lips touched to hers. I felt a mixture of frustration and obsession at the same time. I don't want her acting like that life as if she was an expert when it came to such things. She acts as if she is whore and a slut when in fact I know she's not. That's not what I wanted for her in the first place.I can't help but to get fussy. What the hell is wrong with her? What if she was signed up with someone else? For sure she'll be ending up naked in someone's bed! That's bullshit! I massaged the bridge of my nose trying to calm myself down, after a few seconds, I reached for my phone and tried to compos
People tend to get caught up into something which they really like. Well, at least at the beginning. Because you know what’s the reality? In the end, you love those things you don’t like. I wasn’t aware of what’s ahead of me. I badly need the money. I badly need something that can provide to make ends meet. I didn’t like what I just called my sell, a surrogate? It’s basically giving up my youth just so I can surpass my so called ‘youth’.This was my desperate move, but him acting like that on that night reminded me to get a hold of my self. That yes, I needed the money but I should not go down that low. So I decided to do this. I checked my phone thinking that somebody might have been texted me but there’s nothing. After I talked to Molly, it kinda felt like a tiny thorn had been removed inside of me. It makes me feel at ease knowing that my best friend knows it now. I thought she’ll say anything or preach me or anything but she just stayed silent and told me that she’ll talk to me
“Waitress !?” Molly yelled at me. I was shaken and my eyes almost glazed over because I expected her reaction to be like this.Why am I getting annoyed? Because I was disgusted that my expectations were right. I went to my bed and lay down on it to get away from her. I stumbled over there while reading a book I borrowed from our library.I was hired as a waitress - if that isn’t obvious yet. I have no experience in this kind of field. I’m currently burning brows so I can just get my degree but for now I have to go through this kind of sufferings in order to chase that degree.“Hey! Why do you seem to not care? Are you serious about all this? I just lost a few days of what happened in your life! ” I smirked in my mind. How come we haven't seen each other for a long time.“First, you move out of the apartment. Then you call me to say you're a surrogate but I don't understand why you're still a waitress! Stop fooling me. If you’re a surrogate you must be rich at this moment. ”I turned t
"Table 5!" Someone shouted from the outside.I quickly went to serve the order of table 5. When I came out I immediately saw the sharp look at me of my bearded supervisor standing behind the counter. Though trembling and almost trembling I insisted I serve the food with great modesty."Here's your order sir, one serving of paella and Gazpacho." I uttered as I read his order on the receipt."Yes lady, thank you." the guy smiled courteously.I would have turned my back when he called me so I had a big smile when I faced him.“Wait miss,” he called me, “You’re new here?” he asked.I nodded while holding the tray, "Yes sir."He smiled and nodded, I was about to turn around but he still spoke and talked. It wasn't that long but when I said goodbye to go back to the waiting area I saw my supervisor's sharp look. I sighed due to nervousness. When I arrived at the waiting area, Alexa kicked me. One of the waitresses at this restaurant."Look at Senior, he looks at you badly." whispering she s
I stopped crying. The pain and embarrassment I was feeling was replaced by what was tickling my insides. We left the restaurant not because we were fired but because Senior begged Hugh. I didn’t want to leave but I was scared of Hugh’s seriousness, I thought he was so angry so I did nothing but go with him.I looked at him once and I also immediately removed my gaze from him. He’s seriously driving and he didn’t say a word since we left the restaurant. He just took me to his car and we haven't talked since. I didn't even know where we were going.I still can't forget the humiliation that happened to me earlier by Senior. But what dominates me more now are what Hugh’s words to me. Okay fine, I’ll admit it. There was some enthusiasm in my heart that prevailed when I saw him when open my eyes and he defended me.Even though the embarrassment I experienced was severe, I felt like that was so invalid because of Hugh standing up for me. So here it is and I don't know how to feel. "T-thank
"W-where will you sleep?" I stuttered after taking a hot bath.I’m like a fool asking for an obvious thing. Should I put him to sleep on the floor? I only have a single bed, with his large frame I’m sure won’t fit in there. If we fit in, we will definitely be very close.He looked at me with his bored eyes and after, he looked at the bed like as if he’s telling me that “There’s the bed, are you blind?”I smiled raw because I already knew what he wanted to happen. Deep down I could no longer imagine what would happen next. Are we really doing it here? In my apartment? Like right now? But he said I need to get checked."A-alright." I stuttered again.I slowly approached the bed and felt what he was going to do. I picked up a pillow and a blanket. I pursed my lips and gulped. I stood up and promptly left the bed to lay on the floor. I could feel him watching my actions. Before I could even do my plan he spoke."What are you doing?" I glanced at him."Uhm, we won't fit in my bed." I reaso
I woke up like it’s just another day. I opened my eyes and somehow everything feels right. I did have a good night’s sleep, I’m so tired that I feel like I’m sound asleep tonight.I turned to the left and hugged my pillow. I have a class today and in the afternoon I have to go to the restaurant for my duty. Oh my, speaking of my duty. I opened my eyes widely thinking about what happened yesterday. I don't even know if I can still do restaurant duty. I was right when I heard what I heard loudly. I turned back to the right to pick up my cellphone but before I could even see my cellphone I heard a deep voice.”Yes. Furnish it and provide anything that’s needed. ”My eyes widened as I saw him standing and leaning on the sink holding a cup of coffee. His wide chest and bars on his stomach is greeting my hella morning. What the fuck? How could I forget that I had someone with me?One of his hands was busy holding the phone while one of his hands was holding my single white mug, he sipped in
Hugh’s POVI was busy doing my routine here in the gym one morning, these were the days when I have the time to have time for my self. I've only been here for a few weeks working on the pad and not at Rockwell’s.I was on my second set when I heard foot steps and sigh. I saw Angel waking her way inside the gym wearing my shirt that’s almost on her mid leg. She’s barefoot and her hair is still a bit messy, obviously just waking up.Her first trimester was coming to an end and I was slowly seeing a change in her. If then he didn't like me at all, he was very jealous and he always fought me is the opposite of all that now.She’s becoming more clingy than usual, also becoming tender and almost unable to separate herself from me. That explains why she’s wearing my shirt almost every day, it’s fine with me though. I love seeing her wear my clothes. She looks cute and I’m turned on. I stopped whatever I’m doing.Panting and sweating so hard, I came to her and smiled sexily. I saw her eyes pi
Hugh’s POV "I'm worried about you," I whispered to her ears.I’m not comfortable seeing her cook in out kitchen. Her bump is not yet that big but I’m still worried that this might cause some bad effects to her.“What? Don’t worry about me. I can do this. ”Yes. That’s your favorite sentences. I should not worry about you and you can do all things.The doctor said he needed rest. If only he could be in the hospital because he is often dehydrated, I would have done it. I want her to rest badly but what can I do when he wants it this way?"Don't worry." she smiled and made our nose touch with each other. That. Only then is she good, being tender and loving to me until I give up and give in to what he wants. I scolded him and he laughed was my reaction."Molly told me that it's okay and it's normal.""I don't care what Molly told you."”I believe her because she experienced this already. So we must listen to her. And besides, I’m the mother. I would know what’s the matter with my body. ”
I never knew I could be this strong. And now, I realized that after all, some things are not learned just by experiencing it. It can also be learned by yourself.You can dictate your own preference, you can be your own teacher. You can be your own standard, and you can be your own role model. I can be a mother without having to experience the love of a mother. Hugh is enough. I am enough.One morning when I woke up I felt a cold metal that Hugh was wearing on me. My sleepy eyes went wide seeing the fancy and sparkling stone in there. My tears rolled down my cheeks. My heart pounded as I wondered what that sin sing meant.“H-Hugh,” I stuttered when I look at him asking what’s that for."Good morning my soon to be wife and mother of my children." he smiled and kissed my lips. I could not believe what he said that time was one of the cherished moments in my life.It is not on my imaginations, I look forward for the fancy and extravagant proposal, but what he did was beyond my imagination
"P-Pregnant?" his mom asked.“Yes. Do you have any problem with the mother? ” Hugh asked innocently and drunk the beverage in front of him.I cleared my throat.“Angel? Is that true? ” she turned her attention to me. My mouth parted, I want to say something but I couldn’t find the right words.“That is not right! You two- ”"We're not." said Hugh. I held Hugh’s hand trying to stop him."I can manage."My mom is just looking at me while Hugh’s mom is really confused“What is this? I thought this is all clear? Now you’re pregnant? What- ”"Helena," my mom uttered her name.All eyes went to her. She’s looking nervous that’s all I can see beyond the strong facade she’s showing. It’s like I’m seeing my soul. It’s like I’m seeing a part of me, just like looking into a mirror."What?" said Hugh’s mom."They're not cousins." she uttered.“What !?” Hugh’s mom burst.“We’ve talked about this and you explained it to me, why-”"Hugh and I had talked already." She turned to Hugh.“And, we’ve made
The next morning was the same for that both of us. I cried again because of so much vomiting and this time it is more worst than any other day. I think I just doze off almost the whole morning.I’m not craving for any food, I just want to rest. And my stomach is like a roller coaster ride.Some days I’m not like this. Vomiting happens just in the morning but this time I’m feeling dehydrated because of too much vomiting."Baby, we need to go to the hospital now." Hugh kept no convincing me since the second vomiting.Now that he’s on his nth time and I almost can’t lift a finger I have done nothing but consent. I didn’t have the energy to travel, I think I passed out.I just woke up with dextrose. Hugh is beside me. He’s worried but I saw his sigh of relief when he saw me opened my eyes. I smiled."It's alright," He seemed to cannot find his words. I assured him with holding his hands."It's the baby, I'm alright." He sighed and palmed my stomach. He made my stomach as his pillow and ki
I was sitting on the bed while Hugh’s arm is wrapped on the lower part of my body. He’s sleeping because he said he’s really deprived of sleep for the past few days.I feel sorry for him so I just let him. She fell asleep when I played with his hair. It’s almost lunch, and now the life inside me is looking for something to eat.My mouth is salivating thinking about some strawberry that’s being deep on a chocolate fountain. I want to wake him up but I don’t want too at the same time. I played with his hair and twitched my lips. I heard my stomach grumbling again."What do you want now?"I bit my lip when I heard his hoarse voice. Shocks! He’s awake? He lifted his face and with a half opened eyes he spoke.“What does my baby want? I know you’re hungry. I’m sorry for dozing off. ” I shook my head while still pouting."You need to sleep more." He stood so he can sit.“No, I’m fine now. I was just enjoying your caress on me. ” I chuckled."I think I need lunch?" I gulped thinking bout food
“Yes Doc,” he’s speaking on the phone.I’m seated on the bed, just got done by the morning session of morning sickness."I think she is,"He’s holding my hand with his one hand caressing it. I can’t help but hide this joy now that my morning is different."I suggest she go to the hospital,"I chuckled lightly, he grabbed my attention. He furrowed his brows to me. He is really the one who wants to suggest. He was even smarter than the Doctor. He’s just over acting."I'll take her to you as soon as she can manage, alright."He ended the call and frowned at me."What's funny?" I purse my lips. So that he can't see the smile I'm hiding.“You need to eat your breakfast now. You need strength. ” he uttered and held both of my hands now.I feel like I’m in cloud nine. Pregnancy never felt this good inside my head. I thought it’s all just sufferings, I forgot that the father of my child is here. Oh, not yet sure."What do you want to eat?" he asked."Anything, except milk." I said."You hate
He stood up violently hearing my words.He’s freaking mad. He’s mad! I struggled to look at him. He stepped forward which made me stood up into my seat."Is your love for me so shallow, Angel?"My brows furrowed. How dare him judge my love for him?"Is your love so shallow that you can think of aborting our child?" his voice growled on the whole room which made my tail retreat.“Are you that inhumane !?” he’s real mad.“Yes! What do you want me to do? Keep this life inside of me and what? He of she’ll live questioning how fvcked up this world is? ”He palmed his face and walked back and forth. It seemed to be bitten but still restrained itself.“We. Are. Not. Cousins. Do you understand that? ” he said emphatically.My mouth parted."That's what you believe." I uttered with shaking voice.“I said we’re not,” he’s tired now.His tone is almost giving up.“I told you already,” I whined too.He stepped more and tried to touch my hands. But I stepped back. He looked at me with his sad eyes
Angel’s POVThis is my definition of horror if it really does exist. My face almost bled from the panic when I heard what he said. "H-how did-""Eat your ice cream," he simply said.He put his hand in his pocket, looking so lazy that everything seemed just normal. I was stoned rock. I couldn’t move. Why I don’t know what’s happening? "I said get out!""What?" he asked innocently.“Why are you here? This is my room! ”"We can just go back at out home, why are you even staying in here?" he scanned the room with the disgusting look in his face.”What? Are you kidding me? I’m not going back to you! ”"Why?" his eyes are cold.I stopped, almost backing away in horror at the sight of his eyes."C-cause, I'm not going back."I’m not making any sense."I said why?" he raised an brow.I palmed my face. I don’t know why I can’t say it with my mouth now."How did you know I'm here?"I asked slight mad. He side eyed me. He even removed his shoe and lay into my bed. Damn this man!"I'm asking yo