"W-where will you sleep?" I stuttered after taking a hot bath.I’m like a fool asking for an obvious thing. Should I put him to sleep on the floor? I only have a single bed, with his large frame I’m sure won’t fit in there. If we fit in, we will definitely be very close.He looked at me with his bored eyes and after, he looked at the bed like as if he’s telling me that “There’s the bed, are you blind?”I smiled raw because I already knew what he wanted to happen. Deep down I could no longer imagine what would happen next. Are we really doing it here? In my apartment? Like right now? But he said I need to get checked."A-alright." I stuttered again.I slowly approached the bed and felt what he was going to do. I picked up a pillow and a blanket. I pursed my lips and gulped. I stood up and promptly left the bed to lay on the floor. I could feel him watching my actions. Before I could even do my plan he spoke."What are you doing?" I glanced at him."Uhm, we won't fit in my bed." I reaso
I woke up like it’s just another day. I opened my eyes and somehow everything feels right. I did have a good night’s sleep, I’m so tired that I feel like I’m sound asleep tonight.I turned to the left and hugged my pillow. I have a class today and in the afternoon I have to go to the restaurant for my duty. Oh my, speaking of my duty. I opened my eyes widely thinking about what happened yesterday. I don't even know if I can still do restaurant duty. I was right when I heard what I heard loudly. I turned back to the right to pick up my cellphone but before I could even see my cellphone I heard a deep voice.”Yes. Furnish it and provide anything that’s needed. ”My eyes widened as I saw him standing and leaning on the sink holding a cup of coffee. His wide chest and bars on his stomach is greeting my hella morning. What the fuck? How could I forget that I had someone with me?One of his hands was busy holding the phone while one of his hands was holding my single white mug, he sipped in
"Holy shit!" I groaned while fixing the zipper of my luggage. I haven't finished packing before, I think my soul is too tired.I started at the morning and now it’s almost three in the afternoon and I haven’t eaten since then."Ugh!" I groaned once again.I tossed my luggage and leaned back on the foot of the bed. I grasped for air because this place is too hot. I stood up to stare at the clutter of what I had done. I only have a little to pack, only my clothes that are really messy.I know, I didn’t expect them either. I also thought that I would get to the point of stubbornness especially since I heard a lot of hurtful words from him. But after only a few hours I decided to stand up and act for the good of all. I don’t know, I just convince my self to look at the brighter side of his offer. But on the other hand, I just wanted to lose interest in him completely. I just want to embed on my mind that this is just pure employee and employer relationship that’s why it is normal if he’s
”If you were hungry you could have just had it delivered. Or at least close your door before leaving and answer my fucking calls. ” he said.I ignored him and just looked at the view outside. He’s still driving and I’ve already put a stop on my tears. I don't think he noticed me crying because I was quiet before. Throughout the trip he only now spoke."Let's have a proper meal first before you go home." he uttered again.Home? When did I even got home? I asked inside my mind. Cause that’s the truth. I miss the feeling of being at home. I’m like this stray dog hoping from one place to another because no one seems to have the urge to keep me. I sighed and shook my head. I think I’m out of my mind."I'm not hungry." I said coldly.“You didn’t have a proper meal. And it’s time for dinner already. ” he insisted.I felt annoyed again. The blood boils every time I think about how easily he can control me.”I said I’m not hungry. I’d rather eat at home than eat at your luxury-squeaky clean-hi
It feels like a fire spreading like a wild fire. The way his lips move harshly into mine made me feel dizzy. My back is pinned on the wall and he’s jailing me into his arms."Hmm!"I even tried to struggle with him but he forced me to wrap my arms around his neck. His mouth never left mine and from his hands that guided me to his neck his hands came down to my waist and he held me with so much eagerness. I could feel him holding back because of him squeezing my waist.”Hugh-” I wasn’t able to continue my words because his kisses became more deep.My system got worse and worse and I felt like I had lost myself. My whole world almost went round because of what he did. It was like a leaf in the sea that slowly drifted away unopposed. Slowly, my moans of struggling became moans of pleasure. I couldn’t say that I didn’t like it at all because if I’ll say that, I’m trading my soul to demons.“Hugh,” I didn’t even know that I mention his name myself.The more the lungs become inflamed in my
In life, we all have this desires that we cannot get in this lifetime. It’s as if you’re going to despise everything you just have for that thing but the world still won’t give it to you.That’s what they knew and that’s what’s visible in everyone’s eyes. We tend to focus on the things that we couldn’t have and wasn’t able to see the situation underlying through it. Because the truth is, there are things in our lives that we don’t ask for but are willing to give. There are things that we did not even wait for but came spontaneously.That’s what my mind struggled with after that happened to the two of us and Hugh. That night, I thought something’s gonna happen. That finally we’ll gonna have this sexual activity so that I could finally bare his child, but he didn’t. I was half heartedly willing to do it but I would do so, since that’s what he was trying to say right? As if I could decide for myself, it’s his decision that will prevail. I don’t know what’s gotten into him that he had to
That routine continued for days. I haven't seen him in the building for days. We didn't talk and see each other for days. I didn’t expect that to happen between the two of us, but it was just as he said. I should just do everything that he says, because he told me so.I don't want him to criticize me again and make things happen again that I I’ve been wanting to avoid of happening again. Maybe he’s that kind of person after all. I was so stupid to think that he’ll at least lend me a glance or something but he didn’t. He acted as if he did not know me, as if I was someone else he had never seen.One thing I realized about him is that he’s a pro. Legitimate pro in this field. I wouldn’t be surprised if that one had a lot of kids because he seemed to know very well that the roundabout cycle of the set up of two of us. Is this what he does all the time? Send his surrogates on his company then ignore the hell out of them? Is he that ashamed to let everyone know that he’s trying to conceiv
“Don’t fool the shit out of me, Hugh. Just go away because I need to finish all of these. ”I admit. I became uncomfortable. Feeling the heat of his body made me so much uncomfortable. And not just that, I’m nervous that somebody might have seen us in this kind of position, what would they think of me in that way?"Dead serious, Angel."He sought my gaze but I tried to avoid you. I struggled to loosen his grip on me."I'm dead serious too!""Shhh." he shush me. I hissed.“You’re not gonna believe me? Why do you look so bad of me? Huh? Tell me. ”I pursed my lips trying not to answer him. I don't care because it doesn't make sense if I answer him.”Tell me. Please? ”My legs weakened by his tone. He sounded so different. He didn’t sound rude nor taunting, it’s just pure empathy and softness. I avoided looking at him even more, his face was so close to me that even his breath I could feel. I bit my lower lip and forced myself not to be openly affected by what he was doing.“Angel,” he c
Hugh’s POVI was busy doing my routine here in the gym one morning, these were the days when I have the time to have time for my self. I've only been here for a few weeks working on the pad and not at Rockwell’s.I was on my second set when I heard foot steps and sigh. I saw Angel waking her way inside the gym wearing my shirt that’s almost on her mid leg. She’s barefoot and her hair is still a bit messy, obviously just waking up.Her first trimester was coming to an end and I was slowly seeing a change in her. If then he didn't like me at all, he was very jealous and he always fought me is the opposite of all that now.She’s becoming more clingy than usual, also becoming tender and almost unable to separate herself from me. That explains why she’s wearing my shirt almost every day, it’s fine with me though. I love seeing her wear my clothes. She looks cute and I’m turned on. I stopped whatever I’m doing.Panting and sweating so hard, I came to her and smiled sexily. I saw her eyes pi
Hugh’s POV "I'm worried about you," I whispered to her ears.I’m not comfortable seeing her cook in out kitchen. Her bump is not yet that big but I’m still worried that this might cause some bad effects to her.“What? Don’t worry about me. I can do this. ”Yes. That’s your favorite sentences. I should not worry about you and you can do all things.The doctor said he needed rest. If only he could be in the hospital because he is often dehydrated, I would have done it. I want her to rest badly but what can I do when he wants it this way?"Don't worry." she smiled and made our nose touch with each other. That. Only then is she good, being tender and loving to me until I give up and give in to what he wants. I scolded him and he laughed was my reaction."Molly told me that it's okay and it's normal.""I don't care what Molly told you."”I believe her because she experienced this already. So we must listen to her. And besides, I’m the mother. I would know what’s the matter with my body. ”
I never knew I could be this strong. And now, I realized that after all, some things are not learned just by experiencing it. It can also be learned by yourself.You can dictate your own preference, you can be your own teacher. You can be your own standard, and you can be your own role model. I can be a mother without having to experience the love of a mother. Hugh is enough. I am enough.One morning when I woke up I felt a cold metal that Hugh was wearing on me. My sleepy eyes went wide seeing the fancy and sparkling stone in there. My tears rolled down my cheeks. My heart pounded as I wondered what that sin sing meant.“H-Hugh,” I stuttered when I look at him asking what’s that for."Good morning my soon to be wife and mother of my children." he smiled and kissed my lips. I could not believe what he said that time was one of the cherished moments in my life.It is not on my imaginations, I look forward for the fancy and extravagant proposal, but what he did was beyond my imagination
"P-Pregnant?" his mom asked.“Yes. Do you have any problem with the mother? ” Hugh asked innocently and drunk the beverage in front of him.I cleared my throat.“Angel? Is that true? ” she turned her attention to me. My mouth parted, I want to say something but I couldn’t find the right words.“That is not right! You two- ”"We're not." said Hugh. I held Hugh’s hand trying to stop him."I can manage."My mom is just looking at me while Hugh’s mom is really confused“What is this? I thought this is all clear? Now you’re pregnant? What- ”"Helena," my mom uttered her name.All eyes went to her. She’s looking nervous that’s all I can see beyond the strong facade she’s showing. It’s like I’m seeing my soul. It’s like I’m seeing a part of me, just like looking into a mirror."What?" said Hugh’s mom."They're not cousins." she uttered.“What !?” Hugh’s mom burst.“We’ve talked about this and you explained it to me, why-”"Hugh and I had talked already." She turned to Hugh.“And, we’ve made
The next morning was the same for that both of us. I cried again because of so much vomiting and this time it is more worst than any other day. I think I just doze off almost the whole morning.I’m not craving for any food, I just want to rest. And my stomach is like a roller coaster ride.Some days I’m not like this. Vomiting happens just in the morning but this time I’m feeling dehydrated because of too much vomiting."Baby, we need to go to the hospital now." Hugh kept no convincing me since the second vomiting.Now that he’s on his nth time and I almost can’t lift a finger I have done nothing but consent. I didn’t have the energy to travel, I think I passed out.I just woke up with dextrose. Hugh is beside me. He’s worried but I saw his sigh of relief when he saw me opened my eyes. I smiled."It's alright," He seemed to cannot find his words. I assured him with holding his hands."It's the baby, I'm alright." He sighed and palmed my stomach. He made my stomach as his pillow and ki
I was sitting on the bed while Hugh’s arm is wrapped on the lower part of my body. He’s sleeping because he said he’s really deprived of sleep for the past few days.I feel sorry for him so I just let him. She fell asleep when I played with his hair. It’s almost lunch, and now the life inside me is looking for something to eat.My mouth is salivating thinking about some strawberry that’s being deep on a chocolate fountain. I want to wake him up but I don’t want too at the same time. I played with his hair and twitched my lips. I heard my stomach grumbling again."What do you want now?"I bit my lip when I heard his hoarse voice. Shocks! He’s awake? He lifted his face and with a half opened eyes he spoke.“What does my baby want? I know you’re hungry. I’m sorry for dozing off. ” I shook my head while still pouting."You need to sleep more." He stood so he can sit.“No, I’m fine now. I was just enjoying your caress on me. ” I chuckled."I think I need lunch?" I gulped thinking bout food
“Yes Doc,” he’s speaking on the phone.I’m seated on the bed, just got done by the morning session of morning sickness."I think she is,"He’s holding my hand with his one hand caressing it. I can’t help but hide this joy now that my morning is different."I suggest she go to the hospital,"I chuckled lightly, he grabbed my attention. He furrowed his brows to me. He is really the one who wants to suggest. He was even smarter than the Doctor. He’s just over acting."I'll take her to you as soon as she can manage, alright."He ended the call and frowned at me."What's funny?" I purse my lips. So that he can't see the smile I'm hiding.“You need to eat your breakfast now. You need strength. ” he uttered and held both of my hands now.I feel like I’m in cloud nine. Pregnancy never felt this good inside my head. I thought it’s all just sufferings, I forgot that the father of my child is here. Oh, not yet sure."What do you want to eat?" he asked."Anything, except milk." I said."You hate
He stood up violently hearing my words.He’s freaking mad. He’s mad! I struggled to look at him. He stepped forward which made me stood up into my seat."Is your love for me so shallow, Angel?"My brows furrowed. How dare him judge my love for him?"Is your love so shallow that you can think of aborting our child?" his voice growled on the whole room which made my tail retreat.“Are you that inhumane !?” he’s real mad.“Yes! What do you want me to do? Keep this life inside of me and what? He of she’ll live questioning how fvcked up this world is? ”He palmed his face and walked back and forth. It seemed to be bitten but still restrained itself.“We. Are. Not. Cousins. Do you understand that? ” he said emphatically.My mouth parted."That's what you believe." I uttered with shaking voice.“I said we’re not,” he’s tired now.His tone is almost giving up.“I told you already,” I whined too.He stepped more and tried to touch my hands. But I stepped back. He looked at me with his sad eyes
Angel’s POVThis is my definition of horror if it really does exist. My face almost bled from the panic when I heard what he said. "H-how did-""Eat your ice cream," he simply said.He put his hand in his pocket, looking so lazy that everything seemed just normal. I was stoned rock. I couldn’t move. Why I don’t know what’s happening? "I said get out!""What?" he asked innocently.“Why are you here? This is my room! ”"We can just go back at out home, why are you even staying in here?" he scanned the room with the disgusting look in his face.”What? Are you kidding me? I’m not going back to you! ”"Why?" his eyes are cold.I stopped, almost backing away in horror at the sight of his eyes."C-cause, I'm not going back."I’m not making any sense."I said why?" he raised an brow.I palmed my face. I don’t know why I can’t say it with my mouth now."How did you know I'm here?"I asked slight mad. He side eyed me. He even removed his shoe and lay into my bed. Damn this man!"I'm asking yo