I’d change everything. Perhaps, if I tried harder, I’d make him fall for me and then I’d tell him about our child.
These thoughts crossed through my mind as I set the ingredients aside. As I set up the dishes, the revving sound from outside caused me to turn as Raymond’s black SUV came into view.
Reflexively, a smile came up my face as I cleaned my hands on the apron I was on, rushing outside to go greet him. It didn’t matter what he’d said yesterday, or that his words still rang fresh in my head.
I pushed those thoughts to the back of my mind— where they belonged— as I stood outside the door, all smiles.
How this man managed to make me so happy with just his presence; I couldn’t tell. All I knew was that I was in love with him. Too deep to come out of it at all and hopefully, by the goddess’ grace, in these coming months, I wouldn’t have to because he’d be too deep in love with me, too.
“Ray—“ My excited call out to him got caught in my throat the moment the blonde got out of the other side of the car, the wind blowing her hair as she turned, a smile on her face while Raymond went over to her.
They clutched arms as they walked back over to the drivers’ seat and seeing this, it felt like the tighter they held hands, the tighter my heart clenched.
As her face finally came into view, both standing near the door, I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces. I knew her, better than anyone else. How couldn’t I? She was his wallpaper, his first love, the only one who could make him smile at the mere mention of her name, the one who he dreamt about even when he was beside me— she was Ashley.
I felt tears start to well up in my eyes but I dug my fingers into my skin, so hard it was enough to push the tears back in.
The corner of his lips gently upturned, showing a little smile as he stared at her and I felt a knot form in my stomach as I forced myself not to stagger. This was the most emotion he’d ever shown and it hadn’t even been an hour since she’d arrived.
I cleared my throat, shaking my head as I moved closer to the doorway. “Raymond, I was waiting for you. I—“
Ignoring me, he turned to Ashley, so gently that you could see the emotions in his eyes. “Go in. I’ll be with you soon.” She stared at him for a while, hesitating before she walked in and she’d barely even left when he grabbed my arm, so tightly my blood could’ve stopped circulating as he pushed me into the wall by the corner.
“Don’t call me by my name.” His voice was calmer now, but still, it sent out arrows. Arrows that hit my heart directly. “Did you forget what I told you yesterday?” He leaned in, his tone becoming icy as his breath burned through the layers of my skin.
“I swear to the goddess, Aria, if you pull something stupid again, something that gives off that there was ever anything between the both of us, I’ll terminate our agreement and you won’t get a single cent!” My heart ceased as the words got caught in my throat.
I tried to speak, but I was too stunned. Raymond and I had never had a romantic relationship. Like he’d said before, what we had was just a nominal relationship, but he’d never been this way with me before. It was like he’d become a whole other person in just a day.
He scanned me, like he was making sure he’d gotten the message across and when he felt satisfied, he walked away, to be with Ashley.
For a long time, neither Raymond nor Ashley left the room and it shattered me to think of what they could be doing behind closed doors. I shook my head as I looked down to my stomach, gently caressing it.
“Daddy isn’t doing anything, baby. Don’t let mummy’s thoughts corrupt you.”
I took a deep breath as I turned to Alice, the maid who hadn’t been paying attention. “Alice, help me heat up the dishes, please. They’ve—“ I could’ve sworn I heard her scoff but I ignored it, wanting to continue with what I was saying till she scoffed even louder.
“Are you ordering me around? Who do you even think you are?”
I stared at her confused, wondering what she meant by whatever she was saying. “Excuse me?”
She humphed, eyeing me before rolling her eyes as she chewed even louder on her gum. Something she’d never dared to do before. “Alpha Raymond has ordered the pack to conceal your Luna identity from his ex-girlfriend.” She paused, eyeing me mockingly.
“I heard that woman is the princess of the Bloodstone Pack. In three months, she and Alpha Raymond will hold their mating ceremony.” It felt like the heavens had just been dropped on me as I staggered, grabbing the flower table in the hallway to steady myself as I looked for traces of a prank in Alice’s eyes. There were none. I felt my wolf kick in me at the mention of another woman getting married to our mate.
“Alice, you—“ Just then, the door to Raymond’s room came open and Ashley came out, staring at me with peculiar interest.
“You’re a maid here, right?” Her question was directed at me. I clenched my fists, taking a deep breath as I answered, but she cut me off. “Get me a glass of water.”
Before I could object, Raymond walked out of the room, his eyes traveling between the both of us, afraid we would converse too much and I’d slip up.
“Ash, there’s water in the hall. Come on, we don’t have time. The banquet is about to start. We need to hurry.”
Ash. He even had a nickname for her. Jealousy panged through me.
Ashley, seeming a bit unconvinced, nodded. Just as he made to take her away, she paused. “You haven’t introduced us yet, though. Who is she?”
ARIA’s POV….If I had been holding on to little fragments of hope for our relationship that was already failing all this time, now, I was holding on to dust.As Raymond stared at me, his expression went back to being unreadable as he let out a sigh. “No one important.” My heart clenched as my eyes became glassy. “She’s just a maid, there’s no need for an introduction. Your kind has nothing to do with hers.”Ashley raised her brows as she took a step closer to me, wiping off an invisible dust on my shoulder as she let out a mocking scoff disguised as a pitiful one.“You poor thing.” She kissed the back of her teeth. “It must suck trying to act all high and mighty when in reality, you’re nothing more than this, doesn’t it?”I turned to Raymond who just stood there like I wasn’t being mocked and downgraded in his presence and it hurt to see that even though he could defend me and spare me all this pain, he didn’t.“As a princess, I can understand the pain your kind goes through every sing
ARIA’s POV….“Alpha Raymond.” How much it stung to address the man I was in love with, the only man who’d taken me to heaven and back, by his title.He furrowed his brows as he stared at me, like he could tell something was wrong, but I knew better than to have extremely high hopes when it came to him. “I asked something. What are you doing here?” His tone was still cold.“Stomach flu.” I lied as I held on tighter to the drugs Eric had handed me. “It’s not a big deal. I’ll be fine.” Another lie. How could I be fine being having a baby I couldn’t give up and at the same time, couldn’t afford the father knowing of—yet?He was silent, staring at me, as if trying to confirm whether my words were true or not. Such little trust. “Hmm.” He finally made a sound as he nodded in a rather suspicious way. “I hope you’re not lying to me or doing something stupid.”“I’m not.” Yet another lie. What was going on with me? How could I tell these lies without so much as even blinking? My eyes traveled be
ARIA’s POV….“I—I—“ I turned around slowly, my heart beating faster than a ticking time bomb as I swallowed.Having him stand just a few inches away from me, even if we weren’t making physical contact, was causing me to feel weak in the limbs and making my wolf to jump so much within me and I hated my body and wolf for betraying me in times like these.“You were what?” He sounded impatient, like he couldn’t wait to be done talking to me even though he’d been the one who came all the way into my bathroom.“I was taking medicine. That was just trash.” It sounded like the perfect thing to say especially as I’d just returned from the hospital.He stared at me, a hint of doubt evident in his eyes, but he blinked it away in a second, returning to his usual cold and expressionless face.He looked behind me, to the containers on the sink as he let out a soft exhale. It’d been soft but it’d felt like I was in front of a heater as I grabbed on to the sides of my dress, doing my best to remain ro
ARIA’s POV….“Ahh.” I gasped as I rubbed my forehead gently, shaking my head as I hoped it’d push all the pain to the back of my head.I rubbed my neck gently as Raymond’s words from last night came back to mind.What’s there to miss or remember about an omega like you? I’d slept through it, but recalling it still stung.“Aria?” I heard my name as a knock followed on the door. I looked at the wall clock. Who could be here to see me so early in the morning?“Coming.” I responded as I fixed my hair, rushing to the door as I opened it to see Ashley and Beta Luke—Raymond’s beta— standing at the door, luggages in hand.“Is anything wrong? What are you doing here by this time and I hope everything is fine?” It didn’t really bother me to see Beta Luke, but Ashley, I didn’t even like breathing the same air as she did.She pushed the luggage she had with her in front as she scoffed, flipping her hair behind her as she rolled her eyes. “Aren’t you the maid here?” She eyed my clothes.“Why aren’t
ARIA’s POV…“I’ll wash them.” My voice was faint and even though I’d known better than to expect any more from Raymond, I was still disappointed.My heart sank as I raised my head toward Raymond, feeling suffocated by his favoritism towards Ashley. He didn’t seem to bat an eyelid and I clenched my fists as I forced the sourness rising in my throat back down. This wasn’t the time for nausea or any pregnancy related symptoms.“Expecting a parade? Get going.” Ashley nudged with her head as she rolled her eyes.I let out an exhale as I grabbed the box, pushing it with all my might towards the laundry room. As I did, I heard her scowl, her voice lower than usual.“The maids should know their place, don’t you think?” She grumbled. Her voice held so much contempt and she didn’t even bother to disguise it.I ignored her as I went straight to the laundry room, getting straight to work. As I did my work, I couldn’t help but be reminded of Raymond’s words.Ashley is the future Luna of this pack a
ARIA’s POV….“Isn’t she?” His voice became lower, more acidic and it sounded like it was laced with poison.I slowly turned to Eric, pressing my lips tight as I subtly shook my head so as not to attract Raymond’s attention. Not much was said—or done— but he got the message.“Nausea is common and those with anemia are prone to stomach discomfort.” He’d managed to feign his voice to sound so calm even though I knew he was fidgeting on the inside from having lied to his Alpha. His time in medical school definitely didn’t go to waste.“Besides, we conducted some blood tests. Lu— Aria’s blood doesn’t show any signs of pregnancy.” He finished, calm and collected. If I didn’t know the truth and if I hadn’t been the one who begged him not to say anything, I’d have actually believed I wasn’t pregnant.I turned to Raymond, trying to make do of his reaction, but I got nothing more than his usual expressionless face. I turned away from her.“I suggest you conduct a more comprehensive examination.
ARIA’s POV….His hand paused on my shoulder as his brows crunched for a few seconds before returning to normal.“That won’t happen.” He said, his tone so icy it could freeze meat for days. “The doctor didn’t say anything about you being pregnant.” Not the answer I’d wanted, or expected.“In three months, all of this—“ his fingers vaguely pointed between him and I and I knew what he was trying to say. “It’ll be over.” He straightened his position as I raised my head to match with his height so I could look at him.“You didn’t answer the question, though. What if I am?” I knew he wouldn’t welcome the child or anything, but I still wanted to hear him say something. Anything.“Don’t play any tricks, Aria. Go tell Ashley you’re fine and don’t give her any reason to be worried.” I clenched my fists at his words.Ashley. How did her name manage to creep into every single conversation?I nodded slightly at him, responding with the faintest voice even though I’d tried my best to sound audible e
RAYMOND’s POV…Flashback“I’m leaving, Raymond. I can’t do this anymore.” Ashley told me as she pulled her suitcases and bags.“What do you mean you can’t do this anymore? We promised to be together forever, didn’t we, Ashley? How—“ I grabbed her hand, but she took hers out of mine immediately as she shook her head.“People break promises. I wouldn’t be the first to do so. Just let me go.” Her voice became softer as she shook her head. “Don’t make this any harder for me than it already is.” “Ashley, we can work this out together. We can fight for our love and—““How can we do that, though?” Her voice became lower. “It’s already enough for you to have to fight to become the Alpha with your brother being your sole competitor. What’ll happen to me if you don’t win? My father wouldn’t support this.” She said as she pointed vaguely between us. That was the last she said before she pushed her things into the trunk of the car, getting in as she turned to me, sadness evident in her eyes.“A
ARIA’s POV…“Loitering? Didn’t you say my whole day was free so I could come shopping with you and your mate?” I fought back, making sure to lay emphasis on the word mate.He took a step forward and I refused to move.“Did you just talk back to me, Aria? In public?” I didn’t respond.I took in a deep breath before speaking again, as politely as I could.“When I was taken from the training grounds today, I was told my schedule for the day was cleared. Why does it matter what I’m doing with my free time?”“It matters, because you’re supposed to be working. You’re supposed to—“ he grunted before grabbing my hand as he pulled me towards himself while I winced.“What are you doing, Alpha Raymond? Let go. You’re hurting me.” I struggled to get free from him.“We’ll not be having this conversation here.”“Alpha Raymond, she’s not in the condition to—““Eric, no!” I called out, but it was too late. It’d all happened too fast.Raymond grabbed me forcefully and hurt me.Eric wanted to intervene
RAYMOND’s POV….“Thank you very much.” Ashley told the waiter as he took the glasses of juice off our table, preparing to present our food after we’d ordered.Ashley adjusted her chair as she leaned in, resting on the table. “Did you really mean those compliments at the dress shop?” She asked me, excitement evident in her voice.What compliments? I’d been tempted to ask, but then it all dawned on me.I nodded as I looked at the menu in front of me. Though the compliment hadn’t been for her, she’d heard it.Something in me tugged at Aria not being the one who’d heard it.“You know, when you first complimented me, my heart slipped a beat.” She gasped a little as she flipped her hair. “And then you started walking towards me, cupped my cheek..” she paused as her face turned red.“I honestly thought I was dreaming.”“Hmm.” Was all I could process for a response as my mind kept traveling to a certain moment in the dressing room and a certain woman who had been in the backseat of the car I w
ARIA’s POV….“We’d make a wonderful couple for some magazine cover, won’t we?” She asked again, this time, holding on to his arm as she smiled at me.I managed a nod as I clutched on to the dress in my hands, my eyes traveling to Raymond’s.“Of course, you do. You look perfect together. I don’t think there are any better matches for you two besides each other.” I told her, feeling nothing but numbness as I spoke. Usually, complimenting them would hurt, but this time, all I felt was just the grateful relief that my baby was fine.She sighed as she adjusted Raymond’s shirt even though it needed none. “I know that. I’ve always done that.”Just as she turned to continue with whatever she was doing before she noticed me, her eyes landed on the dress in my hands and they flared open which caused me to stare at her confused.“What on earth have you done!” She yelled and I looked down at the dress. Only now did I notice that some of my blood had stained it and I gasped.“That dress. What did y
ARIA’s POV….My baby, please be fine.I promise, I won’t do anything to hurt you going forward.With each step I took towards the restroom, I felt more blood trickle out of me and it now felt like I was an eternity away from the restroom.“Finally.” I gasped when I reached the restroom, pulling the door open as I rushed in, slamming the door shut behind me as I turned on the water, wiping off the blood that was trickling down my thighs first before I grabbed my pills in my purse as I gulped them in a single go, not caring for water.I stared at myself in the mirror as I bit the inner flesh of my lips, trying to forget about the pain in my stomach, but it was almost impossible. Not when it was all I could feel now.Panic surged through me when I saw more blood trickling down my thighs even though I’d just cleaned up.“What on earth is going on?” I asked no one in particular as I drew out more toilet paper to clean up.It didn’t seem to be stopping, though, and only then did I recall I h
RAYMOND’s POV….Fuck this…This is wrong, Raymond…It’s not. You’re mine. You were, are, and will always be.As I collapsed into the sofa, memories from what happened in the dress room coming to mind, I let out an exhale as I palmed my hand over my face.“We shouldn’t be doing this.”As I recalled her words, I wiped my lips gently and as I did, I recalled how my lips had been pressed against hers. It’d been a kiss filled with desire, with longing, and it showed the burning passion I felt for her— I hoped it did.“Aria. What have you done to me?” I asked myself when I realized my skin still burned from her touch and my mind wasn’t going to stop replaying those wonderful moments for a very long time.“Raymond.” I muttered my name with a chuckle when I recalled that after what felt like an eternity, she’d called me by my name.Goodness, my name had never sounded better coming from anyone’s lips before and hearing her call out to me did something to my organs that I couldn’t quite explain.
ARIA’s POV….My baby.No, it couldn’t be.As several unhealthy and negative thoughts ran through my mind while Raymond stared at me with concern, I wiped my hand over my face as I struggled to get off the table, the blood still trickling down my thighs.“What’s going on? Is it me? Did I do this?” He asked as he moved closer to me.Yes. No. Damn it.“Oh no. I’m fine.” I lied as I grabbed a tissue hanging on the rack as I wiped my thigh with it even though it didn’t do much to help.“You don’t look fine. If you were, blood wouldn’t be trickling down your spine. Goddamn it.” He insisted, his voice slowly turning protective.Was he being protective of me? I raised my head so I could look him in the eye and contrary to the cold and expressionless man I always saw, this man actually had concern in his eyes.“I’m serious. I’m fine. It’s just, just my period.” The perfect cover up excuse finally came to mind. I mean, it wasn’t like I could tell him about my pregnancy.“It just came a little ea
ARIA’s POV…..“I’m not her bridesmaid, there must be some sort of misunderstanding.” I tried to protest, but Ashley pressed my shoulder as she flashed me a smile.“You’re my bridesmaid, aren’t you, Aria?” She smiled again, but this time in a threatening way.I looked behind her to Raymond even though I knew there was nothing he’d do and I was right, he just stood there like a statue.The assistant cleared her throat as I turned to her. “There’s a lot to choose from, but considering this is something high profile,” she pulled me to a section with the most beautiful dresses. “You can choose from here.” She stared at my body.“You’re really beautiful with amazing proportions. These would suit you.”“Thank you.” I told her as I stared at the dresses.“And for ma’am Ashley.” She turned to Ashley. “You have a different section.” She informed her and Ashley nodded as they went over to the other side, leaving just Raymond and I standing here.Focus, Aria. It’s just Raymond. There’s nothing to
ARIA’s POV…Beside me, I felt Beta Luke’s expression turn cold. So cold it could’ve frozen whoever me.He nodded with compliance as he bowed slightly. “Yes, Alpha Raymond. I shall get to work immediately.” He said but Raymond didn’t respond. He just sat in the car arrogantly as his eyes remained fixated on me.Beta Luke turned to me slightly as he whispered, his expression slightly warmer. “I’m sorry you didn’t get to train much today. Maybe some other time?”I nodded with a smile. At least he wasn’t upset. Raymond had been rude to him because of me. “Of course.” I responded and with that, he took quick strides till he was out of sight.“You’re not going to make us wait an eternity because you’re looking at something that isn’t there, are you?” Raymond asked sarcastically and I could hear the bitterness in his voice as he did so.Without giving him an answer, I got into the backseat of the car, looking out the window as he ignited the engines.The air in the car was so thick you could
ARIA’s POV….I should’ve stood up for myself earlier in front of Alice. That way, I’d have gotten her out of my way sooner. It’d been a whole day since my last confrontation with Alice and she hadn’t bothered me all day today.“Feels good.” I muttered to myself as I let out an exhale while I stretched. It would be a very good day for exercising.“You can’t train so much now that you’re pregnant, Aria. I know they’re a part of your life, but remember; safety comes first.” I held on to my stomach as Eric’s words replayed in my head.It was a very sunny day. I was done with my chores and feeling quite bored and stiff. Besides, it’d been a while since I’d last trained so I decided to. Fighting and training had become a part of my life since Raymond and I got together anyway.“This is for my baby.” I motivated myself as I pushed myself to the middle of the training grounds. “Alpha Raymond won’t protect you; my love.” I caressed my stomach. “But I will. I, Aria, will make sure there’s never