||" Kristen Stewart "||"Damien, wait!!!" I blurted out, but Damien didn't wait, I have never seen him like that before, I have seen him angry, furious, feral and hell even horny but seeing like this was completely new to me.He looked broken.I wanted to chase after him but Vitali held me back, I looked at him surprised, "Why are you holding me back Vitali?""I think it's best if you let him be alone for now, the topic of his mother is a sensitive topic, a very sensitive topic, we never talk about it, like ever," He said, "When I got employed newly into the company by his father, I had on one occasion asked him about his wife, because I was just wondering why his spouse never visited him, I almost got fired that day, luckily for me, he loved my work, so he didn't just want to lose me,""I'm sorry, I didn't know it was like that, wouldn't have said anything if I knew," My mother spoke up, I could eyes looking glassy, I knew she was tearing u because just like Damien, she too had a sen
||" Damien Troy "||I arrived at my father's mansion after I left Kristen's place. Fear pricked my heart as I made my way through the hallways into my father's study.I knew what was waiting for me immediately after I set foot into that study, I knew it was unhealthy, but that was literally the least of my concern, all I wanted right now was that pain I hated so much.Sometimes words scar more than action, and sometimes action scar more than words but in my case, words scar more than actions. My mother's actions scared me but my father's prickly words scared me more and made me forget about my mother's scar.It was an unhealthy way of coping, I knew. My therapist drums it in my ear every time. I almost fired the last therapist when she made mention of this again, but I didn't want to, I just couldn't, she had been the fifth one just that month and she happened to be the most understanding of all of them, so I kept her.I knocked on my father's door, even though I knew he wasn't going
||" Kristen Stewart "||This night had to be the most restless night I have had this year, if not ever. I just tossed and turned in bed, sleep seemed to travel far away from me.I glanced at Sky who was deep asleep, not even wavering even after I kept tossing. She was a deep sleeper.I tried to call Damien but he didn't pick up any of my calls, nor did he reply to any of my messages. Vitali said he had dropped him off at his father's house.I couldn't help but wonder why he went back to his father's house, I could tell he wasn't really a fan of his father, so I was surprised when he went back there instead of going to his place or his friends.Something seemed off, I couldn't help but think about the sickling feeling that kept erupting in my stomach.I picked up my phone, it was one-thirty-five in the morning, and I have less than five hours before dawn, hmmm…I hummed as I scrambled off the bed, maybe a glass of drink won't be such a bad idea right now. I thought as I made my way to t
||" Damien Troy "||"You are taking Kristen to Russia? Why? I thought you weren't serious with her?" Jameson asked watching my face suspiciously,Jameson was my childhood friend or best friend, and also Alexis' boyfriend. Growing up I have come to gain many friends but no one comes close to my bond and friendship with Jameson.He knew everything about me just like I knew about him too."It's not what you think Jamie, it's more like I am trying to put her where she belongs, and sincerely it was a kind of last-minute decision," I said,"What do you mean last minute?" He asked,"Well, I hadn't really thought out that plan well…well until I met Alexis, then everything had just clicked in place," I started, "Did I tell you, Kristen has to be the most confusing of all the women I have been with, she is so much alike with Lucia but at the same time very different,""What do you mean?""I can't say exactly Jamie, I am still learning about her, but I know there is something there definitely, I
||" Kristen Stewart "||What do you do when your boss suddenly drops a bomb on you about going on a trip to Russia randomly?The answer is simple, you sleep.Sleep was so precious, the one place where you forget everything, where even your most insistent worries cannot touch you. It was good to finally sleep peacefully, without trying very hard to fall asleep.Sleeping… is what I have been doing for the past six hours and even though right now, I knew I had to be awake, but I was still feeling too stupefied to get out of bed.In fact, I didn't want to get out of bed at all, ever since Sky dropped me off, and made me promise her that I was going to take a good rest, which that promise wasn't even needed because, even, I knew that I was going to rest. So I just promised her that she would let me go.I needed the space too if I was going to rest, thankfully my mother wasn't home when I got back, else she would have seen how exhausted I looked when I came back.And now, it's been six hour
||" Damien Troy "||"Your father said you should meet him at his study," Alexander said as he threw stuff inside his bag, "I have plans with Jameson, that fucker better be prepared to die by my hands,"I snickered at his words, "Please don't murder my best friend. I don't want to be lonely,""I am definitely not promising you anything, but I guess I will keep him alive, but I can't promise that he will be in one piece," Alex muttered,"Fair enough,""Anyway, you should hurry. Your father has two guests with him," Alexander huffed,"Two guests? he didn't make any mention of that when he called me though," I mumbled,Alexander rolled his eyes, "Yeah, one very sexy-looking dude and an older man, who I presumed might be his father," He said, 'Anyway, you should hurry, call me if you need something. See yah and don't fight your father!""I will try not," I snickered and waved him goodbye and headed to my father's study.Standing outside the door of my father's study, I took a deep breath b
Losing Control Chapt 48||" Kristen Stewart "||'Today is the d-day,' I thought as I made my way out of the bathroom, mine and Damien's flight to Russia leaves in a few hours. To think that I have thought about all possible ways to escape this travelling, but I still ended up going, makes me sound stupid.I shook my head, as I opened my box again, I was to cross-check and make sure I had everything I needed for the trip.I didn't pack many clothes, according to Nozi's instructions and from what Damien said earlier, I need space that will contain more clothes. The first thing that Damien does whenever he goes on a trip such as this, is find a good restaurant to eat and then after that he shops. And according to Nozi, his shopping entails a variety of different things depending on the person accompanying him on the trip.Now I do not know where I fit in when it comes to accompanying him, but I was told I don't need many clothes, so I mostly pack my nightwear and underwear.I finally res
||" Damien Troy "||"What are you smirking at?" I asked Grey as I gulped the drink I had in my hand,"You are protective of her, it's crazy," He drawled, "After what happened with Lucia, I never thought I will see a day like this again,"I rolled my eyes at his statement, "You don't know shit, Grey,""Oh, I don't? Well, then allow me to tag along, I always tag along whenever you want to deal with it your bitches," He huffed,"No!" I blurted out, "My trip to Russia this time is mainly for business, I don't want any unnecessary distractions, and also, I don't want to make Kristen uncomfortable, so no, if you are bored, you can call one of the others,""You have changed, Damien," Grey said, "Normally, their comfort has never been your concern, well until Lucia and see what that bitch did and now, you are doing it all over again. Not like I am surprised,"I sighed and turned to face Grey directly, "What do you mean that?""She is just like her, different but also very similar and Lord she