Losing Control Chapt 48||" Kristen Stewart "||'Today is the d-day,' I thought as I made my way out of the bathroom, mine and Damien's flight to Russia leaves in a few hours. To think that I have thought about all possible ways to escape this travelling, but I still ended up going, makes me sound stupid.I shook my head, as I opened my box again, I was to cross-check and make sure I had everything I needed for the trip.I didn't pack many clothes, according to Nozi's instructions and from what Damien said earlier, I need space that will contain more clothes. The first thing that Damien does whenever he goes on a trip such as this, is find a good restaurant to eat and then after that he shops. And according to Nozi, his shopping entails a variety of different things depending on the person accompanying him on the trip.Now I do not know where I fit in when it comes to accompanying him, but I was told I don't need many clothes, so I mostly pack my nightwear and underwear.I finally res
||" Damien Troy "||"What are you smirking at?" I asked Grey as I gulped the drink I had in my hand,"You are protective of her, it's crazy," He drawled, "After what happened with Lucia, I never thought I will see a day like this again,"I rolled my eyes at his statement, "You don't know shit, Grey,""Oh, I don't? Well, then allow me to tag along, I always tag along whenever you want to deal with it your bitches," He huffed,"No!" I blurted out, "My trip to Russia this time is mainly for business, I don't want any unnecessary distractions, and also, I don't want to make Kristen uncomfortable, so no, if you are bored, you can call one of the others,""You have changed, Damien," Grey said, "Normally, their comfort has never been your concern, well until Lucia and see what that bitch did and now, you are doing it all over again. Not like I am surprised,"I sighed and turned to face Grey directly, "What do you mean that?""She is just like her, different but also very similar and Lord she
||" Kristen Stewart "||"You should step out and pick up your call, it might be important," Jason said after he noticed that my phone kept vibrating,"No, I will just text him, it's my boss calling, I am sure he is calling because of our trip, so I will text him now and I will call him after the movie," I mumbled, "I don't want to disturb other people,""You would have let me rent a private room for us," He said,"No!' I shook my head, " I preferred this, watching with other people, hearing other hushed whispers and remarks about the movie, it's kind of thrilling for me,""You are still as interesting as I remember Kristen,"I whined and ducked my face away shyly, mumbling words I knew didn't make any sense, trying to hide the blush that crept on my face. To think that all these reactions happened just because of a few words that Jason said to me, now that was where the danger was at."I am not that interesting," I stated,"Don't sell yourself short Kristen," Jason said, his hands gen
||" Damien Troy "||The drive to the airport was quiet, except for the mild music that played in the car and my driver's quiet humming to the song.It was so gentle and calm that it almost lured me to sleep.But I feel too angsty to sleep, my mind was filled with different scenarios and filled with different thoughts and plans that I was supposed to be working on. Sincerely, for the first time, this vacation that was supposed to be a rest break for me and punishment for Kristen felt like I was the one who was being punished.First of all, Kristen had totally fallen out of the plan and schedule I had planned for her. She was even coming to the airport by herself and whatever asshole was driving her, that has never been the case before. Secondly, that bitch must think she has some leverage over me that she didn't pick up my call but rather sent me a message instead and still hasn't called me.Not like I will pick up if she calls, but then it's courtesy, but also knowing Kristen, she wil
||" Kristen Stewart "||"Sir?" I mumbled as I watched Damien clench his has in annoyance, "I sincerely apologise,"He looked at me with a contemplated look on his face, "What are you apologising for? Can you tell me exactly what your crime is? Can you tell me what you did wrong and maybe then I can forgive you, huh?"It was so clear that he was annoyed, I knew it would upset him when I allowed Jason to be the one dropping off, but I also did that because u needed to set my boundaries, I also needed Damien to know that at the end of all of this, I only do what I want,And the only reason I am apologising to him right now is that I am somewhat shocked by the fact that both Damien and Jason know each other.Truthfully, It was a twist I would never have thought possible. Sky is going to have a field day when I tell her about it.But right now, I feel like I should somehow get into Damien's good book again, maybe just for this trip, I will think about other things when I return, I still ha
||" Damien Troy "||It was time for our flight to leave and we all exchanged our final goodbyes, giving some final instructions to my driver and Alexis before walking off, ignoring the pang in my heart as I watched Jason pull Kristen yet again in a hug."He just can't keep his scrawny hands to himself, can he?" I thought out loud, bitterly."His hands aren't scrawny,"" I know, but humour me, I feel so fucking angry…wait, what?!" I looked at Alexander in surprise, "Did I say that out loud?"The couple laughed, "Of course, you did, but not to worry, we aren't going to mention it to anyone. We will protect this secret of yours for you,""There is nothing secretive there," I said, instead of arguing, if I argued, they wouldn't let it down, and I would not hear the end of it. The better option is to own up to it but in a different scenario from what they might think. In this case,e I was sure that I was jealous, so I had to overturn that table, "I just don't like that fellow, and to think
||" Kristen Stewart "||*You will not speak until you are being spoken to.*You will always ask for permission before you speak or ask questions*Aside from the time that we are outside the room or with a guest, you are to remain naked and on your knees at all times.*You will only address me as Sir or Master.*You have until we arrive in Russia for you to choose a safe word.*My safeword is Hurricane, when we arrive I will let you know at which instances that safewords can be used.*Any other thing will be communicated, I sincerely expect you to be on good behaviour, remember this is a punishment you are facing on behalf of your mother. From now on, you aren't just Kristen Stewart, you are mine, my sub.These were the only words floating around my mind as we landed at St. Petersburg Sheremetyevo International Airport Moscow, and we were headed to do our final check-ins. There were already people waiting for us, so everything went more slowly than I would have thought.Damien hadn't s
||" Damien Troy "||After arriving at the Apartment where Kristen and I will be staying for the next two weeks and dropping her off so that she could check in and get used to the place at her own pace, I went to tour the city and say hello to some friends.I wasn't scheduled to meet the Russian client until a week later but I knew my father must have his eyes on me at all times, it is very creepy, but I didn't complain.He was protecting me, that is why he did this, he did all this to protect me, if not for him doing this, I would have still been with my mother by now. Father's way of putting me in my place and also protecting me is quite bizarre, but I will rather have that, I rather live with that than go with a mother who was willing to hang me up just to express her anger.Truthfully, most times, I have this urge to call her and tell her that she didn't need to have traumatised me like that, that she didn't need to mean me up like that, I had gotten the message, it was loud and cl