Chapter SixtyFiveElla’s Point of View Waking up in the familiar room, I let my eyes dart around before they landed on what I was looking for, or more importantly, who. Mike. We had the most amazing night tonight, and sure, I wasn't ready to forgive him. I don’t know when I will be and I don’t know if I’d even be able to, but I really did miss him and I did want to try again. I was just so much happier with him in my life. Sure, things were confusing and complicated, but he was worth it. We were worth it. We’re bound forever now by the small little peanut growing inside me. I shimmied over and snuggled against his chest. Almost instantly, he wrapped his arms around me and started rubbing my back. I moaned softly, it felt so nice and being back in his arms felt so good. ‘You awake?’ I asked, though, considering he was rubbing my back seemed like a bit of a silly question. ‘I’ve been awake for hours’. He told me. I looked up at him and he stared down at me. ‘Did I keep you awake?
Chapter SixtySix **** Five Months Later *****Ella’s Point of View Mike pulled my chair out and helped me to my feet. I was so pregnant right now it was hard to get around. I shouldn’t even be out, Doctors had me on bed rest, but we were celebrating Peyton and Luke’s engagement, everyone was invited, I couldn’t not go! I said my goodbyes to my parents and headed to the car. We were catching a ride with Luke and Pey, they only lived a few minutes away from the main house, so it made sense to carpool. I got in and Mike put Kacey between us before getting in as well. It was adorable. He was so smitten with her, all the guys were, but, I mean, how can you not be? She was adorable! ‘Did you guys have a good night?’ I asked when the other two got in and Luke started the car. ‘Yeah, it was really nice having everyone together. I was pleasantly surprised that the guys behaved so well’. We shared a laugh at Luke’s comment. Damon pulled up next to us and shouted they were going to the sh
Chapter SixtySeven Michael’s Point of ViewI felt empty inside. The past few weeks had crawled by. I couldn’t let myself accept the fact Ella was gone. I didn’t want to. She was my world, and I honestly don’t think I could go on without her. I still don't. There was only one reason why I’m still here now, and that was currently laying in the crib next to my bed. While it was certainly touch and go for a little while, I was able to bring Jenson home. He started stirring and I looked over to see if he was ok. He was just making those cute little baby noises and movements, staring up at me with his big innocent ices. Even when I looked down at him, I couldn’t feel anything. Sure, I loved the kid, how could I not, but... I was just completely dead inside. Peyton and Luke had been a godsend really, they have had Jenson most of the time he’s been home. I just couldn’t bring myself to be around him for too long. He looked exactly like her. It broke my heart to think about her too much, h
Note: Sorry if this chapter is a little slow going, for some reason I really struggled to write this chapter but it was important to the story. The next one will be better :) Either way, enjoy and happy reading! __________________________________Chapter SixtyEight I stayed in the bathroom for as long as I could but when I finally came out, I could hear people shouting downstairs, telling me it was time to leave. I looked over at the photo of me and Ella on top of the chest of drawers as I walked past it. I’d never see that beautiful face again. The realization knocked me back slightly. Obviously, I knew that already but I’ve been denying it all recently. It was my way of dealing with it but actually letting it sink in was really making me struggle. The guys called me again, but when I still didn’t go down, I heard someone come up. It was Peyton, but she didn’t have the baby. I was kinda glad, I couldn’t see him right now. ‘We were calling you, is everything ok?’ I couldn’t spea
Author Note: This is the last chapter of the story until September. The story ISN’T completed, however, I’ve updated it every day for the past 2 months and I want a break to enjoy the summer holidays with my son before he starts school in September. Have a safe and happy summer, everyone! :) ______________________________________Chapter SixtyNine At some point in the night, I had moved to the bar to sit with the Woman who I learned was called Maxie... Which seemed like a very strange name, but it was the least of my interests right now. I started off with a purposely cheesy pick-up like fake embarrassment and earned myself an invite to join because it ‘’wasn’t that bad’’. Worked every time. We did the whole ‘’come here often’’ thing too and apparently, she didn’t. She had recently broken up with her boyfriend and all her friends were busy, so she came here for a pick-me-up drink. She really was making it all too easy for me here, Giving me all the information I needed to prey on
Authors note: annnndddddd I’m back. I feel a little lost right now, it's certainly taking me a little bit of time and effort to get back into the swing of things. I hope everyone had a really good summer and for those who have read this book since I put it on hold, thank you for sticking with it! Here is a nice, new chapter for you with many more to come :) I will be continuing to upload every day (hopefully, sometimes multiple times a day) until the book is completed! _____________________________________________________ Chapter Seventy While I waited for Damon to arrive, I got to thinking about how in ‘’the old days’’ it would have been Luke I called, not Damon, but he was a different person these days. He stayed loyal and true to his word and hadn’t picked up a knife in months. I couldn’t really blame him though, I hadn’t. Sure, it was for Ella and Jenson but now she was gone and I couldn’t stand to be in the same room as him, it was easier for me to fall back into old habits.
Chapter Seventy One Luke’s Point of View I was rushing around trying to keep everyone happy. I was trying to be there to comfort Peyton when I can, looking after the kids, and making sure the guests have whatever they needed, it just seemed never-ending. I kept an eye out for Mike, but he never reappeared and at some point in the evening, the other guys seemed to disappear too. I loved him and I was really worried about him. It was clear he was starting to lose track of the important things, aka, Jenson. Me and Peyton had been looking after him pretty much all the time, but we would rather that than leave him in Michaels's care while he is clearly still struggling to deal with his own emotions. …and demons. I just wanted to make sure that if he had any problems, he would come to me, and not do something he would regret later, but I also wanted to give him space. I didn’t want him to think I was riding his ass, trying to bug him. It was hard. This is a hard time for all of us. …
Chapter Seventy TwoMichael’s Point of View As the sun was starting to come up and the glow came through the trees, I finished filling the hole I had dumped the body into and Thomas and Damon were in the car waiting to take me home. They had stayed and hung around, but they didn’t participate in any of the actual fun, which was fine because I didn’t want them to. She was mine.MY way of dealing with MY shit. Once the filling was done, I looked around for a large rock to put on top, as a marker and headed back to the guys. I brushed down my pants, which were pretty covered in mud, and got into the car. I’d certainly need to shower when I got back and needed some good sleep but all in all, it was a very good evening. Much better than I originally thought It would be. Why would I want to just sit around with a bunch of people I didn’t know, talking about someone I didn’t want to talk about? The car ride back to the house was quiet. I just leaned my head against the window and closed