Chapter 4

"You as for it!"

He threw me on the bed and took off his shorts. There I the little guy immediately said hi. I wasn't even sure if I should call it little when I saw it. Now I'm beginning to have second thoughts about this.

"Payback" he softly whispered then pounce at my chest like a hungry kid.

"Ah..."

He pinched my nipple so hard. It was so painful pero at the same time nakadama ako ng kakaibang sensasyon. He sucked it so hard I rendered me unable to think straight.

I grabbed his hair and tightly squeezed him in.

"Aahh..!" Bigla kong nalimutan ang hiya ko dahil sa ginagawa niya.

"You're too sensitive" he looked at me wearing a wide grin.

"Shit!" I cried nang bigla niyang pinitik ang u***g ko.

"Nilabasan ka na?" natatawa nitong sabi.

Iniwas ko ang tingin ko rito. I never thought my boobs would be so sensitive with his touch. Hinampas ko siya dahil patuloy pa rin siya sa pagtawa.

"Don't do it again!" I said sternly.

"Bakit naman, nasarapan ka nga"

"You and your dirty mouth!"

"Yeah my dirty mouth that can make you feel heaven"

Before I could retort he pressed his lips into mine.

"Thi--- hmmm hmp!"

This wasn't part of the plan!

My first kiss! I've only peck on Yohan's cheek!

Dinilaan niya ang labi ko waiting for a way to enter my mouth but I shut them off together tightly. As impatient as he was he bit my lowerlip and snake his tongue on mine.

My mind went blank. I don't even know how to properly respond. He's doing his job like a pro while here I am parang tuod.

"Just open up don't bite" I heard him say in between kisses. Slowly I learned to match his tempo. Our tongue played each other. Paikut-ikot sa loob ng isa't isa hanggang sa maubusan kami ng hangin at parehong bumitaw.

"You're mine" sambit nito at matiim akong tinignan sa mata. Naramdaman ko ang kamay nitong lumalandas sa aking katawan.

I should feel disgusted for doing it with a stranger but the fear I had last night vanished instantly with every touch he makes.

It was so weird that I can't even explain.

He positioned himself below and held my legs to push them open. Kabado akong tinignan siya.

"You can still back out if you're scared" he said but I could sense him grit his teeth as if he could not wait.

Umiling ako, I'm scared for sure lalo na nang makita ko ang k*****a niya but I've already made up my mind. I can't back down! Isa pa hindi naman siguro ako mamatay dahil sa sex 'di ba?

Sabi nila sa simula lang masakit. I believe I can do---

"Fuck! Bakit mo pinasok agad? Hindi pa ako ready!"

"Ah! It hurts!" Hindi ko alam kung saan ako babaling at hahawak.

"Ah! I-I can't, it hurts so bad!"

Ramdam ko ang pagkapunit ng balat sa baba ko. Ang sakit! Anong sa simula lang masakit? Sobrang sakit! Feeling ko mawawalan na ako ng malay sa sobrang sakit. Siguro mga patotoy ang gamit ng mga asawa nila kaya kinaya lang nila.

"Hush! Mas lalong sasakit kapag hindi natuloy. Ah! You're so tight" pagkasabi nito ay tsaka niya mas binaon ang sarili niya sakin.

"Aaah! Damn you!"

Yinakap ako nito at sinubukang pakalmahin dahil sa walang tigil na pagluha ko.

"It will be better later. You can bite me if it's still painful"

He was also breathing heavily as if controlling himself. He gently cupped my face and planted small kisses.

I suddenly thought if Yohan didn't cheat, will he also be like this to me?

There's no point on thinking about what ifs, Selene. This guys and that guy are two different people.

I don't know if he sensed my mind trailing off but he glared at me like he caught on.

"Focus only on me" he commanded and pinched my nipple hard to get my attention.

I couldn't help but moan. He look at my reaction with satisfaction.

He settled his head on my neck and lick it. Like a dog trying to heal her pup's wound.

"Can I move?" he whispered on my ears.

I nodded.

He begin to move slowly in and out. Every movement felt calculated, I feel his muscles tense and his jaw clench. His eyes were close too focused on his strength. I bite his shoulder as he said and it made every thrust more bearable.

After a few more thrusts it began to feel a lot better that I unconsciously moved my hip to meet his every move. I think I can handle it faster now.

"Aaah! aaah!" hindi ko maiwasang umungol. The pain started to subside at agad napalitan ng sarap. He held me up at pinaupo ako sa kanya. Hinawakan nito ang aking balakang at tsaka ito inalalayan sa pagtaas baba.

Mas lalo kong naramdaman kung gaano siya kalaki at kahaba nang pinaupo niya ako sa lap niya. It was so deep it felt good "Ah!"

Hindi ko alam kung saan ko ibabaling ang ulo ko. Mas lalo kong naramdaman na para akong mauulol nang sinimulan nitong paglaruan ang dibdib ko.

The room was filled with my moans. Is this why people love sex? The feeling was euphoric and addictive that I begin to understand why people crave for it. I look at him and pulled him closer sa dibdib ko. This guy just gave me a wonderful night.

Hindi ko na macontrol ang sarili ko. I moved my hip up and down faster and faster. May sinasabi ito pero wala ako sa katinuan para maintindihan 'yon. I just wanted to feel him more inside me.

My breathing started to get heavier. I push him down under me when I notice him move and try to pull away. I just can't stop! We can't stop... I'm almost there! Hindi ko alam kung anong expression ang ginagawa ko ngayon but I felt like a bitch in heat and it's crazy because it's my first time but I'm acting like this. My mind is filled with pleasure that I can't even imagine how embarrassing I look right now.

He resign himself and carefully placed his fingers on my clit. He rub it while his other hand guides my hip up and down.

It was better than earlier, no, it can't be compared to what he did previously. Feeling ko maiihi ako sa sarap! Mas bumaon ang sandata nito nang malalim sa bawat bayo at ramdam ko mas paglaki nito sa loob ko.

"You can't regret this" he warned as he look at me knowingly.

With a final deep thrust, napaliyad ako and felt my body convulsed. Ramdam ko ang magkahalong mainit na likidong lumabas mula sa amin. Bumagsak ako sa kanyang dibdib na hingal na hingal. It was amazingly good but painful. To think I'm still a virgin just earlier tapos I acted wildly with someone I didn't know.

It was one hell of a night for me. A lot if things happened. Bitter and sweet dreams are made. I reached for his face and unconsciously trace his specs. He looks so pretty damn it! I can't even start to imagine myself regretting this.

He look at me solemnly and clasped my hand with his. Is this legal? How can someone look so perfect while expressionless. He started to plant small kisses. My heart was beating so fast I wonder if he can hear it. My romantic cells are about to manifest when I felt his thing gets hard again inside me.

Pinandilatan ko siya ng mata but he lock me up with his embrace.

"It feels good inside you" he muttered.

Sinubukan kong tumayo but to no avail.

"I'm not done yet"

"That is bull! We just finished--- Ah!"

He began to move while keeping tightly in his embrace. I don't know how many times I came and how many positions we made.

I take back what I said about regretting this. I will never do this again! How can people do this kind of thing? It's like joining a marathon. Hindi ko lubos maisip that his stamina would be so insanely good.

"No more... I'm so tired" I pleaded. Is this how normally people do sex? If yes, I'm out!

Did I just say na he give me a wonderful night? Wonderful my ass! This is nightmare! I wanna stop it. I'm gonna go limp if this continues.

Then I realized something.

Ah! Selene, you insane little thing! I internally screamed.

You did it bareback! I could only lament.

I don't have the strength to do anything. The guy was like a crazed beast hungry for me. It was for a moment but I felt a pull so I look at him intently. His eyes shone, it was brief but I can tell I saw gold. I saw his face become contorted but I couldn't tell what he was saying.

Perhaps I'm just hallucinating because of tiredness.

The next thing I knew mind went blank.