ELLIE
On Friday, after a tiring week of work, we were gathered at Anna and Will's house, this time playing Truth or Dare. In fact, our game could be called Truth or Truth, because nobody played Dare. The game boiled down to guys asking embarrassing questions to each other, girls to girls, or their respective partners.
But this time, Ethan was there. I knew he would be present before even coming, so I mentally prepared myself for any games, but I wasn't prepared for that. The question that had just come out of his mouth. I looked at the faces as shocked as mine. "Vanilla sex or wild sex?" he asked, serious as if he were asking if I preferred coffee or tea.
"I... I think it depends," I finally answered, wondering if there was any other interest beyond provocation and trying to embarrass me behind the question. I was honest in my response. I preferred wild sex, but making love with someone you're in love with could be hot and mind-blowing, at least that's how I imagined it.
"No scientist. You have to choose one or the other."
"Okay. Wild sex. And that's my cue to go get another drink. Any takers?" I got up and headed to the kitchen.
"I'm also going to get another drink."
"Ethan..." I heard Bennett warn.
"I'm just getting a drink, little brother, relax."
He followed me into the kitchen.
"Bennett's worried you'll try to touch me under my skirt without my permission," I said before turning to face him. He smiled, sexy as a demon.
"I'm glad you're in a good mood. I think he's more worried you'll fall in love with me, and I'll end up breaking your heart."
"I'll reassure him because that wouldn't happen in a million years."
"Keep pretending you're not attracted to me."
"You're so presumptuous."
"I have mirrors at home," he shrugged. I had to restrain myself from rolling my eyes.
"Right. You can be attractive, but the attraction has different levels of significance for people. It must be something very significant for you, as I classify you as a superficial person." His smile grew wider. "What I mean is that you may be attractive to me, but I've been attracted to many jerk guys with whom I avoided any kind of contact."
"You talk about common things like a scientist, it makes you even sexier."
"If all this is part of some plan to try to get me into your bed, give up. It will never happen."
"We'll see."
"You're such a bastard!" The cad kept smiling.
"Do you have a problem with sex?"
"No. Although that's none of your business."
"I thought someone like you would understand that sex can be just a pleasurable experience between two consenting adults."
"I understand."
"It doesn't seem like it."
"Let me be clear. Casual sex isn't the problem exactly. It's you."
"Me?" He frowned, indignant.
"Yes, I'm not interested in sleeping with someone who will pretend I don't exist the next day because they're too much of a jerk."
"So, you want a boyfriend?"
"Don't put words in my mouth. My personal life is not the issue here. I'm just explaining why nothing will ever happen between us."
"You're not being reasonable. It's just sex. And you wouldn't deny it if you knew what you were missing." God! He was so arrogant!
"Have you ever considered that maybe you overestimate your abilities? I need something stronger than beer to put up with this." I groaned in frustration. A mischievous smile appeared on one side of his mouth. "What are you thinking?"
"You said something stronger..."
"Stop it. You're really a pervert."
"Whiskey... that's an acceptable answer since you want to play the Puritan."
"Puritan? Is that what you call women who reject you?"
"This game has just begun, and soon it will be you begging me to touch you."
"In your dreams."
"In my dreams, you do more than beg." Damn it. I was trying to avoid letting his words affect me. It was something I shouldn't even be thinking about. Shit. It's just the alcohol, Ellie. "Did I leave you speechless, scientist?"
"I was looking for the right words, and I think they are... You'll have to settle for your dreams."
"Don't worry... when it happens, I'll remember you like it rough." He winked before heading back to the living room. God! I took a deep breath, trying to push the image that came to my mind away.
What was his goal? To drive me crazy? He was succeeding. And why the hell was my body responding to his provocations? Now I'm even thinking about him, saying he dreams about me. Was it true?
It doesn't matter, Ellie, just forget he exists. You don't need a man like him in your life, you've already had your share of jerks.
"I can see smoke coming out of your ears." Anna approached. "What did he say?"
"Just trying to provoke me, as always."
"I'm starting to think you guys like that."
"Oh please! He's the biggest bastard of them all."
"Do you know what they say about love and hate?"
"If you keep going, I swear I'll break this bottle over your head." We both laughed.
"Have you been thinking about him a lot?"
"Anna, don't start."
"I'm your best friend. Be honest."
"I'm trying not to think, but I do the opposite when you ask me these kinds of questions."
"It's weird, you know, he seems like the type of guy who's extremely serious about work, but as soon as he's near you, this other side comes out."
"What are you trying to say?"
"I don't know. You know... maybe a little sex wouldn't hurt you."
"I can't believe you're saying that."
"He's not as bad a guy as we thought. Maybe we misjudged him. I'm starting to like him."
"That's because he didn't just talk a bunch of bullshit to you."
"I'm just saying that..."
"I'm not going to have sex with him. End of story."
Later that night, it was hard to sleep. I had a particularly steamy dream about a certain someone. He was getting into my head. I couldn't stop thinking about what he had said. 'When it happens, I'll remember that you like it rough'.
ETHAN I dropped by my brother's apartment for breakfast on Monday. I missed New York, it was good to be back. After six years of living in London, I had already acquired enough English customs. But I knew that soon I would start missing it, the people and their polite and reserved behavior that made me feel good and aligned with my ideal of a peaceful life without disturbances and commotion. "I'm leaving, honey," Zoe approached to kiss my brother. If someone asked me, I would vehemently deny that a part of me deep down envied what they had. Zoe entered my brother's life like a hurricane. I still remembered how he had gone crazy when he met her, more stressed and grumpy because he couldn't stand her and, at the same time, felt attracted to her. Bennett went through hell. That thought reminded me of a certain mad scientist who was spending more time in my head than I would like to admit. I pushed the thought away. "Goodbye, Ethan, we'll finish that conversation later," she smiled at
ETHANOur new client was the Independent Research Laboratory at Columbia University. Finances were always finances, regardless of the type of company we served, that's what we always said. Our job was to put the numbers in order and provide the most efficient solutions to the client. Morgan and Harris Financial was born from scratch about eleven years ago when my brother and Will decided to start a company even before they finished university. I joined as a partner some time later.I don't think they ever imagined we would achieve the success we have, earning millions each year and opening a second office in London shortly after we started, precisely six years ago, all thanks to hard work. I never thought that at twenty-five I would have to manage an office in another country, but now, at thirty-one, I could only feel proud of managing it and grateful to Bennett and Will for trusting me.Work meant everything to me, regardless of the reasons that led me to become obsessed with this pa
ELLIEHatred was what I was feeling when I returned to my office. This couldn't be happening. At my workplace? It couldn't be just a mere coincidence. He could bother me anywhere else, but not at my job. I could tolerate his teasing, but I wouldn't let him take it to this extent. Son of a bitch. How did he not know that Anna and I work here? Was it true? And where was Anna? It should already be lunchtime. Was she going to be out all day? I needed to talk to her. Maybe she could help me understand. Why didn't Will mention this? It must be a lie from that jerk Morgan.Anna only showed up in the late afternoon. She stopped at my door, holding a cup of coffee. She coordinated another department and also taught at the university sometimes."Where have you been?" I asked when she sat in front of me and placed the cup of coffee on my desk."I had to take care of some matters at Columbia. I brought coffee, strong as you like it. What happened?""You have no idea who showed up here. Or rather,
ETHANI managed to meet with Will and my brother in the late afternoon to share all the information Alice had provided about the laboratory issues. This would be my first client after returning from London, and I would do my best, as always. Apparently, neither Will nor Bennett had realized before that it was the laboratory where Anna and Ellie worked, and now both of them were sitting at the conference table, silently staring at each other."I think it would be more appropriate for Will to handle this client," my brother said, his fist clenched against his lips."What? Why? I've already made initial contact with the client," I protested, indignant at knowing exactly what he was thinking."His wife works there, as you yourself mentioned.""And that has nothing to do with Miss Brown, right?" I asked sarcastically, crossing my arms and leaning against the bookshelf behind me. "Are you really questioning my ability to act professionally?""It's not that. We should just avoid any risks."
ETHANThe next day, I worked hard to gather all the information I would need to start organizing the finances of the Columbia laboratory. There was a part of me deep down that was hoping for missing information about the research department. Just so I could have an excuse to see her. And realizing that made me fucking irritated.I managed to make a list of all the missing information before lunch. I asked my assistant to schedule a meeting with Mrs. Anderson. She could only meet with me at the end of the day, and I accepted. I tried to convince myself that all the anxiety was because of work and not because of her. But I knew that in any other situation, I would have postponed the meeting to the next day.I arrived punctually at the laboratory, the meeting was scheduled for five in the afternoon. I spent the next forty minutes with Alice in her office, explaining everything I would need, in addition to what she had already told me. When we reached the last items on the list, regarding
ETHAN She opened a small gap when we heard the voices subside, then practically ran out of the closet. Fuck! I took a deep breath, trying to compose myself. I picked up the leather folder that I had dropped on the floor and ran my hand over my suit, cleaning it before leaving. Her office door was now open. I had no idea what to do. Especially with the tent pitched in my pants at that very moment. A second later, she came out of her office with a bag. "Here," she said, handing me a business card without looking at me, before turning her back and disappearing down the corridor, fleeing. I stared at the business card in my hand, which contained her name and contact information. I put it in my pocket. What the hell just happened? I started walking through the corridors, looking for a bathroom. What the fuck had I just done? Losing control of my cock around her. Now she must think I'm nothing but a pervert. As if she didn't already think that before. And how had this situation just bec
ELLIE I needed to remind myself why I hated him, why I shouldn't get close, and not dwell on how he made me feel. I had to remember what I went through last time, that would bring back my reason. At twenty-seven, I had already had my share of detestable men. And my ex, if I could even call him that, that dishonest bastard managed to shatter my heart. I promised myself that would be the last time. I'd rather spend the rest of my life alone than go through that again. I often wondered if I was too dumb not to see the signs, but with so many mixed signals, the blame couldn't be solely on me. Men had this problem. Jerks couldn't be honest. They preferred to toy with a woman's feelings to get what they wanted, and they continued doing it to keep the sex. As if we were some kind of backup plan, to be used when they needed. Thinking about it made me want to cut off that bastard's dick, and it still made my chest ache. Todd Lockhart got exactly what he wanted, to use me and discard me as i
ETHAN My chest and legs were burning as I ran on the treadmill. I had already surpassed five kilometers, but it felt like it wasn't making a difference, even after a nearly two-hour workout. Nothing was working. No matter how many times I tried to distract myself. I still felt tense and irritated. I hadn't been able to sleep properly the entire night, aroused and unable to close my eyes without remembering the sensation of that body against mine and her perfume. I pressed the button to stop the treadmill, feeling like I was getting hard again. Shit. I hadn't even touched her yet. I needed to put an end to this. Panting, I left the building's gym and entered the elevator, heading back to my apartment. I had to go to work. As if that wasn't enough, the traffic was horrendous on the way to the office. I was tempted to get out of the car and walk the remaining blocks. When I arrived at the office, Bennett parked right after me. I quickened my pace, so I wouldn't have to ride the eleva