ELLIE
On Tuesday, we agreed to have lunch together. When I arrived at the bar with Anna, Zoe and Ben were waiting with Will, already seated at a table in the corner. Anna leaned in to kiss Will without any shame as we approached. I greeted everyone with a general 'hi.'
"Is everything okay, El?" Will asked after a few minutes, noticing my silence while they talked. My mood was terrible this week, probably PMS.
"Just a headache."
"Maybe my gift can make that better," Zoe said, leaning down and returning with two bags from Victoria's Secret. She then handed one to Anna and one to me.
"It's not my birthday or anything..." Anna said, not understanding as she opened the bag. "But thank you." She took out the box and put it on the table as I thanked her.
"Wow! It's... pink," Anna said after opening the box and unwrapping a tiny lingerie with lace and bows in baby pink. It hardly covered any skin.
Zoe laughed from the other side of the table. Will had a naughty smile and Bennett shook his head in disapproval. He did that a lot, partly because he was grumpy, and partly because he disapproved of these silly things.
"That color really captures my personality," Anna joked, while Will held the pieces up in the air to observe.
"I think Will liked the gift more than you did," Zoe still laughed. "But what about you, Ellie? Aren't you going to open it?"
"I think this kind of gift makes total sense for Anna... But it will probably end up being eaten by moths in my closet." I put the box on the table.
"Shit..." Bennett muttered, making all of us turn our heads in the direction he was looking, at the entrance of the restaurant.
Great. Ethan was coming towards us. Who invited him? My eyes almost rolled automatically at the sight of him. He was wearing a black suit that made him ridiculously hot, and his hair was combed back, with rebellious strands falling on his forehead. His appearance gave off an arrogant air. Why did it always seem like he had shaved the day before and now his facial hair was almost nonexistent, making him even sexier?
Damn it. It's the hormones, Ellie. It's just the hormones. His presence magically made me more aware of my own body.
"Am I interrupting?" He approached, kissing Zoe on the cheek. "Hello, sis-in-law!"
"Bennett said you weren't coming."
"Did he?" I noticed a quick exchange of glances between them. There was something there. "Changed my mind." He smiled at Ben. "What did I interrupt?"
"Take a seat. We're waiting for the orders. You can still make yours." Will indicated an empty chair at the end next to Anna, directly facing me.
"Ellie was about to open the gift I gave her." Zoe gestured for me to continue, winking at me. Embarrassment hit me. Opening it in front of them, whatever it was, would make everyone imagine me wearing it. It would make Ethan think of me wearing it.
"I can check it out later. Thank you so much for the gift."
"No... I want to see your reaction. Please?" Zoe pleaded.
"Come on, Ellie... open it." Anna encouraged with an almost smile. I gave her a disapproving look.
"Okay." I gave in. I opened the box as if a bomb were waiting for me inside. I unwrapped some papers and took out a set of black lingerie, a bra, panties, and sheer stockings.
My eyes flew from the lingerie to Ethan's face, which was in the same line of sight. I could almost swear I saw him shift in his chair. And then I knew he was imagining me wearing it. My face must have been red when I stuffed the pieces back into the box.
"Um... thank you, Zoe. I love it... but the moths will make better use of it."
"Moths?" Ethan asked, confused, with his eyebrows furrowed.
"Ellie thinks she won't use the gift. But I say that just this reaction was worth it," Zoe smiled, satisfied.
"We know why," Ethan murmured from the other side of the table, with a sarcastic smile.
"What did you say?" I asked.
"Ethan... damn it!" Bennett muttered between his teeth.
"I'm just kidding."
"Just because I'm not going to use it with you... doesn't mean I can't use it with someone less of a jerk," I smiled. "I'm just kidding." Everyone held back laughter around the table. Except for Ben, he seemed to disapprove, shaking his head once again.
"That's enough. Where's the food?" Bennett looked towards the kitchen of the place.
"I think I get it," Will said with a smile, looking between me and Ethan. I narrowed my eyes at him, and he shrugged.
Minutes later, the waitress brought our orders. I tried to ignore how Ethan was smiling excessively at her as he placed his order. Jerk, he couldn't resist a pair of breasts.
The conversation shifted to work as we ate. When his order arrived, I couldn't help but notice the piece of paper discreetly handed to him, which probably contained the waitress's phone number. It seemed like not everyone was avoiding Manhattan womanizers or had problems sleeping with someone after exchanging smiles. It made me feel sick. It made me seem weird. He called me crazy. Can you believe it?
"Did you know that more than one million new cases of four sexually transmitted infections are contracted every day? Isn't that scary? That's equivalent to over three hundred and seventy-six million new cases annually. On average, one in every twenty-five people in the world has at least one of these four STIs." I said, looking down at my own plate. When I looked up, everyone was staring at me with looks of strangeness or surprise. "What?" I asked.
"Well, in any case, I'm glad I'm married," Will said, looking at no one in particular.
"Are you sure this is a lunchtime topic?" Zoe laughed.
"It might be useful for someone here," I shrugged. But there was only one other single person at the table beside me, and that was exactly who I was trying to target.
"So that's why single scientists don't have sex," he said from the other side of the table, almost making me smile because I was already expecting a response.
"And yet we remain healthy," I pointed my fork in his direction, smiling.
"Just use a condom," Anna chimed in, almost making me choke on my drink. "The solution to the problem... the cases you mentioned, of course," she finished, smiling. I was going to kill her.
We finished lunch. Anna had to go back to the lab before me, so Will took the opportunity to give her a ride. I still had to stop by my house before going back to work. When I left the restaurant, I left Zoe, Ben, and his brother behind. I was waiting for a taxi on the sidewalk when I felt a presence behind me.
"What happened to 'there will be no conflict on my part'?" The deep, provocative voice made me turn to face him.
"Are you stalking me?"
"You clearly give yourself too much importance."
"Are you trying to insult me?"
"Another question."
"I think I've been polite enough with you."
"In what part? When you called me a jerk or when you hinted that I may have an STI?"
"Well... every action generates a reaction. Or do you think insinuating that I don't have sex and that I'm grumpy is a form of kindness?"
"They weren't insinuations. It's just the truth." He said, smiling. Son of a bitch.
"You don't know anything about me."
"Wanna know... I was taking it easy on you, baby, but I decided that I won't anymore because you're being a shrew." He approached with a sideways smile.
"Well, it seems that this relationship is well-defined. Why are you still here in front of me?" His proximity caused things in me that I would deny to death.
"Tell me... do you hate all men who invite you to have sex?"
"No, just the ones who can't admit their lousy attitudes."
"What do you expect? An apology? Was refusing not enough?" Why was he doing this? I didn't want an apology, I wanted him to go screw himself for being such a jerk.
"Why are you insisting on this? To me, it's clear that you're a jerk, and I accept that, end of story."
"So, I'm a jerk just for wanting to have sex with you?" He was trying to make me look crazy for thinking that inviting someone you just met to have sex isn't normal.
"I'm just tired of guys like you."
"Guys like me?"
"Guys who think all women are sex toys."
"That's a completely hasty conclusion."
"Just pretend I don't exist."
"That's not going to happen. You started this."
"I didn't start anything, and what does that mean?"
"That you have an amazing ass to pretend doesn't exist." Huh? Did he just say... He didn't?
"What?"
"See you around, crazy scientist." He said before crossing the street. I watched as he got into his car."
Was I really being hasty in judging him as a scoundrel just for inviting me to have sex? Shit. He was making me question myself. But it didn't matter. He really was a superficial jerk. We weren't at a club, and he wasn't some random stranger, we were at his brother's house, and he had just met me. Did he think I was easy?
Why did this bother me so much? Shit. I knew why. I couldn't stand that type of man anymore. The type of man who hides his true intentions until he gets what he wants. The type who disappears the next day after getting what he wants. The type who isn't honest and hurts a woman just to have her as an option to fulfill his needs. The type who hurt me just over a year ago, using me, making me waste my time, after all the effort I put in, opening up to him, like an idiot.
ELLIE On Friday, after a tiring week of work, we were gathered at Anna and Will's house, this time playing Truth or Dare. In fact, our game could be called Truth or Truth, because nobody played Dare. The game boiled down to guys asking embarrassing questions to each other, girls to girls, or their respective partners. But this time, Ethan was there. I knew he would be present before even coming, so I mentally prepared myself for any games, but I wasn't prepared for that. The question that had just come out of his mouth. I looked at the faces as shocked as mine. "Vanilla sex or wild sex?" he asked, serious as if he were asking if I preferred coffee or tea. "I... I think it depends," I finally answered, wondering if there was any other interest beyond provocation and trying to embarrass me behind the question. I was honest in my response. I preferred wild sex, but making love with someone you're in love with could be hot and mind-blowing, at least that's how I imagined it. "No scient
ETHAN I dropped by my brother's apartment for breakfast on Monday. I missed New York, it was good to be back. After six years of living in London, I had already acquired enough English customs. But I knew that soon I would start missing it, the people and their polite and reserved behavior that made me feel good and aligned with my ideal of a peaceful life without disturbances and commotion. "I'm leaving, honey," Zoe approached to kiss my brother. If someone asked me, I would vehemently deny that a part of me deep down envied what they had. Zoe entered my brother's life like a hurricane. I still remembered how he had gone crazy when he met her, more stressed and grumpy because he couldn't stand her and, at the same time, felt attracted to her. Bennett went through hell. That thought reminded me of a certain mad scientist who was spending more time in my head than I would like to admit. I pushed the thought away. "Goodbye, Ethan, we'll finish that conversation later," she smiled at
ETHANOur new client was the Independent Research Laboratory at Columbia University. Finances were always finances, regardless of the type of company we served, that's what we always said. Our job was to put the numbers in order and provide the most efficient solutions to the client. Morgan and Harris Financial was born from scratch about eleven years ago when my brother and Will decided to start a company even before they finished university. I joined as a partner some time later.I don't think they ever imagined we would achieve the success we have, earning millions each year and opening a second office in London shortly after we started, precisely six years ago, all thanks to hard work. I never thought that at twenty-five I would have to manage an office in another country, but now, at thirty-one, I could only feel proud of managing it and grateful to Bennett and Will for trusting me.Work meant everything to me, regardless of the reasons that led me to become obsessed with this pa
ELLIEHatred was what I was feeling when I returned to my office. This couldn't be happening. At my workplace? It couldn't be just a mere coincidence. He could bother me anywhere else, but not at my job. I could tolerate his teasing, but I wouldn't let him take it to this extent. Son of a bitch. How did he not know that Anna and I work here? Was it true? And where was Anna? It should already be lunchtime. Was she going to be out all day? I needed to talk to her. Maybe she could help me understand. Why didn't Will mention this? It must be a lie from that jerk Morgan.Anna only showed up in the late afternoon. She stopped at my door, holding a cup of coffee. She coordinated another department and also taught at the university sometimes."Where have you been?" I asked when she sat in front of me and placed the cup of coffee on my desk."I had to take care of some matters at Columbia. I brought coffee, strong as you like it. What happened?""You have no idea who showed up here. Or rather,
ETHANI managed to meet with Will and my brother in the late afternoon to share all the information Alice had provided about the laboratory issues. This would be my first client after returning from London, and I would do my best, as always. Apparently, neither Will nor Bennett had realized before that it was the laboratory where Anna and Ellie worked, and now both of them were sitting at the conference table, silently staring at each other."I think it would be more appropriate for Will to handle this client," my brother said, his fist clenched against his lips."What? Why? I've already made initial contact with the client," I protested, indignant at knowing exactly what he was thinking."His wife works there, as you yourself mentioned.""And that has nothing to do with Miss Brown, right?" I asked sarcastically, crossing my arms and leaning against the bookshelf behind me. "Are you really questioning my ability to act professionally?""It's not that. We should just avoid any risks."
ETHANThe next day, I worked hard to gather all the information I would need to start organizing the finances of the Columbia laboratory. There was a part of me deep down that was hoping for missing information about the research department. Just so I could have an excuse to see her. And realizing that made me fucking irritated.I managed to make a list of all the missing information before lunch. I asked my assistant to schedule a meeting with Mrs. Anderson. She could only meet with me at the end of the day, and I accepted. I tried to convince myself that all the anxiety was because of work and not because of her. But I knew that in any other situation, I would have postponed the meeting to the next day.I arrived punctually at the laboratory, the meeting was scheduled for five in the afternoon. I spent the next forty minutes with Alice in her office, explaining everything I would need, in addition to what she had already told me. When we reached the last items on the list, regarding
ETHAN She opened a small gap when we heard the voices subside, then practically ran out of the closet. Fuck! I took a deep breath, trying to compose myself. I picked up the leather folder that I had dropped on the floor and ran my hand over my suit, cleaning it before leaving. Her office door was now open. I had no idea what to do. Especially with the tent pitched in my pants at that very moment. A second later, she came out of her office with a bag. "Here," she said, handing me a business card without looking at me, before turning her back and disappearing down the corridor, fleeing. I stared at the business card in my hand, which contained her name and contact information. I put it in my pocket. What the hell just happened? I started walking through the corridors, looking for a bathroom. What the fuck had I just done? Losing control of my cock around her. Now she must think I'm nothing but a pervert. As if she didn't already think that before. And how had this situation just bec
ELLIE I needed to remind myself why I hated him, why I shouldn't get close, and not dwell on how he made me feel. I had to remember what I went through last time, that would bring back my reason. At twenty-seven, I had already had my share of detestable men. And my ex, if I could even call him that, that dishonest bastard managed to shatter my heart. I promised myself that would be the last time. I'd rather spend the rest of my life alone than go through that again. I often wondered if I was too dumb not to see the signs, but with so many mixed signals, the blame couldn't be solely on me. Men had this problem. Jerks couldn't be honest. They preferred to toy with a woman's feelings to get what they wanted, and they continued doing it to keep the sex. As if we were some kind of backup plan, to be used when they needed. Thinking about it made me want to cut off that bastard's dick, and it still made my chest ache. Todd Lockhart got exactly what he wanted, to use me and discard me as i