ETHAN
I dropped by my brother's apartment for breakfast on Monday. I missed New York, it was good to be back. After six years of living in London, I had already acquired enough English customs. But I knew that soon I would start missing it, the people and their polite and reserved behavior that made me feel good and aligned with my ideal of a peaceful life without disturbances and commotion.
"I'm leaving, honey," Zoe approached to kiss my brother.
If someone asked me, I would vehemently deny that a part of me deep down envied what they had. Zoe entered my brother's life like a hurricane. I still remembered how he had gone crazy when he met her, more stressed and grumpy because he couldn't stand her and, at the same time, felt attracted to her. Bennett went through hell. That thought reminded me of a certain mad scientist who was spending more time in my head than I would like to admit. I pushed the thought away.
"Goodbye, Ethan, we'll finish that conversation later," she smiled at me.
Zoe was a beautiful and elegant woman, but the most incredible thing about her was her strength, always ready to fight tooth and nail to get what she wanted. It wasn't difficult to come to love and admire her after getting to know her a little. While I didn't know how the two of them had managed to deal with their differences without killing each other, I could see how alike they were in their determination. My brother was one of the most stubborn people I knew, and I couldn't even explain how proud I was of him and of being able to work alongside him.
"Don't encourage that," Bennett told her disapprovingly. We were sitting in the kitchen, around the counter, having breakfast.
"Don't meddle, Morgan," she rolled her eyes. "Good luck with your work," she said before heading towards the exit, walking firmly in her stiletto heels."
"Leave her alone, or this won't end well," he pointed the fork at me.
"It's fine."
"No, it's not. What Zoe wants to happen and what you're trying to do are very different things."
"I'm just trying to teach that woman a lesson."
"What lesson could you teach her? I told you it was a bad idea to even consider getting involved with Ellie. She's not the type of woman for you."
"Seems like you and she think alike. You both think she's too good for me."
"It's not about that, and you know it. Your lifestyle and everything I've heard them talk about regarding what Ellie wants right now don't align. It wouldn't end well."
"My lifestyle?"
"Yes, you want nothing more than sex because you're a fool who wants to be alone for the rest of your life, and you're afraid to give your heart to someone again because of what happened in the past."
"What does that have to do with it? She's an attractive woman. I didn't think I would offend her by inviting her to my bed. She started all this, by judging me and being arrogant. I tried to make things right between us, as you asked, but she refused. So why should I keep trying?"
"You don't have to try, just don't do what you're doing."
"I could do that if she stopped insulting me."
"You started this."
"Come on, Ben? I just invited her to have sex. It's not a big deal. She could have simply said no, but she decided to treat me like the worst scoundrel and be mean to me. She's exaggerating."
"You were a scoundrel. She's our friend, and you didn't know her for five minutes before deciding you wanted to fuck her." My brother got up, taking his plate to the sink.
"This could have been just a nice night if she had said yes. Why the hell are you all trying to make it into something bigger than it really is?"
"You're trying to make it seem normal, but I know you understand her side."
"I can understand, but it doesn't mean I'm going to let her use it to act superior and treat me however she wants. She's the one being a bitch."
"When all of this ends badly, remember that I tried to warn you."
"You weren't much better than I am with women. Do you really think you can advise about this?"
"I know you want different things. So just stay away from her, for both your sakes."
"She started it, Ben."
"Then finish it."
"Fine. When I teach her a lesson." He laughed and turned, leaning against the sink.
"When life kicks your ass, don't say I didn't warn you."
"Life can kick my ass after that woman spends a night with me and then comes begging for more."
"Do as you please. But remember, it might be you who ends up begging."
"I'm not like you."
"No, you're not. You're even more of a fool. And you know what? I'll enjoy seeing Ellie kick your ass. Now let's get to work."
It seems like my brother was thinking that it would end up like him, with that arrogant and self-assured mad scientist? She was attractive, and yes, I spent a good amount of time thinking about that ass and imagining what it would be like to run my hand under that skirt she wore on Friday. And to discover that her skin was as soft as I had imagined, and also how it would feel to have those full lips around my cock while she looked up at me with those grayish-blue eyes, and I held her by the nape of her neck, fingers entwined in the waves of her unruly brown hair.
Oh yes, I thought about it a lot. And how I would make her beg to have me inside her, just to break that "I'm too good for you" facade, but that was it. She needed to learn a lesson, and I needed to stop thinking about that ass so much. It was never good to dwell too much on a woman, even if it was just for sexual interest. So if that woman decided on her own that I'm a scoundrel, I would act like one towards her.
ETHANOur new client was the Independent Research Laboratory at Columbia University. Finances were always finances, regardless of the type of company we served, that's what we always said. Our job was to put the numbers in order and provide the most efficient solutions to the client. Morgan and Harris Financial was born from scratch about eleven years ago when my brother and Will decided to start a company even before they finished university. I joined as a partner some time later.I don't think they ever imagined we would achieve the success we have, earning millions each year and opening a second office in London shortly after we started, precisely six years ago, all thanks to hard work. I never thought that at twenty-five I would have to manage an office in another country, but now, at thirty-one, I could only feel proud of managing it and grateful to Bennett and Will for trusting me.Work meant everything to me, regardless of the reasons that led me to become obsessed with this pa
ELLIEHatred was what I was feeling when I returned to my office. This couldn't be happening. At my workplace? It couldn't be just a mere coincidence. He could bother me anywhere else, but not at my job. I could tolerate his teasing, but I wouldn't let him take it to this extent. Son of a bitch. How did he not know that Anna and I work here? Was it true? And where was Anna? It should already be lunchtime. Was she going to be out all day? I needed to talk to her. Maybe she could help me understand. Why didn't Will mention this? It must be a lie from that jerk Morgan.Anna only showed up in the late afternoon. She stopped at my door, holding a cup of coffee. She coordinated another department and also taught at the university sometimes."Where have you been?" I asked when she sat in front of me and placed the cup of coffee on my desk."I had to take care of some matters at Columbia. I brought coffee, strong as you like it. What happened?""You have no idea who showed up here. Or rather,
ETHANI managed to meet with Will and my brother in the late afternoon to share all the information Alice had provided about the laboratory issues. This would be my first client after returning from London, and I would do my best, as always. Apparently, neither Will nor Bennett had realized before that it was the laboratory where Anna and Ellie worked, and now both of them were sitting at the conference table, silently staring at each other."I think it would be more appropriate for Will to handle this client," my brother said, his fist clenched against his lips."What? Why? I've already made initial contact with the client," I protested, indignant at knowing exactly what he was thinking."His wife works there, as you yourself mentioned.""And that has nothing to do with Miss Brown, right?" I asked sarcastically, crossing my arms and leaning against the bookshelf behind me. "Are you really questioning my ability to act professionally?""It's not that. We should just avoid any risks."
ETHANThe next day, I worked hard to gather all the information I would need to start organizing the finances of the Columbia laboratory. There was a part of me deep down that was hoping for missing information about the research department. Just so I could have an excuse to see her. And realizing that made me fucking irritated.I managed to make a list of all the missing information before lunch. I asked my assistant to schedule a meeting with Mrs. Anderson. She could only meet with me at the end of the day, and I accepted. I tried to convince myself that all the anxiety was because of work and not because of her. But I knew that in any other situation, I would have postponed the meeting to the next day.I arrived punctually at the laboratory, the meeting was scheduled for five in the afternoon. I spent the next forty minutes with Alice in her office, explaining everything I would need, in addition to what she had already told me. When we reached the last items on the list, regarding
ETHAN She opened a small gap when we heard the voices subside, then practically ran out of the closet. Fuck! I took a deep breath, trying to compose myself. I picked up the leather folder that I had dropped on the floor and ran my hand over my suit, cleaning it before leaving. Her office door was now open. I had no idea what to do. Especially with the tent pitched in my pants at that very moment. A second later, she came out of her office with a bag. "Here," she said, handing me a business card without looking at me, before turning her back and disappearing down the corridor, fleeing. I stared at the business card in my hand, which contained her name and contact information. I put it in my pocket. What the hell just happened? I started walking through the corridors, looking for a bathroom. What the fuck had I just done? Losing control of my cock around her. Now she must think I'm nothing but a pervert. As if she didn't already think that before. And how had this situation just bec
ELLIE I needed to remind myself why I hated him, why I shouldn't get close, and not dwell on how he made me feel. I had to remember what I went through last time, that would bring back my reason. At twenty-seven, I had already had my share of detestable men. And my ex, if I could even call him that, that dishonest bastard managed to shatter my heart. I promised myself that would be the last time. I'd rather spend the rest of my life alone than go through that again. I often wondered if I was too dumb not to see the signs, but with so many mixed signals, the blame couldn't be solely on me. Men had this problem. Jerks couldn't be honest. They preferred to toy with a woman's feelings to get what they wanted, and they continued doing it to keep the sex. As if we were some kind of backup plan, to be used when they needed. Thinking about it made me want to cut off that bastard's dick, and it still made my chest ache. Todd Lockhart got exactly what he wanted, to use me and discard me as i
ETHAN My chest and legs were burning as I ran on the treadmill. I had already surpassed five kilometers, but it felt like it wasn't making a difference, even after a nearly two-hour workout. Nothing was working. No matter how many times I tried to distract myself. I still felt tense and irritated. I hadn't been able to sleep properly the entire night, aroused and unable to close my eyes without remembering the sensation of that body against mine and her perfume. I pressed the button to stop the treadmill, feeling like I was getting hard again. Shit. I hadn't even touched her yet. I needed to put an end to this. Panting, I left the building's gym and entered the elevator, heading back to my apartment. I had to go to work. As if that wasn't enough, the traffic was horrendous on the way to the office. I was tempted to get out of the car and walk the remaining blocks. When I arrived at the office, Bennett parked right after me. I quickened my pace, so I wouldn't have to ride the eleva
ELLIE I drove to work after stopping by home to take a shower. The apartment next to mine was being vacated, which delayed my departure. Why did everything in my life seem to be falling apart? Don't exaggerate, Ellie. It's just my damn ex who's back, bringing along all the memories. Good and bad. It was easy to look at Todd and understand why I fell in love. He was extremely attractive, the type that makes you wet just by looking at him. He could be sexy doing the most basic things, like changing a lightbulb. That memory was still fresh in my mind. The sex was really good. He was also intelligent, caring, and had that Italian charm. Our relationship was good, even though it wasn't official. For seven months, he had never asked me to be his girlfriend, even though things between us worked exactly like that, and we had an exclusivity agreement. He knew he could only have me in that way, so he accepted it. I couldn't wrap my head around liking someone and being willing to share them