No one knows the soul mate, you could hate him today but the next day you love him.
-Lea-~~~~~~~~~Allena couldn't sleep tonight, she just kept thinking about what Bryan had said. Could it be that they had to do that to get Allena's parents to agree to their relationship? Allena was completely confused."Do I just follow what Bryan said, but it doesn't make sense," Allena told herself. She was confused at this time, Allena needed advice from the people closest to her. Maybe tomorrow Allena will tell this to Leah, yes Leah is the only friend she has trusted the most so far.
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"Allena, starting tomorrow you will go and come home from school with Zeyn." The words that come out of her mother's mouth have ruined Allena's mood this morning, she has been trying to think positively so that this morning she can go to school cheerfully, but her mother easily destroys it."Ma, it's still early, Allena doesn't want to talk about it just yet," said Allena half lazily.
"Mom told Zeyn to pick you up this morning, but she said she couldn't because she hadn't asked permission from you. Well, because this morning Mom told you so starting tomorrow you will go and come home with Zeyn." Her mother seemed not to listen to Allena's words, she continued her words with the same discussion.
Allena, who could not stand it, immediately stood up from her place.
"Allena will go first," he said."Well, your breakfast is not over yet."
"I'm not in the mood." After saying that Allena immediately left, he was disappointed with his parents how they continue to force Allena even though they know Allena doesn't like Zeyn at all and Until whenever it will not be possible.
The car drove Allena to her school, today the roads are getting more congested, jammed, and full of pollution. Allena watched every road she passed, her eyes focused on the road but not on her mind. Again, Allena kept thinking about what Bryan said last night, the words of Allena's parents at the dinner table made the girl rethink what Bryan said. Allena feels unable to continue like this, she loves Bryan but her parents don't allow it and instead matchmaking her secretly. Maybe it's true, making one fatal mistake with Bryan will make Allena's parents bless their relationship.
Not feeling that Allena had arrived at school, she immediately got out of the car and walked quickly to her class. At this time he had to meet Leah as soon as possible.
Arriving in class, Allena saw Lea who was gathered at the teacher's table with other friends, Allena, who was curious, immediately approached them.
"Leah, what's wrong?" Allena asked.
"This is the simulation schedule, and we start the simulation today."
"Ha, seriously? How come it's so fast?"
"What's fast? We're taking it too late because the exam is only a month away," said Lea.
Allena suddenly fell silent, another month's exam means that soon she will be finished. Ah, Allena couldn't imagine when she finished she had to get married to Mr. Zeyn, Allena didn't want that to happen.
"Leah, I want to talk," Allena said directly.
"What are you talking about, Len?"
"We're looking for a quiet place, I don't want anyone else to hear."
Lea who was surprised just nodded, she looked curious about what Allena wanted to talk about.
Allena chose the garden as a place for them to chat because this morning the park looked very quiet and this was the most suitable place for her to talk about this to Leah.
"Leah, I want to tell you, please help me please."
"What's wrong, Al? Try now to tell me."
Allena sighed for a moment, closing her eyes she began to tell Leah everything.
"I was matched with my parents," he said, his eyes kept closed.
Leah, who heard Allena's words, was automatically shocked, she didn't believe what her friend said.
"You are serious?" He asked.
Allena answered with a nod.
"Then you want?"
Of course, Allena shook her head, she didn't want that at all.
"Do you want to know who I'm matched with?"
"Who are you?"
"Mr. Zeyn."
Suddenly Leah's eyes widened, she couldn't believe it at all.
"Allena, it's not funny to joke you," he said.
"I'm not kidding, Leah, I'm serious. That's why I don't want to, I love Bryan anyway."
"Aren't you kidding, Len?"
"No, Lea, no. I'm not kidding at all ... Mr. Zeyn's parents are friends of my parents and they have been planning this match for a long time, Lea please help me to cancel the match."
"I swear I'm still in shock, Len. Then what about Mr. Zeyn? Two don't want to?"
"He even agreed to our matchmaking, can you imagine how crazy he is."
"Seriously?"
"Yes, Leah, I'm serious. That's why I'm confused about what to do, please help me."
"What do you do, Len ... If in my opinion, Mr. Zeyn is suitable for all husbands, he is handsome, smart and smart, very suitable to be a husband, "replied Leah.
"Uh, how come you agree, no point. I don't want to marry Mr. Zeyn, please help me, Len."
"Help with what? Help grab Mr. Zeyn from you? I'm not sure I can, I'm far away from potatoes with you who have body goals."
"Oh no, Leah." Allena ruffled her hair, why is Leah suddenly so slow. "Leah ..." Called Allena.
"Yes, Len, why?"
"Bryan has the idea to cancel my match with Mr. Zeyn."
"Good, what's the idea?"
"But the idea is too crazy," Allena says quietly.
"What is it?"
"Bryan asked me to."
"Um? What what?" Leah asked, confused.
"That's ... M-m Bryan invited me to make a child."
"Ha? What? Are you crazy? No, Len, that's a crazy idea, don't be. Bad then." Lea's very shrill voice made Allena's ears hurt, Allena suddenly covered her mouth with both hands so that the girl could not speak.
"Lo, don't be noisy, what if someone hears it!" Annoyed Allena.
"Yes, Bryan's idea is crazy. I swear, Len, I said no. If it's like that, it's not in you, are you sure Bryan can be responsible? That's far behind, you and Mr. Zeyn should be more than Bryan. " Leah explained, he didn't believe Allena could think that low.
"Why do you even support Mr. Zeyn, anyway."
"Yes, after all, your thoughts are crazy, I swear, Len, don't let that happen. If that happens your parents will be very disappointed," said Lea again.
"But that's the only way to get Bryan and I's relationship approved."
"With your relationship, will it guarantee your life and Bryan will be happy next? No, Len. Please don't go crazy."
"But I'm really confused, Leah. Soon we'll be finished and surely my parents will marry me to Oak Zeyn."
"If Mr. Zeyn is a match for you, what can you do, Len."
"No, there's no way Mr. Zeyn will match me."
"No one knows about dating, Len, you can just do it today, you who hate Mr. Zeyn suddenly, in the next few days, will love him."
"What, no."
"We don't know what's going on in the future, Len, and remember God is all perverted feelings."
Hearing Leah's words silenced Allena. Leah has a point, but it's not that easy to like new people while on the one hand, the old people are still the main role.
Allena is very confused, whether she should follow Bryan's idea or not. But Allena could not possibly do that, as Leah said that not necessarily Bryan will be responsible because everyone can change at one time.
Allena just hopes that there is a solution to this problem because Allena doesn't know what else to do.
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"If he loves he should fight for your relationship, try to find a solution, not repeat like this."-LEA-~~~~~~~~~~Today the universe seems to be playing Allena on purpose, the first simulation that has just started today is being watched by Mr. Zeyn - the man seems to be constantly present in Allena's life, he haunts Allena so that it makes her feel uncomfortable.Allena did not focus at all on her practice questions, she secretly glanced at Mr. Zeyn trying to find out what the man was doing as well as Mr. Zeyn who also secretly stole glances at Allena."We have 10 minutes left," said Mr. Zeyn.All the students look frantic, but not with Allena. He looked very relaxed as if he had finished his training.Zeyn who saw Allena was very relaxed then approached the girl."Allena, are you ready?" He asked. Zayn's presence near Allena made the attention of several female students turned to them, including Lea."Not yet," Allena replied curtly.
A real man is a man who is willing to sacrifice his feelings for someone he loves.~~~~~~There is nothing else that Allena thinks of right now other than asking herself if her decision to accept the solution Bryan gave her is correct. Allena kept asking herself that, she hesitated but she felt she had no other choice.Zeyn who had seen this change could only be silent, he wanted to ask questions but he didn't want to make Allena even angrier with him. Moreover, he had annoyed her by taking Allena away while Bryan was still there. That's why Zeyn doesn't want to make Allena even angrier.Zeyn decided to take Allena to one of the malls and take her shopping or just eat. He also had to say something to Allena, and a mall might be a good place for them to discuss.Zeyn drives his vehicle at an average speed, he doesn't want to go speeding because Allena might wake up from his daydreams and don't want to go to the mall with Zeyn. At the moment Allena doe
A friend will not let his friend get on the wrong path.~~~~~~~~~Time is running so fast, the simulation will be finished in a few days. Allena is relieved that she doesn't have to follow Bryan's solution because Zeyn has chosen to back down. Right now Allena's job is only to convince her parents that she and Bryan love each other and Bryan deserves her.In his busy playing cellphone, Bryan suddenly came to his class and sat next to Allena."Dear ..."Allena, who was too focused on playing her cellphone, then gasped in surprise."Uh, Bryan, since when were you here?" He asked in surprise."Just now, see what the focus is on the cellphone.""No, I don't see anything," said Allena, lying, even though she had been stalking Zeyn's Instagram all along."Yes. Oh yeah, how are we planning? You didn't forget, right?"Allena immediately fell silent, she forgot to tell Bryan about Zeyn's words yesterday."Well, Bryan, I don't think we
If you are already on the wrong path, stop, don't even invite other people to follow your path because that is a detrimental act.~~~~~~~After getting the info from Lea earlier, Zeyn decided to further investigate who Bryan was. From the start of seeing Bryan, Zeyn felt that the child was not like the other students who seemed ordinary. Bryan looks more mature, he doesn't even look like a schoolgirl. I don't know what happened, the point is Zeyn will find out who Bryan is.After he taught Zeyn told Allena that he could not take Allena home, but even so that does not mean Zeyn is off of responsibility. He ordered an online taxi to take Allena to the house, not only that Zeyn also said this to Allena's parents so that they wouldn't misunderstand. From his actions, it is very clear that Zeyn is a responsible man, he cannot let go of his responsibility even in a precarious situation because for him responsibility must still be done in any situation.While school was d
A sincere man could not possibly hurt his woman, let alone play behind him~~~~~Allena had been looking nervous all this time, she was waiting for news from Bryan, but her boyfriend didn't give her any news at all. Allena even checked her cellphone over and over again, but the results were still the same.Allena lay down on the bed, trying to calm herself by closing her eyes. However, just as Allena closed her eyes, the sound of the cellphone made Allena gasp in surprise. He immediately took the cellphone, hoping that the notification was from Bryan.But not, the notification wasn't from Bryan but Zeyn. Allena was very lazy to see it, but out of curiosity, she finally opened the message. Allena was very surprised when she saw several photos and even videos that Zeyn sent her. In the picture, Bryan's face with a girl she didn't know was visible, making Allena even more shocked when she saw a video showing Bryan chatting with her aunts.Allena, who was made
No man is enough with one woman. Maybe he only loves one but does not rule out men looking for another woman to be his escape. Love may, stupid not.~~~~~~~~After being satisfied crying, Allena finally came home, escorted by Zeyn to the house. During the trip, neither of them spoke at all, Allena still looked gloomy, and it was only natural because she had just felt a broken heart.During the trip, Zeyn secretly watched Allena. He just realized that Allena was very beautiful, her thin cheeks, pointed chin, and round eyes became the main attraction. No wonder many men are eyeing her because Allena is that beautiful."Don't want to buy something first?" Zeyn asked after a moment of silence from each other.Allena glanced at Zeyn and then shook her head."Snacks like that?"Allena again glanced at Zeyn, but this time she didn't shake her head but nodded.Zeyn sm
Cheating is a character that is very difficult to change~~~~Allena had been daydreaming, she was still thinking about Bryan. Their long-standing relationship makes Allena still feel unwilling if the relationship she is proud of all this time ends up just like that.She still misses you Bryan, Allena still needs his hug, but she doesn't want to be a stupid woman accepting an affair. Even though Allena is very busy with Bryan, she does not accept that it is an affair, because she knows that infidelity is the nature of a person and it is very difficult to change.Allena takes her cellphone, maybe it's time for her to get away from Bryan and move on from that man. Allena looks at some photos of them together, Bryan's face looks very sincere in the photo but the real thing is not what it seems. Bryan is a jerk who only uses women to satisfy his lust. Allena is grateful to be able to know this fact before she is damaged, even though it hurts for her, the import
A real man's job is to protect a woman, not hurt her~~~~The morning sun greets Allena from behind the window, giving her morning spirit. The girl looks like she is getting ready to go to school, everything she has prepared is nothing left behind. After making sure everything was over, Allena immediately went down to breakfast with her parents."Morning dear," said the father and mother together."Morning too, Mom, Dad," Allena replied with a smile.Mama Allena prepared their breakfast and gave it to Allena and her husband. The atmosphere of the dining table looks very calm, unlike usual, which is always an argument, now their family looks much better than before.Allena is grateful because the incident between her and Bryan made Allena closer to her parents, they are no longer busy with work and now they are much more concerned with their only daughter."Allena will
The relationship will be more beautiful if both are grateful to each other~~~~If usually high school children only need three years to finish school, and after that, they continue their education in college, but that does not apply to allena. Allena is different, she is not like most children, she spent four years in junior high school and five years in high school.Allen is not stupid, he does not stay in class, but lack of attention and miscommunication are the main causes.During her junior high school, allena did not get the attention of her parents like her other friends.Her parents are both busy working, they never ask how Allena's school is, what happened while at school, how her grades are, friends, lessons, exams, they never ask about it.Go in the morning before allena wakes up from her sleep and come home in the middle of the night when allena has fallen asleep. Seve
Toxic relationships will lead to regrets later~~~~~~~After taking Allen home, Zeyn immediately said goodbye to go home. He couldn't stay long because his mind wasn't good, he was worried about Allen's decision. Although Zeyn loves Allen, it doesn't mean he wants to marry her in a forced situation, Zeyn doesn't want the household they will have in the future, not like a household in general and she doesn't want that to happen.As if understanding that Zeyn's mind wasn't at ease, Allen didn't demand much either. He gave Zeyn time to think, Allen knows this is not an easy matter because it involves a life partner who will be together until old age. Allena was not sure about her decision, but she knew how her heart was, Allena is a typical woman who will fall in love because she gets used to it and she believes that gradually she will love Zeyn because everything needs a process, especially about the heart."Tonight
The easiest way to make parents happy is to do what they want.~~~~~~~The morning sun greets beautifully, gives a smile and morning spirit to all creatures on earth. But that spirit didn't exist in Allen this morning, it was because he was still thinking about last night's incident that accidentally happened between him and Zeyn. Honestly, Allen feels bad for Zeyn, especially this morning she will meet the man again. Allen was confused as to what to do later.Allen sighed for a moment, soon Zeyn would arrive. Not wanting to linger, Allen immediately prepared everything and then headed to the first floor for breakfast.Allen walked unsteadily towards the dining table, but when he was about to continue his way his eyes suddenly widened in shock when he saw Zeyn who was having breakfast with her mom and dad. At that time, Allen was completely frozen, he didn't know what to do when dealing with Zeyn.
It's okay that your feelings are not reciprocated, because not all feelings get the same reply. You are ready to fall in love and you must also be prepared to bear the consequences.~~~~~~~Time is running fast, without realizing it, Allen and his classmates will soon carry out their graduation exams. Allena couldn't believe it because she was finally able to survive in one school until now, usually, she only feels at home for 5-6 months but it's different from now.At her current school, Allen finds friends like family, although sometimes some don't like him, they are still professional where personal matters are not mixed with school matters and that is what makes Allen stay at his current school.Not only that, it was at this school that Allen became a student, now he is more diligent in studying for the exam later, he has also become more polite, very different from the previous Allen.It'
Don't be afraid not to have children, because if you have your sustenance without having to fight hard, it will come by itself.~~~~Allen and Zeyn immediately rushed to the hospital, they had to quickly check Allen's womb to make sure everything was okay.With affection, Zeyn held Allen's hand not letting Allen walk first, he didn't even allow Allen to be far apart even if it was only a few meters."Honey, I hope this one turns out to be okay, I really can't wait to hold a cute baby," Zeyn said while driving the car.Elena smiled, then confirmed it. Just like Zeyn, he also expected the same. Because no parent wants to lose their child-to-be, as does Allen.Soon they arrived at the hospital and of course their regular doctor. Zeyn leads Allen to walk, he asks Allen to be careful this is also for his safety.Arriving in the room they immediately went to
A household will not be complete without the presence of a child, because children are the light in a family.~~~~~~~For the past few days, Allen has been feeling unwell, his body feels very weak, his appetite has decreased, and he has become lazy to move.Zeyn repeatedly told him to go to the doctor, but Allen just refused and said that he was fine and just a little tired.Like this morning, when Zeyn wanted to go to work, Allen was still fast asleep. Zeyn had repeatedly woke him up but Allen said that he wanted to sleep because his body was still weak."Honey, before leaving for work I should take you to the hospital first, okay. I'm afraid you'll be okay later," said Zeyn feeling worried."No, honey. I'm fine, just a little tired from too much activity," replied Allen."But we've been like this for two days dear and this can't be taken lightly. You should seek treatment so we can find out what caused it.""Well, you go to wor
Don't listen to the words of people who hate you, because their only goal is to destroy your happiness.~~~~~~~For some reason, today Zeyn doesn't feel excited to teach, since this morning she doesn't feel as busy as if something is up.Zeyn tried to neutralize his feelings, but still, he felt uneasy. And Zeyn hasn't stopped thinking about Allen ever since, when he arrived at the school where he teaches Zeyn immediately sent a message to Allen, but strangely Allen didn't reply to the message. Let alone reply, until now Allen has not even read a message from Zeyn.Zeyn increasingly felt uneasy, he contacted Allen several times but none of them were answered. Allen has never been like this before, I don't know what he did, but Zeyn hopes that Allen will be okay.Zeyn had been looking at the clock that was wrapped around her wrist, she really couldn't wait to go home and make sure that Allen's c
If he loves you, he will accept your past, no matter how bad it was. Because, he who is sincere will only think about your future, not the past.~~~~~~~The sun shone on Allena and Zeyn this morning, now both of them were still lying in bed with their bodies embracing each other.Zeyn played with Allen's hair, combed his fingers, then kissed Allen's forehead a few times.Allen felt comfortable with Zeyn's treatment, even so, comfortable he fell asleep again because Zeyn was too gently stroking Allen's head so that it made him sleepy again.Zeyn watched Allen fall back asleep, his face looked very calm but could turn violent at certain moments. Zeyn smiled amused remembering their struggle last night, really Allena is good at playing in bed, she seems like an expert and can always satisfy Zeyn in every way.Zeyn glanced at the longest clock on the wall, it looked like she had to
Sustenance is not going anywhere, but that doesn't mean it can't disappear because we keep avoiding it.~~~~~~Allen and Zeyn were sitting alone on the balcony of the room, they spent their time talking to each other, discussing their plans for the future, one of which was about children."Zeyn, honestly I'm still a little traumatized," said Allen when Zeyn talked about when Allen was willing to go back to carrying a baby in her stomach."Because of this incident?"Elena nodded. "I feel like a failure, Zeyn, and am afraid the same thing will happen again because of my negligence."Zeyn sighed for a moment, previously he had also guessed that Allen would be traumatized. And Zeyn had prepared this beforehand."Well if you feel you're not ready to get pregnant again, it's okay, I understand. Everything also takes time, right. For sure you have to know that you hav