Toxic relationships will lead to regrets later
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After taking Allen home, Zeyn immediately said goodbye to go home. He couldn't stay long because his mind wasn't good, he was worried about Allen's decision. Although Zeyn loves Allen, it doesn't mean he wants to marry her in a forced situation, Zeyn doesn't want the household they will have in the future, not like a household in general and she doesn't want that to happen.
As if understanding that Zeyn's mind wasn't at ease, Allen didn't demand much either. He gave Zeyn time to think, Allen knows this is not an easy matter because it involves a life partner who will be together until old age. Allena was not sure about her decision, but she knew how her heart was, Allena is a typical woman who will fall in love because she gets used to it and she believes that gradually she will love Zeyn because everything needs a process, especially about the heart.
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The relationship will be more beautiful if both are grateful to each other~~~~If usually high school children only need three years to finish school, and after that, they continue their education in college, but that does not apply to allena. Allena is different, she is not like most children, she spent four years in junior high school and five years in high school.Allen is not stupid, he does not stay in class, but lack of attention and miscommunication are the main causes.During her junior high school, allena did not get the attention of her parents like her other friends.Her parents are both busy working, they never ask how Allena's school is, what happened while at school, how her grades are, friends, lessons, exams, they never ask about it.Go in the morning before allena wakes up from her sleep and come home in the middle of the night when allena has fallen asleep. Seve
"Allena, mom, and dad want to finish school, and you get married right away.""What ?! Ma, don't be weird, okay. Yes, when I just finished school, I got married right away. I want to put Allena's face.""You realize that you are no longer a teenager. You are already 21 years old, and next year you will be 22 years old, and it is very suitable for marriage," explained Nita - Allena's mama. Nita and also her husband is exasperated with looking after Allena because she has almost five times dropped out of school and even dropped out of school; she also seems to have no intention of going to school because she keeps changing boys and her parents are unable to take care of Allena anymore. Finally, they decided to match Allena with their friend's child."But still, next year, I'll just finish school, and what will my friends say, Ma, if they find out I'm getting married right away.""Don't think about other people. Think
"Lena, do you know that in our school there are new teachers? The teachers are still young and swear to be very handsome." Lea shouted loudly and then sat beside Allena, hearing the news that a new, handsome teacher Lea immediately told Allena because she knew that Allena liked handsome men.As for Allena, she did not hear Leah's words at all. She is currently unfocused because remembering her parents' matchmaking plans, Allena is thinking of several things she can do so that the matchmaking can be canceled."Allena, can you hear me," Leah shouted right in Allena's ear."What the heck, Lea? I have a headache, so please don't disturb it yet," answered Allena, the chairman.Suddenly Lea fell silent, and if it's like this, she can no longer talk to Allena unless her mood has improved.Not long after the bell rang, all the students immediately entered their respective classes.Today the cla
"Lena, I swear you are fortunate to be able to sit next to Mr. Zeyn. If you know that, I better not bring a book so I can sit next to Mr. Zeyn," Lea shouted hysterically."Haha, I didn't expect it either, but be serious. Mr. Zeyn is so handsome that you can see him up close, and you know his scent. It smells so good that I am so saturated.""Aaaa, I want to."Allena laughed at Lea's face, which was already like a crazy person. Her best friend looked very obsessed with the new teacher named Zeyn."But still, I want to be as handsome as anything, no matter how fragrant he is. If he is three years older than me, I'm still not interested," said Allena. A long time ago, she didn't like men who were more mature than herself, even if she had a partner she wanted who was the same age as him or not older than one or two years."It's good to know a grown man because his adult thoughts are no longer unstable," said Lea defending Mr. Zeyn."Adult is not
"Stop calling you because I am your future husband, and you are not your teacher."-Zeyn-~~~~~~~~Allena has not stopped grumbling because, after school, she was picked up by her parents, and they plan to keep Allena with the man of their choice. Allena has repeatedly refused, especially today she plans to date Bryan, but because of her parents' plans, she is forced to cancel her date."Allena ..." Her mother's distinctive voice made Allena turn around, her face even more gloomy when she saw her parents, who had been waiting in front of the school gate."Mama, daddy, why do you have to do it now. After all, Allena doesn't want to be matched like that, and it's already modern times, Ma, there is no matchmaking like Siti Nurbaya," she annoyed.The mother ignored her daughter's babbling. Instead, she immediately pulled Allena's hand into the car. They do not want to delay the match anymore because they do not wish Allena to continue having wrong ass
My problem is only I have the right to know, and other people do not have any role to play in its success.-Zeyn-~~~~~~~~~~After yesterday's incident, Allena felt uncomfortable going to school, especially when there was a computer subject — Zeyn was going to teach. Allena wanted to skip lessons. How could she possibly face that man who was none other than her teacher and also a man who would be matched with her?"Allena!" Lea screamed right in the girl's ear. Allena suddenly grimaced because her eardrums hurt so badly."What is it!" He said."Besides, you daydream. What are you thinking about?""Never mind, Leah, I'm lazy to be bothered. Stay away first!"Lea was silent, and it was unusual for Allena to be like this. Usually, even if there is a problem, Allena will immediately forget about it when the girl is at school. But today was different, and he seemed to think a
A man will not hurt the woman he loves, no matter how angry he is-Zeyn-~~~~~~~Now Allena and Bryan are in the BK room, both of them are being sanctioned for what they did and the school gave Parents Summons to both of them.Zeyn was also there, he explained in detail about the two students and did not forget to tell that this was the second time Allena and Bryan did that at school. Bryan denied Zayn's words, he did not admit his mistake, but Allena said yes. He could not lie, and he was afraid that if he were caught lying, the sanctions that would be given would be even heavier."Love your mother to your parents, and tomorrow I will wait here at most 9 am.""But, sir, my parents both work," said Bryan."It's none of my business. If your parents don't come, you don't go to class.""Sir-""Now you can go out."Bryan chuckled, annoyed, then he came out of there before he came out. He glanced at Mr. Zeyn briefly, his gaze cynical as
A good man will not let his woman wait for news, he should let her know first if he doesn't want to worry her.-Zeyn-~~~~~~~~Zeyn drove his car at an average speed, occasionally he glanced at Allena who was sitting in the passenger seat. Earlier, Zeyn told Allena to sit on the bench next to him but Allena flatly refused, she didn't want to sit next to Zeyn.The girl kept looking at her cellphone as if waiting for someone to contact her but not a single notification came in."A good man will not let his woman wait for news, he should inform him first if he doesn't want to make her anxious," said Zeyn with a forward-looking look.Allena glanced at Zeyn with a sneer and afterward turned her gaze back to another direction."I'm a man and I understand how a man is," Zeyn continued."What do you know about love? Have you ever fallen in love? If you choose a wife you have to be helped by your parents, how can you understand the sincerity
The relationship will be more beautiful if both are grateful to each other~~~~If usually high school children only need three years to finish school, and after that, they continue their education in college, but that does not apply to allena. Allena is different, she is not like most children, she spent four years in junior high school and five years in high school.Allen is not stupid, he does not stay in class, but lack of attention and miscommunication are the main causes.During her junior high school, allena did not get the attention of her parents like her other friends.Her parents are both busy working, they never ask how Allena's school is, what happened while at school, how her grades are, friends, lessons, exams, they never ask about it.Go in the morning before allena wakes up from her sleep and come home in the middle of the night when allena has fallen asleep. Seve
Toxic relationships will lead to regrets later~~~~~~~After taking Allen home, Zeyn immediately said goodbye to go home. He couldn't stay long because his mind wasn't good, he was worried about Allen's decision. Although Zeyn loves Allen, it doesn't mean he wants to marry her in a forced situation, Zeyn doesn't want the household they will have in the future, not like a household in general and she doesn't want that to happen.As if understanding that Zeyn's mind wasn't at ease, Allen didn't demand much either. He gave Zeyn time to think, Allen knows this is not an easy matter because it involves a life partner who will be together until old age. Allena was not sure about her decision, but she knew how her heart was, Allena is a typical woman who will fall in love because she gets used to it and she believes that gradually she will love Zeyn because everything needs a process, especially about the heart."Tonight
The easiest way to make parents happy is to do what they want.~~~~~~~The morning sun greets beautifully, gives a smile and morning spirit to all creatures on earth. But that spirit didn't exist in Allen this morning, it was because he was still thinking about last night's incident that accidentally happened between him and Zeyn. Honestly, Allen feels bad for Zeyn, especially this morning she will meet the man again. Allen was confused as to what to do later.Allen sighed for a moment, soon Zeyn would arrive. Not wanting to linger, Allen immediately prepared everything and then headed to the first floor for breakfast.Allen walked unsteadily towards the dining table, but when he was about to continue his way his eyes suddenly widened in shock when he saw Zeyn who was having breakfast with her mom and dad. At that time, Allen was completely frozen, he didn't know what to do when dealing with Zeyn.
It's okay that your feelings are not reciprocated, because not all feelings get the same reply. You are ready to fall in love and you must also be prepared to bear the consequences.~~~~~~~Time is running fast, without realizing it, Allen and his classmates will soon carry out their graduation exams. Allena couldn't believe it because she was finally able to survive in one school until now, usually, she only feels at home for 5-6 months but it's different from now.At her current school, Allen finds friends like family, although sometimes some don't like him, they are still professional where personal matters are not mixed with school matters and that is what makes Allen stay at his current school.Not only that, it was at this school that Allen became a student, now he is more diligent in studying for the exam later, he has also become more polite, very different from the previous Allen.It'
Don't be afraid not to have children, because if you have your sustenance without having to fight hard, it will come by itself.~~~~Allen and Zeyn immediately rushed to the hospital, they had to quickly check Allen's womb to make sure everything was okay.With affection, Zeyn held Allen's hand not letting Allen walk first, he didn't even allow Allen to be far apart even if it was only a few meters."Honey, I hope this one turns out to be okay, I really can't wait to hold a cute baby," Zeyn said while driving the car.Elena smiled, then confirmed it. Just like Zeyn, he also expected the same. Because no parent wants to lose their child-to-be, as does Allen.Soon they arrived at the hospital and of course their regular doctor. Zeyn leads Allen to walk, he asks Allen to be careful this is also for his safety.Arriving in the room they immediately went to
A household will not be complete without the presence of a child, because children are the light in a family.~~~~~~~For the past few days, Allen has been feeling unwell, his body feels very weak, his appetite has decreased, and he has become lazy to move.Zeyn repeatedly told him to go to the doctor, but Allen just refused and said that he was fine and just a little tired.Like this morning, when Zeyn wanted to go to work, Allen was still fast asleep. Zeyn had repeatedly woke him up but Allen said that he wanted to sleep because his body was still weak."Honey, before leaving for work I should take you to the hospital first, okay. I'm afraid you'll be okay later," said Zeyn feeling worried."No, honey. I'm fine, just a little tired from too much activity," replied Allen."But we've been like this for two days dear and this can't be taken lightly. You should seek treatment so we can find out what caused it.""Well, you go to wor
Don't listen to the words of people who hate you, because their only goal is to destroy your happiness.~~~~~~~For some reason, today Zeyn doesn't feel excited to teach, since this morning she doesn't feel as busy as if something is up.Zeyn tried to neutralize his feelings, but still, he felt uneasy. And Zeyn hasn't stopped thinking about Allen ever since, when he arrived at the school where he teaches Zeyn immediately sent a message to Allen, but strangely Allen didn't reply to the message. Let alone reply, until now Allen has not even read a message from Zeyn.Zeyn increasingly felt uneasy, he contacted Allen several times but none of them were answered. Allen has never been like this before, I don't know what he did, but Zeyn hopes that Allen will be okay.Zeyn had been looking at the clock that was wrapped around her wrist, she really couldn't wait to go home and make sure that Allen's c
If he loves you, he will accept your past, no matter how bad it was. Because, he who is sincere will only think about your future, not the past.~~~~~~~The sun shone on Allena and Zeyn this morning, now both of them were still lying in bed with their bodies embracing each other.Zeyn played with Allen's hair, combed his fingers, then kissed Allen's forehead a few times.Allen felt comfortable with Zeyn's treatment, even so, comfortable he fell asleep again because Zeyn was too gently stroking Allen's head so that it made him sleepy again.Zeyn watched Allen fall back asleep, his face looked very calm but could turn violent at certain moments. Zeyn smiled amused remembering their struggle last night, really Allena is good at playing in bed, she seems like an expert and can always satisfy Zeyn in every way.Zeyn glanced at the longest clock on the wall, it looked like she had to
Sustenance is not going anywhere, but that doesn't mean it can't disappear because we keep avoiding it.~~~~~~Allen and Zeyn were sitting alone on the balcony of the room, they spent their time talking to each other, discussing their plans for the future, one of which was about children."Zeyn, honestly I'm still a little traumatized," said Allen when Zeyn talked about when Allen was willing to go back to carrying a baby in her stomach."Because of this incident?"Elena nodded. "I feel like a failure, Zeyn, and am afraid the same thing will happen again because of my negligence."Zeyn sighed for a moment, previously he had also guessed that Allen would be traumatized. And Zeyn had prepared this beforehand."Well if you feel you're not ready to get pregnant again, it's okay, I understand. Everything also takes time, right. For sure you have to know that you hav