A real man is a man who is willing to sacrifice his feelings for someone he loves.
~~~~~~There is nothing else that Allena thinks of right now other than asking herself if her decision to accept the solution Bryan gave her is correct. Allena kept asking herself that, she hesitated but she felt she had no other choice.
Zeyn who had seen this change could only be silent, he wanted to ask questions but he didn't want to make Allena even angrier with him. Moreover, he had annoyed her by taking Allena away while Bryan was still there. That's why Zeyn doesn't want to make Allena even angrier.
Zeyn decided to take Allena to one of the malls and take her shopping or just eat. He also had to say something to Allena, and a mall might be a good place for them to discuss.
Zeyn drives his vehicle at an average speed, he doesn't want to go speeding because Allena might wake up from his daydreams and don't want to go to the mall with Zeyn. At the moment Allena doesn't realize that, and this is a good opportunity for Zeyn.
Soon they arrived at one of the malls in the city center, quite far from Allena's and Zeyn's houses. And Zeyn deliberately chose that place so that when Allena realized he couldn't go home alone and inevitably he would follow Zeyn.
"Allena, it's here," said Zeyn.
Suddenly Allena woke up from her reverie. Without paying attention to the surroundings Allena got out of the car.
"Thank you, you will just go home," he said, still not realizing where they were at the moment.
While Zeyn was trying to hold back his laughter, this girl might not realize where they are right now.
"Return?" Asked Zeyn who was still trying to hold back laughter.
"Come home, what are you doing here for a long time," answered Allena, who started to huff.
"Look around you."
"What do you mean?"
"Turn your body," Zeyn grabbed Allena's shoulder then twisted Allena's body, and at that moment the girl screamed. This made Zeyn frantic, he quickly covered Allena's mouth with his palm, some people looked at them in surprise as if they thought that Zeyn stole Allena.
"Shush, shut up. Don't shout like that, later people will think that I kidnapped you," said Zeyn.
Allena struggled, she tried to release Zeyn's embrace from her mouth.
While Zeyn did not let go of him at all, he did not want to take the risk if he let Allena go. The girl would scream even louder, Zeyn could be beaten by the crowd because of Allena's actions.
"I'll let go, but promise me not to scream."
Allena nodded in response.
"Promise?" Asked Zeyn again.
Allena nodded again.
Afterward, Zeyn let go of his arms from Allena's mouth.
Allena catches her breath, Zeyn is crazy. He clamped Allena's mouth so tightly that it made it hard for her to breathe.
"I'm sorry that I brought you here without telling you first, but I'm doing this because I want to talk to you about something. It's about our matchmaking," explained Zeyn.
"Are you crazy, are you? Why do you have to hold my mouth, I'm dying because I can't breathe!"
"Yes, sorry, I held your mouth because you were screaming so loudly. Later, people would think that I kidnapped you, and I might beat them up."
"Yes, you did kidnap me."
"I have no intention of kidnapping you. Like I said earlier, I want to talk about our matchmaking."
"What else do you want to talk about? I don't want to be matched with you. Grandpa, is it still unclear, Dear Zeyn?"
Zeyn sighed for a moment.
"Yes, I know, that's why I invited you here. Because I have a plan to cancel it."Allena is silent, this is good news. Maybe Mr. Zeyn's plan was better and more sensible than Bryan's.
"Yes, but eat first, I'm hungry," said Allena.
Zeyn replied with a nod, the girl in front of him right now is not Allena who is usually always angry, this is like another version of Allena and looks even cuter.
The two of them went straight in and looked for a place to eat that was good and of course delicious. The mall atmosphere today looks busier, even though it's a normal day, not a holiday.
The bustling atmosphere makes Allena's street a long time, yes, it continues to lag far behind Zeyn. His small body made him difficult to find in a crowd of people. Zeyn, who couldn't wait to see Allena's long path, then grabbed the girl to walk beside him.
Suddenly Allena felt uncomfortable, she tried to release Zeyn's grip.
"You don't need to explain it first, the atmosphere is busy and your body is too small. I don't want you to get lost," explained Zeyn. He tightened his hand even more. Allena was silent, this is the first time she saw Zeyn this cool. Zeyn looks very responsible, much different from Bryan who is like a child.
Allena kept looking at Zeyn as if she was starting to admire him.
"Where do you want to eat?" Asked Zeyn.
"It's up to you."
"Allena, the outside school, stop calling me father," Zeyn said irritably.
Allena wanted to laugh but she held it back.
"It's up to me, gentlemen," Allena replied deliberately irritating Zeyn.Zeyn tried to be patient, he didn't want to enlarge a trivial problem like this.
The two of them chose to eat at one of the quiet restaurants because at this time Zeyn had to have a serious conversation with Allena and the restaurant was a perfect match.
The two of them sat on one of the benches in the corner, Zeyn deliberately chose that place so that not too many people were pacing in front of them.
"We order food first, yes, after that, I will explain my plan to you," said Zeyn.
Allena nodded, then both of them ordered food. While waiting for the order to arrive, Allena played with her cellphone. While Zeyn tried to dare himself to be able to talk to Allena.
"Allena ..." Called Zeyn to start the conversation.
Allena glanced at Zeyn, "What's wrong, sir?" He asked, still with the appendage 'sir'.
Zeyn looks sighed for a moment.
"I know you don't want this match, but I beg you to please don't do bad things that can ruin your future."
Deg, at that moment Allena's heart felt like it was going to fall out. What does Zeyn mean to say, does he know Allena and Bryan's plan.
"M-what do you mean?" He asked nervously.
"I know you purposely didn't answer the simulation questions so that your grades on the exam will be bad? Please, don't do that. Don't just because of this problem you have to ruin your future. Allena remembers you are the only child in your family, you are the pride of your parents, they only have you, so please don't disappoint them more. "
Allena is relieved that Zeyn doesn't know what Bryn's plans are.
"Never mind, you also have no way to cancel the match."Zeyn was silent for a moment he didn't want to cancel their match because honestly, he started to be interested in Allena, but he couldn't force Allena because right now the one in his heart was Bryan, not Zeyn.
"You take it easy I will talk about this to my parents and I will try to get them to cancel our match," said Zeyn.
"Really?" Allena asked enthusiastically.
"Yes, I do. Next month I'll be back in Berlin and maybe my parents can cancel the match."
Allena felt very happy, she unconsciously held Zeyn's hand and then kissed her.
"Thank you, sir, thank you," he said, kissing Zeyn's hand.
Zeyn who realized this then felt nervous, this is the first time Allena has been gentle with him and somehow Zeyn is not willing if he has to part with Allena.
Not long after the food arrived and at that time Allena realized it, Allena immediately let go of her hand from Zeyn's hand. He didn't expect to be able to do that without realizing it and because of that, the atmosphere between the two became awkward again.
Allena immediately ate her food, as did Zeyn. Suddenly things get awkward again and it's because of Allena.
Zeyn glanced at Allena.
"Oh yeah, we'll go shopping later, it's up to you to buy what you want. Think of it, my apologies for bringing you here without your consent first," said Zeyn.Allena looks even happier, Zeyn understands her. If only he didn't think about prestige he would have hugged Zeyn right away, but he was trying to hold it back for the sake of his reputation.
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A friend will not let his friend get on the wrong path.~~~~~~~~~Time is running so fast, the simulation will be finished in a few days. Allena is relieved that she doesn't have to follow Bryan's solution because Zeyn has chosen to back down. Right now Allena's job is only to convince her parents that she and Bryan love each other and Bryan deserves her.In his busy playing cellphone, Bryan suddenly came to his class and sat next to Allena."Dear ..."Allena, who was too focused on playing her cellphone, then gasped in surprise."Uh, Bryan, since when were you here?" He asked in surprise."Just now, see what the focus is on the cellphone.""No, I don't see anything," said Allena, lying, even though she had been stalking Zeyn's Instagram all along."Yes. Oh yeah, how are we planning? You didn't forget, right?"Allena immediately fell silent, she forgot to tell Bryan about Zeyn's words yesterday."Well, Bryan, I don't think we
If you are already on the wrong path, stop, don't even invite other people to follow your path because that is a detrimental act.~~~~~~~After getting the info from Lea earlier, Zeyn decided to further investigate who Bryan was. From the start of seeing Bryan, Zeyn felt that the child was not like the other students who seemed ordinary. Bryan looks more mature, he doesn't even look like a schoolgirl. I don't know what happened, the point is Zeyn will find out who Bryan is.After he taught Zeyn told Allena that he could not take Allena home, but even so that does not mean Zeyn is off of responsibility. He ordered an online taxi to take Allena to the house, not only that Zeyn also said this to Allena's parents so that they wouldn't misunderstand. From his actions, it is very clear that Zeyn is a responsible man, he cannot let go of his responsibility even in a precarious situation because for him responsibility must still be done in any situation.While school was d
A sincere man could not possibly hurt his woman, let alone play behind him~~~~~Allena had been looking nervous all this time, she was waiting for news from Bryan, but her boyfriend didn't give her any news at all. Allena even checked her cellphone over and over again, but the results were still the same.Allena lay down on the bed, trying to calm herself by closing her eyes. However, just as Allena closed her eyes, the sound of the cellphone made Allena gasp in surprise. He immediately took the cellphone, hoping that the notification was from Bryan.But not, the notification wasn't from Bryan but Zeyn. Allena was very lazy to see it, but out of curiosity, she finally opened the message. Allena was very surprised when she saw several photos and even videos that Zeyn sent her. In the picture, Bryan's face with a girl she didn't know was visible, making Allena even more shocked when she saw a video showing Bryan chatting with her aunts.Allena, who was made
No man is enough with one woman. Maybe he only loves one but does not rule out men looking for another woman to be his escape. Love may, stupid not.~~~~~~~~After being satisfied crying, Allena finally came home, escorted by Zeyn to the house. During the trip, neither of them spoke at all, Allena still looked gloomy, and it was only natural because she had just felt a broken heart.During the trip, Zeyn secretly watched Allena. He just realized that Allena was very beautiful, her thin cheeks, pointed chin, and round eyes became the main attraction. No wonder many men are eyeing her because Allena is that beautiful."Don't want to buy something first?" Zeyn asked after a moment of silence from each other.Allena glanced at Zeyn and then shook her head."Snacks like that?"Allena again glanced at Zeyn, but this time she didn't shake her head but nodded.Zeyn sm
Cheating is a character that is very difficult to change~~~~Allena had been daydreaming, she was still thinking about Bryan. Their long-standing relationship makes Allena still feel unwilling if the relationship she is proud of all this time ends up just like that.She still misses you Bryan, Allena still needs his hug, but she doesn't want to be a stupid woman accepting an affair. Even though Allena is very busy with Bryan, she does not accept that it is an affair, because she knows that infidelity is the nature of a person and it is very difficult to change.Allena takes her cellphone, maybe it's time for her to get away from Bryan and move on from that man. Allena looks at some photos of them together, Bryan's face looks very sincere in the photo but the real thing is not what it seems. Bryan is a jerk who only uses women to satisfy his lust. Allena is grateful to be able to know this fact before she is damaged, even though it hurts for her, the import
A real man's job is to protect a woman, not hurt her~~~~The morning sun greets Allena from behind the window, giving her morning spirit. The girl looks like she is getting ready to go to school, everything she has prepared is nothing left behind. After making sure everything was over, Allena immediately went down to breakfast with her parents."Morning dear," said the father and mother together."Morning too, Mom, Dad," Allena replied with a smile.Mama Allena prepared their breakfast and gave it to Allena and her husband. The atmosphere of the dining table looks very calm, unlike usual, which is always an argument, now their family looks much better than before.Allena is grateful because the incident between her and Bryan made Allena closer to her parents, they are no longer busy with work and now they are much more concerned with their only daughter."Allena will
There will be times when you feel back to what you have long lost, and that feeling can come at any time and from anyone.~~~~While on the way to school, neither Zeyn nor Allena spoke, the atmosphere between them looked very awkward. Feeling uncomfortable with the atmosphere, Zeyn tried to break the silence first."What did Bryan say to you?" He asked.Allena gave a glance and then returned to focus on looking at the road."That is, he apologized and hoped I would give you another chance," he replied."Then what do you answer?""Never mind answering, even look at his face I don't want to, sir."Zeyn smiled, maybe Allena wanted to turn away from the man."Btw, thanks, sir.""It's still not in the school area, Len, why should you call me father?""But we're on our way to school.""But it's not there yet.""We are already wearing a uniform, I am wearing a school uniform and you are wearing a teacher
When we love another person, we must be ready to fall to make him or her happy.~~~~The bell rang, all the students rushed out of the building as if they couldn't wait to get home. However, unlike Allen, he still sat in his place, waiting for the school to be quiet and then he could go home.Lea, who realized this, was confused. Because Allena was never like this, usually the girl would break through the crowd of other students to get out first, but now she looks relaxed."Len, you're not home?" she asked.Allen looked awkward, then scratched the nape of the neck that didn't itch."That's right again," he replied."It's been pretty quiet, don't you want to be with me?""No, Leah, you go first.""Sure?""Yes, Leah," he answered."You're not hiding anything from me, are you?" Lea asked starting to get suspicious."Hidden what? No, why am I hiding something from Lo," said Allen, a little stubbornly?"Okay then,
The relationship will be more beautiful if both are grateful to each other~~~~If usually high school children only need three years to finish school, and after that, they continue their education in college, but that does not apply to allena. Allena is different, she is not like most children, she spent four years in junior high school and five years in high school.Allen is not stupid, he does not stay in class, but lack of attention and miscommunication are the main causes.During her junior high school, allena did not get the attention of her parents like her other friends.Her parents are both busy working, they never ask how Allena's school is, what happened while at school, how her grades are, friends, lessons, exams, they never ask about it.Go in the morning before allena wakes up from her sleep and come home in the middle of the night when allena has fallen asleep. Seve
Toxic relationships will lead to regrets later~~~~~~~After taking Allen home, Zeyn immediately said goodbye to go home. He couldn't stay long because his mind wasn't good, he was worried about Allen's decision. Although Zeyn loves Allen, it doesn't mean he wants to marry her in a forced situation, Zeyn doesn't want the household they will have in the future, not like a household in general and she doesn't want that to happen.As if understanding that Zeyn's mind wasn't at ease, Allen didn't demand much either. He gave Zeyn time to think, Allen knows this is not an easy matter because it involves a life partner who will be together until old age. Allena was not sure about her decision, but she knew how her heart was, Allena is a typical woman who will fall in love because she gets used to it and she believes that gradually she will love Zeyn because everything needs a process, especially about the heart."Tonight
The easiest way to make parents happy is to do what they want.~~~~~~~The morning sun greets beautifully, gives a smile and morning spirit to all creatures on earth. But that spirit didn't exist in Allen this morning, it was because he was still thinking about last night's incident that accidentally happened between him and Zeyn. Honestly, Allen feels bad for Zeyn, especially this morning she will meet the man again. Allen was confused as to what to do later.Allen sighed for a moment, soon Zeyn would arrive. Not wanting to linger, Allen immediately prepared everything and then headed to the first floor for breakfast.Allen walked unsteadily towards the dining table, but when he was about to continue his way his eyes suddenly widened in shock when he saw Zeyn who was having breakfast with her mom and dad. At that time, Allen was completely frozen, he didn't know what to do when dealing with Zeyn.
It's okay that your feelings are not reciprocated, because not all feelings get the same reply. You are ready to fall in love and you must also be prepared to bear the consequences.~~~~~~~Time is running fast, without realizing it, Allen and his classmates will soon carry out their graduation exams. Allena couldn't believe it because she was finally able to survive in one school until now, usually, she only feels at home for 5-6 months but it's different from now.At her current school, Allen finds friends like family, although sometimes some don't like him, they are still professional where personal matters are not mixed with school matters and that is what makes Allen stay at his current school.Not only that, it was at this school that Allen became a student, now he is more diligent in studying for the exam later, he has also become more polite, very different from the previous Allen.It'
Don't be afraid not to have children, because if you have your sustenance without having to fight hard, it will come by itself.~~~~Allen and Zeyn immediately rushed to the hospital, they had to quickly check Allen's womb to make sure everything was okay.With affection, Zeyn held Allen's hand not letting Allen walk first, he didn't even allow Allen to be far apart even if it was only a few meters."Honey, I hope this one turns out to be okay, I really can't wait to hold a cute baby," Zeyn said while driving the car.Elena smiled, then confirmed it. Just like Zeyn, he also expected the same. Because no parent wants to lose their child-to-be, as does Allen.Soon they arrived at the hospital and of course their regular doctor. Zeyn leads Allen to walk, he asks Allen to be careful this is also for his safety.Arriving in the room they immediately went to
A household will not be complete without the presence of a child, because children are the light in a family.~~~~~~~For the past few days, Allen has been feeling unwell, his body feels very weak, his appetite has decreased, and he has become lazy to move.Zeyn repeatedly told him to go to the doctor, but Allen just refused and said that he was fine and just a little tired.Like this morning, when Zeyn wanted to go to work, Allen was still fast asleep. Zeyn had repeatedly woke him up but Allen said that he wanted to sleep because his body was still weak."Honey, before leaving for work I should take you to the hospital first, okay. I'm afraid you'll be okay later," said Zeyn feeling worried."No, honey. I'm fine, just a little tired from too much activity," replied Allen."But we've been like this for two days dear and this can't be taken lightly. You should seek treatment so we can find out what caused it.""Well, you go to wor
Don't listen to the words of people who hate you, because their only goal is to destroy your happiness.~~~~~~~For some reason, today Zeyn doesn't feel excited to teach, since this morning she doesn't feel as busy as if something is up.Zeyn tried to neutralize his feelings, but still, he felt uneasy. And Zeyn hasn't stopped thinking about Allen ever since, when he arrived at the school where he teaches Zeyn immediately sent a message to Allen, but strangely Allen didn't reply to the message. Let alone reply, until now Allen has not even read a message from Zeyn.Zeyn increasingly felt uneasy, he contacted Allen several times but none of them were answered. Allen has never been like this before, I don't know what he did, but Zeyn hopes that Allen will be okay.Zeyn had been looking at the clock that was wrapped around her wrist, she really couldn't wait to go home and make sure that Allen's c
If he loves you, he will accept your past, no matter how bad it was. Because, he who is sincere will only think about your future, not the past.~~~~~~~The sun shone on Allena and Zeyn this morning, now both of them were still lying in bed with their bodies embracing each other.Zeyn played with Allen's hair, combed his fingers, then kissed Allen's forehead a few times.Allen felt comfortable with Zeyn's treatment, even so, comfortable he fell asleep again because Zeyn was too gently stroking Allen's head so that it made him sleepy again.Zeyn watched Allen fall back asleep, his face looked very calm but could turn violent at certain moments. Zeyn smiled amused remembering their struggle last night, really Allena is good at playing in bed, she seems like an expert and can always satisfy Zeyn in every way.Zeyn glanced at the longest clock on the wall, it looked like she had to
Sustenance is not going anywhere, but that doesn't mean it can't disappear because we keep avoiding it.~~~~~~Allen and Zeyn were sitting alone on the balcony of the room, they spent their time talking to each other, discussing their plans for the future, one of which was about children."Zeyn, honestly I'm still a little traumatized," said Allen when Zeyn talked about when Allen was willing to go back to carrying a baby in her stomach."Because of this incident?"Elena nodded. "I feel like a failure, Zeyn, and am afraid the same thing will happen again because of my negligence."Zeyn sighed for a moment, previously he had also guessed that Allen would be traumatized. And Zeyn had prepared this beforehand."Well if you feel you're not ready to get pregnant again, it's okay, I understand. Everything also takes time, right. For sure you have to know that you hav