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2024-10-29 19:42:56Sundayy is the only day in the whole week since I resumed school that I get to go out and do whatever I wanted, be whatever I wanted and visit whoever I wanted. I looked at the sky strangely today. The horizon was a peak of clear blue and tufts of white hairs that served as clouds. Shinning gloriously was the sun and you wouldn't think the sun will shine like this, in glittering gold dust and in spears of light as it watched me miss church a third time this month.
I watched the grasses. Bright in color and lined up in rows of shinning green covers. Seven years ago, Christle and I used to lie in the grasses at school behind a provision shop whenever it was newly cleared and it was midday. It was always like breathing in a perfume made from heaven, all rolled up in a drop of sunlight and in a bed of greens. Christle and i always had splotches of dark green on our uniforms after we were done but it was worth it. Moving our hands in the grasses as we tried to imitate flying angel
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Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger February 28
Our last period was over. School had ended. Noise overtook the hallways again, like a cloud of warm fog. Students dashed from one place to another so did adults. The place was like a small camp with soldier ants parading every nook and cranny in search of suitable spots to smuggle their goods. School prefects gathered around the entrance of the school. The gate!Anyone could feel the burning energy radiating from the school prefects bodies. Everyone could feel the energy radiating from my body. Fear and anxiety are two unfortunate brothers with two different mothers."Why are you standing there?" Charles yelled at a junior student. I hope you have not forgotten that Charles was the sports prefect."I will be late for choir practice if I don't get home early," the junior student replied."Do you want our school to be dirty?""I don't want that," the junior student replied."Please go and join them in clearing the grasses."Even if Char
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 1
"I know you’re afraid, honey," Mum said to Christle some years ago, “but now that you have your WAEC, you can take some university classes in the evening whenever you are ready. It doesn't matter even if you are yet to be admitted. At least, your senior secondary school certificate will be serving a useful purpose."“University classes? Mum, give me a break. You know I can't do that,” Christle snapped.“Christle, don’t talk to your mother like that! She’s just trying to encourage you to become a better person in the society," Uncle Max scolded. He was spending the holidays with us at that time. It was a day before Christmas.Christle sighed. “I know and I am sorry about everything. I just- I just saw my WAEC results yesterday and everyone is forcing me to take responsibilities I don't want to take."“I’m sorry,” Mum said softly. “I just meant, you know, it would help you meet people.&
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 2
I had another weird dream today about a substance called, The Garbage. It was a long dream that I can remember as if I had relieved it several years ago. I was in it. Living it and watching everything unfold in the dream. It all started in a small place where I stood with a girl who was supposedly my best friend. Her name was Leah while my name was Drake.. I am going to narrate how I felt in the dream. Once again, I am going to act differently so I can give meaning to my dream. This is how it began."What is wrong with you? " I asked my best friend Leah. I looked up to see her staring at my wristwatch with concern."What? Oh.. nothing. Just low on The Garbage is all. I will be fine" she still looked concerned but doesn't bring it up. See, The Garbage is an expensive medicine that The Breathers sell to us. The Breathers are kind of like the government. The Garbage is the only way to be happy, without it, we would live in absolute devastation. At least, that's what
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 3
Soccer match, homemade fried chicken, a bottle of malt and hot apple cider. I was looking forward to this all day with the hope that I would finally get to give my stomach a treat of a lifetime. I just survived one of the most exciting and stressful hours of my life, and was so relieved to know that it was finally over and it would be a long time before I would go through that amount of stress in my life again. Recently, Tuesday has been my favorite day of the week. It meant no homework, no much classwork, less amount of school periods and no Uncle Max around. Ever since Uncle Max started volunteering at a children center with Miss Bisi a week ago, I have been spending more and more time alone in the house. I had the whole house to myself and I was free to do whatever I wanted.Tuesday meant freedom. It meant the whole wide world to me. It meant jumping from a tall mountain only to realize that you didn't jump at all when you thought that you did. Tuesday was awesome. It was
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 4
“Oh, pizza! That would be wonderful to eat,” Goodness exclaimed as I walked through the front door. “I hope it is mushroom!”“It is,” I grinned.“You are home late today. Did you have fun at school today?” Uncle Max asked.“Yeah we did have fun. I and Goodness had fun,” I put the box of half-eaten pizza on the kitchen table and grabbed a plate of rice off the counter.“You just had pizza,” Uncle Max laughed. "Have I not warned you about eating too much. You will have a stomach problem if you eat too much."“But…it is just a plate of rice. Besides, you can't compare pizza to a plate of rice,” I laughed. "Pizza is like a snack but rice is like a main meal. It is a carbohydrate designed to make us stronger.""Fat not stronger. Carbohydrates are designed to make you fat and not stronger as you imagine in
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 5
In the evening, Delaney called the phone that Uncle Max gave me to manage. The phone rang more than three times before I picked up the call."Hello," I said. "How can I help you?""It is me, Perer. Don't act as if you don't know who I am," Delaney said."What do you want? I have made it clear to you that I am not interested in being friends with you again. Don't you understand?""I do understand but I have something to say. Can I come over to your uncle's house?""No! Don't come over. I am not interested in starting a friendship with you. Please stay where you are and leave me in peace."I heard a knock on the door. It was brief."Who is that?" I yelled."Someone," the person behind the door replied."What can I do for you?" I asked."I have a message for you. A message from someone special."At that moment, I thought the person on the door was referring to Katy. At that moment, I felt like floating i
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 6
Today, I spent more time studying mathematics and it was fun. I discovered something that will live in my mind for a long time.It is funny how you could discover a lot of things in little things that matter. I am very much aware that my interest in math has slowly reduced and has been replaced by a sudden call in the literary world because of my diary but it is beautiful to discover that even in literature, math has its place. Great men like Leonardo Da Vinci, Francis Bacon and Sir Isaac Newton proved this by fusing both fields wonderfully.After reading the book, Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown some days ago, I learnt of the Fibonacci series. A complex but very simple set of numbers that increase progressively by the addition of two preceding numbers. The Fibonacci series can be written in the order 1,1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89 etc. Here you would notice that, before the first 1 is nothing, so we can say nothing + 1=1 and 1+1=2, also 1+2=3, 2+3=5, 3+5=8 and s
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 7
My JAMB exam was today, which meant that i was going to take a long bus ride to the other part of the state, Nsukka. There would be students like me, probably secondary students or students who had left secondary school some ago because they were not privileged to gain admission into a reputable university. When I got to the venue of my exam, I saw girls and boys sitting on plastic chairs with their eyes fixed towards the entrance of the exam hall. They were all seriously thinking about the questions that awaited them in the exam hall.For me, JAMB exam was not something to be worried about. Since I spent a good number of hours preparing for the exam, I was confident that I would do pretty well."We don't have enough time in there, just imagine. Only two hours to answer more than one hundred and fifty questions. I hope I did well," a boy of about my age said to his female friend as they passed where I sat."How was the exam?" I asked. "Was it
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Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger About the Author
Chibuzor Victor Obih was born in the southern part of Nigeria. Delta State to be precise. His writing includes essays, poetry and short stories. He likes to play soccer, read, study and above all, write. He is currently a fourth year student of a renowned public university in Nigeria. The University of Port-Harcourt is where he is pursuing a bachelor's degree in Mechanical Engineering. Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger is his second book and his second attempt to explore the beautiful world of a novelist. To stay connected with him and his works, you can follow him on Instagram using the account name, Chibuzor Victor Obih or follow him on Facebook using the account name, Author Chibuzor Victor Obih.
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger August 31
The pathway to heaven is rough. The streets are not tarred. The bells are not ringing. Where is God?Apart from the sound of the water dripping from the tap in the bathroom, I couldn't hear anything. I couldn't even hear my heart beating inside my chest."This is going to be my last attempt," I said to myself.I tried to turn around as I felt the impact of the drug I took. I tried to move my limbs but I couldn't. I closed my eyes and saw myself dying. It was terrible. Then, suddenly, I saw Jesus Christ looking down at me. His feet, white as snow. His hair, colorful as gold. He took my arm and told me to get up."I will give you another chance, Perer," he said."Why?" I asked, confused."Because you deserve it."I didn't know what else to say. I just stood there, shocked. I stood in front of the son of God I had condemned most of my life and I couldn't say anything. All I could think about was my book. The diary I had writt
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger August 26
"The first time I have ever thought of killing myself was in Port-Harcourt. I wanted to make my death quick. Less painful! I wanted to pass any sharp thing through my body and bleed till I was dead. I didn't realize how painful it was until I grew older," I said to the therapist."Where were your parents when you were going through all of this?" The therapist asked."What can I say about my parents," I said, thinking. "Dad stayed with us until he divorced Mum some months ago. Then I was sent to live with my uncle here as if I was the cause of their divorce. Dad was always thinking about life. He constantly joked about God. For your information, Dad hates God. I don't know the exact reason why he hates God, I only know he hates God. Anytime someone mentions the name of God, he gets pissed.""Do you think your Dad's hatred for God is the reason why you hate God too?""I don't think so," I swallowed hard. "My case is different from Dad. I only want answers t
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger August 23
For days, I have been pondering about the meaning of my life and I can tell you that I haven't been gripped by the fear of it even if it is the slightest bit of it. Have you ever been scared of dying and as well feel you are not afraid of living? Only two days did I hear a preacher speak of eternal life and it resounded in my ears for as long as I could remember. It was the first time a person read a bit of my mind without knowing me. Do you think I am slowly turning to God?For so long I have dreamt of Clag and Danny. And for so long I have demanded an answer as to why I was brought to this life, but yet, there haven't been any answers. For some reasons, I reckon, I am but only a roaming lifeless mustard seed enclosed in a showcase and packaged in a nylon called life. To prove my point, think of an empty space with an empty sack lying downwards. Can you imagine that?I left home today to visit Goodness. A newness of
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger August 20
"Thank you for coming today," the therapist said. "I was afraid you wouldn't come because of the way you sounded when you left my office the other day.""Can we continue from where we stopped. As you can see, I am already getting tired of this introductions.""I understand. I understand, Perer."The therapist turned my file to the next page."I thought I would never say this about you but you are an incredibly smart person. You deserve a good life.""Almost everyone does," I replied."Some, more than others. Those who set goals, work very hard, stay out of trouble and complete their education deserve a better life.""Can we get on with this, ma? I am trying hard not to freeze to death.""Are you cold?""No! But I am freezing yo death inside of me.""Give me time."I watched as the woman looked at my file, raised it up, turned it over and placed it back on
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger August 13
"Seven children?" Miss Bisi repeated. "I am sorry, you want us to have seven children.""Yes!" Uncle Max smiled."And you mustn't apologize all the time. It is permitted for couples to share diverse opinions on children. As long as there is love, there is unity.""And you want us to have peace in a home filled with seven children?"Uncle Max didn't mind having lots of children even if it was a dozen because he had spent most of his whole life being alone. The fact that Miss Bisi wanted less than seven kids was not going to change his mind."I was thinking," I interrupted, "with the rate of inflation going on in Nigeria and with the way jobs are getting fewer, how are you guys going to raise seven children in an unstable mixed economy?""God will provide," Uncle Max smiled."Yes! God will provide," Miss Bisi added, supporting his statement. "What is on my mind is not giving birth but being referred to as a married woman. I want people to start
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger August 9
"I want to help you, Perer," the therapist said. "We agreed to meet two days ago. Why did you delay?""I can't answer that, ma. And you can't help me. I am already a lost cause who is swimming on the surface of the earth. My time will come and I will soon die.""I understand," the therapist wrote something down on a book. "Any memories of your childhood you might want to share with me? Since the conversation about the people you care about last time did not lead us anywhere, I thought it would be best if you tell me about your childhood.""There is nothing to talk about in my childhood. It was a moment that has passed. It can't come back again even if I want it to."“Are you happy with the way your life is right now, Perer?”"Happiness is a subjective question, ma. It can mean a lot to a lot of people. Some people are in a relationship not because they are happy about it but because th
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger August 1
My day started almost in a haste. It started with the early morning sun shining in a rush before the rain started falling slowly from the sky. The rain fell like fine sifted unwanted powder thrown from above. I was still in Enugu and I was still at Uncle Max's house, acting with utmost perfection as if everything was alright with me. Not for one single time did Uncle Max wonder if my silence was a new found habit or if it was a cage I had deeply fallen into. The lack of communication that started between us two weeks ago was still growing everyday as if it had an unquenchable hunger that needed to be settled. The lack of communication bothered me as I counted the number of days remaining for the year to end. One hundred and fifty two days!"Miss Bisi is coming today," Uncle Max said as he served me a plate of rice and stew. "She has been asking questions about you and I have been finding lies to tell her. What is really wrong with you, Perer?"I felt my jaw drop but I
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger July 31
I did not talk. I could not talk as I sat on the white plastic chair. The therapist repeated the question, and again, instead of a response, all she got from me was a bland dying stare."Perer, relax. I want you to relax. I hope the plastic chair is comfortable?""Relaxation is not something that I fancy these days. Say what you want to say. I will answer as much as I can answer.""Alright," the therapist wore her glasses. "Perer, it may interest you to be informed that I have read your file over and over again and I still don't understand what your problem is. You said you are not suicidal but yet you are depressed. Do you care to explain what you mean by that statement? I will give you time to think about my question while I go through your file. I have decided to not charge you because I admire your courage to seek help. It is not common for young people of your age to admit they are suicidal. They see it as a crime!"I inhaled softly as I climbed into
