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Chapter 25
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2021-11-06 19:41:39I was looking outside the window the whole ride. Kahit pa nananakit na ang leeg ko sa kakatingin sa labas. I busied myself looking at the city lights and the busy streets. Namamalayan ko ang paulit-ulit na paglingon ni Rylle sa direksyon ko pero binalewala ko iyon. I don't want to look at him. More so talk to him.
Iyon na yata ang pinakamahabang tatlumpong minuto ng buhay ko. Nauna akong lumabas nang tuluyan naming narating ang bahay ko. I heard the other side of the door opened. Taka ko siyang tiningnan.
"I'll watch you go inside," malumanay na aniya. Malamlam ang mga matang nakatitig sa akin.
Napalunok ako at nag-iwas ng tingin. Seeing him miserable hurts so much. Hindi ko kayang tagalan na tingnan siya nang ganito. Lalo lang akong mahihirapan. Lalong hindi ko makukumbinsi ang sarili ko na kahit papaano tama ang ginagawa kong pag-iwas sa kanya. Baka hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong bumalik sa dati ang turingan namin.
I told him to forget
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"What the hell did you do?!"Sigaw ko sa pagkataranta at marahas na lumapit sa pinto. Gulat niya akong tinitigan pabalik, nanlalaki ang mga mata sa sigaw ko."What?"Taranta kong pinihit ang doorknob pero hindi iyon bumubukas. Pero pilit ko pa rin iyong binuksan na para bang himala iyong bubukas kalaunan."Oh, no no no. This is not happening. Damn it!"I felt him behind me but he's my least concern now. The door's locked from outside! Ibig sabihin stucked kaming dalawa rito! I tried knocking sakaling may may makarinig sa labas but to no avail. I turned to Rylle and glared at him."Look what you've done! Paano tayo makakalabas ngayon nito?!" I shouted at him, angry and frustrated."I'm sorry. I didn't know."Nasapo ko ang noo sa kawalang-magawa. Kinapa ko ang bulsa para hanapin ang cellphone pero nanlumo lang nang maalalang nasa bag ko nga pala iyon."Did you bring your phone?" Tanong ko sa kanya, pilit kina
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My eyelids felt heavy and I was lightheaded. Hindi ko tuluyang maimulat ang mga mata ko sa bigat ng mga iyon. Para pa iyong namamaga. I tried to move my hand and it was heavy too, and very painful. I can hear noises around me but I was too out of focus to listen and understand everything. I can also hear sobs from someone.Nasaan ba ako?I tried to lift even just a finger but failed painfully. Nang tuluyan ko namang maimulat ang mga mata ay puti lang ang nakikita. Bahagyang nagkagulo ang mga tao sa paligid at may iilan ang lumapit sa kinahihigaan ko."Ei, anak. Are you finally awake? Oh thank God!" Hagulgol ni Mama."I'll go call the doctor," boses ni Papa.I heard the door opened and closed afterwards. Ilang sandali pa ay muling bumukas ang pinto at dumami ang mga tao sa loob. I could barely move my body and I tried so hard to adjust my vision properly. Nang tuluyang maimulat ang mga mata, una kong nakita si Mama na umiiyak.S
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