Goodbye I thought it would be easier to handle my parents' reaction. But now that I’m here, I feel so nervous. I didn't realize this was a big deal for them until I saw their reactions. They were both dumbfounded when I told them I'm pregnant. My mom recovered first and immediately approached me on the sofa where I was sitting. "Oh my god, Cianna. This is not a funny joke!” She said almost hysterically. I bit my lower lip to hold back my tears. For the past few days, I thought I had gotten used to my situation. I thought I had accepted it totally, but I still haven't. Until now, the fear is still there in my chest. I still can't believe it. "I'm serious, mom. I-I'm pregnant," my voice trembled and I couldn’t look at her straight. "Oh my God," she said covering her mouth. "Mom, I'm sorry.” I couldn't stop crying. Seeing their reactions made me guilty. It made me rethink my rash decisions in the past. If only I had been more rational in handling my own emotions, maybe this wouldn'
Mad I can't help but let out soft moans when his tongue delved deeper into my wetness. I can't even keep my head still because of the intense sensation I feel. He held both my thighs hard and wide apart as he continued sucking me down there. I whimpered in pleasure when his movements went faster, not letting me hold on to the thin line of sanity left in me. I can hardly recognize my own voice in the dizzying feeling he gives me. He looked up to me with longing and desire, lust and passion altogether written on his face. I'm quite sure my expressions reflected his. I got even more excited when he freed himself. My flesh pulsated again thinking he was going to bury it inside me, filling me to the brim... I woke up violently and combed my hair gently with my fingers. Beads of sweat formed on my forehead. It was all a dream. Of all the things I can dream of, why is that? I closed my legs and shut my eyes tight. Catching my breath, I went back to lie down and tried to go back to sleep.
Callar It took me a while before finally I realized what he said. I immediately felt a strange feeling in my chest. I should be afraid now that he already knew I fled. But to hear that he's looking for me excites me for some reason. I tilted my head to brush off the thought. I should be worried he'd find out where I am and eventually he'll learn my secret. If only I can, I will carry this secret with me forever. Bailey's rants went on and on and I just let it go. Soon he will get tired of his litanies. "I'm sorry. I don't plan on telling you where I'm going. This isn't just a small thing Bailey. I am pregnant with his child. What happened that night was a mistake between the two of us. I know he thinks the same. I don't want my child to face rejection the moment he's born." "Fine, I understand that. It happened already, there's nothing we can do. But are you sure he won't hold you responsible if he finds out? Because from what I can see, he desperately wanted to see you." My hear
MarryI thought giving birth was the most painful and the hardest. It didn't occur to me that something way bigger and harder was waiting for me when I was raising my son all by myself.There were times when I didn't know what to do and I would just cry. Every time he would suddenly cry without knowing why and I couldn't do anything but panic.The sleepless nights and anxiety that I feel every night as I watch him sleep, it was all overwhelming. How my life changed in just a blink.I always wonder if I would ever be a good mother to him. I wonder if I could provide all the love that he needs enough for him not to look for attention from others. Because I don't think I would ever be ready to face his questions if the time comes."You think I could handle everything alone, Manang?"I slowly put down the coffee I was drinking and stared at the scene outside. The cold breeze kissed my skin softly, leaving a chilling sensation in my bones. The city lights illuminated the streets and the bu
ShadowMy mind completely went blank after what I heard. My mother continued sobbing frantically which made me shake in panic even more. I couldn't make it to the resort and hurried home."M-Mom, please c-calm down. Tell me what happened," I asked with trembling hands.I roamed my eyes around to look for a cab. But the highway is very quiet and not even a single taxi passes by!"He dealt with a problem in the company. He was stressed out by it. And I caught him unconscious in his office. It was a good thing the ambulance came here quickly. I-I don't know what to do, Cianna...”I slapped my forehead while listening to my mother's trembling voice. Oh God! I hope my father's fine! Because I can't forgive myself if something bad happens.He was always desperate in telling me to go home and help with the company. And here I am being selfish and can't even give in to him. Goodness! What am I gonna do?"Mommy, calm down, please. Callar and I will go home now," I said with my eyes closed.Of
Cold "He saw what?!" The loudness of Bailey's voice nearly deafened me the next day he visited the mansion. He got so excited I went home that he immediately declared he would visit. I don’t dare stop him too since he has been wanting to see Callar in person for a long time. He was too busy with his talents he had so he was unable to visit Australia. I just nodded at him. I'm still so terrified by what happened. Fortunately, my son's eyes were sleepy so I immediately turned his attention to something else. Even my parents were dumbfounded. All of us were frozen by my son's question. I even hid that magazine after I tucked him into bed. "Oh my god! Really?" I rolled my eyes at his repeated questions. "Can you lower your voice? My son might hear you," I scolded. I took a glance at Callar who is busy with his books and toys as usual. He seemed oblivious to Bailey's loudness so I was reassured. But as I look at his serious face focusing on what he's doing, all I see is Santi. I clos
UsIf only I could disappear this instant, I would have done it a long time ago. All I wanted at that moment was to disappear without him seeing me. But I know that's far from reality. And deep inside me, I know this time will come.I calmed myself down and just focused on what I was doing. I was relieved when it was almost done. All I wanted was to get out of there as soon as possible. I can hear Santi's voice from afar and no matter how much I stop myself from listening, I can't.Heavy footsteps from behind awakened me from my reverie. And before I knew it, he was right in front of me. He avoided looking at me and shook hands with the judges next to me. I cleared my throat with the indifference he was giving me. Or was I just imagining things?He's totally different from the last time I saw him. His physique let out a strong authority and aura. No wonder all the staff went into chaos when he walked in. Not to mention his serious and stern expression which seems to be natural to him.
ResponsibilityI had a hard time sleeping that night. He walked away after what he said while I was left anxious and afraid. Even though it never occurred to me that this would happen, I secretly hoped it wouldn't. I expected him to be angry with me. With my sudden disappearance, everything was not clear to both of us. I can't blame him. But to see him so angry earlier, I wasn’t prepared to face it.I don't know which of the two I would prefer. To see him indifferent towards me or to face his anger. I thought he'd moved on. I expected him to be. I was even more afraid of the possibility that he would know about my son. It's much easier to deal with him myself. But now that my son is involved, I'm struggling."What did he tell you?"I took a sip of my drink and turned to Bailey. I didn't go straight to the condo after what happened. I would be too nervous he'd follow me so I stopped by Bailey's place instead. He came to me and sat next to me."He seemed mad," I sighed."Well, he has th