"Teka lang, Fiona. What happened? Ha? Sige sige teka lang papunta na ako," nagmamadali akong bumaba ng hagdan para puntahan si Fiona sa bahay nila ngayon. Hindi siya tumitigil sa pag iyak kaya nag-aalala na ako.
I drove as fast as I can, hoping that my friend would be alright. Stephanie said na papunta na din siya. Pagakarating ko ng bahay nila nakita ko ang sasakyan ni Stephanie sa labas ng bahay. I parked outside their house at agad ako pumasok. As soon as I opened the door I saw Stephanie hugging Fiona she was crying so hard. Halos hindi na siya nagsasalita at umiiyak nalang. We asked Fiona to explain what happened.
"Pregnant?" tanong ko pero yumuko na lamang siya. "Tangina Fiona Alyssa, you are what?" I was so surprised. I could never imagine her being pregnant with Jolo's child and now she has to go through all of this without him.
She cried. "Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. I want to keep this child pero my parents, they will get mad. I am such a disappointment."
Niyakap siya namin ni Stephanie. "You are not a failure, Fiona. I know your parents would understand. They won't be disappointed, okay?" Stephanie said as she rubbed Fiona's hair. I smiled and caressed her back.
"We're here for you, always remember that," I told her and she nodded.
Mabuti nalang at tumahan na siya. We talked about her baby. "Gusto ko babae ang magiging anak mo, Fiona. Para naman I ca take her shopping!" Excited na sabi ni Stephanie. Tumawa lamang kami ni Fiona.
"How about you, Alexis?" Tanong sa akin ni Stephanie. "Alin ang gusto mo? Babae or lalaki?
I shrugged my shoulder. "Kahit na ano. Hindi naman ako ang maghihirap na dalhin ang bata. Kung ano ang gusto ni Fiona, 'yun din ang gusto ko," I gently said. Kumunot naman ang noo ni Alexis.
"You are making me look bad here! Sige na nga! Kung ano nalang ang sa'yo, Fio." Stephanie pouted.
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3 weeks had passed and kami nalang ni Stephanie ang magkasama sa school. Fiona was home schooled for this semeste. It might seem impossible pero Fiona's parents made in happen. Binayaran nila ng malaking halaga ang School para lang pumayag na ma home schooled si Fiona. They also explained her situation.
"Alexis, tuloy tayo later? Let's visit Fiona," Stephanie said. Tumango na lamang ako. I took over Fiona's position as the Council's president. They all made a vote and they all voted me to replace her. Medyo naninibago ako pero kinakaya ko. Kakayanin ko.
Rumors were spreading about Fiona getting pregnant. None of us denied it pero we weren't giving them exact answers as well. I was eating alone at the cafeteria kasi Stephanie had to submit her paper sa teacher namin.
"So the popular Ms. President got pregnant?" I heard one girl said and the others laughed.
"Ayan kasi masyadong hinahype ang magkakaibigan. It Girl my ass. Just because the three of them are the most outstanding students in their department doesn't make them celebrities."
"That is so true! Lalo na 'yang Alexis na 'yan, she thinks she's great or something. She always comes second naman eh, pangalawa lang siya kay Fiona. Tapos ngayon she got the chance to become president kasi ang kaibigan niya nabuntis ng maaga," they all laughed.
I don't know if they were aware that I was behind them, or maybe they did it on purpose. I closed my eyes stopping myself from crying, second. I have always hated that word, why do people have to rank other people. What's the point of it all. Why do people have to compare others?
"Such pathetic jealous bitches."
The group of girls gasped. "S-sky," they all said in unison, he just smirked at them.
"If you got nothing to do. Why don't you try to study para mapantayan niyo sila. Instead of talking shit about them. If you're THAT jealous," after saying that, he went to me and grabbed my hand. Nanlaki ang mata ng mga babae. Hindi nila siguro alam na nasa likod lang nila ako at nakikinig.
He dragged me away from the cafeteria. "Teka! Ano ba! Let me go!" Angal ko. Nang makalayo na kami ng cafeteria ay binitawan niya kaagad ang kamay ko. "What the fuck is your problem?" sabi ko, he raised his eyebrow at me.
"Why do you let people bully you? Are you that dumb or something? Or are you just playing the good girl or what?" hindi ko namalayan nasampal ko pala siya. Sa sobrang lakas ng sampal ko ay agad na tumingin sa direksyon namin ang mga tao sa paligid.
"You don't know me! You don't know one bit of me! Wala kang karapatan para sabihin 'yan sa akin. Sino ka ba sa tingin mo ha?" I was furious. How dare he judge me like that. He doesn't even know me! We just met few weeks ago!
Hawak hawak niya ang pisngi niya na sinampal ko. He just smirked at me. "See, you can be aggressive if you want din naman pala. Stop being the good girl all the time. They will just take advantage of your kindness. Soon enough, magsasawa ka din sa pagiging mabait," his words are like daggers piercing right through me.
Agad naman siya lumapit sa akin. Napa atras ako para ilayo ang mukha niya sa akin. I suddenly bumped into someone's car kaya napatigil ako sa pag atras. Agad naman niya nilagay ang dalawang kamay niya sa sasakyan. Trapping me in between his arms. He bent a little para pumantay ang mukha niya sa mukha ko. He went closer to me. I wanted to close my eyes to avoid contact with him but his eyes are hypnotizing me. As if telling me to look directly at him. I could feel his minty breath on my cheeks. "Who am I? I believe our parents introduced us to each other already. And for the record, I'm your fiancé, sweetie," he left after saying those words.
I was dumbfounded.
"Alexis! Sorry I was late! I looked for you sa cafeteria pero wala ka doon," sabi ni Stephanie, humihingal pa.
"Ah, yeah" sabi ko nalang.
"Bakit mo kasama si Sky?" Nagtatakang tanong niya.
"You know him?" I asked her. She nodded and chuckled.
"Sky Gabriel Legrand, Mechanical Engineering. Pantay lang sila ata ng kasikatan ni Jolo. The difference is, he is such a snob," tumawa na lamang ako sa expression niya when she said that he's a snob. She's not wrong.
"May something ba between the both of you ha? You're not making kwento, Soliel Alexis!" I pinched her cheek. Kaya nag reklamo naman ito at hinampas ang kamay ko.
"Loka loka, wala. Hay nako let's go na. Fiona's waiting for us," sabi ko nalang.
"Ay wala? Sayang naman, he's a complete hottie," she said. Well that, I agree. As much as I want to tell her everything, huwag na siguro muna. I want to focus our attention to Fiona right now. And besides hindi naman big deal ang arrange marriage na 'yon. Mas kailangan ni Fiona ang buong supporta namin ni Stephanie.
We both drove to Fiona's house. Nag convoy nalang kami since both of us brought our own cars with us. We both parked outside the moment we arrived at Fiona's house. Pag pasok namin agad kami sinalubong ni Fiona. "Look at you," Stephanie teased her. She was wearing a duster dress.
"Heh! Tigilan mo ako!" Fiona pouted. I showed her the bag of dried mangoes that I bought. She smiled widely and took one packet.
"Waaaah! Thank you, Alexis!" she started eating the dried mangoes. Fiona said she wanted to eat leche flan kaya naman bumili kami ni Stephanie ng mga ingredients kanina bago kami pumunta dito. I went to the kitchen para iprepare ang mga ingredients. I looked at them at the living room. They were both sitting on the sofa while watching a movie.
I took the pan at nilagyan ito ng asukal. I made sure na pantay ang pagkakalagay ng asukal sa pan para pantay ang pag distribute ng heat. I saw the sugar started to melt. Hinintay ko nalang na mag brown ang sugar. When it started to brown, I stirred it a bit at hinitay ito na mag dissolve completely. I poured the syrup in to the molder and made sure to evenly distribute the syrup. I started separating the egg yolks from the egg whites. Kinuha ko ang mixer and I started to mix all the egg yolks. After mixing, nilagay ko na agad ang evaporated milk at ang condensed milk at hinalo ulit ang mixture.
Kinuha ko ang molder at nilagay na doon ang mixture. I preheated the oven kasama ang tray na may tubig para maging mainit ito. I covered the molder with aluminum foil at pinasok ko na ito sa oven.
Lumapit naman ako sa dalawa at tinignan kung ano ang pinapanood nila. They were watching some romance movie on N*****x. I scooched over at agad naman nila ako dinambahan na dalawa. We all giggled and watched the movie.
I heard the oven timer at agad ko naman kinuha ang leche flan. I placed it on the rack for it to cool down bago ko ito ilagay sa loob ng refrigerator. After a few minutes it cooled down kaya nilagay ko sa loob ng refrigerator 'yung isang molder tapos 'yung isa naman ay kinaim naming tatlo.
We had fun talking about random things. Kinamusta naman ni Fiona ang council. "Every thing is okay, Fio. Don't worry too much, okay? Ako na ang bahala sa council. Focus on yourself. And your baby," I assured her. Tumango naman siya at patuloy na kinain ang ginawa ko na leche flan.
Napangiti ako dahil nakikita ko na sarap na sarap ang dalawa kong kaibigan sa ginawa ko. But my smile quickly faded when I received a text from my dad. I hid my phone and focused on my friends. I'll take care of it later when I go home.
"This is nonsense! Why would you delay your engagement party? Do you think we have the capacity to demand such a thing, Soliel?" Yumuko na lamang ako. Rinig na rinig sa buong mansyon ang sigaw ni daddy."I-it's too soon, Daddy. I just want to graduate first before announcing my engagement," I tried to reason out but my father just scoffed."Do you think you are that special?" He mocked me. I fought my tears from falling. "If Luna was here, she would never disobey me," he said then left.I went to my room after our argument. I dropped down the floor the moment I closed my door. Parati nalang ako kinocompare sa ate ko. I don't hate my sister. I just hate the people who keeps on comparing us, who keeps on ranking us. I stood up and went to the bath room. I washed my face and tinapos
"It's a pity she didn't take fine arts, she's good at painting," napanganga ako. I looked at him with confused eyes but he just smirked at me."H-how did you know she's goo at painting, hijo?" Mom asked. Clearly confused. Si Mommy lang kasi ang nakaka-alam na mahilig ako mag paint. Of course, aside from Fiona and Stephanie. Silang tatlo lang ang nakaka-alam.He smiled at my mother. Mabuti naman at ginagalang niya si Mommy. Kay Daddy lang siguro mainit ang dugo niya? "There was an art exhibit at our University before and I saw her joining, ma'am," he politely answered. He was there?! Iyong ang una at huling sali ko sa mga live painting competitions!"You did what?" Muntik na ako tumalon sa tigas ng boses ni Daddy. He looked furious. "Ilang beses na kitang sinabihan, Soliel
Bumaba na din ako at nakita ko si Fiona sa loob ng kusina. Pinuntahan ko naman siya at tinulungan na ilagay ang apron niya. "What's this? You'll cook?" Tanong ko sa kanya. Tumango naman siya at ngumiti."I try to distract myself sometimes. Kaya naman whenever I feel down I try to cook. Oh by the way, can you give me your recipe for the leche flan?" Her eyes sparkled when she mentioned about my recipe. Mukhang leche flan ata pinaglilihian niya. "Sure. I'll send you the recipe," ngumiti naman ako sa kanya. She clapped happily at nagsimula nang magluto. "Did you guys have lunch na ba? I'll make samgyeopsal," she asked. Ngumisi naman ako. "Akala ko ba magluluto ka? Bakit samgyeopsal?" I teased her. She pouted which made me laugh. I looked at Sky. "You want to eat?" Tanong ko sa kanya. Tumango naman siya. Sabagay. Hindi pa naman kasi kami nakakain kanina sa restaurant dahil agad agad naman kami umalis para hindi magka-gulo. I stood up para tulungan
I'm too tired to argue with him. I just want to rest and cry myself to sleep. Hindi na din naman siya nagsalita pa at pinaandra niya ulit ang sasakyan. None of us were talking the whole drive. I just stared at the window and watched the city lights glistening through the night.Naka rating na kami sa bahay at agad naman binuksan ng mga kasambahay ang gate. He parked outside our front door. Agad ko nakita ang sasakyan ng parents niya. His parents are here as well? Anong ginagawa nila dito?Lumabas na kami ng sasakyan at pumasok sa bahay. I saw both of our parents at the living room talking. "Oh look! They are here already!" Tumayo si Tita Heaven at naglakad palapit sa amin. I saw Sky kissed his mother's cheek. "Hello, hijo. Mabuti naman at andito na kayong dalawa. We can talk about the engagement party!" Tita Heaven clapped. I was yet again confused. Akala ko ba after graduation namin gaganapin nag engagement? Why must we talk about it
"Trust me, okay?" Hindi ko alam kung ano ang pumasok sa isip ko at tumango naman ako. He smiled and rubbed my head. "See you in school.""What the hell was that?" My Mom asked Dad angrily. Hindi siya pinansin ni Daddy. "Dominique!" Mom shouted. "What?!" "Bakit ka pumayag na tumira sa isang bubong ang anak mo sa isang lalaki? Are you out of your mind?" Mom was furious. Nanatili lamang ako na nakaupo. "At bakit hindi? If that is the only way para matuloy ang pag-merge ng dalawang kumpanya then so be it! Walang mangyayaring masama sa anak mo. Halata naman na hindi siya type ni Sky kaya hindi siya gagahasahin! Sky is not that low to stoop down to your daughter's level." I heard a loud slap. Agad na umangat ang ulo ko. I saw mom crying. "Ang babaw mo!""Don't start with me! Iyang nalang ang maiaambag ng walang kwenta mong anak para sa pa
"I said I'll eat with you, didn't I? Tsss." Tumango naman ako at hinayaan ko na lamang siya. Kumain na kaming tatlo. Kitang-kita kung paano hindi mapakali si Stephanie. She kept on staring at both of us. Mukhang nahalata ito ni Sky."Eat first and I'll answer your questions later, Steph," Sky smirked. Kumunot naman ang noo ni Stephanie."So there is something between the two of you nga?" Umiwas naman ako ng tingin at nag patuloy ako sa pag kain. "I can't na talaga with the suspense! Sky! You tell me! Kasi I know wala akong makukuha na information mula kay Alexis. She won't tell me anything!" Reklamo ni Stephanie.Tinignan ko ng masama si Sky. I know what's going on inside his mind. He gave me a sly smile. He rested his chin on top of his palm and looked at Stephanie who's giving him all of her attention."I'm courting your friend, Steph."I almost choked on the mil
"Like this! People leaving you behind! Acting like you don't exist and you're obviously fine with it!" Umiwas ako ng tingin. I tried to walk away but he grabbed my hand. Sinubukan kong baklasin ang kamay niya pero mas lalo niya itong hinigpitan. "Sky ano ba!" "Can you stop letting other people bring you down? Just for once, Soliel! Huwag mo naman sana hayaan na tapakan ka ng mga tao! Hirap na hirap na ako na iparamdam sayo na deserve mo ipagmalaki but here you are allowing these bullsh*ts to drag you down! Sana naman huwag mong hayaan na mapunta sa wala ang efforts ko. I can't do it by myself, Soliel. How can I show you that you are actually worth it when you yourself don't feel that you actually are." He cupped my cheek. Nilapit niya ang mukha niya sa akin. He rested his forehead on mine. I could actually feel his breath near my mouth. "Gusto ko lang naman iparamdam sa'yo na you are more than what you think
"No wonder I ghosted you. You're ugly inside and out." Agad naman lumapit si Sky sa akin at hinatak niya ang kamay ko. He sat on my chair and he pulled me towards him which made me sit on his lap. Halos mamula ang buong mukha ko dahil sa posisyon namin! Madaming nakatingin sa amin! I was about to stand up when he wrapped his arm around my waist. I heard Stephanie giggled at agad naman siya umupo sa upuan niya, which is in front of me. Nate shook his head while smirking and sat down on his chair too. The others did the same. Only Avery and Anika were the ones who are left standing on the side."C-can you sit there nalang? They are all looking at us. I'm uncomfortable," I whispered. He groaned pero tumayo din naman siya at lumipat sa bakanteng upuan pero lumapit siya sa tabi ko. I looked at Avery and Anika. "Anong ginagawa ninyo?" I coldly ask. "Umupo na kayo hindi pa tapos ang meeting natin."They looked at me