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12. Maybe not so cool idea

Author: Superovkata
last update Last Updated: 2020-08-14 03:57:26
His eyes, focused on my lips, and my body was tingling from the possibility of a kiss, we both desired. Not that I would admit, his scent was more captivating than all the roses which surrounded us. Seeing him, watching me like that, raised my pulse to the top of the crazy scale, if there were such a scale. It was so easy to just let it happen, to finally feel his arms around me.

Shh! Don't give in, remember the waiter from twenty minutes ago?

I moved back, escaping the trans I had suddenly fallen into. He changed my mood so fast, like from the North Pole to the Equator.

"What are you doing? What shouldn't I do?" I asked, collecting my thoughts.

"Nothing… just you are such a tease! With your eyes closed, you looked..." he trailed off, looking away.

"Don't start this again. If you can't act friendly, we can't see each other. I don't date guys that I don't know." I stated.

"Why should it be so difficult?" he asked, annoyed.

I felt how bitter he became from my words. I was toying with h
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