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73. Pressure is lifting
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2020-12-15 00:16:44I couldn’t help but gawk at her.
What did I do to deserve that? This was our first time talking, after all.
“I am not going to listen to your mean threats any longer. You better move away from my car and me.” I furrowed my brows at the demon in front of me and reached for my keys.
“Stop right there, Alice! This should be enough. Do not unlock or enter the car!” Thomas ordered me, hastily approaching us with a worried expression.
I took a step away from my Honda and smiled at him.
Yeah, we had enough!
“Hi there, stalker.” He said to the surprised girl, gazing at his features like he was her God.
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