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Ch. 64: Repair, Forgiveness & Love
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2024-10-29 19:42:56
MeccaThis chapter is a bit long guys. I tried to find a way to separate it or shrink it some, to make it a bit shorter, but due to the rest of the writing, this is the best I could do. I'm working on getting into a rhythm of updating, so thank you for allowing me grace. Enjoy! Things are getting a bit steamy for Denice and this is the final mate bond she would have. She would embrace the bond and you'll see how they evolve and this was important. Denice had to go through multiple bonds to cherish this one, so I'm excited for her to finally embrace the bond.
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Garrett looked around the room calmly. “You can’t be serious D?!” He asked her full of shock.Denice sighed and walked around the front of her desk.“On the contrary Garrett, I am. A lot has happened since I left Aurenda and I’ve had to shoulder many responsibilities, including being a Queen over this land. Avery has not completed his Alpha training and quite honestly, I don’t want him taking over that pack. As a Royal, his place is here within the Royal grounds; especially after what we’ve been through since I got here.” She sighed and walked over to the window. “Garrett, I trust you, along with the people inside this room. Even my grandparents are exempt from that trust.”Garrett looked somber. “What happened to you?” His eyes filled with tenderness.Denice sighed. “Enough. We’ve all been through so much together and they have all been patient as I sat taking shit from all sides. Avery and Anna unfortunately must be kept under a watchful eye at all times; it’s not something that I wa
