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"As I stood there observing the intensity of the rain and the bitterness of each shower, I was astounded by how empty the landscape was. After what happened to the party, I want to have a conversation with Navi.

I had no notion that was going to take place, and I had no clue that Navi was going to show there, let alone that a man would make an effort to get near to me. That is the very first time that I have ever been reprimanded, as well as the very first time that someone has touched me or been my captain in a setting like that.

That was the most egregious case of miscommunication that I've ever come across, and I sobbed all night and wept myself to sleep. And Navi believed that I sanctioned the plan the man at the party had in mind to carry out. I gave it my best shot to catch up with him, but he just walked away and left me there.

It was excruciating to see Navi walk away from me since she was thinking about the wrong thing, and she even abandoned me there. That hurts so much, and