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While our instructor was going through the day's material, I found myself fixating on the view outside the window. After hearing what Navi had to say, I had trouble sleeping last night. He is so different from everyone else, and I have no idea why he looks at me in that manner.

I mean, throughout the period that we were together, the only reason that he had a negative opinion of me was because of that, and it seemed as if I was capable of doing what he accused me of doing and what he claimed. It was quite painful since I had not anticipated that he would have such thoughts towards me. I am satisfied with who he is, and I will never search for someone else because there is no one better than Navi, and I love him so much if only he knew how much. I am comfortable with who he is, and I will never look for someone else.

I am also an idiot; why should I feel the need to conceal this fact from him if I don't engage in any questionable behavior?

After I had cleansed my face with my palm, I l