"Ma'am, I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
It's such a pain in my ass. What I don't like the most is people who are careless and didn't do their job well. When you do something wrong, all you will ask for is forgiveness and patience. Well, people cannot say no to an apology. Especially when there are many people. It's embarrassing to make a scene. "No, it's fine." I smile sweetly and remove the wallet, pouch, and essentials from my bag. I must thank myself for the fact that I always bring some reusable bags so that, in case of an emergency, I am always ready. "You can have my bag." My cheeks felt like they were going to tear in annoyance because my Louis Vuitton bag was covered in warm espresso. This is my favorite. Not the latest model, but the price is twice as much as the newest model. I love vintage items; I usually use them and smell them when I am stressed or facing problems in my life. "Ma'am, I'm sorry." I'm still wiping up the spilled espresso in my bag. I'm trying my best to play it cool, even though I want to hit him with my bag. "Take the bag or I'll hit you until it breaks," I whisper, still smiling. It's hard to be a plastic creature; it's chilling. "Ma'am?" "Alright, I'll hit you." She ran and hugged the bag. At least, any woman would be annoyed. It's like my bag was deliberately closed. I stood up and pulled down my shades, leaving the 1,000 peso bill there. Just in case he doesn't have laundry detergent for the bag I gave him. When I came out of the coffee shop, I bumped into the woman in the neon green dress. The fuck is an eyesore; it's like a disco ball that will be hung later because the studs on her dress are still shining. The fuck, it looks like Karen to me. "Oh, Athanasia!" I forced a grin. Who the fuck is this freak? He is too ugly to be my friend. "Hi?" I said awkwardly, How can you talk to someone ugly? Help! I wish I wouldn't be infected by its ugliness. "I can't believe I will see you here after you engage with Leto; I saw you with him in LA last week. You came home so fast; I thought you got married in LA." She asked, and my chest heaved when she said, LA, and am I included? How can I go with the village wart when we are enemies? This is ugly, woman. I don't even know her, then how did she get on the plane? As far as I know, animals are not allowed to board the plane. I must ask Kuya Mage about this awesomeness. "Who are you again? I'm sorry. I have a hangover. My vision is still a bit blurry." I apologize, but it's the truth. My vision is blurred by the ugly ones. So my vision blurred, and automatically something ugly appeared. "Leticia Toress, your classmate at Lasalle." I act like that because I remember her, well, a little. The feeling-rich kid from Quezon City, who was our classmate back then. "Yeah, nice to meet you again. Well, I have an emergency meeting here. Kuya Mage can't handle all the worries from his office, so there's still plenty of time for the honeymoon." My face almost cries from annoyance and smile. "I have to go, thanks." I was kissed suddenly, and it was as if I froze where I was standing. What the heck! The frog kissed me. Oh my god, I'm going to faint. "See you!" She passed me, then I quickly ran to the ladies' room to wash my face. What the hell, later I will be infected by her poverty. Why do I have to associate with that smelly creature? "This is fucking crazy," I groaned and washed my face; thank god I wasn't wearing an expensive dress. I just want to have coffee, and that's it; I'm very unlucky. After wiping, I took out my phone and dialed Leto's number. I look at the lock screen of my phone, and I feel the sting in my chest. The pain feels like I'm being squeezed in my chest by too much weight and pain. In five more months, Leto and I will get married. Why are we still enemies like this? He is my life; I plan my whole life with him. Papa and mama said that Leto is a good man. We agreed and made peace; he is my first and my last; I hope so. I don't believe in the humpbacked frog that uses a crocodile skin bag. Like how Leto can't fool me. I gave it all, and we got engaged. Maybe he only did that because he was jealous that Leto and I's engagement was the highlight of the whole news. Until now, Del Russo incorporated has been the powerhouse company. "Come on, baby," I whispered, taking a deep breath. The pain is because he can tolerate me. He has been ignoring me for two months. If my call rings, he will answer me. "The number you have is unavailable." "You're nice, Leto. I wish you could cut your dick is freaking small!" Irritated, I dropped the phone in the eco bag. And the sound crackled after I dropped it. "Fuck." I breathe deeply while my eyes are closed. Guess why I'm so unlucky this year. "Fuck you! Argh," I groaned and jumped; I was wearing shades so that no one could see my eyes because I couldn't help but tear up and get pissed off. First my bag, second I saw something ugly, third the assumptions of the human frog creature, four more I was harassed by that dirty shit and lastly my phone! "I fucking hate this day!" I was still jumping in annoyance. "What are you looking at?" The woman I yelled at ran away, and I caught her because she looked at me. I brushed my hair and walked out of the ladies' room. I'm wearing my sweatpants and sports bra. Flip flops and shades I usually wear this kind of outfit when I'm too lazy to dress up, and I don't want to look like a perfect beauty who knows nothing but being a good daughter. I'm elegant, timid, and sweet. When needed, my image in public is that of a sweet and obedient daughter of Caesar and Natasha. They are very lucky with their son, who is very responsible. They just thought I was nice; they didn't know that I was an older cousin and sister to my cousins and siblings. I stopped at the pink shop and bit my lips. I saw a mutual business partner, Go-Noringco, I guess.I just shrugged my shoulders and took a basket; I chose 8 different kinds of dildos. 4 vaginas in the can since I know my cousins will be horny, as long as Del Russo is horny.I get handcuffs and lubricant, lingerie, and glow-in-the-dark condoms for all of us. I know that when Leto and I meet, I will be devastated.I'm excited to moan his name and ride him; it's been a while since I've had a shower. I am very dry. Two months is like five years to me."Separate it into eight boxes. I'll name each box, and the six boxes will deliver themselves to the address that I provide. Did you deliver?" The cashier scratched her head and nodded as if she didn't want to."Cash or card, ma'am?" I smiled and handed her my card. I am waiting for my card to be returned to me.I'm excited to hear their reaction. Especially the boys. Even more artistic among us girls."Thank you, ma'am." I gave up on it then walked out of the shop and went straight to the Power Mac. My phone was on fire because of my stup
I am patiently waiting, like a child with the blanket up to my knees and my feet wriggling.My brother is a big boy; he comforts his sister. I still remember him crying when Mama cannot stay by his side. As the older brother, I was by his side then.It's been a long time; it's just a toy; is it difficult to shop for all the colors or sizes?He's smiling from ear to ear when he comes out of my walk-in closet, and I'm frowning. Why is he smiling like an idiot?"Here."I almost threw my pillow at him when I took out all my collection; it was a tray! What the heck, I can't talk. I felt like I was covered with a dildo in my bed. I look at him, but he's at the door."I'll get going." After he closes the door, I start shouting, "Tangina!" What? I'll put that in my pee at the same time. Then I don't want to use a diddle. I just miss Leto.He uses that toy before leaving me and fights with me as if we had nothing in common.I got the toy and hugged it all of a sudden. Everything in my mind dis
We went down to the salon and left the handbag we bought, along with the jewelry, on the side. But when clothes, shoes, and bags are delivered to the house“Ma’am Athanasia, welcome back!” I nodded and spoke to the stylist.“I want a full body massage for her, a pedicure, and a manicure as well.” Please fix her hair. “Put hair extensions when needed, okay?” I stopped talking and my phone rang, and the caller was Brother Mage.“Thana, please just please let my secretary come back; I need her.” He sounded problematic, but he needed to endure it for a day. For her sexual life“I’ll send my secretary, brother; Yuki will come in tomorrow.” “Don’t complain, you’ll be happy with what I did,” when I’m proud of him and I feel like he’s doing a facepalm right now.“I hired Yuki to be my secretary, not your shopping buddy.” I pouted and looked at Yuki. Lying there and massaging“Just now, tomorrow I’ll finish what you’re asking me to do.” I was interrupted when the text that had just been delive
"Mukang masarap talaga huh," bulong ko habang kasama ko na nag-dinner si Yhra na napaka-pino ng kilos, naka dress at make-up habang ako naka Hoodie at sweat pants. Mukang broken na broken ang itsura ko ngayon. Tapos may kasama pa akong super model. It's so unfair. "Kumain ka ng kumain di yung tititigan mo yang lalaki na yan," kinunutan ko ito ng noo, the fuck. Sinong lalaki sinasabi ni Yhra. Well, after that scene, nag karoon ako ng instant friend na super model "Gaga ka, mamaya barilin ka sa tabas ng bibig mo. Wala ako tinitignan no." I drink my water at umiwas ng tingin. Minsan napaka lakas mag-assume ni Yhra. "Talaga ba, oo nga pala may binigay saakin na flyer about sa isang island para daw sa mga sawi." Inabot saakin ito at sandali ko binaba, well they have a great facility and at dekalidad na kagamitan. But I am at the moment where I love to feel all, kahit masakit pa iyan or hindi. Basta maramdaman ko ang mga bagay na pag-kakamali ko. "I am busy Yhra, at saka mas gusto ko pa
Nakatulala ako habang nilalaro ko ang lighter sa kamay ko at nakasandal sa sun lounger ng yacht na nasa di kalayuan ng Isla Fuegerito. Nilapag ko ang lighter at pinalit doon ang tequila na nasa tabi ng sigarilyo ko. I smile bitterly. Marahan ko na binuga ang usok at sinunod ang shot ng alak. I am at the island where no one can find me, mag-solo ako at ayoko na makipag-usap sa kahit sinong tao. I am crying every night lalo na kapag naaalala ko si Leto. All of his promises turn into dusk. Ako lang ang nakakakita ng ngiti nya noon, but now. I knew that I wasn't real. Everything is fake. Napaka-hirap ko ba talaga mahalin. Of course, I want a man who's responsible and well oriented on his life. Binaba ko ang standard ko para sa kanya, if that is what my family want, then gagawin ko. Ayoko na ma-disappoint sila mama at papa saakin. I obey them. Kahit na hindi bukal sa loob ko, ginawa ko padin. At ito ang resulta ng bawat sakripisyo ko para sa pang-sarili ko na kaligayan. Niloko at pi
Naka upo ako sa sun lounger habang naka two piece at may hawak na baso, nakatanaw sa mga tao na nasa isla padin, they are such a party freak. I roll my eyes when Erwan look at my direction at kinakawayan ako, he is fucking insane. After I allow him to taste my lips, he went crazy when I pushed him.I know that I am acting a desperate thirsty bitch out there but damn, it doesn't mean that I want to have sex with him. I play, yes. But mag-padilig, wala pa ako nasa mood, maybe if he kiss me with all of his might, there is a chance na ibigay ko ang hinahanap ng pototoy nya. "Thana! Come, join us!" sigaw nito saakin pero tumayo ako at tinaas ko ang baso na may lamang alak bago ito tinalikuran at lumakad papunta sa loob. Inalis ko ang flip plops ko, nilapag ang shades ko sa lamesa at hinablot ang sigarilyo na nakapatong sa Island counter ng kusina. I even open the music and remove my bikini at lumublob sa jacuzzi. I know that I have a lot of responsibility out there, but I really need
I can feel the heat of sun haban ang lagaslas ng alon ay nag-sisilbing musika sa tenga ko. I smile while watching my cousins and siblings sa mga kanya-kanya nilang social media accounts. Zoe always does her OOTD at motivational quotes na akala mo ay inlove na inlove. My brother post his hand and wrist watch habang nasa manibela ang kamay nito, ang lakas maka heartrob ang peg ni Delivery man ng Del Russo na jakulero. Sumunod naman ang litrato ni Lesaiah na busy na sa nalalapit nitong debut. I can't ditch her, as long that I can heal kahit paunti-unti ay mas mabuti. Lesaiah is such a good kid, at kahit na bihira kami mag-kita at mag-kausap ay lagi syang nag message saakin. Every morning, and evening, may message sya and never failed to remind that I gotta take care of myself and drink water. She is health conscious, lahat naman kaming Maga-pipinsan but sometimes. I forgot to sleep regularly and I rarely eat heavy meals. Sunod ay ang picture ng San Diego Bridge sa States, si Louis
Nakatingala ako sa kalangitan habang ramdam ko ang init ng buhangin sa likod ko ngayon. I am laying on the sands at ang shades ko at proteksyon ko sa mga mata ko.Ramdam ko naman na ang hapdi ng sinag ng araw sa balat ko, i prefer this kind of heat at may balak ako maging tanned kapag babalik ako sa Manila, i really hate my milky white complexion, at yun din ang dahilan kaya ako iniwan ni Leto. Dahil sa burikatna morena.I canot blame my mama for having a milky white skin, pero alam ko sa sarili ko na lamang ako sa kahit saang angulo naman tignan, his girl is such a small insect, at ang palaka ay mabilis ma-attract sa insekto na lumilipada.Kaya lang, lamang padin sya kapag pag-mamahal na ni Leto ang usapan, doon ako talo at hindi ko na aasamin na manalo pa. I will do my best to e happy and stop worrying aat this time. Hindi naman bawal na maging single at the age of twenty eight. Marami pa naman akong pwede pag-daanan att tikman. Este matutuhan, my god. My whole mind is poluted becau