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Chapter 61

Author: EessaArkisha
last update Last Updated: 2024-08-05 19:33:42

I don't understand what I'm really feeling right now. It's all mixed up- shame, panic, shock, and a lot more. I’m not sure which feeling is dominating.

God, this is embarrassing.

My eyes were still wide open while I listen to my son call me outside of this door, while Zandrey looked like he already recovered. He was starting to wear his clothes again.

“What are we going to do?” I whispered, but even so, panic was evident in my voice. I’m still fully naked and I don’t even have a towel in this bathroom!

It’s already late so I was confident Andrei’s already sleeping deeply. I didn't expect he would wake up! For sure he’ll be confused if he sees his father inside my room. He might think the wrong way! He's still young and he still can’t understand everything but god, that kid’s smart! My worst nightmare of being seen or known that we're doing it, has become a reality. Sure, we were not really seen but still! How are we going to explain this to the kid?!

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