IL SUO PUNTO D'AMORE

"When you find real love, you will realize that sex is only a plus and not a priority."

As I watched the peaceful sky and the breath-taking view of buildings across this Italian City, my brows align as the pain strike in my head. I was rubbing my temple hoping to relieve the internal cracking sensation I feel when I noticed something on the floor.

Questions suddenly homed inside my head.

Thoughts were filled with hazy emotions.

Heartbeat jazz romantically in rhythm.

Suddenly, I remembered what had happened last night.

I stormed out from the bed without minding my naked body being exposed in the whole four corner of this luxurious room. With a dizzy head, I slowly picked up the vintage hair ornament on the floor. Mabini ko itong hinaplos kasabay ng pag- alala ko sa buong nangyari kagabi.

I still have vivid memories of every curve of hers, including her seductive hazel eyes, pointy nose, and rosy lips. His porcelain skin is so delicate that it feels like silky satin each time I touch it. It's also impossible for me not to admire her gorgeous humps, and I can't help but massage them delicately. I nearly felt her feminine abdominal structure as I held her slender waist with both of my hands.

That scent from her expensive perfume makes me go wild for her. She made me fall into her trap without regrets.

Curiosity fueled me even more. This hair ornament feels familiar so as her eyes that hypnotized me as I glance at it closely even her face was concealed behind the darkness of the night and that cover from a costume disguise.

I am now aching to know who that virgin maiden I took wildly to heaven last night. I want to unveil the mesmerizing beauty behind that black and gold masquerade mask.

This is the first time I got involved in a one-night stand with a virgin woman, whom I also saved from her psychotic suitor-slash-stalker. I was just passing by that time when I heard her scream for help, crying helplessly while that bastard maniac is trying to take advantage on her. Swiftly, I madness take over me and I rushed to blew off that perpetrator.

It feels drowning to see that innocent bombshell being traumatized by what happened. I'm not sure what came to mind, but I instantly picked her up and carried her here to my suite. For the first time, I was so close to a lady who was yet a stranger. I carefully placed her on my bed. I make sure she does not feel violated or harassed again. I am speechless after telling that her stalker is now in jail. She was so frail that even in both words and actions, I was cautious to make any move. I'm losing control of my thoughts when she's near me. My world was turned upside down in a spectacular and unexpected way because of her.

Parang bumabalik yung sakit ng sentido ko dahil lang sa pag-alala sa kanya. Inabot ko ang aking smartphone sa bedside table saka nagtipa ng numero at tinawagan ang taong alam kong makakatulong sa akin para mapabilis ang paghahanap sa estrangherang nagmamay-ari ng haird ornament na ito.

I took a picture of that old thing and send it to him. Dumiretso na rin ako sa banyo para makapag-isip ng maayos at mawala ang aking hang-over habang hinahayaang malayang magsawa ang aking katawan sa malamig na tubig galing sa shower.

What a twist that when I woke up I was surprised to see myself alone in that King size bed with only a crimson stain that had dripped into the sheet next to me. The stain served as testimony of a pleasant night I had with her.

I worshiped her with all of my being and enjoyed how our body sway in lustful rhythm. For the first time, I dare to asked permission to take her on a daring game of sex. I was so gentle when I claimed her. With her, I lost all of my sanity. Beyond the wildness, she could quickly calm me down through her soft moan and touch.

God knows how I fucking tried to stop myself to touch her but she has this ravishing effect on me that even my heartbeat beating so fast. She is a divine that I had the opportunity to spend the night with.

For me, she's different. She's innocent and angelic. Kahit pag-ungol lang ay masyadong mabini at masarap pakinggan. Her tight grip on my arms and those deep fingermarks into my back was like fuel in my fire. She's totally a lion behind her lamb aura, and I won't get tired to carefully worship her body and soul if I had been given another chance. Siya ang bukod tanging babae na tunay na dapat sinasamba at inaalagaan kaya naman aking sisiguraduhin na ako ang gagawa no'n.

I will make sure I'll get her, own her.

Lumipas ang isang buwan at tuluyan ko nang nalaman kung sino ang babaeng nakasiping ko ng isang gabi sa Italya. Pero ang ngiti ko’y hindi man lang umabot sa aking tainga, bagkus ay nakaramdam ako ng pag-aalinlangan.

There's something devious behind this.

Ang babaeng nakasiping ko nang gabing iyon at ang babaeng tanging nagmamay-ari ng puso ko simula pa noon ay iisa. Matagal na panahon rin nang huli ko siyang makita simula nang magkasiraan kami ng kapatid niya. Simula noon, hindi na muling nag-krus ang aming landas.

I and her brother said terrible things to each other and decided to put an end to our friendship.

Now I know why everything about her was so familiar. From that piece of hair ornament, to her pair of hazel eyes, to her voice, and to her being.

Fate was really playful because when I came back to the Philippines, I didn't expect that it wasn't just her identity that I was going to discover and it wasn't just her face that I was going to see again. As we met again, I found out a secret she was trying to hide from me.

I closed his eyes as the unwelcomed memories reanimate in every part of me, giving an inkling through my bewildered heart. Nagtatalo ang isip at puso ko sa kung ano ang dapat kong paniwalaan at sundin. Ngayon na alam kong mas may malalim na kaming koneksiyon sa isa’t-isa.

That night of one hot slip-up in bed will lead to those tangled lies and darkest secrets I had that I’m afraid she might discover.

What happened in the past and everything behind it surely test the endurance of our heart for the pain that lies within. One thing is for sure, that I am willing to go on for risk to keep her forever in a happily ever after if, on the other side, the past will keep on haunting me.

Alam kong walang kasiguraduhan ang mga plano ko para sa amin pero handa akong sumugal huwag lang mawala siya mawala sa akin muli. Tandhana na mismo ang gumawa ng paraan para kami’y muling magkalapit at hindi ko na palalagpasin pa ang pagkakataon na masiguradong, sa akin siya hanggang sa habangbuhay. Handa akong magdusa at pagbayaran lahat ng kasalanang pilit kong tinatakasan basta ay maging maayos lang ang magiging pagsasama namin.

I am willing to endure the pain to be with her. I am willing to sacrifice all the things I had hardly crawled for my success just to have her. I am willing to face death to save her from danger, or to anyone who got an eye to kill or get her from me.

Could love will heal our wounded heart?

“Amore mio, combatterò per l'amore che provo per te. Questo sarà il mio mezzo per dimostrarti che sono quello giusto per te. Che l'universo stesso ci ha predestinati a stare insieme e lo farà sempre.”