Mino P.O.VI have never been this scared my whole life but… I also never had felt this way for a girl especially for a vampire. I want to punch myself for feeling this way towards a creature that I despised my whole life. Even I, can’t believe that I ended up feeling this way for her.I am just a normal human being, nothing special to be exact. I am a man that was born with golden spoon on my mouth. I fell in love before, I’ve been hurt, I’ve been left behind but now… I feel like I am the one on the peak of leaving her.I am scared! I am horrified! I feel like I want to run for miles just to get away from her. I want to throw this feeling away as fear consumes me. She is different, she is not the princess that made my heart gone wild without me noticing a single bit of it.I should be happy right? Nakikita ko ngayon sa aking harapan ang katotohanan na isa silang halimaw. With that being in front of me, all of the negative image that was instilled to me since I was young is coming into
Mino's P.O.VI have been avoiding her since this morning. Hindi din ako nakatulog nang maayos kagabi dahil sa pakikipagtalo ko sa aking sarili. I have never been this frustrated in my whole life. Thank God that she is busy enough building the villager's houses upang may matuluyan sila.Nakakaramdam man ako ng pagod dahil sa kanina pa ako nagbubuhat ng mga kagamitan na ipapasok sa bawat bahay ay alam ko na wala ito kumpara sa pagod niya at ng kaniyang pamilya. She's been using her magic to build houses at hindi ko maiwasan na mainis sa aking sarili dahil hindi ko man lamang siya matulungan.Although, maybe this is better para hindi na muna ako mapalapit sa kaniya. "Ano ang paborito niyang bulaklak?" malumanay niyang tanong sa isang batang kausap niya. Kanina niya pa sinasabi ang tanong na 'yan sa bawat taga-baryo na kaniyang nakakasalubong.Her smiles never failed to register on her face na tila ba pinapabatid niya na kailangan niya maging matatag at huwag ipakita ang matindi niyang pa
Mino's P.O.VI slowly closed my eyes as I can clearly hear the water pouring down the waterfall. I need to calm this feeling in my chest. I breathed slowly, aiming to fill up my lungs with fresh air and calmly exhaled. I slowly opened my eyes yet my chest continued to beat like it was being chased by something.I move both of my feet back and forth while I was sitting on the same cliff where I fell last time. I looked down at the calm deep water of the river where I decided to end my life but got a nerve wrecking vision instead.I sighed deeply as the memories of that kiss underwater flashed on my mind again. I was supposed to die here, this is where my life should have ended but I saw a reason to live. I choose to continue my life because of that vision that is engraved on my heart deeply.But now, I needed to stay because of this guilt in my chest as well as this feeling within me that is starting to unleash. I can help but to feel peaceful despite the chaos on my mind. The surround
Mino's P.O.VI don't know what I need right now to eliminate this feeling in my chest. I tried meditation, singing and even dancing in front of the mirror yet I am still thinking about it.I lifted my head and looked at the wooden ceiling of the large bathroom where I am. I soaked my body on the wooden bath tub with different flowers on its top side. Everything looks pretty, everything she created is so beautiful just like her.I closed my fist, siya na naman ang nasa isip ko. Everything just reminds me of her and this is making me crazy. I harshly stood up from the bath tub and stepped my feet on the floor. It really fells good to be wet and naked sometimes.I grabbed the big towel hanging on the door and I rubbed it on my body. When I am contented that my body was dried off, I switch the rubbing of the towel to my head.I walked out of the bathroom as I dry my hair but I stopped when I am in the foot of the bed. I sighed while looking at the royal clothing that I had prepared for my
Mino's P.O.VFirst of all, why the hell it is cold in here? Last thing I remembered, we are in a dessert, so why I feel so cold?I prepared myself to feel the pain on the side of my head as I remembered what happened earlier ngunit tila nakakapagtaka na wala akong nararamdaman na kahit anong kirot.Why the hell I feel as if I had never had a hard impact on my head? Agad akong natigilan dahil sa narinig ko na tila impit na tili ni Vreihya. Damn! What is happening?I quickly opened my eyes at agad na sumalubong sa akin ang mukha ng prinsesa but I saw the fresh blood dripping from the side of her head.Tila nalilito pa din ako kung nasaan kami ngayon at bakit napakalamig ng paligid. There are a lot of questions in my head ngunit tila natigilan ako nang mawalan ng balanse si Vreihya ngunit may ibang sumalo sa kaniya.I immediately set aside all of the questions on my head as I saw who it is. First of all, he is not allowed to touch here, second, why is he here? I remembered too damn well
Mino's P.O.VGreat!Everything is just great!This is just a reason enough for me to stop whatever it is inside my chest. I never felt defeated in my entire life! Hindi pa man nag-uumpisa ang laban ay parang talo na ako kaagad.I rubbed the back of my head as I sighed deeply. I lifted my gaze and looked at the big portrait hanging on the wall. I smiled bitterly as I saw its wholeness.It is a drawing of a woman yet her face is full of scribbled line that indicates that the face is unknown. She is wearing a necklace with a moon pendant. I looked at it closer on the lower side and saw a snowflakes.So? Si Olaf pala ang nag-drawing nito. I wonder if he ever drew Vreihya as well. I clenched my jaw, damn Mino! You’re being unreasonable! Why are you feeling this way towards them or the things that they did together? You’re looking like a possessive jerk!She is not yours to begin with! Know you’re freaking place!“Gosh! It’s freaking cold!” I exclaimed out of nowhere dahil tila ata domoble
Mino's P.O.VI had never imagined myself getting caught up with this bitter feeling. I never thought that I will feel this little and unwanted. As a normal human, I am always proud and confident with myself but ever since I felt the pressure of being the right man for her, I felt so belittled.I looked up as the Goddess is now visible on the night sky. Kanina pa kami tahimik na naglalakbay sa nagyeyelong kagubatan ngunit kapwa kami ayaw magsalita.It's for the better I guess dahil alam kong ayaw na niya sa akin. Snowflakes landed on my forehead as I looked at the bright lit of the moon.I just want to ask her, why me? Of all the humans and vampires here, why the hell she chose me? I have nothing special on me. I have money, connections and wealth but that was all.I will never be the right one for her. She's too high and unreachable for me. Marahan kong iniyuko ang aking paningin ngunit napatingin din ako sa mga nagyeyelong halaman at puno sa aking paligid.I saw how the snow covered
Mino's P.O.VI felt afraid at the thought of losing her in my arms like that. I don't want to witness her dying due to intense agony.I am a fool enough to think that she is a heartless vampire that can hurt a child, I ate all of those negative idea of her as I saw her risk her life to heal that child.She is the noblest being I have ever seen in my entire life. I almost lose her, I almost allow myself to destroy the beautiful image of her in my head. I should never doubt her golden heart.I frustratingly pulled my hair with both of my hands as I feel the cold snowy breeze embrace my body. I am outside of the house while she and the child is sleeping peacefully.I already changed her cloth as I can't stand thinking about letting her sleep with that goddamn bloody dress. It's the least I can do as an act of service and apology.The image of her intense scream and cries of agony is still fresh on my mind. How I desperately cut my wrist multiple times just to pour blood onto her mouth is