HAZEL’S POV
“Get your ass out of bed!”
The loud voice roused me up from my slumber. My eyes snapped open, and I could feel my body ache. I was laying on the cold floor, and I could see a shadow hovering over me. My eyes move upwards, and it fell on three unfamiliar faces.
They were girls, each of them wearing maid outfits.
I pushed myself up into a sitting position as I rubbed my eyes.
“What is it? What do you all want?”
“What kind of dumb question is that?” One of them sneered.
“It is time for training,” Another added.
I blinked at the, disbelief. “What?”
“Are you deaf? Or do you not understand simple englishm do I have to repeat myself again?”
I stared at them in awe and bewilderment. As if I was not already confused that they had marched in here and woken me up forcefully, now they were spouting some shit about training.
“Why do I have to train?” I asked.
“Because everyone does that, every morning. It is a compulsory exercise and since you are now in this pack, you must attend it. Now, let us go to the training grounds.”
I scoffed. “I am not leaving this room to attend some stupid training. Now leave, I want to get some sleep.”
The maids just glared at me, and they remained rooted in the same position. “We will make you go to the training grounds, even if we have to drag you there.”
I couldn’t believe what was happening right now. They all looked serious and a part of me didn’t want to start trouble, since I knew no one here. I let out a heavy sigh and all the maids cast mocking grins at me.
“At least you’re smart. Follow us.”
They led me out of the room, and into an open filled. The air hit my skin and it felt refreshing, since I had been locked up in the room for a whole night, and the ventilation was terrible.
We reached a part of the field that was packed with different wolves, each of them sparring with each other. The maids took me further in and someone threw a wooden sword to me.
I stared at the sword in confusion and I looked up at them one maid, who also had a wooden sword in her hand stood in front of me, and began to take a fighting stance. My eyes went wide as I shook my head vigorously.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
She snarled at me. “What kind of stupid question is that? We’re going to spar, take your stance.”
My mind was racing and so was my heart. I looked around and the maids that brought me here, has already began to spar with other people. Everyone on the field was already engaging in the sparring session.
“Keep your attention on me, or you’ll lose!”
Hee voice made me snap my head to her and when I saw she was charging at me, my heart sunk. I didn’t have time to think, or process what was happening. She swung her sword at me and just at the last minute, I used my wooden sword to block her attack.
The pressure of the attack however was surprisingly much and it sent me flying to the ground. My bum came crashing down to the floor and it began to burn with pain. Before I could pick myself back up, the girl charge again, like a relentless force.
I gasped and used my sword to block hers. We began to struggle and my hands shook, as I had little to no strength in my body. She began to weigh down on me, and I could feel my sword slipping away.
Just before my sword dropped to the ground, a loud whistle blew, it’s sound rippling through the air.
“Sparring session over! Everyone start shifting practice!”
The girl moved away from me, and I felt like I could finally breath. As I tried to catch my breath, I began to hear whispers all around me.
“Is that the girl alpha Killian brought?”
“Did you see how powerless she is?”
“She couldn’t even lift or hold a wooden sword properly.*
“Isn’t that a bit pathetic? How weak can you be?”
I rose up from the floor and began to glare at everyone around me. They didn’t even hide their disdain and some even giggled at me. Ire was rising up in my throat, but I bit my inner lips to suppress the anger.
The wolves around me got into it immediately and began to shift. They all turned into their wolves easily and I felt like this was an opportunity for me to finally connect with mine. I closed my eyes and began to concentrate like before.
I searched the deepest parts of me, eager to feel that connection, even though it was just a spark, but I felt nothing. A pang coursed through my chest and when I slid my eyes open, everyone was staring at me with disgust and contempt.
“Are you serious? You can’t even shift into your wolf? How much more pathetic can you be?” One of them said.
That was the last straw. Something snapped inside of me and I rushed towards the maid that spoke, and grabbed her by the collar. She still kept a cheeky grin, like she was unbothered by me.
“What are you going to do? Hit me? You can’t even hit a fly!”
Laughter erupted in the air and I couldn’t take it anymore. I swung my fist, and connected it with her cheek. She stumbled back and held her face with wide eyes.
“How dare you hit me!” She shrieked.
“How dare you say those things about me. You know nothing about me!”.
As I screamed, I rushed towards her again, only to be held down by three maids.
“This is unacceptable, throw her out!”
They all carried my, and began to take me away from the training grounds.
“Get your filthy hands off me now!”
“What is going on here?”
The baritone voice rang through the air and they all stopped dead in their tracks. I looked up and Killian was looking down at us. They all put me down and bowed to him.
“Alpha, she hit one of the maids, unprovoked.”
My eyes went wide. “That is a lie! They kept insulting me just because I couldn’t shift into my wolf!”
Killian gazed at us with his icy orbs. “Everyone leave, You, stay,” He said, pointing at me.
In a minute, the entire field was empty. Killian gazed at me, tilting his head to the side. “What is this about you not being able to shift?”
“I just can’t shift into my wolf.”
“Try again.”
I sighed, and closed my eyes. I repeated the process and still, I felt nothing. Killian burst into laughter and I snapped my eyes open.
“What the hell is so funny?”
“How weak and pathetic can you be, that you won’t be able to shift into your wolf? At your age?”
My face turned bright red with anger and embarrassment. I swung my hand and landed a slap across his cheek.
“How dare you mock me?!” I yelled.
Killian ran a hand along his cheek and glared me. “Never raise your hand on me again. I will let you go, as a warning.”
He made a U turn and left me all alone, in the training grounds. How was I going to find my way back?
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I wheezed as I practically crawled back into the pack house. After a whole hour of walking, I finally found my way back. My stomach began to rumble, and I realised I had not eaten a meal for two days now.
I followed the hallway, until I spotted the dinning hall. But when I walked in, all the maids were packing up the plates that were on the table.
“What about breakfast?” I asked.
One of them sneered at me. “Breakfast is over, beat it.”
My heart dropped. “What? But it’s only a few minutes past 9am!”
The maid shrugged. “Breakfast is over, like I said. You’ll have to wait for lunch before you can eat.”
I bit my lips as I tried to quell my anger. I didn’t want to cause another scene like I did today. Through the corner of my eye, I spotted a group of maids, giggling and pointing fingers at me. I suddenly felt a wave of embarrassment hitting me.
I spun around and made my way to the door. Just as I was about to leave, an older man walked into the room and one of the maids went up to meet him.
“I will serve you breakfast sir,” She said.
That was when it hit me. These maids just resented me. I breezed down the hall, my eyes clouded with tears. Just as I was about to make a turn to my room, I felt a tug on my shirt. I turned to see a girl, holding a plate of food in her hands.
“Here, eat this quickly,” She said.
I took the plate without questioning her and began to wolf down the meal. She looked me, dead in the eyes as she spoke.
“Be careful, you have a lot of enemies here.”
Before I could get a chance to question her, she walked away.
HAZEL’S POVThe loud banging on the door, roused me up from my slumber. I blinked in the dimly lit room and my eyes trailed to the window, only to see that the sun had disappeared from the sky and the moon has taken it’s place.Just how long had I fallen asleep?My stomach grumbled and I realised, I missed lunch. I let out a heavy sigh, as I used my fingers to run through my hair. The heavy banging came on the door again, making me jolt back.“It is time for dinner. Come out or dinner will be over soon.”At the sound of dinner, my stomach rumbled again. I picked myself up from the floor and made my way to the door. Once I was out of the room, and in the hallway I froze. The whole place was crowded with maids, who were rushing towards the dining hall.I inserted myself into the crowd, and followed them to the dinning hall. They all rushed in, most of them bumping into me and almost knocking me over. I kept my balance as my eyes were fixed on the direction they were running to.Right pa
KILLIAN’S POVPaperwork, paperwork, and more paperwork. That was the only thing I had been doing since last night. I scratched my head as I gazed at the piles and heaps of documents in front of me. I tapped my pen on the table, feeling irritated that I had to sit here and do all of this work.I wasn’t the type to sit down in a chair like some office worker and attend to papers that I knew nothing about. I groaned and pushed aside the papers in front of me. I laid my head back on the chair, and I began to twirl it around.The reason why this work has piled up so much, was because I was intentionally neglecting it. I spent less time in the office, than I did in other places. The only reason I had come back to it, was because, I needed a distraction from the thoughts that sought to consume me.Hazel.She was on my mind all day and all night, and I couldn’t stop thinking about the special plan I had for her. My plan for revenge against her seemed to be going smoothly, but the cost of that
HAZEL’S POVThe loud incessant banging on my door roused me up from my sleep, once again. As i rubbed my tired eyes, anger began to rise up within me. This had to be a daily routine. Could no one wake me up properly?I sighed, pushing myself up from the hard concrete ground, and groggily standing up. My body felt like it had been battered by a plank, but it didn’t feel as bad as it normally did. Was I getting used to sleeping on the cold concrete floor?My heart sank, a silent sigh leaving my lips. Was I getting used to living like a prisoner? The thought made me grimace.The rapt knocking came again, but this time it sounded softer. Had they known I was awake? I trudged up to the door and swung it open, ready to lash out at whoever was there, but when my eyes fell on three maids holding what looked like a ball gown, I was left speechless.“What the hell is this?” I asked, an eyebrow raised.The pushed me to the side and let themselves in. I stumbled back, gripping the wall until I wa
HAZEL’S POVThe carriage rattled underneath me, as I sat, two guards sandwiched between me. The first feeling I had was of fear, and anxiety, of what was to come. I was getting auctioned? What was going to happen to me? I was clueless on that, but I knew my life would be a much more living hell that it was when I was with Killian.We rode down the streets of the not so busy town, and my eyes caught a glimpse of a few passers by. If I was in a better emotional state, I would’ve had time to relish in the scenery. I looked back down to myself, to the dress I had been forced to wear and I felt utterly disgusted.I was being dressed, to please men, it sickened me.It didn’t take long before the carriage came to a halt, and the doors swung open. The guards pulled me out harshly, and it took all my strength to avoid myself from tumbling down to the ground.I looked up and my eyes landed on a building. It was painted in a darker shade of red, and has glass doors. Men, old men, who had large b
KILLIAN’S POVSmall bubbles formed at the top of the water, before they disappeared. I stared at it, my eyes wide as there were no movements. Had I pushed her in too deep? Could she even swim? I hadn’t thought about all of this, before I acted impulsively.But why should I care?I tried to ignore the fact that she was still submerged in the water, but it was hard to shake it off. I found myself slowly making my way to the way, my heart racing as I desperately searched for any signs of movement.Just as I was at the very beginning of the river, the water splashed and Hazel emerged from it. She was gasping cod air and flapping her hand around as she tried to start afloat. I couldn’t help but stiffle a chuckle at how comical she looked.Her hair was glued to her face and she snapped her head around, in a desperate attempt to look for me. I covered my mouth as I couldn’t hold the laughter in any longer.“What the hell is funny!? Huh? Is this funny to you?!” She yelled from where she staye
HAZEL’S POVMy eyes fluttered open, and they were met with an unfamiliar ceiling. The smell of antiseptic hit my nose, and I tried to figure out where on earth I was. There was a reoccurring sound in a background, a little beeping that resounded every second.My eyes scanned the area in front of me, and there was nothing, just a white wall and some white tiles. My eyes travelled further down to my body and I saw that I was laying on a bed, my lower body draped in a white cloth.I snapped my head to the side, and found the source of the beeping noises. It was a small machine, that had numbers in it, and a line that moved according to the beeping. Just at the corner of my eyes, I noticed a bag, and looked up at it.It was transparent, and had a liquid it in. That was when I both the needle, infused on my hand, and it has a pipe that was connected to the bag. My body ran cold. Was I on a drip?I tried to push myself up from the bed, but my head began to pound loudly, and my arms began to
HAZEL’S POVI couldn’t move, no matter how much I struggled. I could feel the heat of his body, so close to mine. His musky scent filled my nose, and for some reason, it wasn’t unpleasant.Killian opened up the bottle and pulled out a pill. He held it up to my mouth. “Open your mouth,” He said in a soft, yet demanding tone.I found my lips quivering, and I gave in. I opened up my mouth slowly and he threw the pill in. I was forced to swallow, as the bitter taste hit my mouth. I cringed, as the bitter taste spread across my tongue.“Good, you actually listened to me today,” He let out a throaty chuckle.Our eyes met and we gazed at each other for what felt like an eternity. His eyes were dark, and void, there was also something mysterious about the way he looked at me. I couldn’t read him, or know what was going through his head.His gaze was different today however. There was not a single icy glint in his orbs, and for a moment, I saw a flash of desire course through them. My cheeks f
KILLIAN’S POVI watched, intently as Hazel took a sip of the soup. Her face twisted into a scowl and her lips pursed together. I smirked to myself and watched as she took another spoon. From the way she closed her yes shut, I could tell she was holding herself back from throwing up all over the bed.I had expected Hazel to start whining and complaining about how the soup tasted, but to my surprise, she just sat there quietly, and kept eating the soup. The more I watched her, the more I couldn’t take my eyes of her.I watched how her hair dipped to the side, and she tried to take a sip from the spoon. Her long eyelashes fluttered as she closed her eyes shut the moment the spoon entered her mouth. And the way her lips puckered at the taste of the spoon.For some reason I was entranced by it.I was so stuck on her appearance, that I didn’t notice thr bowl was empty until she pointed it to my face.“Look, I’m done, what are you staring at?” She clicked h4r tongue.I blinked rapidly, my ey
KILLIAN’S POV“So what exactly is the problem that you had to drag me away from my dinner?”Orion, who was walking beside me kept his head bent low and his eyes fixed on the floor. There was a hint of worry and terror in his eyes and that made me even more curious to know what had happened. I kept my eyes fixed on Orion, in order to read his body language and noticed how his body quivered slightly. My curiosity was at its peak now.And from what I could tell, it was an urgent matter.“Your alpha is asking you a question, so answer, now,” I boomed.Orion refused to meet my gaze, but he opened up his mouth to speak. No words came out of it and I saw how his lips quivered. That was when a chill ran up my spine. This was more serious than I thought. O grabbed Orion by the collar and forced him to look my way.“You better open up your mouth to speak, now!”Orion with wide eyes nodded, before I let him go.“We will need to go to your office first. There is something you must see.”Orion too
HAZEL’S POVThe moment those words slipped out of my mouth, I regretted it instantly. I could feel eyes on me, and that made me feel like a cornered mouse. My eyes flickered to Celeste and the horrified look on her face made my heart drop.Nausea poked at my stomach, as I tried to think of a way to salvage the situation, but as I heard the chair scraping the floor, I lost all hope. Killian had stood up from the chair and he had a stern, yet curious look in his eyes.“Why did you tell me to stop?”My eyes switched to him and they remained wide. I opened up my mouth to speak, but no words slipped out of them. How could they? What was I going to tell him? I tried my hardest to cook up a believable lie in my head, but nothing was coming to me.“I asked you a question Hazel, and I demand an answer,” He boomed.My anxiety was on the rise, and the tension in the air was so high, it was suffocating. There was a long streak of silence that had settled down between Killian and I, which made the
HAZELS POV“I want to go to the store and buy some items, and I request that you take me there,” I said, my head raised high.The guards, who stood in front of me, shared a look, before they all burst into loud fits of laughter. One of them wiped a bit of tears from the corner of his eyes before looking at me, like I was nothing more than a rat.“And who do you think you are, that you can come and order us around huh? Get lost slave,” He barked.I clenched my fists by my side, as I tried my hardest not to get angry. As I exhaled, I looked at each of them, dead in the eyes with a stern look on my face.“I have every right to ask you to take me out to the shops.”One of the guards raised his eyebrows and smirked. “Who died and made up Luna?”They all chuckled and I scoffed.“Why don’t you go ask Alpha Killian? He will most definitely tell you all to take me out to the shops.”They all shared a look and it was glaring that my words were not that convincing. One of them however, clapped h
KILLIAN’S POVThe monitors that hung on the wall were alive, displaying the cells, specifically the one that held Hazel’s parents. Hazel’s eyes were fixed intently on the screen and I watched, as her pupils flickered through each monitor.My eyes were fixed on her and I couldn’t take them off. Anxiety was coursing through my chest, as silence hung in the air. The silence came with a palpable tension, which was driving me to the edge.I was beginning to think that showing her how I had put our family behind bars would ruin the new friendship we had built up. The thought of that made my heart drop to the pit of my chest.My mind was swarmed with questions. What did she think? Was she happy, or was she sad? Will she be angry at me for keeping her parents in a cell?The more these questions swam around in my head, the more my guest tightened. My eyes flickered to her face and she has a stoic expression plastered on it. My anxiety it shot up the roof, at the fact that I could not tell what
HAZEL’S POV“Celeste please! Can you stop bugging me? It’s getting annoying!” I yelled.My hands paused, as I stopped kneading the dough in front of me. Celeste continued with her kneading while pouting her lips like a child that has just been scolded.“Why? I’m just asking you to tell me what happened with you and Killian last night. Did I ask you for too much?”I sighed and went back to kneading the dough. “You have been hounding me all day and I’m already annoyed that we’re on kitchen duty today. You pestering me is making it worse!”Celeste stopped kneading and turned to me. “Why are you being so secretive about it? If it’s not something you keep asking a secret, then tell me.”I shook my head. “I am not telling you! I’ve said this over and over again, so just leave me alone!”Silence fell on the whole kitchen and I began to feel bad for yelling at her just like that. I wish I could, but I knew how Celeste would react if I told her I shared an intimate moment with Killian. She wou
HAZEL’S POVI could not phantom the feeling arising in my heart the moment I witnessed Killian stand up to me. Was it happiness because he spoke up to Gray and defended me? Or was it the thrill that came with knowing I had finally won him over to my side?These thoughts clouded my head as I walked back to my room. As I placed my hand on the doorknob, a thought occurred to me. A part of me was happy that I was making progress with Killian, but another part felt terrible because I was basically lying to him.I was only getting him to trust me, so I could use that to my advantage. The thought left a bitter taste in my mouth and I couldn’t shake the thought of my mind, but then, I vividly recalled he asked to see Celeste.I walked into my room and I couldn’t stop anxiety from coursing through my entire being. Why had he called for Celeste? Was it the words I had told him yesterday? Did it offend him so much, that he was going to take it out on her.My face went ashen as all the blood drai
KILLIAN’S POVI blinked, as I tried to clear my blurred up vision, but that did not help. The words that were in front of me, on the document I held, were beginning to become incomprehensible to me. I wiped my eyes again, and tried to focus, but it was no use.I needed sleep.Last night was an agonizing journey of tossing, turning and overthinking. The cause of my turmoil? Hazel, specifically the whole situation that happened with her recently. The words she said to me, the way she ignored me was stuck on my mind and it made me a bit annoyed.How could she be angry because I was only thinking about my pack? She was just being unreasonable.I looked down at the document again, and the words were all jumbled up. I slammed the paper down on the desk and laid my head back on the air chair. Who was a fooling? I knew what I felt truly deep within me and I could not deny it any further.The truth was, I felt terrible for what I did to Hazel and she had every right to angry at me. I felt like
HAZEL’S POV“Get your hands off me,” Celeste protested as she looked at me sternly.Her eyes that were firm did not deter or scare me and her usual intimidation was not going to work on me this time. My anger has reached the top of the bottle and was spilling over. I could not contain it in any longer.“I am sick and tired of this behaviour of yours. What? Do you think I am some kind of pushover? A dumb puppet that you can just use as pawn for whatever plan you’re concocting?”Celeste scoffed. “What? What exactly is it you want to say? You want me to include you in my plans?”“Is that not a given? Do I need to say before you know that you are supposed to? You tell me to do this, and that, but go behind my back and do a plan I have never been told about? Why? Why do you do things behind me y back? Are we not in this together?”Celeste snatched her hand from my gripped and pointed a finger at me. “You want me to include you? When you are barely making any progress with the simple plan I
HAZEL’S POV“Tell me what happened with you and Killain today,” Celeste demanded as she folded her arms.I blinked at her in awe, unable to comprehend how that was the first thing she was telling me the moment I walked into her room. Celeste was sitting right on her bed, folding her arms and giving me a stern look.“Why do you want to know?” I said and rolled my eyes.I walked over to her wooden chair and plopped down on it. Celeste raised an eyebrow at me.“And why wouldn’t I want to know? You and Killian going on a date? That seems awfully suspicious.”I frowned. “What do you mean?”“Well, it seems suspicious that you don’t want to tell me what you both did in the park? Did you perhaps have a little date? Or maybe you’ve actually fallen for him.”I slammed my hand on the table beside me and glared at her. “Do not make stupid jokes like that. Why the hell would you assume I’ve fallen for that tyrant?”Celeste shrugged, seemingly unfazed by my outburst. “Then why the hell are hiding w