Before I know it, Theo's wolf stands up in a swift movement and takes advantage of my surprise to wrap his hands around my face much more gently than might seem possible and he pulls me to him, stealing a kiss from my lips and making it worth it. He growls from his throat and glues his whole body to mine, sucking on my lips and demanding my tongue forcefully, so much so that I can't do anything but kiss him back, savor the taste of his lips and hating myself for not letting us have this sooner. Sure, I'm super angry and all, but this is just so good. Everything with him feels so damn good. Knowing that I'm kissing my fated mate is the best feeling I've ever had in my entire life, so I put my all into this kiss, but just when I want to make it more intense, Theo pulls back and just looks at me."I'm sorry, I couldn't stop myself. I had to kiss you," he excuses himself and shrugs his shoulders, slowly going back to being just Theo, "It won't happen again unless you give me explicit pe
"Thank you, Al-" I can't even finish speaking because Theo's palm suddenly goes over my mouth."No. You know how it makes me feel when you call me that," he says with the deep voice right in my ear, "You know why? Because I am, I'm your Alpha. And you have no idea how much I want to show you..."The hardness I feel against my ass all of a sudden gives me an idea of what he's getting at. "Fuck," he blurts out, "Don't say anything else, let's just go to sleep. Talking about it makes it worse."I nod until he releases my mouth. I laugh at him, but I'm glad he stopped this before it even started because I wouldn't have been able to. But I'll be stronger tomorrow, I promise. This first night isn't as bad as I expected. Millie wakes up sometimes, but I get up to feed her when it’s time or to change her diaper. Or just rock her a little to get her back to sleep, that’s what I’m doing now.Theo was sound asleep, but he grunts and lifts his head suddenly. "Do you need my help?" He asks."N
{ Theodore }I walk to the office with Millie in her baby carrier even though I'm not very happy with her at the moment. Her presence in our bed yesterday ruined my chance at a little relief, but I still owe her the world for making it so I can even be in the same bed as Nukea. "Hey, Holly," I greet her when I see her, poised as always, "Can you get me an espresso?""Uhm, I think you're going to want something stronger," she murmurs and gives me that look she's only given me a few times, when something is wrong, "Liam is waiting for you in your office and he's clearly ready for a fight."I close my eyes and groan with stress. I'm not looking forward to be in close vicinity to him, but of course Liam wouldn't accept being ghosted for too long. I open the door and find him immediately, pacing in front of my desk. He looks like absolute shit. His face looks much thinner and harsher than normal, his eyes have red circles under his eyes and his black suit is completely wrinkled. None of
"Liam, dude… you like Nukea, don't you?" I ask, Liam gives me a puzzled look. "Not like you think, not at all. I guess you can understand how my body refuses to cooperate unless it's in front of that whore, Marna," he blurts out with an annoyed look on his face, I just roll my eyes, "But yeah, I like Nukea... When she's not being a bitch and telling me to be careful not to kill myself because my mother would hate to have to spend eternity next to me."That makes me chuckle a little, but I force myself to stop."That was fucked up, I’m sorry," I say, Liam’s jaw just clenches. If there's a sensitive subject for Liam, it's his mom, "Well... if you like Nukea and you know her, then you know Millie's in good hands. Nu really likes taking care of her.""Millie?" Liam repeats, "Like Mildred? Isabella gave her that name?"Poor Liam, he thinks his mate cares about someone other than herself. "No. Nukea named her. I guess it sounds a little like Mildred," I say and my heart softens a little w
The comments about me don't stop, the mocking looks don't stop either, but it's easy to ignore them because no one says anything directly to me or Violet.They're all gossiping as we go into the dressing room to take off our clothes and put on bathrobes. "Hey, Nu. I'm sorry," Charlie says when she comes back to us, with a pitiful face, "I didn't think they would be so nasty...""Don't worry, I'm used to dealing with bitches like this," I say, not caring if they can all hear me, "Come on, I'm excited."Charlie nods and tries to carry on like it's nothing even though the whispers continue.An older woman then approaches and begins to tell us the scheduled activities. Massages, facials, scrubs and some other fancy stuff that I don't understand, but is supposedly going to rejuvenate my face. "Hey, that sounds perfect for you," I say to the cunt standing next to me, elbowing her, "You totally need rejuvenating.""Excuse me?" she spits, eyes full of fury. Violet tightens her grip on my ar
Theo doesn't even give me a chance to respond to the kiss, it's like he doesn't even need my cooperation because he's just taking what he wants: Me. That's what it feels like when he sucks and bites on my lips while his hands travel all over my body. I'm barely getting into the rhythm of Theo's frantic kisses when he decides to reach down and start sucking on my neck now. "Ahh," I let out, tightening my grip on his shoulders and deciding that I should stop trying to catch up and just let him take control of the moment to do whatever he wants. I know I'm going to feel great either way. "I love when your body surrenders to me," he murmurs, kissing lower and lower until he reaches my breasts and he licks my nipple, "I won’t go too far if you don't want me to, Nu. You’re in charge here.”"I want you to go far, Theo. All the way," I admit, biting on my lower lip. Theo lifts his head until he meets my eyes, "Seriously, I want it. I want my first time to be with you, right now. This will
We stay in pleasant silence for a couple of minutes as I wash Nukea's body and think about us and our next few steps. The fact that Nu told the truth to those girls doesn't make me angry like she thought it would. Quite the contrary, I'm glad that now we can speed everything up. "So, I'm thinking..." I mumble as I'm washing her long hair carefully, Nukea just nods for me to continue, "Greyhound Holidays start next month. There are a lot of activities planned for the whole pack and I'll have plenty of opportunities to tell them about you. And us, our bond. It would be perfect news for Jubilo Day, actually. December 15. I'm not saying we have to hide until that day, just that it’s the perfect moment to say it openly and formally introduce you.""Okay," she answers quietly after a few seconds, "What about your dad? When are you going to give the good news of his return?""I have no idea. He's been postponing his return. Apparently, he met someone," I laugh and roll my eyes. I really ca
I haven't been going out at all these past few days, but I know from Charlie that the news of me and Theo being fated mates traveled very fast. She’s been hesitant to tell me exactly what they’re saying and I've been too nervous to find out for myself, so that's the reason I’ve been cooped up almost a full week.But today I decide I can’t keep hiding anymore. I go out in the afternoon to spend time with Violet and Nate while my brothers play in the park.Just like Charlie said, I'm clearly a trending topic in the pack. When we arrive at the park with our ice cream cones, everyone stares at me… but surprisingly, they’re not staring with disgust like they used to, they’re actually looking at me with new interest. Some people even wave or say hello as they pass by us. "People in Hughmount are talking about you too, you know?" Violet says, biting her cone, "But opinions are mixed. Some think you're betraying your own people but others are just happy that maybe you'll do something to help