Chapter 13

Cammy POV

"Do you like touching yourself, baby?"

"N-No..." He probably thought I was a horny closet creep or something! I was still embarrassed, but not as much now with what our fingers were doing and how much I could feel it turned him on.

"No?" He gently thrust his erection against my behind. Ahhh.....it felt good...

"No, I don't touch myself," I whispered in a breathy voice that I hardly recognized.

In surprise, he stopped thrusting himself against me and I wondered if I'd said the wrong thing. Would he think I'm a silly child? As a grown woman of mating age, was I supposed to know how to touch myself? He turned me onto my back and was half laying on top of me. His hand now on my hip. So I just let my hand hover over myself, not knowing what to do with it, and not really able to move much.

"You've never touched yourself?!"

Damn! "I-I....I tried once, -kind of... I didn't like it, so I stopped!" I had felt silly that I hadn't been able get myself off, -worried that my grandparents would smell the scent when they got home later that day. So my attempt had been brief and frustrating.

I couldn't read the look on his face. But through our bond, I felt him get that feeling, you know the one you get when you hold your breath? Right before you start getting dizzy? That feeling! But then, just as quickly as it had come, it was gone and replaced by something much darker -lust.

With a low rumbling in his chest, he pressed his lips to mine and squeezed on my hip. I kissed him back. He was new and familiar all at the same time. He just felt right.

Kai deepened the kiss and while I let him, I tried to contain the embarrassing noises that were threatening to escape my lips, begging for a repeat of last night. I wasn't sure how often was normal for a newly mated couple to have sex, and didn't want to assume that's where this was headed, even though a repeat was exactly what I wanted.

Kai took my hand in his and once more slid our hands over the skin of my abdomin and down into my wet folds. Arrgh! -I was uncomfortably sensitive from last night! I squeezed my thighs together and shimmied my legs slightly uncomfortably, but could not deny that I was enjoying what he was doing.

Kai moved his lips down over my neck. Licking, nibbling sucking. By now, I was humming in pleasure, not able to hold back. I could feel how much he liked it and that boosted my confidence. He scrapped his fangs over my neck. I was trembling in ecstasy. My own fangs enlarged. My free hand shaking so badly, I had to grip onto his hair to ground myself.

The sounds of wetness at our fingers gentle ministrations startled me and yet another wave of embarrassment knocked me back into sobriety.

"Fucking sexy!" Kai growled having sensed my uncertainty. I was both shocked and turned on by his cursing. Making me even wetter. Kai withdrew our joined fingers and sucked them into his mouth with a loud moan. I really liked that! It was sexy and made me feel comfortable with myself. With my body.

"You taste so good baby girl. Here... taste for yourself." He touched our fingers at my lips and I could smell the slight sweet tanginess of myself. I didn't want to taste. So I just gave a tiny lick on the tip of his finger where he'd already sucked. It was musky and the thought of me tasting myself was kinda gross.

Kai chuckled, not needing me to say anything for him to know what I was thinking. He licked the rested of our joined middle fingers clean before kissing me gently, pushing his tongue into my mouth. I was so confused. I was unexplainably aroused by tasting myself on HIS tongue. Somehow, it was better this way.

Kai moved himself completely over me. And began rubbing his shaft through my folds. "I'm going to fuck you now, princess."

I sucked in a sharp breath at his crassness, making him smirk and suck on my neck, no doubt leaving marks. Kai had a dangerous air about him, but he was always such a gentleman. I never heard him curse so deftly before. I don't think I really minded right now though. This moment was just between us, and everything about him was so sexy.

He pressed up into me, and I tensed again. I was still tender and it hurt. But he never rushed. Stilling inside me and distracting me with his kisses and the bewitching things his hands were doing to my skin as he touched me. Everywhere. Until I relaxed and stretched around him. Taking him in as he pushed up, filling me. He rolled his hips into me over and over again. And I was climbing. Ascending the stairway to the heavens. Walking through the milky way. Seeing the moon and the stars. Then spiraling down to earth as lightning burst through me. And I was clawing, holding onto Kai. Trying to stop myself from fading into blackness.

When Kai's own movements ceased, I realized that he was staring at me with a goofy grin on his face. I felt his pride and blushed feeling how much pleasure he derived from making me orgasm. He dropped his head between my neck and shoulder, gently scraping his fangs and sucking on the sensitive skin there. We stayed that way for a while until the hotel phone on the bedside table rang.