KPOV
I heard a loud gasp behind me. I knew it was Cammy before I turned around. I could feel the sharp confusion bolting through her. "Cameron, there's someone I'd like you to meet. This is Angelique, my...girlfriend." "Angelique, this is Cameron -my mate." Cammy had practically stopped breathing. Then I felt her walls go up, instantly blocking me from feeling her. She sucked in a harsh breath while she and Angelique stared at each other. Cammy in shock. Angelique in full stare down, bitch mode. "Your-, ...um....are you two...together?" Cammy asked. "Yes" I answered, hating the hurt in her eyes. "So...are you in-in love? She stuttered. I heard snickers all around the room. Shit. Fuck no! "No" "Yes" was Angelique's marvelous answer, at the exact same time I had answered. She raised one eyebrow and glared at Cammy. I looked at Cammy to see how she would handle it. "But...um..." Cammy was at a complete loss. Looking back and forth between us. I wanted to tell her that it was going to be okay. My wolf was growling at me to defend her. To push Angelique away. "That's your mate!" Angelique scoffed looking down her nose at Cameron like she was a bug under her shoe. Cammy's eyes sharpened a bit at that and she pulled herself together. "Yes. I'm Kai's mate." She stated simply, crossing her arms, like it was common knowledge. "Oh joy!" Angelique rolled her eyes and turned her lithe body into me, laying her hands on my chest. "Well, everyone knows it's way more fun to be the girlfriend anyway." She smirked up at me and grabbed the back of my neck, pulling me down for a kiss. Which I allowed. But I couldn't keep my eyes off Cammy. She dropped her hands to her sides and hurt was etched all over her beautiful face. But I still couldn't feel her, she kept me out of the bond. She stood watching for a full minute, before squaring her shoulders, turning on her heel and walking off to her room. I pushed Angelique away and leered down at her angrily. Her smile dropped immediately. She looked confused. I guess I had just called her my girlfriend. "I think you and your mate have a few things to discuss. I'm out of here!" Lindy burst out laughing bombastically and turned back the way she came. Bitch. "I guess that's our cue to leave." Said Riley, clapping me on the back as the guys made their way out. Giggling like fucking school girls! "Do you want me to stay?" Angelique asked seductively, walking her fingers up my torso. "No!" I growled, grabbing her fingers roughly and throwing them off me. Sometimes she was just too stupid to pick up on social cues. Or maybe she was just that arrogant. "Come on, Ange!" Lindy had returned for her friend, thank fuck-!, grabbed her wrist, yanking her away. Angelique turned to look at me with wide eyes. I slammed the door in her face. Did she seriously believe that I fucking wanted her here? I made my way to Cammy's room. She had her suitcase on her bed and was pulling her recently hung up clothes out the closet shoving them inside and completely ignoring my presence. Her tantrum was cute. I walked up behind her bent-over figure and closed her suitcase. Then leaned on her bed with my fists. Caging her in. "Stop. We both know you're not going anywhere." I spoke into her hair. She smelled so fucking good. "Get away from me." She spat. "No." She would get over it soon enough. She just needed to get used to the way things worked around here. To me. My pack. Besides, she had done nothing to stop Angelique. She pulled the lid back open and threw more clothes that were lying on the bed inside. I sighed. "Look, I know this is a big adjustment for you. Your grandparents, they're different from everyone else. I realize that. But that's not reality Cammy. They have given you a very sheltered life. I don't think you have a realistic view of mating. Don't romanticize this too much. I promise it will be okay. You're going to have everything you need here with me, I promise." I soothed. I wanted her to feel okay again. To be comfortable in my home. "So what? You want a mate and a girlfriend?" She asked mockingly, tilting her head to glare at me. Fuck! She was mad. Red flames dancing behind liquid gold. "Dont worry baby, your still my main girl. And you're so sexy. Way hotter. The guys all think so too." I spoke huskily, smirking at her. Women loved that shit. But Cammy, of course, wasn't just any 'woman.' She looked at me in disgust. She shook her head, then turned around and fucking carried on packing her fucking bag! "I gave you the choice to not mate with me Cammy. You chose to stay. You are mine now baby. Stop this shit. You know you don't want to leave your mate." I ran my hands up the inside of her arms all the way up, down over her firm breasts, squeezing lightly. I was done fighting. I was ready to play. Cammy was not. She jabbed her ass back into me with force, trying to get me to back off. "Ahrrgh! Leave me alone!" She growled pushing my hands away. Fucking sexy! I slapped her ass and gave it a squeeze. Cammy crouched slightly and jumped backwards, knocking me off of her and making me fall on my ass, hard! Fucking hell, she was strong! She whipped around and stalked at me. Her eyes blood red and her fury rolling off her in waves. "I. Am. Leaving. You. Kai." She spoke lowly. Menacingly. I chill run up my spine at her display of rank. I loved seeing her like this. "I would never stay with a man like you. A weak man who disrespects his own mate." Huh? "You speak to me as though I'm a simple minded child. Why? Because I don't agree with polygamy and unfaithfulness? You brought me here under false pretenses! You told me you wanted me! Wanted this bond!! Now you're telling me that you want a girlfriend too??? I am soo humiliated!! I'm going home and I'm going to forget this ever happened." She never took her blazing eyes off me. Her sinister demeanor akin to staring a cobra in the eye right before it strikes, -and you already know you're fucked.Kai POV "I never said anything about fucking one girl for the rest of my life, Cameron!" I said darkly, raising my own rank. Deciding to stop coddling her. It was getting us nowhere. Strong males have urges that are usually satisfied by many women. This was nothing new. Surely she understood that. "I'm fucking alpha blood! I have dark desires. Desires that I don't expect you to satisfy! For that, you will learn to be grateful. At least I am honest with you. I don't know why this is such a shock to you. Have you grown up in a fucking cave?! I don't need to ask your permission, Cameron." Mates don't physically hurt each other. But they do submit to rank, and I was laying it all on Cameron now. She should have cowered before me. I suddenly realized now how strong she is. I can feel her. But I outrank her. Fuck, I outrank even my father's Beta by my blood alone! But Cameron's gaze never wavered. Her eyes only grew darker. She had no fear and she wasn't submitting to my aura. "Thank
Kai POV "Father-?!" She just raised her eyebrows at me and crossed her arms. "Fine." I exhaled loudly. My last line of defence crumbling. I wasn't going to loose her. "Fine, what?" She snapped. "I'll give you what you want." I hissed. "But I have my own conditions." Of course! I wasn't just going to hand her my balls on a fucking platter. Even though this whole stupid fight was for her benefit. I was just trying to help her fit in and toughen up. I had never wanted to hurt her. I never even fucking wanted Angelique now that I had Cammy. It was all expectations and power. But we'd work around this one thing if it meant so much to her. "Conditions-?" "Yeah. You've gotta satisfy all my desires." My voice sounded dark, even to myself. "Um-" she looked nervous now. I sat straight up and I raised my eyebrows at her. Hadn't she said it was her job anyway? This was fucking her idea! Why did she need to think about it? "Okay, but-" "No! No 'buts!' You've told me what you n
Cammy's POV I cut the last potato into wedges and added it to the water-filled pot and placed it on the stove and turned up the heat. I went to the fridge and pulled out the package of fresh spinach and turned on the tap to rinse the vegetable before pulling the leaves off the stem and dumping half into another pot. I was cooking for us tonight. Fried potatoes, creamed spinach and steak. One of my favorite meals. I was feeling a little apprehensive. I liked my steak blue. Something my Grandmother had always hated and always tried to convince me to eat a little more well done. I think the bloodied mess reminded her that I was not a pure blooded wolf. I usually only eat steak like this in the privacy of my own home, and even then, not very often. I hated feeling ashamed about my differences and maybe a little paranoid that if I gave outsiders too many opportunities to see into my private life that they would be able to piece the puzzle together. Somehow figure out that I was a hal
Cammy's POV He sat up and swung his legs out of bed. "Okay. Let's go." "Oh, you don't have to come-" the words died on my lips at the look he shot me. He had told me yesterday to not go wondering in his territory before I had been introduced to the pack. It wasn't safe. I knew he was right. Even back in Seattle, a rogue wolf roaming in our territory was likely to lead to a hostile confrontation. Respect was of utmost importance to wolves. After Kai returned from the restroom. He walked up to me and rested his hands on my hips firmly and placed a gentle kiss on my lips. "Let's go." He nodded to the open patio doors. I turned to leave and he tapped my backside lightly as I led the way, making me giggle at his playfulness. I liked the way he took control of the physical aspect of our relationship. I had never been good with displaying affection, but I felt so comfortable with him. Natural. We shifted outside and holy moly he was huge! The largest pitch black wolf I had ever
Cammy POV I enjoyed the walk to the club. The Blue Shadows had a beautiful territory. The late afternoon sun cast orange hues as it peeked through the trees, illuminating our path through the fallen leaves. Kai held my hand in companionable silence, as he lead me through the unfamiliar forest. I knew that he was nervous about introducing me tonight. Meeting Alpha Sigfried this morning seemed to give him an unwanted push. The push out of our pleasant little bubble that we had created, shutting the outside world out. I had no insecurities about how Kai felt when he was with me. He enjoyed me as a mate. But the uncertainty he'd felt at making official introductions stung. He was protective over me. I could feel that. But I wondered what the cause of his apprehension was. Numerous reasons filled my mind, but the two that rang most likely was scratching unpleasantly, hindering my peace of mind. Firstly, Angelique would most likely be there. I wondered how he would handle that. I was fa
Prologue Nineteen Years Ago... Helena wrapped the thick wool blanket tighter around her shoulders, pressing herself closer to the man beside her. His skin, impossibly cool even through layers of clothing, sent shivers down her spine. The ground beneath them had long since lost its warmth with the setting of the sun, and now, the night sky stretched overhead, glittering with countless stars. Her fingers traced the sculpted ridges of his toned abdomen, moving over the crisp button-down shirt he still wore. Slowly, deliberately, she walked her fingers downward until they reached the hem. She hesitated for only a moment when she heard his breath hitch. The slightest tightening of his arms around her was enough to make her heartbeat quicken. He was magnificent. Unnaturally strong, more powerful than any male she had ever known. She bit her lip, willing herself to be bold, and she slid her hand beneath the fabric of his shirt. "Helena," he breathed, his voice husky and filled with r
Chapter OneCammy POV Present Day Cammy’s eyes fluttered open as the first light of dawn crept through the darkness, chasing away the last remnants of night. It was still too early to rise, but excitement buzzed through her veins, making sleep impossible. She curled onto her side, burying her face into her pillow, her copper hair cascading over her cheeks like a silken veil. She willed herself to stay still, to savor the last few moments of quiet before the day truly began, but it was no use. A slow, eager grin spread across her face. Her strange reddish-gold eyes gleamed with delight. She was eighteen today. Taking a deep breath, she sat up. A run would help burn off some of her nervous energy—maybe, just maybe, tonight she would find the one. As much as she had friends, she’d always kept them at a distance, unknowingly shielding her heart. But with her mate, it would be different. No more barriers. No more secrets. She longed for that deep, unbreakable bond, the kind she had
Cammy POV"So... are you nervous?" Justine asked, her voice light with amusement. She was my second cousin on Gran’s side, the daughter of Gran’s sister. "Yeah," I admitted honestly. "Don’t be." She giggled, throwing her arm around my shoulders in a casual hug. "You can just lay there and take it. The guy can do all the hard work the first time. He won’t mind, as long as he gets some!" "Justine—!" I gasped, staring at her in mortification as heat rushed to my cheeks, no doubt turning my face tomato red. The truth was, I was terrified. Terrified that I’d be bad at it—bad at everything. Even though I had secretly wished I could just get the mating bond over with, I wasn’t sure I was ready. The entire pack seemed to think I held their future in my hands, that I was destined to mate with the next Alpha. It had always been assumed. But what if I didn’t find my mate at the party tonight? Everyone would be there. That meant he had to be there. If he wasn’t… I would fail them. Fail my
Cammy POV I enjoyed the walk to the club. The Blue Shadows had a beautiful territory. The late afternoon sun cast orange hues as it peeked through the trees, illuminating our path through the fallen leaves. Kai held my hand in companionable silence, as he lead me through the unfamiliar forest. I knew that he was nervous about introducing me tonight. Meeting Alpha Sigfried this morning seemed to give him an unwanted push. The push out of our pleasant little bubble that we had created, shutting the outside world out. I had no insecurities about how Kai felt when he was with me. He enjoyed me as a mate. But the uncertainty he'd felt at making official introductions stung. He was protective over me. I could feel that. But I wondered what the cause of his apprehension was. Numerous reasons filled my mind, but the two that rang most likely was scratching unpleasantly, hindering my peace of mind. Firstly, Angelique would most likely be there. I wondered how he would handle that. I was fa
Cammy's POV He sat up and swung his legs out of bed. "Okay. Let's go." "Oh, you don't have to come-" the words died on my lips at the look he shot me. He had told me yesterday to not go wondering in his territory before I had been introduced to the pack. It wasn't safe. I knew he was right. Even back in Seattle, a rogue wolf roaming in our territory was likely to lead to a hostile confrontation. Respect was of utmost importance to wolves. After Kai returned from the restroom. He walked up to me and rested his hands on my hips firmly and placed a gentle kiss on my lips. "Let's go." He nodded to the open patio doors. I turned to leave and he tapped my backside lightly as I led the way, making me giggle at his playfulness. I liked the way he took control of the physical aspect of our relationship. I had never been good with displaying affection, but I felt so comfortable with him. Natural. We shifted outside and holy moly he was huge! The largest pitch black wolf I had ever
Cammy's POV I cut the last potato into wedges and added it to the water-filled pot and placed it on the stove and turned up the heat. I went to the fridge and pulled out the package of fresh spinach and turned on the tap to rinse the vegetable before pulling the leaves off the stem and dumping half into another pot. I was cooking for us tonight. Fried potatoes, creamed spinach and steak. One of my favorite meals. I was feeling a little apprehensive. I liked my steak blue. Something my Grandmother had always hated and always tried to convince me to eat a little more well done. I think the bloodied mess reminded her that I was not a pure blooded wolf. I usually only eat steak like this in the privacy of my own home, and even then, not very often. I hated feeling ashamed about my differences and maybe a little paranoid that if I gave outsiders too many opportunities to see into my private life that they would be able to piece the puzzle together. Somehow figure out that I was a hal
Kai POV "Father-?!" She just raised her eyebrows at me and crossed her arms. "Fine." I exhaled loudly. My last line of defence crumbling. I wasn't going to loose her. "Fine, what?" She snapped. "I'll give you what you want." I hissed. "But I have my own conditions." Of course! I wasn't just going to hand her my balls on a fucking platter. Even though this whole stupid fight was for her benefit. I was just trying to help her fit in and toughen up. I had never wanted to hurt her. I never even fucking wanted Angelique now that I had Cammy. It was all expectations and power. But we'd work around this one thing if it meant so much to her. "Conditions-?" "Yeah. You've gotta satisfy all my desires." My voice sounded dark, even to myself. "Um-" she looked nervous now. I sat straight up and I raised my eyebrows at her. Hadn't she said it was her job anyway? This was fucking her idea! Why did she need to think about it? "Okay, but-" "No! No 'buts!' You've told me what you n
Kai POV "I never said anything about fucking one girl for the rest of my life, Cameron!" I said darkly, raising my own rank. Deciding to stop coddling her. It was getting us nowhere. Strong males have urges that are usually satisfied by many women. This was nothing new. Surely she understood that. "I'm fucking alpha blood! I have dark desires. Desires that I don't expect you to satisfy! For that, you will learn to be grateful. At least I am honest with you. I don't know why this is such a shock to you. Have you grown up in a fucking cave?! I don't need to ask your permission, Cameron." Mates don't physically hurt each other. But they do submit to rank, and I was laying it all on Cameron now. She should have cowered before me. I suddenly realized now how strong she is. I can feel her. But I outrank her. Fuck, I outrank even my father's Beta by my blood alone! But Cameron's gaze never wavered. Her eyes only grew darker. She had no fear and she wasn't submitting to my aura. "Thank
KPOV I heard a loud gasp behind me. I knew it was Cammy before I turned around. I could feel the sharp confusion bolting through her. "Cameron, there's someone I'd like you to meet. This is Angelique, my...girlfriend." "Angelique, this is Cameron -my mate." Cammy had practically stopped breathing. Then I felt her walls go up, instantly blocking me from feeling her. She sucked in a harsh breath while she and Angelique stared at each other. Cammy in shock. Angelique in full stare down, bitch mode. "Your-, ...um....are you two...together?" Cammy asked. "Yes" I answered, hating the hurt in her eyes. "So...are you in-in love? She stuttered. I heard snickers all around the room. Shit. Fuck no! "No" "Yes" was Angelique's marvelous answer, at the exact same time I had answered. She raised one eyebrow and glared at Cammy. I looked at Cammy to see how she would handle it. "But...um..." Cammy was at a complete loss. Looking back and forth between us. I wanted to tell her
Kai POV I led her into the 3 meter high solid wood front door with my wolf carved into it. I gave her the grand tour of the 1400 square meter, 4 bedroom home and could feel that she liked it -a fucking lot! Thank you very much! I showed her to her room before I told her that mine was just down the hall. She scrunched up her brow and got all confused when I announced her bedroom. It was my favorite in the house apart from my own. It was huge with a ensuite bathroom, private lounge and patio that opens up to the forest edge. I would be spending plenty time there in the near future. I didn't see what the problem was. Her bags were still in the car, so we made our way out to get them. "Hey, Kai!" My buddies Slade, Riley and Alec were walking a short distance away. We lived in a tight-knit community with our homes close together as was common in all werewolf communities. They changed direction and made their way over to us when they saw me. I noticed how they all had their eyes o
Kai POV Cammy was too quiet on the drive home. She had returned from her friend three hours after leaving, and I was livid. How could she think it was acceptable to leave her mate to spend time with another male—the day after bonding?! Old balls. Old balls. Old balls. I kept reminding myself. But fuck, that excuse was wearing thin. I had asked Gerald multiple times where this friend was so I could fetch Cammy myself. The old fucker had done everything in his power to distract me, dodging my questions like a damn politician. And I knew she had lied about why this guy hadn’t been at the party last night. The fact that she left her phone behind, shifting into her wolf for this visit, only fueled my rage. Was there even clothing available? Had she arrived to him naked? My hands clenched around the steering wheel. Maybe this wasn’t some old family friend—maybe this was someone she had wanted to mate. Someone she was close to. No, I could tell that she wasn't lying about that. I
Cammy POV Sprinting around the corner of my dad’s sprawling, European-style home, I shifted from my wolf into my human form. Barefoot, breathless, and moving at vampire speed, I flung open the door, rushed inside, and beelined for the closet. My hands grabbed the first thing they touched—a pale blue sundress. I pulled it on quickly, then bolted back outside toward the lake, the sound of a massive splash alerting me to his whereabouts. I slowed as I reached the water’s edge, dipping my feet in and letting the coolness soothe my overheated skin. A moment later, Dad and Clyde broke the surface, sending water spraying in all directions, drenching me in the process. I gasped as the cold hit me but didn’t mind—it was scorching hot, and after my run, the chill was welcome. Clyde, my dad’s 3,000-pound hippopotamus, floated beside him, snorting happily. He and his mate, Bonnie, had been imported from sub-Saharan Africa nearly a year ago. Unlike his more reserved counterpart, Clyde loved at