Cammy POV
I opened my eyes and rubbed them sleepily. I could feel that I had rested well, despite not needing as much rest as normal wolves do. I was cacooned in a blanket of cozy heat. Kai's bare skin pressed up against my back and his arm encircling my ribs. I liked it. A lot. I kicked my legs out the duvet, the cool air conditioned air fresh on my naked skin. There was the dull ache between my legs. I instinctively cupped my Vajayjay. The warmth comforting the sensitive flesh that was housing my even more sensitive inner walls. I thought about when Kai had entered me last night. I had heard that it hurts the first time. Having a naturally high pain threshold, I had not expected that kind of pain. I learned that the flesh inside was much softer then the rest of my stone body. I could actually feel the skin stretching out to accommodate his enormous manhood. I had never seen a penis before, and it really was fascinating at how my body swelled and stretched to make room for him to mold himself to me. He had been so gentle, the roughness of his voice conveying how sorry he was that I was hurting. Kissing me and talking me through it. He was amazing. Firmly taking control and alleviating all my fears of not being any good at sex. At having to perform in bed when I was so clueless. I loved the strength and power he displayed. I loved that he controlled me. I loved the feel of his broad, muscular body against mine. And I loved the heat of his skin burning into mine. Every word. Every touch. Intoxicating. I idly wondered if perhaps it was just the feel of the mating bond cementing itself and it wouldn't be this good again. Would this feeling fade? I'd barely had control over myself last night, drowning in pleasure. Craving more. My body was still alive from last night's sensations. The memories and the feel of him laying behind me and my hand between my legs had me squeezing my legs together. A small wave of pleasure washed over me. Surprised by my feelings I removed my hand and was incredibly grateful that Kai was still asleep. How would he feel about me touching myself as though I hadn't just had sex a few hours ago! -while lying in his arms no less! As I was moving my hand away, Kai suddenly moved. Oh no! -surely he was just waking up and would have no idea were my hand had been and what I had been thinking. But noooo-... luck wasn't on my side. Kai took hold of my wrist and moved my hand back down between my legs! Sliding his large hand so that his heel was pressed against the back of my wrist and his fingers over mine. Cue mortification! -no, no, no...I was soo embarrassed! "Your whole body is flaming. Don't be embarrassed with me, baby girl." I shut my eyes tightly and couldn't think of what to say back to him. His firm, rough hand brushed my hair out the way and he dipped his head down to my shoulder and lazily stared kissing it with his plump lips. Mmmmmm- those lips that were already my favorite flavor in the whole world! If he was all I ate for the rest of my life, I'd be a happy girl. Kai pressed my own finger just inside my slit, gently running it up and down the wet warmth. "Do you like touching yourself, baby?"Cammy POV "Do you like touching yourself, baby?" "N-No..." He probably thought I was a horny closet creep or something! I was still embarrassed, but not as much now with what our fingers were doing and how much I could feel it turned him on. "No?" He gently thrust his erection against my behind. Ahhh.....it felt good... "No, I don't touch myself," I whispered in a breathy voice that I hardly recognized. In surprise, he stopped thrusting himself against me and I wondered if I'd said the wrong thing. Would he think I'm a silly child? As a grown woman of mating age, was I supposed to know how to touch myself? He turned me onto my back and was half laying on top of me. His hand now on my hip. So I just let my hand hover over myself, not knowing what to do with it, and not really able to move much. "You've never touched yourself?!" Damn! "I-I....I tried once, -kind of... I didn't like it, so I stopped!" I had felt silly that I hadn't been able get myself off, -worried that my
Cammy POV "Hello." Kai reached over to the bedside table and answered the phone—while he was still inside me. My entire body stiffened. Not sure how I felt about that! "No problem, Alpha Gerald. Cammy and I were just waking up." My breath hitched. My grandfather. Kai was talking to my grandfather while still buried inside me. I went completely still, afraid that any movement might betray what we had been doing. My walls tightened involuntarily around Kai, and I could feel the way his body reacted to it. But he didn’t move. He just smirked down at me, his dark eyes filled with amusement, completely unfazed by the situation. "Sure. Thank you for the invitation. Cammy and I will meet you there in an hour." The moment he hung up, he kissed me—loud and purposefully obnoxious—before finally pulling out of me and standing up. I was still too stunned to say anything. Reaching down, he offered me his hand. "Come on, let’s go shower before we meet everyone for breakfast." I hesitated b
Cammy POV Sprinting around the corner of my dad’s sprawling, European-style home, I shifted from my wolf into my human form. Barefoot, breathless, and moving at vampire speed, I flung open the door, rushed inside, and beelined for the closet. My hands grabbed the first thing they touched—a pale blue sundress. I pulled it on quickly, then bolted back outside toward the lake, the sound of a massive splash alerting me to his whereabouts. I slowed as I reached the water’s edge, dipping my feet in and letting the coolness soothe my overheated skin. A moment later, Dad and Clyde broke the surface, sending water spraying in all directions, drenching me in the process. I gasped as the cold hit me but didn’t mind—it was scorching hot, and after my run, the chill was welcome. Clyde, my dad’s 3,000-pound hippopotamus, floated beside him, snorting happily. He and his mate, Bonnie, had been imported from sub-Saharan Africa nearly a year ago. Unlike his more reserved counterpart, Clyde loved at
Kai POV Cammy was too quiet on the drive home. She had returned from her friend three hours after leaving, and I was livid. How could she think it was acceptable to leave her mate to spend time with another male—the day after bonding?! Old balls. Old balls. Old balls. I kept reminding myself. But fuck, that excuse was wearing thin. I had asked Gerald multiple times where this friend was so I could fetch Cammy myself. The old fucker had done everything in his power to distract me, dodging my questions like a damn politician. And I knew she had lied about why this guy hadn’t been at the party last night. The fact that she left her phone behind, shifting into her wolf for this visit, only fueled my rage. Was there even clothing available? Had she arrived to him naked? My hands clenched around the steering wheel. Maybe this wasn’t some old family friend—maybe this was someone she had wanted to mate. Someone she was close to. No, I could tell that she wasn't lying about that. I
Kai POV I led her into the 3 meter high solid wood front door with my wolf carved into it. I gave her the grand tour of the 1400 square meter, 4 bedroom home and could feel that she liked it -a fucking lot! Thank you very much! I showed her to her room before I told her that mine was just down the hall. She scrunched up her brow and got all confused when I announced her bedroom. It was my favorite in the house apart from my own. It was huge with a ensuite bathroom, private lounge and patio that opens up to the forest edge. I would be spending plenty time there in the near future. I didn't see what the problem was. Her bags were still in the car, so we made our way out to get them. "Hey, Kai!" My buddies Slade, Riley and Alec were walking a short distance away. We lived in a tight-knit community with our homes close together as was common in all werewolf communities. They changed direction and made their way over to us when they saw me. I noticed how they all had their eyes o
KPOV I heard a loud gasp behind me. I knew it was Cammy before I turned around. I could feel the sharp confusion bolting through her. "Cameron, there's someone I'd like you to meet. This is Angelique, my...girlfriend." "Angelique, this is Cameron -my mate." Cammy had practically stopped breathing. Then I felt her walls go up, instantly blocking me from feeling her. She sucked in a harsh breath while she and Angelique stared at each other. Cammy in shock. Angelique in full stare down, bitch mode. "Your-, ...um....are you two...together?" Cammy asked. "Yes" I answered, hating the hurt in her eyes. "So...are you in-in love? She stuttered. I heard snickers all around the room. Shit. Fuck no! "No" "Yes" was Angelique's marvelous answer, at the exact same time I had answered. She raised one eyebrow and glared at Cammy. I looked at Cammy to see how she would handle it. "But...um..." Cammy was at a complete loss. Looking back and forth between us. I wanted to tell her
Kai POV "I never said anything about fucking one girl for the rest of my life, Cameron!" I said darkly, raising my own rank. Deciding to stop coddling her. It was getting us nowhere. Strong males have urges that are usually satisfied by many women. This was nothing new. Surely she understood that. "I'm fucking alpha blood! I have dark desires. Desires that I don't expect you to satisfy! For that, you will learn to be grateful. At least I am honest with you. I don't know why this is such a shock to you. Have you grown up in a fucking cave?! I don't need to ask your permission, Cameron." Mates don't physically hurt each other. But they do submit to rank, and I was laying it all on Cameron now. She should have cowered before me. I suddenly realized now how strong she is. I can feel her. But I outrank her. Fuck, I outrank even my father's Beta by my blood alone! But Cameron's gaze never wavered. Her eyes only grew darker. She had no fear and she wasn't submitting to my aura. "Thank
Kai POV "Father-?!" She just raised her eyebrows at me and crossed her arms. "Fine." I exhaled loudly. My last line of defence crumbling. I wasn't going to loose her. "Fine, what?" She snapped. "I'll give you what you want." I hissed. "But I have my own conditions." Of course! I wasn't just going to hand her my balls on a fucking platter. Even though this whole stupid fight was for her benefit. I was just trying to help her fit in and toughen up. I had never wanted to hurt her. I never even fucking wanted Angelique now that I had Cammy. It was all expectations and power. But we'd work around this one thing if it meant so much to her. "Conditions-?" "Yeah. You've gotta satisfy all my desires." My voice sounded dark, even to myself. "Um-" she looked nervous now. I sat straight up and I raised my eyebrows at her. Hadn't she said it was her job anyway? This was fucking her idea! Why did she need to think about it? "Okay, but-" "No! No 'buts!' You've told me what you n
Cammy POV I enjoyed the walk to the club. The Blue Shadows had a beautiful territory. The late afternoon sun cast orange hues as it peeked through the trees, illuminating our path through the fallen leaves. Kai held my hand in companionable silence, as he lead me through the unfamiliar forest. I knew that he was nervous about introducing me tonight. Meeting Alpha Sigfried this morning seemed to give him an unwanted push. The push out of our pleasant little bubble that we had created, shutting the outside world out. I had no insecurities about how Kai felt when he was with me. He enjoyed me as a mate. But the uncertainty he'd felt at making official introductions stung. He was protective over me. I could feel that. But I wondered what the cause of his apprehension was. Numerous reasons filled my mind, but the two that rang most likely was scratching unpleasantly, hindering my peace of mind. Firstly, Angelique would most likely be there. I wondered how he would handle that. I was fa
Cammy's POV He sat up and swung his legs out of bed. "Okay. Let's go." "Oh, you don't have to come-" the words died on my lips at the look he shot me. He had told me yesterday to not go wondering in his territory before I had been introduced to the pack. It wasn't safe. I knew he was right. Even back in Seattle, a rogue wolf roaming in our territory was likely to lead to a hostile confrontation. Respect was of utmost importance to wolves. After Kai returned from the restroom. He walked up to me and rested his hands on my hips firmly and placed a gentle kiss on my lips. "Let's go." He nodded to the open patio doors. I turned to leave and he tapped my backside lightly as I led the way, making me giggle at his playfulness. I liked the way he took control of the physical aspect of our relationship. I had never been good with displaying affection, but I felt so comfortable with him. Natural. We shifted outside and holy moly he was huge! The largest pitch black wolf I had ever
Cammy's POV I cut the last potato into wedges and added it to the water-filled pot and placed it on the stove and turned up the heat. I went to the fridge and pulled out the package of fresh spinach and turned on the tap to rinse the vegetable before pulling the leaves off the stem and dumping half into another pot. I was cooking for us tonight. Fried potatoes, creamed spinach and steak. One of my favorite meals. I was feeling a little apprehensive. I liked my steak blue. Something my Grandmother had always hated and always tried to convince me to eat a little more well done. I think the bloodied mess reminded her that I was not a pure blooded wolf. I usually only eat steak like this in the privacy of my own home, and even then, not very often. I hated feeling ashamed about my differences and maybe a little paranoid that if I gave outsiders too many opportunities to see into my private life that they would be able to piece the puzzle together. Somehow figure out that I was a hal
Kai POV "Father-?!" She just raised her eyebrows at me and crossed her arms. "Fine." I exhaled loudly. My last line of defence crumbling. I wasn't going to loose her. "Fine, what?" She snapped. "I'll give you what you want." I hissed. "But I have my own conditions." Of course! I wasn't just going to hand her my balls on a fucking platter. Even though this whole stupid fight was for her benefit. I was just trying to help her fit in and toughen up. I had never wanted to hurt her. I never even fucking wanted Angelique now that I had Cammy. It was all expectations and power. But we'd work around this one thing if it meant so much to her. "Conditions-?" "Yeah. You've gotta satisfy all my desires." My voice sounded dark, even to myself. "Um-" she looked nervous now. I sat straight up and I raised my eyebrows at her. Hadn't she said it was her job anyway? This was fucking her idea! Why did she need to think about it? "Okay, but-" "No! No 'buts!' You've told me what you n
Kai POV "I never said anything about fucking one girl for the rest of my life, Cameron!" I said darkly, raising my own rank. Deciding to stop coddling her. It was getting us nowhere. Strong males have urges that are usually satisfied by many women. This was nothing new. Surely she understood that. "I'm fucking alpha blood! I have dark desires. Desires that I don't expect you to satisfy! For that, you will learn to be grateful. At least I am honest with you. I don't know why this is such a shock to you. Have you grown up in a fucking cave?! I don't need to ask your permission, Cameron." Mates don't physically hurt each other. But they do submit to rank, and I was laying it all on Cameron now. She should have cowered before me. I suddenly realized now how strong she is. I can feel her. But I outrank her. Fuck, I outrank even my father's Beta by my blood alone! But Cameron's gaze never wavered. Her eyes only grew darker. She had no fear and she wasn't submitting to my aura. "Thank
KPOV I heard a loud gasp behind me. I knew it was Cammy before I turned around. I could feel the sharp confusion bolting through her. "Cameron, there's someone I'd like you to meet. This is Angelique, my...girlfriend." "Angelique, this is Cameron -my mate." Cammy had practically stopped breathing. Then I felt her walls go up, instantly blocking me from feeling her. She sucked in a harsh breath while she and Angelique stared at each other. Cammy in shock. Angelique in full stare down, bitch mode. "Your-, ...um....are you two...together?" Cammy asked. "Yes" I answered, hating the hurt in her eyes. "So...are you in-in love? She stuttered. I heard snickers all around the room. Shit. Fuck no! "No" "Yes" was Angelique's marvelous answer, at the exact same time I had answered. She raised one eyebrow and glared at Cammy. I looked at Cammy to see how she would handle it. "But...um..." Cammy was at a complete loss. Looking back and forth between us. I wanted to tell her
Kai POV I led her into the 3 meter high solid wood front door with my wolf carved into it. I gave her the grand tour of the 1400 square meter, 4 bedroom home and could feel that she liked it -a fucking lot! Thank you very much! I showed her to her room before I told her that mine was just down the hall. She scrunched up her brow and got all confused when I announced her bedroom. It was my favorite in the house apart from my own. It was huge with a ensuite bathroom, private lounge and patio that opens up to the forest edge. I would be spending plenty time there in the near future. I didn't see what the problem was. Her bags were still in the car, so we made our way out to get them. "Hey, Kai!" My buddies Slade, Riley and Alec were walking a short distance away. We lived in a tight-knit community with our homes close together as was common in all werewolf communities. They changed direction and made their way over to us when they saw me. I noticed how they all had their eyes o
Kai POV Cammy was too quiet on the drive home. She had returned from her friend three hours after leaving, and I was livid. How could she think it was acceptable to leave her mate to spend time with another male—the day after bonding?! Old balls. Old balls. Old balls. I kept reminding myself. But fuck, that excuse was wearing thin. I had asked Gerald multiple times where this friend was so I could fetch Cammy myself. The old fucker had done everything in his power to distract me, dodging my questions like a damn politician. And I knew she had lied about why this guy hadn’t been at the party last night. The fact that she left her phone behind, shifting into her wolf for this visit, only fueled my rage. Was there even clothing available? Had she arrived to him naked? My hands clenched around the steering wheel. Maybe this wasn’t some old family friend—maybe this was someone she had wanted to mate. Someone she was close to. No, I could tell that she wasn't lying about that. I
Cammy POV Sprinting around the corner of my dad’s sprawling, European-style home, I shifted from my wolf into my human form. Barefoot, breathless, and moving at vampire speed, I flung open the door, rushed inside, and beelined for the closet. My hands grabbed the first thing they touched—a pale blue sundress. I pulled it on quickly, then bolted back outside toward the lake, the sound of a massive splash alerting me to his whereabouts. I slowed as I reached the water’s edge, dipping my feet in and letting the coolness soothe my overheated skin. A moment later, Dad and Clyde broke the surface, sending water spraying in all directions, drenching me in the process. I gasped as the cold hit me but didn’t mind—it was scorching hot, and after my run, the chill was welcome. Clyde, my dad’s 3,000-pound hippopotamus, floated beside him, snorting happily. He and his mate, Bonnie, had been imported from sub-Saharan Africa nearly a year ago. Unlike his more reserved counterpart, Clyde loved at