"Two weeks? Did it have to take you so long, Axwell?" I asked with a smirk as I sat up on my bed and I was met with my brother Axwell, leaning against the door and he smiled back at me.
"I'm here right now, am I not?" He asked me, his British accent was thick and I could barely hear the words that came out of his mouth.
I stood up from the bed, unable to stop myself as I walked to him and he embraced me in a long hug. He was my father, he was my mother, my brother and my best friend, all in one person.
"Here is your suit," my brother said to me when I finally pulled back from the hug between us and I took the bag he handed me in my hands as I walked back to my bed and placed it on there as I began to strip.
He had brought everything I needed; underwear, a shirt, my suit, socks and my shoes.
"You have scars," he said, "why is your body so beaten?" He asked me. I flexed my arms as I looked down at my torso, where indeed there were markings from the baton lashings I got frequently.
I could only imagine what my back looked like because I took most of the hits there. I chose to not reply to Axwell's questions. It would only anger him more.
"How did you get captured?" He asked me and I looked at Mason who was passed out, not snoring like he always does which means my brother's drugged the entire prison.
"I don't know," I admitted as I buttoned up my shirt, "but I was captured by Carter. He put me in here, and I don't even know where I am. I don't know if I was drugged by someone, or what happened. It's all really a blur," I said to my brother as I fixed the leather belt in my pants and then sighed at the feel of the rich material against my skin.
It had been too long without comfort, I thought.
"I'll get to the bottom of it, Zale," he said to me as he walked up to me and began to fix my tie for me, "Carter will regret ever putting you in this place."
I nodded as we both straightened up. Axwell was taller than I was, just by two inches, if he was any taller he would constantly trouble me about it. He was taller but I was more built than he was.
Axwell, because of being older had features that were more pronounced. His face had aged a bit, but the wrinkles were covered by his dark beard. He looked just like our father, with the military haircut, dark blue eyes and constant scowl on his face.
He turned on his heels and walked to the door, opening it and I was right behind him as we walked through the prison. It was entirely silent, the guards were all passed out and lying on the ground, the prisoners were also lying on the floor, and it seemed like everyone was dead which I wouldn't put pass my brother. He was just that sadistic.
"Did you kill them all?" I asked him as we walked through the silent hallways, our shoes echoing against the tiled floors.
"Just the guards," I smiled in satisfaction, the very ones I wanted to die.
"There is something I must say," I said to Axwell, I know he wasn't going to be pleased with what I was about to say.
"Speak, Zale."
"I don't want to leave," I said to him, after I fixed the cuff on my sleeve. He stopped in his tracks and I stopped with him, not facing him but looking ahead as I felt his eyes on me.
"What the fuck do you mean you don't want to leave, Zale?" He snapped as he stepped in front of me and blocked my vision and I bit the inside of my cheek as I nodded.
"I don't want to leave because I have found something," I said to him, calmly. I was always the calm one, and he had a short temper. Small things pissed him off and would cause him to go on a killing spree. It was why I became the American Don and he just became the person I would call when I needed something to be done. He was great, he was better than I when it came to killing people, but leading, leading wasn't for him and he knew that which was why he worked behind the scenes and privately for me. I took care of him financially and he protected me from anything that came my way. I can handle myself, but there's something about having an older sibling who will protect you from anything that makes me relaxed and calm to do whatever I pleased because at the end of the day Axwell was there for me.
"And what did you find?" He asked me, his voice tightened and I looked down to see that he had clenched his hands into tight fists. Something he always did when he was angry.
"My wife," I replied simply.
He raised an eyebrow, confusion all over his features, "your wife...?" He paused, "in a male only prison...? Zale...?"
I threw my head back and laughed, "Axwell, I'm not into men," I said to him as I shook my head, unable to stop my chuckles or hide the smile on my face, "a woman."
"Uh..." He stopped, "a woman?"
I nodded, "her name's Kitty, she's the prison's... psychologist. She's working for Carter."
"And are you sure she's a woman?" He asked me and I frowned.
"I think I would know the quite obvious difference between a man and a woman. I know she's a woman, Axwell, don't worry," I said as he stepped aside and we began to walk again, "they call her Kitty but that's not her real name. I don't know what her name is or anything about her, except that she's really beautiful."
Axwell was silent as we walked and he led the way, and I spoke as I informed him about the woman of my dreams.
"She's...she's the one, Axwell," I said to him, "I can feel it inside me that she's the one. I want to be with her for the rest of my life. She's everything I want in a wife...I don't even know how to describe her, that's how beyond description she is. You have to see her to know what I'm talking about," I spoke animatedly as I told my brother about the girl I was in love with, much like when we were younger and I would go on about my crushes and Axwell would just chuckle and listen to me drone on.
"So, you want to stay here?" He asked me and tilted his head as we finally stopped before a door in the corner, covered in the darkness and I nodded.
He opened the door and I could see the moon as soon as he opened the door. I didn't hear what he said to me as I stepped outside and welcomed the fresh air.
It has been so long since I've breathed the fresh air, since I've been outside and felt the wind blowing at my face and going through my hair.
I loved night time because it was the time when the best and worst things happened. I done my drug trade at night and I had sex at night. Night time was when I was most busy and it was the perfect time to do anything.
"I want you to find out anything and everything about her," I said to him, as my back faced him and I kept looking up at the night sky, there were just a few stars out tonight but it was beautiful. I was tired of the silver walls and plain white ceilings of this damned place, "can you do that for me, Axwell?" I asked. I knew he could, I just needed to hear him say it.
"Of course, Zale," he said and then I heard a loud sound and I looked up to see a helicopter and a ladder extending down towards us as Axwell watched me with concerned eyes, "will you be careful brother? I will be back to fetch you whenever you want," he said as he handed me my phone and I took it as I nodded, "I will bring you the information with the new guards."
I nodded again as I watched him grab on to the ladder and salute me as he was lifted up and I stood there watching him as he went up into the sky and flew away. It felt a lot like the time when he had went away to college and my parents and I had watched him board his plane and then watched the plane take off as we stood at the airport with sad faces, watching him soar.
I looked down at the phone in my hand before I placed it in my pocket and then put my hands in my pockets. My fingers brushed against something in my pocket and I gripped it as I pulled it out, it was a joint and I smiled as I took it out and found a lighter in my other pocket.
Darn, Axwell knew me too well, weed and I were best friends.
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"Can I ask you a question, Mason?" I began when I finally began to see him stir from the deep slumber he was in.He jumped up when I spoke, clearly not expecting to see me standing beside his bed, dressed in a suit with a half lit joint in between my lips. He furrowed his eyebrows, and his red eyes were confused as he nodded his head slowly."What's that song you're always humming?" I asked him, my curiosity getting the better of me.He always hummed a certain tune, and sang terribly when he did. It irritated me but whenever he did this, he seemed so immersed in what he was doing that I revelled in the silence of him not speaking to me. I noticed that he did that whenever I ignored him or whenever he'd just gotten back from his showers where he seemed most vulnerable.I didn't know if it was his coping mechanism or what, but now,
"You know, Kitty, I could give you so much more than what Carter or any other person can," I began as I could feel a smirk growing on my face as I looked at Kitty who sat across from me. Stoic and straight faced as always, her eyes watching me, "I'm not saying leave the poor guy, but...yeah, dump his ass."I grunted when the guard whipped me with a baton on the back of my head and my head banged on the table and I started seeing stars so I just shut my eyes as I began to feel myself getting weaker from that hit.I shut my eyes tightly and let out groans at the pain of that hit, "you know," I began through loud breaths, "I'm going to get out of this place and when I do, I'm going to get every single one of you, and kill you," I said and I felt a hand on my neck as they forced me to look up at Kitty and my head bobbed uncontrollably. I felt like I couldn't control my neck.So the guard kept
"You need to tell me more about you," I began, "we had an agreement, Kitty, and you're not sticking to it."She blinked as she looked at me with a hard exterior, "what do you want to know, Prisoner VII?"I know she didn't have much of a good life and I wanted to ask about it but I also know that she won't tell me, so I'll just ask about other things that can somehow get her to open up a bit more. I was still waiting for Axwell to give me the information on her but I don't know if I can stay in here any longer, honestly.Carter was making my life a living hell and he wasn't lying when he said he was going to scar me. The man was here every morning, he and his two personal guards would come into the room, pour a bucket of ice cold water over me and then when I jumped up from my sleep with a shocking start, they'd grab me and just beat me with batons until
WARNING: THIS BOOK WILL ADDRESS ISSUES OF RAPE, DRUGS, ABUSE AND MURDER."What was it that you said, again?" I asked Carter as I stood before him and he looked at me with nothing but fear and terror in his eyes, "oh yes that I was going to pay, that you were going to scar me so badly, I'd never be the same," I paused and then nodded as I unbuttoned my shirt and then let it fall to the floor.Walking away from him so he could see how badly he scarred me, all over my back, all I had were the lash markings from all those times he came into my cell with his two guards and they would whip me for no reason, laughing and making lewd jokes while they done so.Now it was time for them to pay.When I had picked up my phone and called Axwell he was there in an hour. We released every single one of the prisoner's by overriding the system and opening every single cell door and gate
I watched as she walked into her apartment and immediately tossed aside the wig of long flawless curly black hair to reveal short curly hair which made her look so much younger and innocent. I watched as she took off those red thigh high heeled boots and I held my breath, watching her intensely as she started to remove every article of clothing until she was left in her underwear.She had the perfect toned body. Legs that seemed like she never missed leg day, they looked good enough to bite into and taste. Her flat stomach with the outlines of abs, had me inching closer to get a closer look. She was absolutely perfect. Everything from the nutmeg skin tone that glowed to her pretty toes was picture perfect.I smiled at the sight and watched as she began to dance a bit and then moved to the kitchen to pull out a beer bottle and she chugged it down. Leaning lazily against the fridge as she mo
I entered the basement with a smile on my face and a prep in my step as I whistled, looking at my three men. Carter looked like he was dying from the blood loss, and the other two of his guards were lying in their own pile of shit and piss.The room had a strong pungent smell and I made a disgusted face as I put on my mask, to not breathe in the disgusting smell of sweat, shit, piss and blood. Though I loved the smell of blood, I hated the smell of piss and shit.I walked over to the whip, and looked at the two guards, "I'm in a good mood today," I announced as I whipped the air and heard the loud sound of the whip slicing through the air, "you want to know why?" I asked the guards but all they did was scream weakly and beg for mercy some more but I rolled my eyes and sighed.I heard the sound of the basement door open and I turned around to see my brother standing there, wearing a dress p
"I'd forgotten how draining being a Don was," I said as I sat in the back of the Rolls Royce, one of my trusted men was driving, "it's always the same things just different people," I sighed as I brought the glass of whisky to my lips, gulping it all down.He was trained to always listen, but to never respond. It's almost like therapy except that if he so much as gives me a glance that makes me feel like he's judging me, he's dead."I just hope seeing Beauty will make me feel a lot better," I voiced, "I've got patience but I really need a release right now."We were driving in the streets of Philadelphia, passing the buildings and the busy streets; the busy lights and fast paced life of these people. I looked out the window, looking at each face, like I used to do when I was much younger and imagined what kind of life they lived. Did they love someone? Did they get fired? Do they have thou
"Are you being serious right now?" I snapped at Zale, recoiling in disgust as I held up the contract, "is this what you think of me? Is this really what you fucking think of me? That you flash a couple of bucks, cars and houses and I'll rush to open my legs for you?" I got even angrier as I heard the words coming out of my mouth and threw the paper at him, disgusted with him and also hurt."I thought you were fucking different," I paused, gauging his reaction, "I confided in you, dammit, and this is what you do to me? All you men are the same, you're all fucking pigs!"I was even more upset with myself because I actually thought that he cared, I actually thought that he wanted to help me and didn’t want to use me like every other man that has come into my life but now I’m convinced that I must be cursed."I understand that you may be a little upset, Bea-""A little ups
"Boss, your phone," I was sitting on my balcony, looking out at the beautiful sunset and just thinking about what life will be like in a few days. I can't wait to look at sunsets with the love of my life, for the rest of my life.Beauty and I have been looking at sunsets for these past few weeks and I can't get out of my mind how peaceful she and I are whenever we watched the sun set. I'll hold her in my arms and I won't get tired of her body being close to mine and now...now we're going to be parents."Boss," I snapped my head back at the silly man who kept calling me."Who the fuck is it?" I snapped at him. I was thinking about Beauty and whenever I think about her, I don't want to get interrupted because I enjoy the world I get lost in."It's your uncle, he says you want to hear him, it's about Beauty," the man said as he hande
After our little yet beautiful and private, kind of sad excuse of a ceremony, everything felt right with the world and everything felt perfect between us. The sun seemed to shine a bit brighter and the air felt cooler with all the breeze that blew through his bedroom. We were having the time of our lives, still dressed in our wedding attire and acting silly.We sang and danced around his bedroom, spinning each other and rapping along to rap music. We ordered pizzas and sat and ate about a million slices as we talked about baby names and decorating a baby room.We laughed and took a nap, wrapped up in each other's arms and it felt like we really had our wedding day. To us, we were already married. We just needed it to be on paper but that's alright.Yesterday felt like a dream as I stood arguing with Zale right now. It's nothing serious, he just doesn't want me to leave but I promised him I'd be fine b
Zale refused to let me out of his sight ever since we found out I was expecting. I can't even go to the bathroom alone without him following me to make sure I don't get hurt. I keep telling him it's alright to at least let me pee in peace but the man is determined to protect me and who am I to stop him from that?So I had to keep us entertained because if we weren't making love or having rough and wild sex, we were sitting and planning for our future, talking about this baby and how we'd spoil them rotten.Zale has been begging me for the past week to show him my wedding dress, that was hidden in his closet somewhere and I made him swear he won't look at it. I know he keeps his word when it comes to me.I kept telling him no but today, I guess we were feeling a bit rebellious and I was so eager for him to see the dress. I didn't care about anything else because I wa
"That's the third time you've thrown up this morning," Zale complained and looked at me with great concern as he handed me a glass of water to drink, "I'm calling the doctor, whether you like it or not," he told me. I understood why he wanted to call the doctor but it was just a bit of normal sickness. I probably ate something that upset my stomach and I was paying for it. Or maybe it’s because of my detoxing and my diets and it’s somehow upsetting my stomach."No," I shook my head, "I'm fine," I sighed, handing him back the now empty glass as I put my forehead into my palm, wondering why the hell I was feeling so under the weather. I couldn’t help but ask myself what it really is because everything that I’m on is healthy and it shouldn’t make me throw up like this."Look at you, Beauty. The sooner I call the doctor in, the faster you can get better. I don't want you feeling so sick on
We were both all wrapped up in his silk sheets, our legs intertwined and his hands all over my body and my hands all up in his hair. We were both sweaty and only calming down from the multiple orgasms we both experienced.The curtains were wide open and the room was brightly lit with the early morning sun. Fresh air was coming into his massive master bedroom that was the size of a mall with a bed that could fit more than twenty people.Everything really felt right with the world at this moment as I looked at this man who had given me a lot more than I thought he or any other person would be able to. I really can’t stop thinking about how well he has treated me and how long he stayed by my side even when I was struggling with my addiction and trust issues."Zale," I said his name softly and he kissed me on my collarbone, "you're the first person to
"I'm going to go see Hadassah," I told Zale as I stepped out of the shower with him and avoided his eyes. It was because I knew exactly how he would react when I told him. Zale blames Hadassah for my overdose and I’ve argued with him and tried to explain to him that it was all entirely my fault and I had manipulated Hadassah for my own wants. Zale refuses to see it that way, to him, if Hadassah actually cared about me, she wouldn’t have brought me the drugs.He does have a point but I refuse to blame Hadassah because it was my decision to take the drugs and I take full responsibility for it."Why?" he asked me, furrowing his eyebrows, as he looked down at me and I matched the intensity of his gaze."Because she's my friend and I want to invite her to the wedding.""I don't like her," he said with a frown and I sighed. Zale had been so upset after my overdose and
A lot of girls grow up with dreams and visions about how their special day will be and I’ve come across many girls who have described to me the perfect princess fairy tale. Almost every young girl wanted a big ball gown and the carriage with white horses. They all pictured themselves getting married in a castle to their perfect Prince Charming.But because of the kind of living environment that I had grown up in, I wasn’t afforded a chance to dream of a better life and imagine my future. I was forced to deal with the deep and dark present nightmare that I called my life.And even when I had grown up and I turned 30 years old, I never thought that anyone would still want to settle down to me. I also didn’t plan on settling down with anyone because I didn’t think that I was capable of loving a man or a woman at any point and time in my life. Yet here I was, going wedding dress shopping with
The second we returned home and walked into his bedroom, Zale strode towards me. When he reached me, he threw me on the bed and climbed on after me. He balanced on his knees over me, pulling the buttons of his pants open impatiently.I laid where I had fallen and watched as he reached down and tore the shirt I was wearing, ripping it from me and revealing my dark nipples. His hands went into my pants and pulled them off with rough motions.I couldn’t find any words to say because I was anticipating this, all I wanted was him and I didn’t want to fill the air with any empty words. The air was filled with our heavy breaths as he made quick movement to give me the relief we both needed sexually.He flipped me onto my belly, putting his hands under my hips and lifted me. He was on me and then inside me in a moment, kneeing my legs apart, finding the angle and plunging into my softn
"Oh damn," Zale whistled as I met him by the foyer and he extended his hand for me to take, spinning me slowly so he could see me in my outfit. I was dressed in a sophisticated pure white pantsuit with a white blouse underneath the jacket. I had on a pair of sensible heels and my hair was brushed to perfection.