Kitty. I couldn't get her face out of my mind, it's almost like God was punishing me with her beauty. Her name too, Kitty, it wasn't fitting. Kitty was too innocent, Kitty was too sweet. It was a name meant for someone or something delicate and a kitten.
She, she was neither of this, she was fierce. She was a force, she was...evil. I feared her. But goodness, to say that she didn't cause a tingling in my loins would be a lie.
I was sitting across from her, my elbows on the table as I tilted my head and observed her. That's all I could do, but I was so tempted to just ask and reach over to touch her. Caress her cheek, run my fingers over her soft looking full lips, touch her hand and feel its texture.
She was such a mystery to me. She was such a goddess to me.
"Can I touch you?" I asked her, after the half an hour of silence. Her entire facial expression remained the same that had it not been for her raising a perfect eyebrow, I would've thought she didn't hear me.
"Why?" She asked back as she held her hands and straightened her shoulders.
I shrugged, "I don't know, your skin looks really smooth...you just...you look too perfect. Have you ever had plastic surgery? I mean, I don't judge, sometimes I get that you're not happy with yourself."
I chuckled softly as I looked around at the guards who all gave me stoic faces and I just rolled my eyes as I looked back at her.
"Are you not happy with yourself?" She asked me and I groaned as I realised where this was going.
"You seem to really want to know what's happening in my life. Can't we do something that will benefit us both, because honestly, I could sit here all day and just look at you. I won't talk but your beauty is enough for me."
She regarded me with her eyes before robotically nodding her head, "alright. How about this, with each honest fact you tell me, I tell you something about me."
"Honestly?" I asked, noticing that she didn't add honestly to her part. She nodded, "how do I know you'll be honest?"
"If you are honest, I will be honest. If you are lying, no matter how well you think you're lying, I always notice. I am trained and I will instantly know, so I will lie back just as well as you have lied to me."
I rubbed my chin before nodding, "ok, we have a deal," I said as I extended my hand for her to shake but she just stared at it and I took it back, "damn, you got a thing against handshakes?" I asked with humour.
"Tell me about your childhood," she instructed.
"I thought we were going to start small, with maybe first of all, what's my name and what's your name."
"I don't need to know your name, I need to know you," she said and I thought that line would make a perfect slogan for some college or some shit.
"Well," I paused because I was never really going to tell her about my childhood, "my childhood was...not the best. How was yours?"
"It was great," she replied stoically and coldly. I knew she was lying and it bothered me. Maybe her childhood was terrible. What had she gone through? Was she an orphan? How does a woman as beautiful as her end up in this place? She should have been modelling. She should have the entire world celebrating her beauty.
"You know," I paused, as I placed my arms on the table and tapped my fingers, "you're the kind of woman that should've been up there in the model industry with giants like Naomi Campbell and Tyra Banks," I said to her, "I really think that's for you, Kitty."
She just tilted her head.
"I don't know," I said as I slapped the table, "that's just my opinion though."
"I don't care about your opinion."
I stared at her after her comment and then nodded, "my childhood was normal," I admitted truthfully, "my mum was a housewife, my dad worked a 9-5 job as an accountant. I always looked up to my older brother and wanted to be him, so I imitated him in everything I did."
"I'm sure that used to irritate him," she said, her tone not as cold as it was before.
I shook my head, "quite the opposite, he didn't mind it. He welcomed it," I said to her.
"What did you and your brother do together?" She asked me and I frowned.
"You aren't going to ask about how I became the American Don?" I asked her.
"As I said, I'm just here to know you, not American Don you."
What in the world was I doing? I asked myself as I actually wanted to tell her everything about me. I wanted her to know whatever she desired and I wanted her to know everything there was to know about me. Because I wanted...no, needed to know everything about her.
"We rode bicycles, I had a small one, he had a big one and we would do everything together. We would go to the park with them, go to the mall with them, buy..." I kept silent as I looked into my hands, remembering the innocent and the good times between Axwell and myself, "he'd buy me ice cream and... coloured popcorn. You know, the usual things, young boys do."
"That sounds wonderful," she replied, her tone soft now and I shook my head out of the memories.
"Not all good things last, right," I said as I shrugged nonchalantly and then fell silent as I looked at the table and then back at her.
She was watching me, observing me like I was some lab rat. I scanned her face as I thought of nothing but dirty thoughts. I've been in this place for almost two weeks, and not to say I haven't gone a much longer time without sex, but when I'm around Kitty, and I can see but I can't touch, it intrigues me and makes me want her even more. I craved her, craved what I would do to her if it was just the two of us and she was willing.
"How was your childhood?" I asked back, "I've been honest and I want you to be honest with me."
"It wasn't much of a childhood," she said stoically and I nodded.
"Alright," I said, not wanting to hear anything, "can you tell me your name?"
"The name's Kitty."
"Your real name."
"Time's up!" One of the guards yelled and I turned my head, glaring at him.
All these motherfuckers are going to die when my brother gets here. I want him to kill every single one of them because I don't want to get my hands dirty with any of their filthy cheap blood.
She just looked at me as her hand held out my mask and I reached over taking it, but making sure my fingers touched hers and drag the time when I took the mask from her, I smiled like a teenage boy when I touched her fingertips and she just watched me and I couldn't help but feel as though I'd touched the popular girl at school that every guy was crushing on.
I put the mask on and smiled at her, "I can't wait to see you again, Beauty," I said to her, "can I call you that?" I asked her.
"Her name's Kitty," a guard said as he hit me with a baton on the back of my knees which caused me to fall and I cried out, "you stick to that, prisoner!" He spat out on my face and I grit my teeth, suffering from the harsh painful blow.
"It's Prisoner VII," I said through loud breaths and gritted teeth, "it's Prisoner VII to you."
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"Two weeks? Did it have to take you so long, Axwell?" I asked with a smirk as I sat up on my bed and I was met with my brother Axwell, leaning against the door and he smiled back at me."I'm here right now, am I not?" He asked me, his British accent was thick and I could barely hear the words that came out of his mouth.I stood up from the bed, unable to stop myself as I walked to him and he embraced me in a long hug. He was my father, he was my mother, my brother and my best friend, all in one person."Here is your suit," my brother said to me when I finally pulled back from the hug between us and I took the bag he handed me in my hands as I walked back to my bed and placed it on there as I began to strip.He had brought everything I needed; underwear, a shirt, my suit, socks and my shoes."You have scars," he said, "why is your body so beat
"Can I ask you a question, Mason?" I began when I finally began to see him stir from the deep slumber he was in.He jumped up when I spoke, clearly not expecting to see me standing beside his bed, dressed in a suit with a half lit joint in between my lips. He furrowed his eyebrows, and his red eyes were confused as he nodded his head slowly."What's that song you're always humming?" I asked him, my curiosity getting the better of me.He always hummed a certain tune, and sang terribly when he did. It irritated me but whenever he did this, he seemed so immersed in what he was doing that I revelled in the silence of him not speaking to me. I noticed that he did that whenever I ignored him or whenever he'd just gotten back from his showers where he seemed most vulnerable.I didn't know if it was his coping mechanism or what, but now,
"You know, Kitty, I could give you so much more than what Carter or any other person can," I began as I could feel a smirk growing on my face as I looked at Kitty who sat across from me. Stoic and straight faced as always, her eyes watching me, "I'm not saying leave the poor guy, but...yeah, dump his ass."I grunted when the guard whipped me with a baton on the back of my head and my head banged on the table and I started seeing stars so I just shut my eyes as I began to feel myself getting weaker from that hit.I shut my eyes tightly and let out groans at the pain of that hit, "you know," I began through loud breaths, "I'm going to get out of this place and when I do, I'm going to get every single one of you, and kill you," I said and I felt a hand on my neck as they forced me to look up at Kitty and my head bobbed uncontrollably. I felt like I couldn't control my neck.So the guard kept
"You need to tell me more about you," I began, "we had an agreement, Kitty, and you're not sticking to it."She blinked as she looked at me with a hard exterior, "what do you want to know, Prisoner VII?"I know she didn't have much of a good life and I wanted to ask about it but I also know that she won't tell me, so I'll just ask about other things that can somehow get her to open up a bit more. I was still waiting for Axwell to give me the information on her but I don't know if I can stay in here any longer, honestly.Carter was making my life a living hell and he wasn't lying when he said he was going to scar me. The man was here every morning, he and his two personal guards would come into the room, pour a bucket of ice cold water over me and then when I jumped up from my sleep with a shocking start, they'd grab me and just beat me with batons until
WARNING: THIS BOOK WILL ADDRESS ISSUES OF RAPE, DRUGS, ABUSE AND MURDER."What was it that you said, again?" I asked Carter as I stood before him and he looked at me with nothing but fear and terror in his eyes, "oh yes that I was going to pay, that you were going to scar me so badly, I'd never be the same," I paused and then nodded as I unbuttoned my shirt and then let it fall to the floor.Walking away from him so he could see how badly he scarred me, all over my back, all I had were the lash markings from all those times he came into my cell with his two guards and they would whip me for no reason, laughing and making lewd jokes while they done so.Now it was time for them to pay.When I had picked up my phone and called Axwell he was there in an hour. We released every single one of the prisoner's by overriding the system and opening every single cell door and gate
I watched as she walked into her apartment and immediately tossed aside the wig of long flawless curly black hair to reveal short curly hair which made her look so much younger and innocent. I watched as she took off those red thigh high heeled boots and I held my breath, watching her intensely as she started to remove every article of clothing until she was left in her underwear.She had the perfect toned body. Legs that seemed like she never missed leg day, they looked good enough to bite into and taste. Her flat stomach with the outlines of abs, had me inching closer to get a closer look. She was absolutely perfect. Everything from the nutmeg skin tone that glowed to her pretty toes was picture perfect.I smiled at the sight and watched as she began to dance a bit and then moved to the kitchen to pull out a beer bottle and she chugged it down. Leaning lazily against the fridge as she mo
I entered the basement with a smile on my face and a prep in my step as I whistled, looking at my three men. Carter looked like he was dying from the blood loss, and the other two of his guards were lying in their own pile of shit and piss.The room had a strong pungent smell and I made a disgusted face as I put on my mask, to not breathe in the disgusting smell of sweat, shit, piss and blood. Though I loved the smell of blood, I hated the smell of piss and shit.I walked over to the whip, and looked at the two guards, "I'm in a good mood today," I announced as I whipped the air and heard the loud sound of the whip slicing through the air, "you want to know why?" I asked the guards but all they did was scream weakly and beg for mercy some more but I rolled my eyes and sighed.I heard the sound of the basement door open and I turned around to see my brother standing there, wearing a dress p
"I'd forgotten how draining being a Don was," I said as I sat in the back of the Rolls Royce, one of my trusted men was driving, "it's always the same things just different people," I sighed as I brought the glass of whisky to my lips, gulping it all down.He was trained to always listen, but to never respond. It's almost like therapy except that if he so much as gives me a glance that makes me feel like he's judging me, he's dead."I just hope seeing Beauty will make me feel a lot better," I voiced, "I've got patience but I really need a release right now."We were driving in the streets of Philadelphia, passing the buildings and the busy streets; the busy lights and fast paced life of these people. I looked out the window, looking at each face, like I used to do when I was much younger and imagined what kind of life they lived. Did they love someone? Did they get fired? Do they have thou
"Boss, your phone," I was sitting on my balcony, looking out at the beautiful sunset and just thinking about what life will be like in a few days. I can't wait to look at sunsets with the love of my life, for the rest of my life.Beauty and I have been looking at sunsets for these past few weeks and I can't get out of my mind how peaceful she and I are whenever we watched the sun set. I'll hold her in my arms and I won't get tired of her body being close to mine and now...now we're going to be parents."Boss," I snapped my head back at the silly man who kept calling me."Who the fuck is it?" I snapped at him. I was thinking about Beauty and whenever I think about her, I don't want to get interrupted because I enjoy the world I get lost in."It's your uncle, he says you want to hear him, it's about Beauty," the man said as he hande
After our little yet beautiful and private, kind of sad excuse of a ceremony, everything felt right with the world and everything felt perfect between us. The sun seemed to shine a bit brighter and the air felt cooler with all the breeze that blew through his bedroom. We were having the time of our lives, still dressed in our wedding attire and acting silly.We sang and danced around his bedroom, spinning each other and rapping along to rap music. We ordered pizzas and sat and ate about a million slices as we talked about baby names and decorating a baby room.We laughed and took a nap, wrapped up in each other's arms and it felt like we really had our wedding day. To us, we were already married. We just needed it to be on paper but that's alright.Yesterday felt like a dream as I stood arguing with Zale right now. It's nothing serious, he just doesn't want me to leave but I promised him I'd be fine b
Zale refused to let me out of his sight ever since we found out I was expecting. I can't even go to the bathroom alone without him following me to make sure I don't get hurt. I keep telling him it's alright to at least let me pee in peace but the man is determined to protect me and who am I to stop him from that?So I had to keep us entertained because if we weren't making love or having rough and wild sex, we were sitting and planning for our future, talking about this baby and how we'd spoil them rotten.Zale has been begging me for the past week to show him my wedding dress, that was hidden in his closet somewhere and I made him swear he won't look at it. I know he keeps his word when it comes to me.I kept telling him no but today, I guess we were feeling a bit rebellious and I was so eager for him to see the dress. I didn't care about anything else because I wa
"That's the third time you've thrown up this morning," Zale complained and looked at me with great concern as he handed me a glass of water to drink, "I'm calling the doctor, whether you like it or not," he told me. I understood why he wanted to call the doctor but it was just a bit of normal sickness. I probably ate something that upset my stomach and I was paying for it. Or maybe it’s because of my detoxing and my diets and it’s somehow upsetting my stomach."No," I shook my head, "I'm fine," I sighed, handing him back the now empty glass as I put my forehead into my palm, wondering why the hell I was feeling so under the weather. I couldn’t help but ask myself what it really is because everything that I’m on is healthy and it shouldn’t make me throw up like this."Look at you, Beauty. The sooner I call the doctor in, the faster you can get better. I don't want you feeling so sick on
We were both all wrapped up in his silk sheets, our legs intertwined and his hands all over my body and my hands all up in his hair. We were both sweaty and only calming down from the multiple orgasms we both experienced.The curtains were wide open and the room was brightly lit with the early morning sun. Fresh air was coming into his massive master bedroom that was the size of a mall with a bed that could fit more than twenty people.Everything really felt right with the world at this moment as I looked at this man who had given me a lot more than I thought he or any other person would be able to. I really can’t stop thinking about how well he has treated me and how long he stayed by my side even when I was struggling with my addiction and trust issues."Zale," I said his name softly and he kissed me on my collarbone, "you're the first person to
"I'm going to go see Hadassah," I told Zale as I stepped out of the shower with him and avoided his eyes. It was because I knew exactly how he would react when I told him. Zale blames Hadassah for my overdose and I’ve argued with him and tried to explain to him that it was all entirely my fault and I had manipulated Hadassah for my own wants. Zale refuses to see it that way, to him, if Hadassah actually cared about me, she wouldn’t have brought me the drugs.He does have a point but I refuse to blame Hadassah because it was my decision to take the drugs and I take full responsibility for it."Why?" he asked me, furrowing his eyebrows, as he looked down at me and I matched the intensity of his gaze."Because she's my friend and I want to invite her to the wedding.""I don't like her," he said with a frown and I sighed. Zale had been so upset after my overdose and
A lot of girls grow up with dreams and visions about how their special day will be and I’ve come across many girls who have described to me the perfect princess fairy tale. Almost every young girl wanted a big ball gown and the carriage with white horses. They all pictured themselves getting married in a castle to their perfect Prince Charming.But because of the kind of living environment that I had grown up in, I wasn’t afforded a chance to dream of a better life and imagine my future. I was forced to deal with the deep and dark present nightmare that I called my life.And even when I had grown up and I turned 30 years old, I never thought that anyone would still want to settle down to me. I also didn’t plan on settling down with anyone because I didn’t think that I was capable of loving a man or a woman at any point and time in my life. Yet here I was, going wedding dress shopping with
The second we returned home and walked into his bedroom, Zale strode towards me. When he reached me, he threw me on the bed and climbed on after me. He balanced on his knees over me, pulling the buttons of his pants open impatiently.I laid where I had fallen and watched as he reached down and tore the shirt I was wearing, ripping it from me and revealing my dark nipples. His hands went into my pants and pulled them off with rough motions.I couldn’t find any words to say because I was anticipating this, all I wanted was him and I didn’t want to fill the air with any empty words. The air was filled with our heavy breaths as he made quick movement to give me the relief we both needed sexually.He flipped me onto my belly, putting his hands under my hips and lifted me. He was on me and then inside me in a moment, kneeing my legs apart, finding the angle and plunging into my softn
"Oh damn," Zale whistled as I met him by the foyer and he extended his hand for me to take, spinning me slowly so he could see me in my outfit. I was dressed in a sophisticated pure white pantsuit with a white blouse underneath the jacket. I had on a pair of sensible heels and my hair was brushed to perfection.