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I crave for her

Author: Author Alice
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

ALEXA'S POV

" Once I was home , l ran myself a hot bath and slipped Inside . While inside the bathtub , l collected myself then closed up my eyes . With no thoughts of Adrian, Mark and kids in my head , l only thought about what I would have been doing at this time with Bella . We were age mates but it felt like I was the most older than her . I had a lot of stress but this was all because of Sarah Martinez my mother . I wouldn't be here if it wasn't her .

" Darn it , forget about it " , Recalling that the kids were going to come back today , l instantly jumped out of the bathtub . After dressing up quickly , l ran downstairs while tying my hair in a messy bun . " Mummy " , l felt excitement flow down in my body when l saw Chrissy . " Yes baby , Where is Jessica and Ivan ? " , I asked while smiling . " In the garden " , She replied . " Let me go and see them " , l murmured before placing her down . " Wait mummy " , she instantly caught up my hand . " Any thing you need darling ? " , I
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