I met the Alpha who I vowed to never ever see again. I hate this world. I hate myself for being an Omega. I hate nature. I hate myself. I hate this Alpha who's looking at me like he owns me. I do not belong to anyone.
View More“You know, I still can’t believe that out of all the Omegas that my grandmother could meet—it really has to be you. She couldn’t stop talking about you and even said she liked you so much she should have just adopted you.”Ronan laughs at what Drew said. “How about me? Imagine how surprised I am when he said I should meet you instead of drowning myself with sadness. She said and I’ll quote ‘he’s handsome and quite stubborn but you’ll really like him’.”It’s true that the last moment he visited Madame Jane, it became a surp
“B-But…”Ronan can see all the questions and protests of Kei in his eyes but it was done. He already passed his resignation letter to the president of the hospital and he was granted to leave. All that is left to do now is get all of his things in his office and go through the farewell party that then nurses insisted upon.Of course, it was a shock mostly for everyone who has been working with him all these years but like what the president has told him a while ago, he didn’t need to explain his reasons. He doesn’t really have a deep reason to tell anyone if ever.
“Are you alright? Should I bring out more blankets?”Ronan smiles weakly at Drew but shakes his head. The Alpha smiles, too, and informs him that he will be in the Kitchen preparing their lunch if he needs anything. He whispered his thanks to him before closing his eyes again, trying to sleep.It’s been three days since he fell into this somewhat fever. He felt tired and restless and useless. It’s like being in Heat but not really. He felt hot inside but the moment he removed all these thick blankets on him, he would feel very cold. It burns him inside yet freezes him. He&rsq
If Cross is not vomiting in disgust with himself—he’s drinking until he vomits. How can he not when everything has become too much to handle?The past few days they spent here were more amazing than he could have asked for. For those last days, he felt how comfortable Ronan was around him. Of course, they were not as sweet as the other couples, but at least they were more… at ease with each other. He saw how Ronan could be genuinely enjoying himself and being happy around him. It was too much but then again, he wanted that. For those few days, he felt assured and content. Ronan was his.
The following remaining days at Eden’s island were better than Ronan would have expected. They enjoyed the things they only get to do on an island and he was actually glad to see Kei and Cross being okay with each other. Both men didn’t interact much but at least he didn’t see them fight even for a second.It would still take a hell out of him before he goes showing all PDA and shit with Cross but what he liked about himself was that he felt a whole lot comfortable with the Alpha. No thoughts of being disgusted or whatsoever, no urges to scratch himself. He felt… at ease. It all felt safe
The only thing that Cross was sure about is that all this self-control and denying his Alpha self of what he terribly wants to do is slowly killing him. He wished he was just overreacting but that’s exactly what he feels like. The pain of denying to fully lose his control and claim Ronan is becoming more and more unbearable, he feels like dying.Wiping his mouth from vomiting, he already sees blood. He laughs at how fucking petty he is.He is an Alpha. A fucking Alpha.
Ronan woke up later than he should because judging by how bright their room already is, he would not be surprised if it’s already lunch time. His whole body is aching and saying he is sore would be an understatement of the day. His whole-body hurts but at least he knew it was because he was fucked good.Sitting up, he immediately noticed the pills and the bottle of water on the bedside table. There was even a note saying “Drink Me” and he is sure it was from Cross. Drinking the meds, he looks around for any sign of that man.Speaking of the devil, Cross could not be seen anywhere.
Ronan knew it perfectly, knew it by heart, knew that there is nothing he can do…Cross is an Alpha. A strong and well-known Alpha. An Alpha that is not exempted on meeting his Fated one, his destined Omega.After seeing Cross react with another Omega’s heat with his own eyes, he was reminded harshly on how this very man could find his Fated partner, on how he does not own any inch of this Alpha. He was slapped by the reality that will never own Cross as long there is the chance of him meeting his own rightful Omega. Where does he go when that happens? Where does he start again? What wou
“This is not the main mansion of the family but starting today, you are going to live here. The main mansion, of course, is occupied by your father’s legal family and I but you are not to see him anytime you would expect to because they are in China.”Ronan does not know what to say nor does not know if he is allowed to talk at all. There is an ache inside of him when this woman mentioned his father. He wanted to cry, he wanted to mad. It is his father they are talking about and yet it is getting more obvious to him that his father might have not cared to him at all.
Being in a world ruled by a hierarchy of nature is something I despise. I hate it. I hate the way it works, how nature works. I hate how it defines who I am and who I should become. I hate being born an Omega
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