“What, why?” I demanded.
“They are here! You cannot be late or our family will be cast to the Vampire Territory!” she cried.
I sucked in a breath. I had never seen that happen before.
She pulled a shawl over her shoulders, then grabbed my hand, abandoning our hut and hauling me through the matching homes.
It was bloody freezing, the warmth of the fire and wooden floorboards at home changing to damp grass and soft mud. I hadn’t even put on my twine shoes.
Apparently, that was less of an infraction than being late.
Mother and I raced through the huts toward the bonfire as the music leveled and the villagers fell quiet.
The night air was cold and ominous as my mother pushed me into the lineup with the other offerings, all wearing the same provided silk lace dress that I was. They had their twine feet decor on though.
Breathing hard, I eyed the dark carriages on the gravel behind the bonfire. There were two of them, both black with a wolf head on the side.
Mother patted my hair down and readjusted my dress as the others were fluffed by their own guardians.
“Mom.” I smacked her hand away as she tried to stand me straighter. I was already taller than the other girls, I didn’t need to stand out more.
I hadn’t been nervous before, but now I was; something about standing there on display, waiting for them to climb from the carriages, had my heart racing.
“Please them, Lorelai. Make them happy,” my mom whispered.
“They have everything they could ever want or need in their fancy mansion; they have access to any girl in the entire Werewolf Territory. How the hell am I meant to please them with a vagina I’ve never used before?” I demanded in a hushed tone, and my mom tried to hide her smirk, failing as she held my face and kissed my forehead.
“I know the books you read, my dear, you know exactly what to do.” She winked back, and I snickered, drawing frowns my way.
I ignored them and hugged my mom.
“I love you,” I whispered against her.
“I love you too.” She breathed, then stepped back. She looked over me, her eyes filled with pride, just as the moon began to cast red shadows over everything.
I sucked in a breath and looked up. The blood moon.
“Holy shit,” I bit, my legs feeling like jelly as the severity of the situation hit me.
It wasn’t just sex. It was three alpha douchebags claiming my body in exchange for my family’s protection. A family I didn’t even get to see because of their stupid laws.
My eyes scanned the crowd, locking on navy eyes and a face almost identical to mine.
My brother.
He was taller than me, with clean stubble covering his jawline. His hair was dark like mine, his body slender like mine, his lips full like mine.
My eyes watered as I felt the twin connection burn through me, still as strong as ever, and I hadn’t realized how scared I had been of not feeling that.
I clutched my arms tightly, the cold air giving me goosebumps as I smiled at him.
“Lucas,” I breathed, and as soon as the name left my lips, a shadow fell over me.
I gasped, shrinking back from the wall of a man that towered over me. He was huge, muscles uncovered, body heat radiating from his form. His green eyes caught mine, and his lips curled back as he shoved his dark hair back from his face.
Nikolai Ferus. The Grassland alpha was staring me down, but it was his tattoos that caught my attention: grasslands turning to forest, then to an ocean on his arm before bursting into inky flames across his chest.
He snarled at me, and my eyes shot back to his. I refused to cower though, refused to step back. I hadn’t done anything wrong.
“Are we interrupting something?”
His husky voice did something to my stomach. I looked behind him to my mother, who was standing with my father. He narrowed his eyes at me, then nodded once, and I knew I had to make him proud.
I couldn’t let him down after not seeing him for years.
“No.”
“Are your knees broken?”
That voice pulled at something inside me again, and I shook my head, seeing the other offerings bowing before the alphas.
The other two were watching, their eyes full of hunger, their bodies just as intense and rippled in abs and muscle as the one in front of me.
“Shit, sorry,” I cursed, bending like the others before grimacing at my use of language.
The leanest of the alphas, Braxton Trux, the Water alpha, barked out a laugh before coming over and putting his hand on the shoulder of Nikolai.
He had a similar arm tattoo, but his started with the water. The other one started with the forest.
“Put that one in the front,” he said, his long blond hair pulled into a bun, a blue braid falling down his back with a bead holding it in.
I gasped, looking up, my eyes clashing with Nikolai’s again. He was my alpha. The Grassland alpha. I could feel it in every part of me, but the look that seared me reached even further than that bond.
His jaw was strong, his cheekbones high, and his black hair kept falling over his face, just for him to push it back again. He nodded once, and I pursed my lips.
I didn’t want to go in the front.
His eyes let mine go before he roamed over me slowly. I shivered underneath his gaze, my skin prickling as he inspected every part of my body. I felt naked, like he could see through the stupid dress they had chosen.
“Stand,” he growled, and everyone got to their feet. He stepped closer, my breasts brushing his torso as he looked down.
“Why were you late?” he asked, his voice a dangerous tone that said he was threatening me even though his words weren’t direct.
I scrambled my brain for an answer, opting for the truth-ish.
“I almost wore the wrong underwear. Sir,” I said, my eyes meeting his as his lips moved so close to mine, I could taste the whiskey on his breath.
A smirk tugged at his mouth before he leaned back, leaving my body drowning in sensation that I didn’t understand. His fingers brushed up my thigh, and my breath hitched.
He lifted my hem, revealing the white lace panties that I was required to wear, his finger tracing the lace trimming as my eyes fluttered closed, my skin on fire where he touched.
My heart raced. I had no idea why I was reacting so strongly, but it made the idea of getting naked with the guy that much more exciting.
“Hmmm. Carriage one,” he called before stepping back.
My eyes flung open, and he moved to the next girl. My eyes went back to my family.
My father was grinning proudly, his arm wrapped around my mom. She had tears in her eyes as my brother clenched his jaw.
I could feel his anger, and I wanted to go to him. I wanted to hug him. But I had to wait until tomorrow.
I swallowed back the emotion as the second alpha came over. The Forest alpha.
He was the oldest, but his face was the friendliest. His brown hair was shorter than the others and smoothed back. He wore jeans, his muscles and strong body on display as much as the other two.
The V on his hips went down below his waistline, and I bit my lip. The alphas were sexy as hell. I couldn’t even deny that.
My body hummed at the idea of being beneath that much power. Derik Achlis leaned in, sniffing my neck as I shivered, his body heat warming my icy skin. He smirked.
“Give Nikolai hell, beautiful,” he said in a low voice, brushing my ear with his lips before moving to the next girl.
I glanced over at Nikolai and swallowed as he announced that Portia Caldwell would be joining me in carriage one.
Perfect. Tonight officially made it the worst night ever.
Miss Perfect Portia… Just her name had me tensing. She was the leggy blonde who said all the right things, kissed ass like a pro, and never rubbed people the wrong way—except for me.
She was as bitchy as they came, and I had been on the rear end of the scorn from the villagers most of my life because of her. She proved my point with her next words.
“Oh, thank you. I am so grateful, Your Majesty, my alpha, but I must decline. It would be improper to willingly choose to be in the same carriage as a winter born. I wouldn’t wish bad luck on the night,” she said, as sweetly as molasses.
I rolled my eyes, and all three alphas turned to me. I had to work to keep my spine straight under their gaze.
Most humans avoided procreating in the months that led to a winter born, so there hadn’t been many. Not any in my lifetime. I clenched my jaw and steeled myself for the condescension.
“You’re winter born?” Nikolai asked.
I nodded once. We had already established that.
Nikolai and Derik looked toward Braxton. His eyes rolled back before swirling with blue and white. He nodded once, and his eyes flicked back to the ice blue they were before.
They looked at me again before looking up at the moon. The blood moon had crested, and Nikolai nodded toward the carriage.
“Carriage one.”
3. The Carriage“Carriage one,” he said to me before looking at Perfect Portia. “Carriage one,” he growled, and she nodded quickly, clamping her mouth shut.“Rest of you to two,” Braxton ordered, and they all rushed forward to their carriages as the alphas moved to carriage one.I didn’t move with them though. Instead, I ran to my family. I had two seconds before I was hauled off by three sexy werewolves. I didn’t want to wait until tomorrow when I could have a fleeting moment now.A grin broke on Lucas’s face as I ran into him. My arms wrapped around his neck as his closed around my body, lifting me off the ground, holding me tight as tears fell from my eyes.“Lorelai!” my father growled as my mother gasped.“You must go!” she begged, but Lucas kept holding me as I held him. Warmth and love filled me as I closed my eyes against him.“I’ll see you tomorrow. It was nice to meet you,” I whispered, and he squeezed me tighter.Silence fell, until a feral growl broke it from behind me. My
4. The Shadow“Wait…can we stop?” I asked breathily as the feeling tightened inside me. I had no idea why I felt it so strongly, but the shadows felt wrong. They didn’t match the trees.“Why?” Nikolai asked.I didn’t have an answer. I held my hand against my chest as the cold spread, and I shivered hard.The shadow moved quickly from one tree to another, and just as I was sure I was making up shit in my head, two red eyes flicked open, staring at me from miles away, but it was like they were right there.I gasped, shoving back from the window, my heart skipping as fear closed around me. I fell to the floor of the carriage, blinking hard, trying to get the image from my head. Those eyes.“I saw… There was something out there,” I breathed.Nikolai looked at me like I had taken crazy pills. So did the other alphas. Maybe I was delusional. Maybe it was the reflection of the water and the blood moon making the eyes seem red.“It’s a full moon, wolves will be everywhere tonight,” Derik said
5. The OathI sat by the fire, staring at the flames dancing in the ash as I drank the punch.It was starting to have an effect; my tongue was numb, but my mind wasn’t. It heard every screech and scream as the three alphas came out, grabbing another three girls, then another three, until it was only me and two others.I was next. I wasn’t ready.My heart raced as the screams finally quieted and I took another sip, hoping it would numb my mind even more. My body felt relaxed, my muscles not tense at all, but my head was pounding.I leaned back, resting my head against the big cushions on the couch, my eyes fluttering closed.I had avoided his eyes burning into me every time he had come through that damn door, and the idea that I was going to be the next one he came to get had my jaw clenching. I didn’t want to be the next one screaming like the others that had gone through.I’d kill for a coffee. Or a nap. I took the second option, slowly drifting while I waited.The red eyes were in
6. The FeastThe food. Holy fuck, the food. If I didn’t have a tingling bite from an alpha on my thigh that was still making my blood burn then I could’ve sworn I was in heaven.I never cared about food, it was a means to an end, a by-product of survival instinct, but one meal from the wolves and I had changed my mind.Flavor burst in my mouth. A succulent piece of pork with loud crackling and mouthwatering apple sauce coated my tongue, and it was better than anything I’d ever tasted.I moaned as it slid down my throat, closing my eyes to savor the taste. When I opened them, Nikolai was smirking at me. I glared.“Some of us don’t have the privileges of food with flavor,” I snapped, embarrassed at the way I had fawned over the food like it was the first meal I’d ever had.In my eyes, it was. The village did what they could and we weren’t starving, but it was always dry and not worth getting excited about.Soggy veggies from the garden, dry meat from the slaughter hut, and some grown he
7. The SecretNikolai led me across the dining hall to the room with our symbol on it. He urged me inside, then closed the door behind us.I took in the room, trying to ignore the giant, intimidating bed that dominated it.It had four posts, all with vines and flower buds carved down the sides, drapes hung over it, and the covers were of something I had never seen before. It looked fancy, not like the woven stuff in the village.The room had the same red tint to it that the oath room had from the moon shining down on it. The ceilings were more glass, letting the rays in.The walls were bare aside from the candle lanterns. They were almost out.“Do you have to fuck all of us before they run out or something stupid like that?” I snickered, but when I turned to face him, he wasn’t amused.He was…more.His huge form took up the entire doorway. His taut muscles that had seemed alluring before were even more than that now, rippling with pulsing veins up his forearms, abs and torso glistenin
His claw nipped my skin and I sucked in a breath. It should’ve hurt but it didn’t.Instead, it had my body growing even hotter.“Touch me,” I breathed, needing something between my legs to cure the blinding throb.I was so desperate for him, it would’ve been pathetic if it didn’t make him exactly the same way. This big ass wolf, losing control over me, a mere human, a winter born, cursed human.It was intoxicating and had me grabbing his hand, lowering it down my body to the damp center of my thighs.“Not allowed.”He nipped my lips, his fangs drawing blood. But I welcomed the taste. Even welcomed the slight sting that came with the pleasure of his fingers brushing my folds.He was tempted, and I wanted him to give in. I didn’t care if he was allowed or not.If I was giving him my body, giving him my sacred virginity like some token or payment, then he could take it in the form I offered it. Or not at all.I was guessing that wouldn’t go down well.“Please. I need it.”His responding
8. The VirginNikolai gave me everything I wanted.Every noise I made, he made me louder, every pleasure place I knew on my body, he found, and he wasn’t even inside me yet. Just his finger, just a single finger that somehow knew every single nerve that needed to be touched.I was a writhing, panting mess beneath him, and when his mouth licked up my damp seam, I cried out, pleasure exploding inside like nothing I’d ever experienced before.I had no idea the fire could burn so bright, the height be so high, or the edge be so sharp. It was so much more than when I touched myself, and now I knew what I had been missing: a werewolf.I came down from the high and he smirked at me, climbing over my body. “Better?”I scoffed; he knew it was better. He could probably smell the arousal all over me, the desire, the need for him. So there was no point denying it.I nodded and pulled him in, kissing him, holding the side of his face as he dragged his hand over my body, which was still sensitive a
Nikolai grinned and nodded, sitting up and rolling me under him. He leaned down to kiss me over my neck down to my nipple, yanking the silk down and teasing it.Pleasure suffocated my mind as I tried to talk. Sparks flew in my nerves, igniting the embers burning low in my stomach, making my breaths stubborn through my chest.He kissed down my body, teasing my nipples, my navel, and lower, to the bite. He dragged his tongue over it again and it had me arching, sucking in a breath, an immediate need throbbing in my core.“It’s time, Lorelai,” he breathed against the bite, and a streak of anxiety broke through the pleasure.I shook a little as he came over me, leaning down to press his lips against mine, soft and tender in a way that stole the nerves.“I’m ready,” I whispered back, hugging his waist with my thighs as he brushed my hair back.His fingers moved between us, slipping inside, teasing my clit as I moaned, writhing at the touch, letting the fire he stoked burn away the fear, bu
She was frowning hard, holding her temple with one hand, the other clutching amethyst beads dangling down from her neck.“Tabby,” I urged, not patient enough to wait. I needed answers.She huffed and pursed her lips. “These humans have made the witches very angry.Nothing good can come of this. What are they thinking?”“So it is the humans? Which ones?” I asked, hope springing in my chest, but Tabby tsked and shook her head sadly.“I don’t know, sweetie. The witches won’t let me get involved. We are sworn to not harm the humans.“We can’t use our magic on them, not those of us protecting the balance anyhow.Not without completely pure intentions, which I will not feign that mine are,”Tabby explained.This balance shit was really starting to get on my last nerve. We were the ones fighting the war for balance.The wolves had protected the humans from the vampires for years, fucked so many virgins year after year to keep the magic renewed in the border that separated them, kept them fro
1. The HuntKAI“Where is she?!” I roared at my useless pack, who had searched the entire werewolf territory without finding a damn thing.Glaring down at the brand on my wrist that was stopping me from going after her myself, I contemplated removing it from my skin just to see if fate could be thwarted so easily.She had been with her mother; there should be a scent, but there was nothing.I smashed my fist into the concrete wall next to me, the mansion in serious danger of being pummeled to death if one more wolf came back without her.The link was numb, but I wasn’t about to look too much into that, or I’d never come back from the edge.“Kai. We’ll find her,” Brax tried to reassure me, but nothing would until I could feel her again.I was empty, my chest heavy, everything inside me a storm growing stronger and stronger, ready to explode.I turned and kicked my seat back from the meeting table. The council was trying to organize how to get her back, not because she was the essence I
My pussy tightened around his cock, milking it as he came, his thrusts going so deep inside me it hit the achy, can’t-handle-your-dick spot that made my orgasm so much more intense.He stilled as his cum filled me before slumping back, breathing hard, his eyes closing. I leaned against his chest, his heart thumping fast against his chest and my ear, before Brax’s hands were lifting me.I smiled and went into his hold, kissing him hard. He kissed back, then turned me around, bending me over the leather seat.He ran his fingers down my spine, lifting my nightgown over my ass, sliding his tip along my soaking folds. He slipped beneath them, brushing my clit, and I shuddered, pressing back into him.“I want to feel you, Brax,” I prompted, and he leaned down to kiss my shoulder.“Are you sure you’re okay to keep going? I can wait until you’ve had a rest if you need it,” he whispered against me, and as an answer, I reached behind us and spread my cheeks for him.His tip sank in, and we both
It was purple, waves of aroma wafting out, but it had my mouth salivating. My headache lessened just at the smell of it, and I looked back up at Tabby, who nodded with a soft smile.I grabbed the cup and sipped it, surprised at how warm it was. It tasted amazing, like a vanilla smoothie, and softened all the aches and pains, leaving nothing but a homey, cozy feeling inside me.Kai turned to face me, waiting. Brax looked ready to kill Tabitha the instant I showed any sign of a bad reaction, and Derik just sat there, silent and tense.But I felt better. I still had the weakness there, but it wasn’t accompanied by pain for the first time in days.“I feel better. Thank you,” I said, sipping more of the potion, whatever it was.“As I suspected then. You’ll need to drink that every day to stay on top of the pain.”She nodded toward the drink, then turned to put more of the same ingredients in a large jar.“Cain will come and spell the ingredients for you,” she said, and I frowned.“Every da
“A concussion can last for weeks, sometimes months in humans. You think she has something different though, don’t you?” Tabitha said in that smiley voice that said she already knew the answer.“I don’t think anything, I’m worried. We were hoping you could help.” He sighed, bending down in front of me, kissing my cheek and pushing my hair back from my damp face.I forced my eyelids open to look at him, moving to kiss him. He kissed back, then took the tea that Tabby handed him out to Brax.I sat up a little more, expecting a tea, but she never handed one over to me. I frowned at that; normally she did.“Not for you, deary. I’ll pour you a cup soon,” she said with a wink before sipping her own, sinking into her rocking chair next to the sofa I was on.Derik came back in then and grabbed his cup. He sat on the end of the couch as Cain grabbed his. They all sipped their tea, the silence almost deafening.“Do you know what’s wrong with me? Or is it just a concussion?” I asked, sick of wait
48. The ReasonKai had been completely serious about not leaving my side. He literally hadn’t. He helped me bathe, he waited while I used the toilet, I wasn’t even allowed to brush my teeth alone.I thought it would have gotten on my nerves by the third day, but it hadn’t. He made me feel better. Just his presence was enough to help soothe the aches and pains that still lingered.I thought I was starting to get better, but the third day hit and I was miserable again.I sniffled, hiding in Kai’s grasp as I shivered.I clenched my eyes shut against the throb in my head, my hand on his torso, my nails digging in as I fought the urge to bring up the minimal amount of water I had been able to keep down.“Is it normal for humans to be so sick?” he whispered, his fingers running up and down my back.“After a hit to the head? I think so,” I said, trying to make him feel better, but the truth was, I had no idea.I had never really been sick. A bit of a cold every now and then but nothing serio
I dropped his hand like it had burned me, tears pricking my eyes as I looked at him, begging him to deny what I had just seen.His lips were pursed, the tension thickening as I swallowed hard against the block in my throat. My heart added to the ache in my body, hurt clutching my chest.“Congratulations,” I whispered, my voice dead as I tried to be happy that he had either met or was going to meet his soulmate.Someone who could give him all the things I couldn’t as a human.“I’m not going to let it happen, Lorelai,” Kai bit, anger filling us both thanks to the link.“You can’t stop it, Kai, it’s already been decided,” I cried, the tears spilling, the pain becoming more unbearable.The idea that he would be with someone else, touch someone else, or love someone else the way he did me was almost too much. My head and stomach were getting worse as pain clouded the rational part of my mind.“No. I haven’t met her yet. This just tells me I will soon. But I’m not going to let it.I’m not l
I huffed and sank back into the bed, but he collected me in his arms again, holding me against him.“What did the healer say exactly?” I asked, and Brax tensed a little.“That you needed bed rest. That your concussion was severe,” he said, but I felt the omission in the link and leaned back to look at him.“What aren’t you telling me?”He sighed, then kissed me before looking me in the eyes.“You’ve been asleep for the better part of two days, Spitfire. That’s not a good sign.Neither is vomiting. The healer thought you would have been better by now,” he admitted, and I frowned.“What does that mean?”Brax smiled and kissed me deeper. “It means no giving in for a while longer and as much bed rest as we can force on you,” he said, but I felt the worry beneath the lighter turn he tried to take, and it made me just as worried.I turned away from him and let him curl back into me, spooning me with his big body, trying not to let it get to me, but it was hours before I was finally able to
“A curse. The pack went into a frenzy, the effect of the full moon hitting them all hard. We had to lock down the city and help Cain fight them back.“Back from what?”“From getting to the humans,” Derik admitted, and I sucked in a breath.Silas’s words about savages rang in my head. I forced them out quickly, but the hurt was in Derik’s eyes; he had caught my fear, my wariness.Kai scoffed and came over, brushing his finger over my face. “We would never hurt you, Little Human.”“And the other humans?”“Every creature, human or not, is capable of hurting others in the right circumstance. A curse and the full moon just happen to be the circumstances for werewolves.”Kai shrugged, and it did make me feel better. After all, my brother wasn’t innocent.Neither was Elias, also a human.“I missed you,” I sighed before moving back into the comfort of his arms, but the warmth hit me like a brick and I stumbled, my eyes trying to close as my head swam.Kai picked me up, kissing my forehead. “L