“What, why?” I demanded.
“They are here! You cannot be late or our family will be cast to the Vampire Territory!” she cried.
I sucked in a breath. I had never seen that happen before.
She pulled a shawl over her shoulders, then grabbed my hand, abandoning our hut and hauling me through the matching homes.
It was bloody freezing, the warmth of the fire and wooden floorboards at home changing to damp grass and soft mud. I hadn’t even put on my twine shoes.
Apparently, that was less of an infraction than being late.
Mother and I raced through the huts toward the bonfire as the music leveled and the villagers fell quiet.
The night air was cold and ominous as my mother pushed me into the lineup with the other offerings, all wearing the same provided silk lace dress that I was. They had their twine feet decor on though.
Breathing hard, I eyed the dark carriages on the gravel behind the bonfire. There were two of them, both black with a wolf head on the side.
Mother patted my hair down and readjusted my dress as the others were fluffed by their own guardians.
“Mom.” I smacked her hand away as she tried to stand me straighter. I was already taller than the other girls, I didn’t need to stand out more.
I hadn’t been nervous before, but now I was; something about standing there on display, waiting for them to climb from the carriages, had my heart racing.
“Please them, Lorelai. Make them happy,” my mom whispered.
“They have everything they could ever want or need in their fancy mansion; they have access to any girl in the entire Werewolf Territory. How the hell am I meant to please them with a vagina I’ve never used before?” I demanded in a hushed tone, and my mom tried to hide her smirk, failing as she held my face and kissed my forehead.
“I know the books you read, my dear, you know exactly what to do.” She winked back, and I snickered, drawing frowns my way.
I ignored them and hugged my mom.
“I love you,” I whispered against her.
“I love you too.” She breathed, then stepped back. She looked over me, her eyes filled with pride, just as the moon began to cast red shadows over everything.
I sucked in a breath and looked up. The blood moon.
“Holy shit,” I bit, my legs feeling like jelly as the severity of the situation hit me.
It wasn’t just sex. It was three alpha douchebags claiming my body in exchange for my family’s protection. A family I didn’t even get to see because of their stupid laws.
My eyes scanned the crowd, locking on navy eyes and a face almost identical to mine.
My brother.
He was taller than me, with clean stubble covering his jawline. His hair was dark like mine, his body slender like mine, his lips full like mine.
My eyes watered as I felt the twin connection burn through me, still as strong as ever, and I hadn’t realized how scared I had been of not feeling that.
I clutched my arms tightly, the cold air giving me goosebumps as I smiled at him.
“Lucas,” I breathed, and as soon as the name left my lips, a shadow fell over me.
I gasped, shrinking back from the wall of a man that towered over me. He was huge, muscles uncovered, body heat radiating from his form. His green eyes caught mine, and his lips curled back as he shoved his dark hair back from his face.
Nikolai Ferus. The Grassland alpha was staring me down, but it was his tattoos that caught my attention: grasslands turning to forest, then to an ocean on his arm before bursting into inky flames across his chest.
He snarled at me, and my eyes shot back to his. I refused to cower though, refused to step back. I hadn’t done anything wrong.
“Are we interrupting something?”
His husky voice did something to my stomach. I looked behind him to my mother, who was standing with my father. He narrowed his eyes at me, then nodded once, and I knew I had to make him proud.
I couldn’t let him down after not seeing him for years.
“No.”
“Are your knees broken?”
That voice pulled at something inside me again, and I shook my head, seeing the other offerings bowing before the alphas.
The other two were watching, their eyes full of hunger, their bodies just as intense and rippled in abs and muscle as the one in front of me.
“Shit, sorry,” I cursed, bending like the others before grimacing at my use of language.
The leanest of the alphas, Braxton Trux, the Water alpha, barked out a laugh before coming over and putting his hand on the shoulder of Nikolai.
He had a similar arm tattoo, but his started with the water. The other one started with the forest.
“Put that one in the front,” he said, his long blond hair pulled into a bun, a blue braid falling down his back with a bead holding it in.
I gasped, looking up, my eyes clashing with Nikolai’s again. He was my alpha. The Grassland alpha. I could feel it in every part of me, but the look that seared me reached even further than that bond.
His jaw was strong, his cheekbones high, and his black hair kept falling over his face, just for him to push it back again. He nodded once, and I pursed my lips.
I didn’t want to go in the front.
His eyes let mine go before he roamed over me slowly. I shivered underneath his gaze, my skin prickling as he inspected every part of my body. I felt naked, like he could see through the stupid dress they had chosen.
“Stand,” he growled, and everyone got to their feet. He stepped closer, my breasts brushing his torso as he looked down.
“Why were you late?” he asked, his voice a dangerous tone that said he was threatening me even though his words weren’t direct.
I scrambled my brain for an answer, opting for the truth-ish.
“I almost wore the wrong underwear. Sir,” I said, my eyes meeting his as his lips moved so close to mine, I could taste the whiskey on his breath.
A smirk tugged at his mouth before he leaned back, leaving my body drowning in sensation that I didn’t understand. His fingers brushed up my thigh, and my breath hitched.
He lifted my hem, revealing the white lace panties that I was required to wear, his finger tracing the lace trimming as my eyes fluttered closed, my skin on fire where he touched.
My heart raced. I had no idea why I was reacting so strongly, but it made the idea of getting naked with the guy that much more exciting.
“Hmmm. Carriage one,” he called before stepping back.
My eyes flung open, and he moved to the next girl. My eyes went back to my family.
My father was grinning proudly, his arm wrapped around my mom. She had tears in her eyes as my brother clenched his jaw.
I could feel his anger, and I wanted to go to him. I wanted to hug him. But I had to wait until tomorrow.
I swallowed back the emotion as the second alpha came over. The Forest alpha.
He was the oldest, but his face was the friendliest. His brown hair was shorter than the others and smoothed back. He wore jeans, his muscles and strong body on display as much as the other two.
The V on his hips went down below his waistline, and I bit my lip. The alphas were sexy as hell. I couldn’t even deny that.
My body hummed at the idea of being beneath that much power. Derik Achlis leaned in, sniffing my neck as I shivered, his body heat warming my icy skin. He smirked.
“Give Nikolai hell, beautiful,” he said in a low voice, brushing my ear with his lips before moving to the next girl.
I glanced over at Nikolai and swallowed as he announced that Portia Caldwell would be joining me in carriage one.
Perfect. Tonight officially made it the worst night ever.
Miss Perfect Portia… Just her name had me tensing. She was the leggy blonde who said all the right things, kissed ass like a pro, and never rubbed people the wrong way—except for me.
She was as bitchy as they came, and I had been on the rear end of the scorn from the villagers most of my life because of her. She proved my point with her next words.
“Oh, thank you. I am so grateful, Your Majesty, my alpha, but I must decline. It would be improper to willingly choose to be in the same carriage as a winter born. I wouldn’t wish bad luck on the night,” she said, as sweetly as molasses.
I rolled my eyes, and all three alphas turned to me. I had to work to keep my spine straight under their gaze.
Most humans avoided procreating in the months that led to a winter born, so there hadn’t been many. Not any in my lifetime. I clenched my jaw and steeled myself for the condescension.
“You’re winter born?” Nikolai asked.
I nodded once. We had already established that.
Nikolai and Derik looked toward Braxton. His eyes rolled back before swirling with blue and white. He nodded once, and his eyes flicked back to the ice blue they were before.
They looked at me again before looking up at the moon. The blood moon had crested, and Nikolai nodded toward the carriage.
“Carriage one.”
3. The Carriage“Carriage one,” he said to me before looking at Perfect Portia. “Carriage one,” he growled, and she nodded quickly, clamping her mouth shut.“Rest of you to two,” Braxton ordered, and they all rushed forward to their carriages as the alphas moved to carriage one.I didn’t move with them though. Instead, I ran to my family. I had two seconds before I was hauled off by three sexy werewolves. I didn’t want to wait until tomorrow when I could have a fleeting moment now.A grin broke on Lucas’s face as I ran into him. My arms wrapped around his neck as his closed around my body, lifting me off the ground, holding me tight as tears fell from my eyes.“Lorelai!” my father growled as my mother gasped.“You must go!” she begged, but Lucas kept holding me as I held him. Warmth and love filled me as I closed my eyes against him.“I’ll see you tomorrow. It was nice to meet you,” I whispered, and he squeezed me tighter.Silence fell, until a feral growl broke it from behind me. My
4. The Shadow“Wait…can we stop?” I asked breathily as the feeling tightened inside me. I had no idea why I felt it so strongly, but the shadows felt wrong. They didn’t match the trees.“Why?” Nikolai asked.I didn’t have an answer. I held my hand against my chest as the cold spread, and I shivered hard.The shadow moved quickly from one tree to another, and just as I was sure I was making up shit in my head, two red eyes flicked open, staring at me from miles away, but it was like they were right there.I gasped, shoving back from the window, my heart skipping as fear closed around me. I fell to the floor of the carriage, blinking hard, trying to get the image from my head. Those eyes.“I saw… There was something out there,” I breathed.Nikolai looked at me like I had taken crazy pills. So did the other alphas. Maybe I was delusional. Maybe it was the reflection of the water and the blood moon making the eyes seem red.“It’s a full moon, wolves will be everywhere tonight,” Derik said
5. The OathI sat by the fire, staring at the flames dancing in the ash as I drank the punch.It was starting to have an effect; my tongue was numb, but my mind wasn’t. It heard every screech and scream as the three alphas came out, grabbing another three girls, then another three, until it was only me and two others.I was next. I wasn’t ready.My heart raced as the screams finally quieted and I took another sip, hoping it would numb my mind even more. My body felt relaxed, my muscles not tense at all, but my head was pounding.I leaned back, resting my head against the big cushions on the couch, my eyes fluttering closed.I had avoided his eyes burning into me every time he had come through that damn door, and the idea that I was going to be the next one he came to get had my jaw clenching. I didn’t want to be the next one screaming like the others that had gone through.I’d kill for a coffee. Or a nap. I took the second option, slowly drifting while I waited.The red eyes were in
6. The FeastThe food. Holy fuck, the food. If I didn’t have a tingling bite from an alpha on my thigh that was still making my blood burn then I could’ve sworn I was in heaven.I never cared about food, it was a means to an end, a by-product of survival instinct, but one meal from the wolves and I had changed my mind.Flavor burst in my mouth. A succulent piece of pork with loud crackling and mouthwatering apple sauce coated my tongue, and it was better than anything I’d ever tasted.I moaned as it slid down my throat, closing my eyes to savor the taste. When I opened them, Nikolai was smirking at me. I glared.“Some of us don’t have the privileges of food with flavor,” I snapped, embarrassed at the way I had fawned over the food like it was the first meal I’d ever had.In my eyes, it was. The village did what they could and we weren’t starving, but it was always dry and not worth getting excited about.Soggy veggies from the garden, dry meat from the slaughter hut, and some grown he
7. The SecretNikolai led me across the dining hall to the room with our symbol on it. He urged me inside, then closed the door behind us.I took in the room, trying to ignore the giant, intimidating bed that dominated it.It had four posts, all with vines and flower buds carved down the sides, drapes hung over it, and the covers were of something I had never seen before. It looked fancy, not like the woven stuff in the village.The room had the same red tint to it that the oath room had from the moon shining down on it. The ceilings were more glass, letting the rays in.The walls were bare aside from the candle lanterns. They were almost out.“Do you have to fuck all of us before they run out or something stupid like that?” I snickered, but when I turned to face him, he wasn’t amused.He was…more.His huge form took up the entire doorway. His taut muscles that had seemed alluring before were even more than that now, rippling with pulsing veins up his forearms, abs and torso glistenin
His claw nipped my skin and I sucked in a breath. It should’ve hurt but it didn’t.Instead, it had my body growing even hotter.“Touch me,” I breathed, needing something between my legs to cure the blinding throb.I was so desperate for him, it would’ve been pathetic if it didn’t make him exactly the same way. This big ass wolf, losing control over me, a mere human, a winter born, cursed human.It was intoxicating and had me grabbing his hand, lowering it down my body to the damp center of my thighs.“Not allowed.”He nipped my lips, his fangs drawing blood. But I welcomed the taste. Even welcomed the slight sting that came with the pleasure of his fingers brushing my folds.He was tempted, and I wanted him to give in. I didn’t care if he was allowed or not.If I was giving him my body, giving him my sacred virginity like some token or payment, then he could take it in the form I offered it. Or not at all.I was guessing that wouldn’t go down well.“Please. I need it.”His responding
8. The VirginNikolai gave me everything I wanted.Every noise I made, he made me louder, every pleasure place I knew on my body, he found, and he wasn’t even inside me yet. Just his finger, just a single finger that somehow knew every single nerve that needed to be touched.I was a writhing, panting mess beneath him, and when his mouth licked up my damp seam, I cried out, pleasure exploding inside like nothing I’d ever experienced before.I had no idea the fire could burn so bright, the height be so high, or the edge be so sharp. It was so much more than when I touched myself, and now I knew what I had been missing: a werewolf.I came down from the high and he smirked at me, climbing over my body. “Better?”I scoffed; he knew it was better. He could probably smell the arousal all over me, the desire, the need for him. So there was no point denying it.I nodded and pulled him in, kissing him, holding the side of his face as he dragged his hand over my body, which was still sensitive a
Nikolai grinned and nodded, sitting up and rolling me under him. He leaned down to kiss me over my neck down to my nipple, yanking the silk down and teasing it.Pleasure suffocated my mind as I tried to talk. Sparks flew in my nerves, igniting the embers burning low in my stomach, making my breaths stubborn through my chest.He kissed down my body, teasing my nipples, my navel, and lower, to the bite. He dragged his tongue over it again and it had me arching, sucking in a breath, an immediate need throbbing in my core.“It’s time, Lorelai,” he breathed against the bite, and a streak of anxiety broke through the pleasure.I shook a little as he came over me, leaning down to press his lips against mine, soft and tender in a way that stole the nerves.“I’m ready,” I whispered back, hugging his waist with my thighs as he brushed my hair back.His fingers moved between us, slipping inside, teasing my clit as I moaned, writhing at the touch, letting the fire he stoked burn away the fear, bu
Derik moved in front of me, kissing me, teasing me, building me up again as Kai kept his leverage grip on my hips and kept the pace fast.I rode him just as hard, bounding on him as I gasped, trying to tame the heat in my body, but it was a wildfire. Untamable.It brushed every nerve, every muscle, every bone, leaving them shaking and disoriented with the overwhelming pleasure that he pulsed into me.I moaned against Derik’s mouth, wrapping my arms around him as Kai reached in front of me, playing with my clit.I sucked in a breath, a moan escaping, and then he was sending me off the edge into a battlefield of insane, desperate need.I ground down on him fast and hard, riding out my orgasm on him before he was slapping my ass hard and stilling his last couple of thrusts inside me, releasing himself with a guttural sigh.Kai sat up and wrapped his arms around me, kissing my shoulder before pushing me off his dick and toward Derik.I took deep breaths, my eyes hooded as my body tried to
29. The NeedI went to them.I climbed the stairs two at a time. Kai followed, saying nothing, as I pushed my shadows out of me, finding where Derik and Brax were, smiling when I recognized the room as my own. I wasn’t even sure if they had their own rooms anymore.I burst in and had barely taken a breath when Brax was on me. His mouth covered mine, and I melted into the kiss, sliding my tongue along his, holding his body against me.“How did it go? With the wolves?” I asked, but he shook his head.“Not tonight, Spitfire. Just let me have you,” he breathed, and I nodded, kissing him again.He edged me toward the bed, laying me down on the mattress. He kissed me feverishly, like he couldn’t get enough, like the simple connection of his mouth with mine wasn’t nearly enough, and it wasn’t.He undid the fabric corset front of my villager dress and slipped my shoulders out, his mouth never leaving mine.Derik and Kai stood on either side of the bed, watching, waiting for their turn.Brax k
“I… Well, I don’t know what you mean. I have been commanding the humans’army,” he said, trying to recover, but Kai growled, and even my skin bristled at the lie.I wasn’t sure what Kai had picked up on, but my father was hiding something.“I mean the amount of heartbeats I hear in this village is significantly larger than the numbers I was given in your report. Are you telling little white lies about how large your army is, General?” he threatened, getting closer to my father, edging him back against the wooden table.My father stumbled against it, then moved out of the way, brushing his hair back and composing his fear.“I wonder what you plan to do with an army so large, hmm?” Kai continued.“Maybe I should visit more often, keep an eye on numbers myself. Maybe even do a bit of a culling? Correct those numbers of yours, hmm?” he threatened again in that dark, menacing way that sounded sexy when he was playing but terrifying when he wasn’t.And my father looked terrified.He turned
28. The GeneralI didn’t want to die. I wanted more time with my alphas, and I wanted to protect my mom from whatever shitstorm Lucas was bringing on his hunt for revenge.I had no choice. I had to survive.Lucas spun away, disappearing into shadow as I fell. It was the last I saw of him, but I wasn’t going to let it be the last time he saw me.I closed my eyes, the idea terrifying since my stomach had dropped the second I had fallen off the cliff, but I forced myself to focus, using my memories to help coerce my shadows to help me.I remembered Derik’s smile when we were alone, just the two of us, the connection in Brax’s eyes when our shadows played, the devotion in Kai’s every action toward me.It was everything I had ever craved, and I had it. I didn’t want to lose it. I didn’t want to say yes, no matter the future I missed out on because of it.I don’t know what part of my thoughts convinced my shadows to trust me again, but it worked, and then I wasn’t falling anymore.They burs
“I think I can use my shadows from here,” I said, ready to try.He nodded.“If he was here then they’ll be able to connect to him easier. You tell me where and I’ll send the wolves in that direction,” Brax said, and I nodded as Cain stepped forward.“You need to go too. I’ll communicate,” he offered, but Brax growled.“Fuck off,” he bit, and Cain sighed.“Brax,” Derik warned, and Brax pursed his lips, backing away from me.“Remember the game, Spitfire,” he said, then turned into his wolf.Derik eyed me and I nodded. The others waited, changing into their wolves, ready to run.I took a deep breath and reached inside me for my shadows. It was easy; they were ready, and I knew what I had to do.I pushed them from me, sending them to hunt down my brother. The shadows knew what I wanted and did as I asked, going down the path, through the trees, latching on to a scent that was barely my brother anymore.I gulped and pointed down the path. “That way. Start that way,” I murmured, and the wol
27. The Brother“What do you mean, ‘missing’?” I demanded.“He was doing a border check around the Forest village and the wolves lost him.His scent and everything vanished.”“The vampires?” I panicked, but Derik shook his head.“No, Lorelai. There was no vamp scent. He attacked them with shadows before vanishing into thin air,” he said somberly, and just like that, I knew my brother had no chance left.I couldn’t save him. Link or no link, he had fucked everything up.“He’s the one taking the villagers, isn’t he?” I swallowed, my voice quiet, my eyes filling with tears as I came to the only conclusion that was left.They were going to kill him.“We have to go out there,” Kai growled, his claws and fangs growing as I wiped my tears away, pulling on a cloak.“I’m coming.”“No!” Derik yelled, but I refused to shrink back despite the terror that filled me at his outburst.He took a calming breath before speaking again.“Stay here. The wolves are not going to take kindly to another winter
26. The LinkI woke up back in my bed with the worst headache of my life.I was still cold, and when I opened my eyes, my alphas were huddled together, standing at the foot of my bed, whispering in angry tones, holding frowns on all of their beautiful faces.I sat up slowly, my head heavy. I leaned against the headboard and waited for them to notice me, taking in the three of them.None of them had shirts on, all were only in their pants, which usually meant they had been running. And that they were stressed out.“What happened with the vampires?” I asked, and all three turned to me.Their faces softened. Kai walked around beside the bed, then climbed on it, pulling me against him. Brax sat down on the edge of the bed, grabbing my hand as Derik pressed a kiss to the top of my head.“The vampires are not the ones taking the humans,” Brax said, and I frowned.“Then why are they disappearing?” I asked.“That’s what we have to go find out,” Derik replied.“How?”“We’re going out to the For
And then the poisonous taste coated my tongue, the sterile smell filling my nostrils.I grimaced at the way it sank in my stomach like acid, made my skin crawl.More footsteps entered Tabitha’s home, and I turned to her.How the hell were they even getting in? I thought she had an alligator, and as a witch, I expected her to have a little more protection. Where were her traps and magic? Her disappearing cabin thing she had done before?I eyed her, and she gave me a knowing smirk, holding her finger to her lips again.I stowed the question in the back of my mind with the ever-growing list that was already there for once the vampires were gone. And there were more of them now, at least five.Kai chuckled and cracked his knuckles. “Cute. I’ll pick their flesh from my teeth with your bones,” he warned, a malicious grin spreading on my alpha’s face.I should be disgusted or turned off, but it had
25. The VampireBrax pushed me toward Tabitha, who grabbed my hand and yanked me back from the dining table. She bashed her cane on the floorboards and the table slid against the wall, making me gasp.Derik, Kai, and Brax went to the windows, peering out of them with their red eyes as Cain hauled back the rug. Underneath was a trapdoor. Cain opened it and nodded into the darkness.“Get in,” he ordered, his voice firm, his eyes flashing red.I had no idea what was down there, but I did know that there were vampires on their way and that was more terrifying than the unknown in that moment, so I ran down the wooden steps into a basement that was surrounded in concrete.I looked back up from the bottom and Tabitha came hobbling down. Cain slammed the door shut before I could ask what the hell was about to happen.I wrapped my arms around myself as Tabitha grabbed my han