“What, why?” I demanded.
“They are here! You cannot be late or our family will be cast to the Vampire Territory!” she cried.
I sucked in a breath. I had never seen that happen before.
She pulled a shawl over her shoulders, then grabbed my hand, abandoning our hut and hauling me through the matching homes.
It was bloody freezing, the warmth of the fire and wooden floorboards at home changing to damp grass and soft mud. I hadn’t even put on my twine shoes.
Apparently, that was less of an infraction than being late.
Mother and I raced through the huts toward the bonfire as the music leveled and the villagers fell quiet.
The night air was cold and ominous as my mother pushed me into the lineup with the other offerings, all wearing the same provided silk lace dress that I was. They had their twine feet decor on though.
Breathing hard, I eyed the dark carriages on the gravel behind the bonfire. There were two of them, both black with a wolf head on the side.
Mother patted my hair down and readjusted my dress as the others were fluffed by their own guardians.
“Mom.” I smacked her hand away as she tried to stand me straighter. I was already taller than the other girls, I didn’t need to stand out more.
I hadn’t been nervous before, but now I was; something about standing there on display, waiting for them to climb from the carriages, had my heart racing.
“Please them, Lorelai. Make them happy,” my mom whispered.
“They have everything they could ever want or need in their fancy mansion; they have access to any girl in the entire Werewolf Territory. How the hell am I meant to please them with a vagina I’ve never used before?” I demanded in a hushed tone, and my mom tried to hide her smirk, failing as she held my face and kissed my forehead.
“I know the books you read, my dear, you know exactly what to do.” She winked back, and I snickered, drawing frowns my way.
I ignored them and hugged my mom.
“I love you,” I whispered against her.
“I love you too.” She breathed, then stepped back. She looked over me, her eyes filled with pride, just as the moon began to cast red shadows over everything.
I sucked in a breath and looked up. The blood moon.
“Holy shit,” I bit, my legs feeling like jelly as the severity of the situation hit me.
It wasn’t just sex. It was three alpha douchebags claiming my body in exchange for my family’s protection. A family I didn’t even get to see because of their stupid laws.
My eyes scanned the crowd, locking on navy eyes and a face almost identical to mine.
My brother.
He was taller than me, with clean stubble covering his jawline. His hair was dark like mine, his body slender like mine, his lips full like mine.
My eyes watered as I felt the twin connection burn through me, still as strong as ever, and I hadn’t realized how scared I had been of not feeling that.
I clutched my arms tightly, the cold air giving me goosebumps as I smiled at him.
“Lucas,” I breathed, and as soon as the name left my lips, a shadow fell over me.
I gasped, shrinking back from the wall of a man that towered over me. He was huge, muscles uncovered, body heat radiating from his form. His green eyes caught mine, and his lips curled back as he shoved his dark hair back from his face.
Nikolai Ferus. The Grassland alpha was staring me down, but it was his tattoos that caught my attention: grasslands turning to forest, then to an ocean on his arm before bursting into inky flames across his chest.
He snarled at me, and my eyes shot back to his. I refused to cower though, refused to step back. I hadn’t done anything wrong.
“Are we interrupting something?”
His husky voice did something to my stomach. I looked behind him to my mother, who was standing with my father. He narrowed his eyes at me, then nodded once, and I knew I had to make him proud.
I couldn’t let him down after not seeing him for years.
“No.”
“Are your knees broken?”
That voice pulled at something inside me again, and I shook my head, seeing the other offerings bowing before the alphas.
The other two were watching, their eyes full of hunger, their bodies just as intense and rippled in abs and muscle as the one in front of me.
“Shit, sorry,” I cursed, bending like the others before grimacing at my use of language.
The leanest of the alphas, Braxton Trux, the Water alpha, barked out a laugh before coming over and putting his hand on the shoulder of Nikolai.
He had a similar arm tattoo, but his started with the water. The other one started with the forest.
“Put that one in the front,” he said, his long blond hair pulled into a bun, a blue braid falling down his back with a bead holding it in.
I gasped, looking up, my eyes clashing with Nikolai’s again. He was my alpha. The Grassland alpha. I could feel it in every part of me, but the look that seared me reached even further than that bond.
His jaw was strong, his cheekbones high, and his black hair kept falling over his face, just for him to push it back again. He nodded once, and I pursed my lips.
I didn’t want to go in the front.
His eyes let mine go before he roamed over me slowly. I shivered underneath his gaze, my skin prickling as he inspected every part of my body. I felt naked, like he could see through the stupid dress they had chosen.
“Stand,” he growled, and everyone got to their feet. He stepped closer, my breasts brushing his torso as he looked down.
“Why were you late?” he asked, his voice a dangerous tone that said he was threatening me even though his words weren’t direct.
I scrambled my brain for an answer, opting for the truth-ish.
“I almost wore the wrong underwear. Sir,” I said, my eyes meeting his as his lips moved so close to mine, I could taste the whiskey on his breath.
A smirk tugged at his mouth before he leaned back, leaving my body drowning in sensation that I didn’t understand. His fingers brushed up my thigh, and my breath hitched.
He lifted my hem, revealing the white lace panties that I was required to wear, his finger tracing the lace trimming as my eyes fluttered closed, my skin on fire where he touched.
My heart raced. I had no idea why I was reacting so strongly, but it made the idea of getting naked with the guy that much more exciting.
“Hmmm. Carriage one,” he called before stepping back.
My eyes flung open, and he moved to the next girl. My eyes went back to my family.
My father was grinning proudly, his arm wrapped around my mom. She had tears in her eyes as my brother clenched his jaw.
I could feel his anger, and I wanted to go to him. I wanted to hug him. But I had to wait until tomorrow.
I swallowed back the emotion as the second alpha came over. The Forest alpha.
He was the oldest, but his face was the friendliest. His brown hair was shorter than the others and smoothed back. He wore jeans, his muscles and strong body on display as much as the other two.
The V on his hips went down below his waistline, and I bit my lip. The alphas were sexy as hell. I couldn’t even deny that.
My body hummed at the idea of being beneath that much power. Derik Achlis leaned in, sniffing my neck as I shivered, his body heat warming my icy skin. He smirked.
“Give Nikolai hell, beautiful,” he said in a low voice, brushing my ear with his lips before moving to the next girl.
I glanced over at Nikolai and swallowed as he announced that Portia Caldwell would be joining me in carriage one.
Perfect. Tonight officially made it the worst night ever.
Miss Perfect Portia… Just her name had me tensing. She was the leggy blonde who said all the right things, kissed ass like a pro, and never rubbed people the wrong way—except for me.
She was as bitchy as they came, and I had been on the rear end of the scorn from the villagers most of my life because of her. She proved my point with her next words.
“Oh, thank you. I am so grateful, Your Majesty, my alpha, but I must decline. It would be improper to willingly choose to be in the same carriage as a winter born. I wouldn’t wish bad luck on the night,” she said, as sweetly as molasses.
I rolled my eyes, and all three alphas turned to me. I had to work to keep my spine straight under their gaze.
Most humans avoided procreating in the months that led to a winter born, so there hadn’t been many. Not any in my lifetime. I clenched my jaw and steeled myself for the condescension.
“You’re winter born?” Nikolai asked.
I nodded once. We had already established that.
Nikolai and Derik looked toward Braxton. His eyes rolled back before swirling with blue and white. He nodded once, and his eyes flicked back to the ice blue they were before.
They looked at me again before looking up at the moon. The blood moon had crested, and Nikolai nodded toward the carriage.
“Carriage one.”
3. The Carriage“Carriage one,” he said to me before looking at Perfect Portia. “Carriage one,” he growled, and she nodded quickly, clamping her mouth shut.“Rest of you to two,” Braxton ordered, and they all rushed forward to their carriages as the alphas moved to carriage one.I didn’t move with them though. Instead, I ran to my family. I had two seconds before I was hauled off by three sexy werewolves. I didn’t want to wait until tomorrow when I could have a fleeting moment now.A grin broke on Lucas’s face as I ran into him. My arms wrapped around his neck as his closed around my body, lifting me off the ground, holding me tight as tears fell from my eyes.“Lorelai!” my father growled as my mother gasped.“You must go!” she begged, but Lucas kept holding me as I held him. Warmth and love filled me as I closed my eyes against him.“I’ll see you tomorrow. It was nice to meet you,” I whispered, and he squeezed me tighter.Silence fell, until a feral growl broke it from behind me. My
4. The Shadow“Wait…can we stop?” I asked breathily as the feeling tightened inside me. I had no idea why I felt it so strongly, but the shadows felt wrong. They didn’t match the trees.“Why?” Nikolai asked.I didn’t have an answer. I held my hand against my chest as the cold spread, and I shivered hard.The shadow moved quickly from one tree to another, and just as I was sure I was making up shit in my head, two red eyes flicked open, staring at me from miles away, but it was like they were right there.I gasped, shoving back from the window, my heart skipping as fear closed around me. I fell to the floor of the carriage, blinking hard, trying to get the image from my head. Those eyes.“I saw… There was something out there,” I breathed.Nikolai looked at me like I had taken crazy pills. So did the other alphas. Maybe I was delusional. Maybe it was the reflection of the water and the blood moon making the eyes seem red.“It’s a full moon, wolves will be everywhere tonight,” Derik said
5. The OathI sat by the fire, staring at the flames dancing in the ash as I drank the punch.It was starting to have an effect; my tongue was numb, but my mind wasn’t. It heard every screech and scream as the three alphas came out, grabbing another three girls, then another three, until it was only me and two others.I was next. I wasn’t ready.My heart raced as the screams finally quieted and I took another sip, hoping it would numb my mind even more. My body felt relaxed, my muscles not tense at all, but my head was pounding.I leaned back, resting my head against the big cushions on the couch, my eyes fluttering closed.I had avoided his eyes burning into me every time he had come through that damn door, and the idea that I was going to be the next one he came to get had my jaw clenching. I didn’t want to be the next one screaming like the others that had gone through.I’d kill for a coffee. Or a nap. I took the second option, slowly drifting while I waited.The red eyes were in
6. The FeastThe food. Holy fuck, the food. If I didn’t have a tingling bite from an alpha on my thigh that was still making my blood burn then I could’ve sworn I was in heaven.I never cared about food, it was a means to an end, a by-product of survival instinct, but one meal from the wolves and I had changed my mind.Flavor burst in my mouth. A succulent piece of pork with loud crackling and mouthwatering apple sauce coated my tongue, and it was better than anything I’d ever tasted.I moaned as it slid down my throat, closing my eyes to savor the taste. When I opened them, Nikolai was smirking at me. I glared.“Some of us don’t have the privileges of food with flavor,” I snapped, embarrassed at the way I had fawned over the food like it was the first meal I’d ever had.In my eyes, it was. The village did what they could and we weren’t starving, but it was always dry and not worth getting excited about.Soggy veggies from the garden, dry meat from the slaughter hut, and some grown he
7. The SecretNikolai led me across the dining hall to the room with our symbol on it. He urged me inside, then closed the door behind us.I took in the room, trying to ignore the giant, intimidating bed that dominated it.It had four posts, all with vines and flower buds carved down the sides, drapes hung over it, and the covers were of something I had never seen before. It looked fancy, not like the woven stuff in the village.The room had the same red tint to it that the oath room had from the moon shining down on it. The ceilings were more glass, letting the rays in.The walls were bare aside from the candle lanterns. They were almost out.“Do you have to fuck all of us before they run out or something stupid like that?” I snickered, but when I turned to face him, he wasn’t amused.He was…more.His huge form took up the entire doorway. His taut muscles that had seemed alluring before were even more than that now, rippling with pulsing veins up his forearms, abs and torso glistenin
His claw nipped my skin and I sucked in a breath. It should’ve hurt but it didn’t.Instead, it had my body growing even hotter.“Touch me,” I breathed, needing something between my legs to cure the blinding throb.I was so desperate for him, it would’ve been pathetic if it didn’t make him exactly the same way. This big ass wolf, losing control over me, a mere human, a winter born, cursed human.It was intoxicating and had me grabbing his hand, lowering it down my body to the damp center of my thighs.“Not allowed.”He nipped my lips, his fangs drawing blood. But I welcomed the taste. Even welcomed the slight sting that came with the pleasure of his fingers brushing my folds.He was tempted, and I wanted him to give in. I didn’t care if he was allowed or not.If I was giving him my body, giving him my sacred virginity like some token or payment, then he could take it in the form I offered it. Or not at all.I was guessing that wouldn’t go down well.“Please. I need it.”His responding
8. The VirginNikolai gave me everything I wanted.Every noise I made, he made me louder, every pleasure place I knew on my body, he found, and he wasn’t even inside me yet. Just his finger, just a single finger that somehow knew every single nerve that needed to be touched.I was a writhing, panting mess beneath him, and when his mouth licked up my damp seam, I cried out, pleasure exploding inside like nothing I’d ever experienced before.I had no idea the fire could burn so bright, the height be so high, or the edge be so sharp. It was so much more than when I touched myself, and now I knew what I had been missing: a werewolf.I came down from the high and he smirked at me, climbing over my body. “Better?”I scoffed; he knew it was better. He could probably smell the arousal all over me, the desire, the need for him. So there was no point denying it.I nodded and pulled him in, kissing him, holding the side of his face as he dragged his hand over my body, which was still sensitive a
Nikolai grinned and nodded, sitting up and rolling me under him. He leaned down to kiss me over my neck down to my nipple, yanking the silk down and teasing it.Pleasure suffocated my mind as I tried to talk. Sparks flew in my nerves, igniting the embers burning low in my stomach, making my breaths stubborn through my chest.He kissed down my body, teasing my nipples, my navel, and lower, to the bite. He dragged his tongue over it again and it had me arching, sucking in a breath, an immediate need throbbing in my core.“It’s time, Lorelai,” he breathed against the bite, and a streak of anxiety broke through the pleasure.I shook a little as he came over me, leaning down to press his lips against mine, soft and tender in a way that stole the nerves.“I’m ready,” I whispered back, hugging his waist with my thighs as he brushed my hair back.His fingers moved between us, slipping inside, teasing my clit as I moaned, writhing at the touch, letting the fire he stoked burn away the fear, bu
My father came up behind me then, followed by my mother.“Come, Lorelai, we’ll wait for your father and brother at the hut,” she said, trying to pull me away, but I shook my head.“I want to stay,” I said, and she gasped.“They’ve done enough to you, dear.” She trembled, her eyes going to my hidden neck and body.But I’d had enough.“They didn’t do anything to me!” I shouted, and some of the chaos quieted. I took a deep breath. “Nothing I didn’t want them to.”My mother looked at me like I had grown an extra head. My father looked like he would have slapped me if we weren’t surrounded by people, or like he was still considering it.“There is no time for this. We must greet the alphas as normal.” Mr. Cranshaw finally got his shit together and started rallying everyone back into position as the alphas’ carriage stopped before the center of the village.I stood my ground, ready to face them, whatever my dad had said to them to get them to come down.The door opened and Nikolai’s eyes fou
I woke to my mom’s soft face and voice. I was back inside.“Sweetie,” she said, and I groaned, rolling over in my bed, wincing as my body ached with the movement. “We must get ready, love,” she continued, and I opened an eye.The stupid choosing ceremony.“I’m not going.”I wasn’t getting married, and the crowd had looked women heavy, which meant multiple wives to the same men. They didn’t need me.“Lorelai, I know it was hard on you, the offering night always is, but it’s over with.They can’t hurt you anymore, and your father has already sent word to the alphas about the state you’ve come back in. It is unacceptable, winter born or not,” my mother said, tears in her voice.I shot up at the mention of the alphas. “He did what?”“We will be compensated, love, you will. That’ll help with tonight’s ceremony. I’ve even had the village seamstress put together a stunning dress to cover most of the werewolves’ indiscretions.”She smiled like she was doing me a favor. She really had no idea.
11. The ChoosingIt was quiet on the way back to the village. The wolves stayed in the city as per the tradition, and I sulked in the corner of the front carriage.My body was deliciously sore, aching in the best places, and I had marks everywhere but I didn’t care. The other girls did, giving me a wide berth, even in the carriage.We had been split evenly this time, and nobody had said a word. We had been given dresses from the alphas as a “thank you for your offering,” and they were beautiful.All of us looked way too rich for the village. Usually we wore our hair in braids, but it was down today, and our dresses were made of fine silk and lace like the beds we had been claimed in.Mine was a deep green that reminded me of Nikolai’s eyes. I was pretty sure that’s why he had chosen it. It was tight across my breasts, pulling them up in a desirable way that, again, I’m sure was on purpose.The sleeves had gold cuffs on the upper arms, were sheer, and floated around my hands, long and
Derik found me passed out however many hours later and brought me back to his room when it was my turn. His room, surprise surprise, was exactly the same as the others.I hadn’t even bothered with my towel this time, climbing naked on the bed and turning to Derik, who sauntered over, dropping his pants.No fussing, no pretense. He knew what we were meant to do as well as I did. He was already hard and unsurprisingly just as impressive.Instead of climbing over me though, he slid into the covers of the bed that was perfectly made.All of them had been, every time. I wondered who was changing them in between each girl, but Derik distracted me, holding up the blanket for me to get in with him.I slid in against him as he kissed the top of my head, rolling on top of me.He nuzzled into my neck, and I sighed.“I’m not allowed to kiss you. I’m not allowed to touch you in any other way, but I will make it good for you. I won’t hurt you,” he said, but his voice was flat, like he was repeating
His hair came out and I grinned, coming forward to run my hands through it, my body pressed against him, his impressive length nestling between my thighs, along my bite.I moaned at the pleasure it gave me.“You are a dangerous human.”“As opposed to a werewolf?”“Derik’s gonna have fun with you.” He laughed, and I shrugged.“And what are you going to do with me?”He didn’t answer. Instead, he gripped the back of my neck and shoved me down on the bed, spinning me so I was face-first in the covers, my breasts down, my ass up against him.He bent over me, running his fingers along my damp folds, his lips by my ear, his hair brushing my shoulder. I trembled as he teased me with his tip at my aching entrance.“I’m going to be the savage werewolf that Kai should’ve been,” he promised, before thrusting inside me.I cried out, clenching around him as my body adjusted to being full again.“So tight,” he groaned as he slammed into me over and over, no breaks, no talking, just fucking.Brax gra
10. The Alphas“What do you want?” I demanded, my fists clenching at my sides as the eyes met mine.And then they were gone.I turned, looking for them, but they had disappeared into the steam, taking the weighted, cold feeling with it. I sighed irritably, then went through to where the other girls were.Most of them were curled up in bed, but there was a group left by the fireplace, chatting about their experience. I sat down on one of the footstools, too wired after the eyes to sleep.“It hurt so much,” one of them whimpered, and I raised a brow. They were not screams of pain I had heard through the walls in the dining room.“I know,” another girl said. “I am still sore. I don’t ever want to do that again.”She huffed, and something twinged inside me. I wasn’t sure what it was, but I let myself feel it. It was like an instinct, a feeling that what she said was a lie, and then I felt the lie, felt it inside her.I laughed out loud, covering my mouth quickly as the girls turned to me.
9. The MarkedBreathing hard, sweating, my pussy aching, I cried out, orgasming again to his thrusts.I don’t think he was meant to have me more than once, but I couldn’t help it, the need for him ran deeper than either of us had expected. He was just as weak as me.I pushed him off me, straddling his waist as he grinned and lifted me, helping me put him at my entrance. He lowered me onto him as I gasped and he growled, his claws growing out for the fourth time.He cursed and pulled them back in with a clenched jaw, but it had me laughing, reaching for his damp face, my own just as wet. My hair stuck to my neck, to my face, but I didn’t care. I’d hydrate after. Whenever that was.I kissed him, lifting myself on him then sliding back down, my core burning alive, the insatiable need demanding even more. I quickened my pace and sat up, gripping his chest for leverage, riding him like I had read I was meant to.I could barely breathe through the hurricane we had created together. It was m
Nikolai grinned and nodded, sitting up and rolling me under him. He leaned down to kiss me over my neck down to my nipple, yanking the silk down and teasing it.Pleasure suffocated my mind as I tried to talk. Sparks flew in my nerves, igniting the embers burning low in my stomach, making my breaths stubborn through my chest.He kissed down my body, teasing my nipples, my navel, and lower, to the bite. He dragged his tongue over it again and it had me arching, sucking in a breath, an immediate need throbbing in my core.“It’s time, Lorelai,” he breathed against the bite, and a streak of anxiety broke through the pleasure.I shook a little as he came over me, leaning down to press his lips against mine, soft and tender in a way that stole the nerves.“I’m ready,” I whispered back, hugging his waist with my thighs as he brushed my hair back.His fingers moved between us, slipping inside, teasing my clit as I moaned, writhing at the touch, letting the fire he stoked burn away the fear, bu
8. The VirginNikolai gave me everything I wanted.Every noise I made, he made me louder, every pleasure place I knew on my body, he found, and he wasn’t even inside me yet. Just his finger, just a single finger that somehow knew every single nerve that needed to be touched.I was a writhing, panting mess beneath him, and when his mouth licked up my damp seam, I cried out, pleasure exploding inside like nothing I’d ever experienced before.I had no idea the fire could burn so bright, the height be so high, or the edge be so sharp. It was so much more than when I touched myself, and now I knew what I had been missing: a werewolf.I came down from the high and he smirked at me, climbing over my body. “Better?”I scoffed; he knew it was better. He could probably smell the arousal all over me, the desire, the need for him. So there was no point denying it.I nodded and pulled him in, kissing him, holding the side of his face as he dragged his hand over my body, which was still sensitive a