“Wait…can we stop?” I asked breathily as the feeling tightened inside me. I had no idea why I felt it so strongly, but the shadows felt wrong. They didn’t match the trees.
“Why?” Nikolai asked.
I didn’t have an answer. I held my hand against my chest as the cold spread, and I shivered hard.
The shadow moved quickly from one tree to another, and just as I was sure I was making up shit in my head, two red eyes flicked open, staring at me from miles away, but it was like they were right there.
I gasped, shoving back from the window, my heart skipping as fear closed around me. I fell to the floor of the carriage, blinking hard, trying to get the image from my head. Those eyes.
“I saw… There was something out there,” I breathed.
Nikolai looked at me like I had taken crazy pills. So did the other alphas. Maybe I was delusional. Maybe it was the reflection of the water and the blood moon making the eyes seem red.
“It’s a full moon, wolves will be everywhere tonight,” Derik said, an edge to his voice.
I nodded slowly and climbed back onto the seat, yanking the curtain across the window.
“What do you think you saw?” Braxton asked warily, and I shook my head.
“Nothing. It was…just a shadow.” I inhaled deeply and tried to convince myself that’s all it was.
I held my arms across me as we were taken through the gates and through the city.
It was less modern than I had expected— the paths were stone in the ground, the buildings all stone, wood, and glass.
All of the streets looked similar until they came to the mansion. It was huge, with a sprawling lawn that was hosting multiple orgies as wolves ran, nipping and chasing each other.
I tried to keep my eyes inside my head as we were let out of the carriages and led up the stone path toward the mansion.
Some of the people in the orgies paused, looking at the offerings with interest before going back to the entanglement of bodies they were in.
I looked straight ahead, the situation finally weighing on me.
It was just sex, but it was about to change everything. Fear tightened inside me, coiling around my stomach as I tried to keep my shit together. I didn’t want to be the scared little virgin, but I was.
I knew it was going to hurt, and with all the games with Nikolai, I had forgotten why I was there. I remembered now as we were ushered into the foyer of the mansion.
It was grand and beautiful, nothing like my village at home. There were dark wooden floors with a double staircase on either side, leading up to a dark hall that led somewhere I didn’t even want to guess.
I looked around at the big statues—all wolves—that surrounded the marble foyer.
Mom was right; it was more luxury than I’d ever see again. The wall lamps were made of glass and lit the place enough to see we were being led into a seating room.
The offerings from the other villages were already there, and after a quick count, there were about thirty of us.
Could werewolves really fuck ten girls in a row? I shuddered. Mom had said I would go last, and I hoped that was true and my theory about being tired worked out.
We were all in white: the Grasslands in the silk nightie, the Forests in long flowy white gowns, and the Water group in high-waist flowy skirts with a crop. All white for purity.
I huddled with the others as the alphas stood in the doorway, barricading us in. Not that it was a bad place to be barricaded in.
It was warm, with a bright fireplace and multiple plush seating options: couches, chairs, cushions… Even the rug looked comfier than my plain old seats at home that hadn’t been repaired in way too long.
I was terrible at sewing. And a little lazy. Hope that wasn’t going to be an issue for tonight’s festivities.
That had me smirking. The idea of lying there like a dead fish while the alpha tried to get a rise out of me had me almost laughing out loud.
I held it in by some miracle and looked up, my eyes clashing with Nikolai’s.
I stowed my threatening smirk to harden my stare as he stood at the front of the trio.
“Offerings of Wolf Territory,” he said, and everyone stepped back in the large room.
I stood my ground, not letting him intimidate me. He was using my body; he wouldn’t have my mind or my will.
He noticed.
“One by one you will be taken through the door at the back. Once you pass through that door, everything you see and do will be private information. Tell no one,” he said.
Everyone turned to look at the door, every girl looking paler as the full weight of what we were there for hit us. The solid, dark wooden door with a silver wolf head on it seemed more dramatic than it needed to be.
“Stay in this room no matter what. The rest of the mansion is off limits. Step foot outside this threshold and you’ll regret it,” he promised, and it made me want to put my toe across the line just to see what they would do.
Then I realized that was a stupid get-yourself-killed idea and decided against it.
Braxton stepped forward, lining up next to Kai. “There are drinks on the table there. We suggest you choose the alcoholic punch. You’re going to need the liquid courage.”
He winked as if he was being charming, and maybe that’s what the other offerings saw because not a single one flinched at the hidden threat.
They were prepared to walk blindly into the unknown. I wanted more answers. But by the glare Nikolai gave me, I wasn’t going to get them until I went through the door.
Derik’s turn.
He stepped in line with the other two alphas, all three of them magnificent, feral beasts with muscles and tattoos, but it was the searing darkness in their eyes that got me.
The wise, untamed look that made me think the night wasn’t going to be as straightforward as my mom had made it sound.
And maybe that wasn’t going to be such a bad thing.
“There’s books and chess if you get bored,” Derik said, pointing to the bookshelves and chess table, but I didn’t care. I was all about the fireplace, inching closer to the flame, the heat warming my freezing skin.
I gulped as they moved, weaving through the girls, sniffing and scenting the strongest out.
I waited impatiently, holding my arms as I took in the blood moon spilling in from the glass panes in the ceiling. It covered our white clothes in red shadows and made me smirk at how appropriate that was.
Pillars lined the room, vines, water, and a rock path curving down them in stone.
The three alphas. It was ingrained in every part of the place. It was beautiful the way the history was kept.
The three families had joined forces, held Werewolf Territory for centuries since the great war. I had to begrudgingly give them props for that.
I sucked in a breath as a coldness wrapped around me. I spun to the feeling, but there was nothing there. The corner of the room felt wrong though, the same as it had outside.
I shivered, seeing a shadow kissing the wall that matched nothing in the room.
Dread dropped in my stomach, that same heavy stone from before.
I walked slowly toward it, focused on the feeling, paralyzed by it. I was waiting for the eyes. I knew they were watching me, but I couldn’t see them. I wanted to see them.
Before I could reach the corner, strong arms wrapped around my waist and yanked me back, shaking me out of my stupor.
Nikolai dumped me back by the fireplace. My eyes wide, I looked up at him, his body heating me as much as the fire behind me.
His face dropped as he looked between me and the corner he had snared me from. I backed away slowly, a weakness hitting me. I stumbled, and Nikolai caught me.
The world spun for a second, and I took a steadying breath.
“Lorelai?” he asked, his voice softer than I had ever heard it.
It broke through the spinning, and I forced myself to stand strong.
“I’m good,” I bit, glancing over at the corner. I was losing my damn mind. Stupid werewolves.
“Kai. We’ve got to start,” Derik said, standing by his first girl.
Nikolai hesitated before letting me go and grabbing a random girl from his group, pulling her to the door as Braxton picked his.
He looked to me and nodded at the alcohol table. “Drink the punch. It’ll help,” he bit, before looking back at the others. “Wait here.”
Then the wolves disappeared.
Most of the girls huddled together, keeping to their respective villages, but I was winter born. Nobody cared where I went.
So, I found the alcohol. It was made up in a punch that swirled in my plastic cup, had a little fizz, and was a pinkish-orange color.
I had no idea what that meant, but I didn’t care enough to question it. Instead, I gulped it back before grabbing another one to sip.
The bittersweet taste coated my throat, and I went to the fireplace, sinking into the closest plush chair to wait my turn.
I had just started to relax into the warmth with the help of whatever I was drinking when the screams started.
5. The OathI sat by the fire, staring at the flames dancing in the ash as I drank the punch.It was starting to have an effect; my tongue was numb, but my mind wasn’t. It heard every screech and scream as the three alphas came out, grabbing another three girls, then another three, until it was only me and two others.I was next. I wasn’t ready.My heart raced as the screams finally quieted and I took another sip, hoping it would numb my mind even more. My body felt relaxed, my muscles not tense at all, but my head was pounding.I leaned back, resting my head against the big cushions on the couch, my eyes fluttering closed.I had avoided his eyes burning into me every time he had come through that damn door, and the idea that I was going to be the next one he came to get had my jaw clenching. I didn’t want to be the next one screaming like the others that had gone through.I’d kill for a coffee. Or a nap. I took the second option, slowly drifting while I waited.The red eyes were in
6. The FeastThe food. Holy fuck, the food. If I didn’t have a tingling bite from an alpha on my thigh that was still making my blood burn then I could’ve sworn I was in heaven.I never cared about food, it was a means to an end, a by-product of survival instinct, but one meal from the wolves and I had changed my mind.Flavor burst in my mouth. A succulent piece of pork with loud crackling and mouthwatering apple sauce coated my tongue, and it was better than anything I’d ever tasted.I moaned as it slid down my throat, closing my eyes to savor the taste. When I opened them, Nikolai was smirking at me. I glared.“Some of us don’t have the privileges of food with flavor,” I snapped, embarrassed at the way I had fawned over the food like it was the first meal I’d ever had.In my eyes, it was. The village did what they could and we weren’t starving, but it was always dry and not worth getting excited about.Soggy veggies from the garden, dry meat from the slaughter hut, and some grown he
7. The SecretNikolai led me across the dining hall to the room with our symbol on it. He urged me inside, then closed the door behind us.I took in the room, trying to ignore the giant, intimidating bed that dominated it.It had four posts, all with vines and flower buds carved down the sides, drapes hung over it, and the covers were of something I had never seen before. It looked fancy, not like the woven stuff in the village.The room had the same red tint to it that the oath room had from the moon shining down on it. The ceilings were more glass, letting the rays in.The walls were bare aside from the candle lanterns. They were almost out.“Do you have to fuck all of us before they run out or something stupid like that?” I snickered, but when I turned to face him, he wasn’t amused.He was…more.His huge form took up the entire doorway. His taut muscles that had seemed alluring before were even more than that now, rippling with pulsing veins up his forearms, abs and torso glistenin
His claw nipped my skin and I sucked in a breath. It should’ve hurt but it didn’t.Instead, it had my body growing even hotter.“Touch me,” I breathed, needing something between my legs to cure the blinding throb.I was so desperate for him, it would’ve been pathetic if it didn’t make him exactly the same way. This big ass wolf, losing control over me, a mere human, a winter born, cursed human.It was intoxicating and had me grabbing his hand, lowering it down my body to the damp center of my thighs.“Not allowed.”He nipped my lips, his fangs drawing blood. But I welcomed the taste. Even welcomed the slight sting that came with the pleasure of his fingers brushing my folds.He was tempted, and I wanted him to give in. I didn’t care if he was allowed or not.If I was giving him my body, giving him my sacred virginity like some token or payment, then he could take it in the form I offered it. Or not at all.I was guessing that wouldn’t go down well.“Please. I need it.”His responding
8. The VirginNikolai gave me everything I wanted.Every noise I made, he made me louder, every pleasure place I knew on my body, he found, and he wasn’t even inside me yet. Just his finger, just a single finger that somehow knew every single nerve that needed to be touched.I was a writhing, panting mess beneath him, and when his mouth licked up my damp seam, I cried out, pleasure exploding inside like nothing I’d ever experienced before.I had no idea the fire could burn so bright, the height be so high, or the edge be so sharp. It was so much more than when I touched myself, and now I knew what I had been missing: a werewolf.I came down from the high and he smirked at me, climbing over my body. “Better?”I scoffed; he knew it was better. He could probably smell the arousal all over me, the desire, the need for him. So there was no point denying it.I nodded and pulled him in, kissing him, holding the side of his face as he dragged his hand over my body, which was still sensitive a
Nikolai grinned and nodded, sitting up and rolling me under him. He leaned down to kiss me over my neck down to my nipple, yanking the silk down and teasing it.Pleasure suffocated my mind as I tried to talk. Sparks flew in my nerves, igniting the embers burning low in my stomach, making my breaths stubborn through my chest.He kissed down my body, teasing my nipples, my navel, and lower, to the bite. He dragged his tongue over it again and it had me arching, sucking in a breath, an immediate need throbbing in my core.“It’s time, Lorelai,” he breathed against the bite, and a streak of anxiety broke through the pleasure.I shook a little as he came over me, leaning down to press his lips against mine, soft and tender in a way that stole the nerves.“I’m ready,” I whispered back, hugging his waist with my thighs as he brushed my hair back.His fingers moved between us, slipping inside, teasing my clit as I moaned, writhing at the touch, letting the fire he stoked burn away the fear, bu
9. The MarkedBreathing hard, sweating, my pussy aching, I cried out, orgasming again to his thrusts.I don’t think he was meant to have me more than once, but I couldn’t help it, the need for him ran deeper than either of us had expected. He was just as weak as me.I pushed him off me, straddling his waist as he grinned and lifted me, helping me put him at my entrance. He lowered me onto him as I gasped and he growled, his claws growing out for the fourth time.He cursed and pulled them back in with a clenched jaw, but it had me laughing, reaching for his damp face, my own just as wet. My hair stuck to my neck, to my face, but I didn’t care. I’d hydrate after. Whenever that was.I kissed him, lifting myself on him then sliding back down, my core burning alive, the insatiable need demanding even more. I quickened my pace and sat up, gripping his chest for leverage, riding him like I had read I was meant to.I could barely breathe through the hurricane we had created together. It was m
10. The Alphas“What do you want?” I demanded, my fists clenching at my sides as the eyes met mine.And then they were gone.I turned, looking for them, but they had disappeared into the steam, taking the weighted, cold feeling with it. I sighed irritably, then went through to where the other girls were.Most of them were curled up in bed, but there was a group left by the fireplace, chatting about their experience. I sat down on one of the footstools, too wired after the eyes to sleep.“It hurt so much,” one of them whimpered, and I raised a brow. They were not screams of pain I had heard through the walls in the dining room.“I know,” another girl said. “I am still sore. I don’t ever want to do that again.”She huffed, and something twinged inside me. I wasn’t sure what it was, but I let myself feel it. It was like an instinct, a feeling that what she said was a lie, and then I felt the lie, felt it inside her.I laughed out loud, covering my mouth quickly as the girls turned to me.
She was frowning hard, holding her temple with one hand, the other clutching amethyst beads dangling down from her neck.“Tabby,” I urged, not patient enough to wait. I needed answers.She huffed and pursed her lips. “These humans have made the witches very angry.Nothing good can come of this. What are they thinking?”“So it is the humans? Which ones?” I asked, hope springing in my chest, but Tabby tsked and shook her head sadly.“I don’t know, sweetie. The witches won’t let me get involved. We are sworn to not harm the humans.“We can’t use our magic on them, not those of us protecting the balance anyhow.Not without completely pure intentions, which I will not feign that mine are,”Tabby explained.This balance shit was really starting to get on my last nerve. We were the ones fighting the war for balance.The wolves had protected the humans from the vampires for years, fucked so many virgins year after year to keep the magic renewed in the border that separated them, kept them fro
1. The HuntKAI“Where is she?!” I roared at my useless pack, who had searched the entire werewolf territory without finding a damn thing.Glaring down at the brand on my wrist that was stopping me from going after her myself, I contemplated removing it from my skin just to see if fate could be thwarted so easily.She had been with her mother; there should be a scent, but there was nothing.I smashed my fist into the concrete wall next to me, the mansion in serious danger of being pummeled to death if one more wolf came back without her.The link was numb, but I wasn’t about to look too much into that, or I’d never come back from the edge.“Kai. We’ll find her,” Brax tried to reassure me, but nothing would until I could feel her again.I was empty, my chest heavy, everything inside me a storm growing stronger and stronger, ready to explode.I turned and kicked my seat back from the meeting table. The council was trying to organize how to get her back, not because she was the essence I
My pussy tightened around his cock, milking it as he came, his thrusts going so deep inside me it hit the achy, can’t-handle-your-dick spot that made my orgasm so much more intense.He stilled as his cum filled me before slumping back, breathing hard, his eyes closing. I leaned against his chest, his heart thumping fast against his chest and my ear, before Brax’s hands were lifting me.I smiled and went into his hold, kissing him hard. He kissed back, then turned me around, bending me over the leather seat.He ran his fingers down my spine, lifting my nightgown over my ass, sliding his tip along my soaking folds. He slipped beneath them, brushing my clit, and I shuddered, pressing back into him.“I want to feel you, Brax,” I prompted, and he leaned down to kiss my shoulder.“Are you sure you’re okay to keep going? I can wait until you’ve had a rest if you need it,” he whispered against me, and as an answer, I reached behind us and spread my cheeks for him.His tip sank in, and we both
It was purple, waves of aroma wafting out, but it had my mouth salivating. My headache lessened just at the smell of it, and I looked back up at Tabby, who nodded with a soft smile.I grabbed the cup and sipped it, surprised at how warm it was. It tasted amazing, like a vanilla smoothie, and softened all the aches and pains, leaving nothing but a homey, cozy feeling inside me.Kai turned to face me, waiting. Brax looked ready to kill Tabitha the instant I showed any sign of a bad reaction, and Derik just sat there, silent and tense.But I felt better. I still had the weakness there, but it wasn’t accompanied by pain for the first time in days.“I feel better. Thank you,” I said, sipping more of the potion, whatever it was.“As I suspected then. You’ll need to drink that every day to stay on top of the pain.”She nodded toward the drink, then turned to put more of the same ingredients in a large jar.“Cain will come and spell the ingredients for you,” she said, and I frowned.“Every da
“A concussion can last for weeks, sometimes months in humans. You think she has something different though, don’t you?” Tabitha said in that smiley voice that said she already knew the answer.“I don’t think anything, I’m worried. We were hoping you could help.” He sighed, bending down in front of me, kissing my cheek and pushing my hair back from my damp face.I forced my eyelids open to look at him, moving to kiss him. He kissed back, then took the tea that Tabby handed him out to Brax.I sat up a little more, expecting a tea, but she never handed one over to me. I frowned at that; normally she did.“Not for you, deary. I’ll pour you a cup soon,” she said with a wink before sipping her own, sinking into her rocking chair next to the sofa I was on.Derik came back in then and grabbed his cup. He sat on the end of the couch as Cain grabbed his. They all sipped their tea, the silence almost deafening.“Do you know what’s wrong with me? Or is it just a concussion?” I asked, sick of wait
48. The ReasonKai had been completely serious about not leaving my side. He literally hadn’t. He helped me bathe, he waited while I used the toilet, I wasn’t even allowed to brush my teeth alone.I thought it would have gotten on my nerves by the third day, but it hadn’t. He made me feel better. Just his presence was enough to help soothe the aches and pains that still lingered.I thought I was starting to get better, but the third day hit and I was miserable again.I sniffled, hiding in Kai’s grasp as I shivered.I clenched my eyes shut against the throb in my head, my hand on his torso, my nails digging in as I fought the urge to bring up the minimal amount of water I had been able to keep down.“Is it normal for humans to be so sick?” he whispered, his fingers running up and down my back.“After a hit to the head? I think so,” I said, trying to make him feel better, but the truth was, I had no idea.I had never really been sick. A bit of a cold every now and then but nothing serio
I dropped his hand like it had burned me, tears pricking my eyes as I looked at him, begging him to deny what I had just seen.His lips were pursed, the tension thickening as I swallowed hard against the block in my throat. My heart added to the ache in my body, hurt clutching my chest.“Congratulations,” I whispered, my voice dead as I tried to be happy that he had either met or was going to meet his soulmate.Someone who could give him all the things I couldn’t as a human.“I’m not going to let it happen, Lorelai,” Kai bit, anger filling us both thanks to the link.“You can’t stop it, Kai, it’s already been decided,” I cried, the tears spilling, the pain becoming more unbearable.The idea that he would be with someone else, touch someone else, or love someone else the way he did me was almost too much. My head and stomach were getting worse as pain clouded the rational part of my mind.“No. I haven’t met her yet. This just tells me I will soon. But I’m not going to let it.I’m not l
I huffed and sank back into the bed, but he collected me in his arms again, holding me against him.“What did the healer say exactly?” I asked, and Brax tensed a little.“That you needed bed rest. That your concussion was severe,” he said, but I felt the omission in the link and leaned back to look at him.“What aren’t you telling me?”He sighed, then kissed me before looking me in the eyes.“You’ve been asleep for the better part of two days, Spitfire. That’s not a good sign.Neither is vomiting. The healer thought you would have been better by now,” he admitted, and I frowned.“What does that mean?”Brax smiled and kissed me deeper. “It means no giving in for a while longer and as much bed rest as we can force on you,” he said, but I felt the worry beneath the lighter turn he tried to take, and it made me just as worried.I turned away from him and let him curl back into me, spooning me with his big body, trying not to let it get to me, but it was hours before I was finally able to
“A curse. The pack went into a frenzy, the effect of the full moon hitting them all hard. We had to lock down the city and help Cain fight them back.“Back from what?”“From getting to the humans,” Derik admitted, and I sucked in a breath.Silas’s words about savages rang in my head. I forced them out quickly, but the hurt was in Derik’s eyes; he had caught my fear, my wariness.Kai scoffed and came over, brushing his finger over my face. “We would never hurt you, Little Human.”“And the other humans?”“Every creature, human or not, is capable of hurting others in the right circumstance. A curse and the full moon just happen to be the circumstances for werewolves.”Kai shrugged, and it did make me feel better. After all, my brother wasn’t innocent.Neither was Elias, also a human.“I missed you,” I sighed before moving back into the comfort of his arms, but the warmth hit me like a brick and I stumbled, my eyes trying to close as my head swam.Kai picked me up, kissing my forehead. “L