Sarah's P.O.V...
The bell rang and one could easily hear the excited screams coming from outside. Mr. Lennard's voice was easily drown by everyone in class as they all gathered their stuff. It was finally the beginning of our summer vacation, and nobody was in the mood to listen to what Mr. Lennard was actually blabbering about. I'm glad he realized it, cause he simply rolled his eyes and left the classroom.
I tried as fast as I could to stash away all my books in my bag. But the faster I tried to put them away, the faster they fell and scattered on the floor. With my trembling hands, I could hardly grip anything... I felt pathetic... This is pathetic.
Argh! Why do I have to be so fearful of them? God I hate myself for feeling this way!
This was taking me longer than I had anticipated. But I bet I'd be done with this already if only these dumb books would stop slipping out of my grip. I quickly had to leave this place before...
“Clumsy as always Vance!” a voice from behind called... A voice that I knew all too well... A voice that always found a way to haunt me in my dreams and in my reality.
“Where are you running off to in such a hurry? You weren't even planning on saying goodbye, were you?” Mike chimed in.
Of course he'd be here. He wouldn't miss it for the world.Sadistic bastards belong together, and as far as I'm concerned, Mike and Casey are as sadistic as sadistic can get... Birds of a feather.
The only difference between the two, is that Mike's way of torturing me, sometimes gets more sexual than physical.
He hasn't taken advantage of me or anything... Well, at least not yet, but I bet he wouldn't pass down the opportunity if it were given to him. The guy is a pervert, and I think that I actually fear him more than I fear Casey... And that really saying something 'cause Casey scares me out of my skin.
“How rude of you Sarah. To leave without saying goodbye? Didn't your mother teach you manners?” of course I'd leave without saying goodbye you idiot. And no! My mother didn't teach me any manners... But I guess that's one thing you and I have in common Casey! Of course I'm not dumb enough to actually say it to his face.
I could feel him getting close and closet to where I was glued.
“Do you seriously hate us that much Sarah?” his other friend Jake added.
He has no idea the hate I harbour for all of them... Him included. Sick bastards!
“A simple goodbye wouldn't hurt, would it?” that was Brian. He doesn't really do much. Just talks crap and records and stuff. I don't think he's ever physically hurt me. “Or maybe you can give us each a hug?”
“A kiss perhaps?” Mike said, and I guess that broke me out of my freeze state.
I turned around to face them, and I ended up coming face to face with him instead.
“It's sad, but I seriously expected more from you Vance,” Casey's hot breath hit my face. Is it wrong of me to say that his breath smelt... Actually pretty good.
“Wha... What do you want from me?” I asked, even though I knew very well what they wanted.
I slowly backed away... Trying to put a little distance between me and them. But they obviously wouldn't have it... They took slow intimidating steps towards me.
At the moment, I really curse not getting out of class earlier... Or maybe if Mr Lennard was here, thus wouldn't be happening.
My heart was pounding hard in my chest. For a moment there, I actually thought that since it was the last day of school before summer break, that they would actually leave me alone... give me a break. But it turns out, I was wrong. I guess that would never really happen.
“I guess you're starting to forget your place Vance. Perhaps we should remind you,” and he pushed me... Hard! I ended up landing even harder on my arm. I could have sworn I heard a 'pop' sound. Please don't tell me I cracked a bone or something. That would definitely be awful.
I struggled to pull myself up, but my arm stung so much and I simply ended up falling back down again. Yep! I definitely popped a bone!
As usual, those sadistic pricks laughed at my pathetic attempts to get up. This must have been really entertaining for them to watch.
“Are you getting this?” Casey asked, and I knew he was talking to Brian, the cameraman.
“You know I am!” Brian smiled like a proud little boy about to get rewarded for doing something right. Sadistic bastard! They all are!
I seriously can't believe the joy and satisfaction these people get from seeing me miserable. I've done nothing wrong to any of them, well, not that I remember anyway.
“I think it's about time that we reminded Vance here how to show a little respect to those who deserve it,” Casey smirked down at me. I swear it took me all my might and will not to scoff.
Or was it because I was too busy worried about what was to come next.
With Casey, Jake and Mike smirking the way they were (Mike in a really weird disgusting way) and Brian doing what he does best in such occasions, recording the whole thing. Not to mention that my arm was in an intense kind of pain, I knew that I was as good as dead.
Casey is a monster, the guy doesn't have a heart. And yet, after everything he has done, people still adore him. I don't get why they do, but they just do. The students love him, the teachers adore him, everyone seems to think that he's some type of angel... but I know better than anyone that he's not.
He is NOT the perfect little innocent angel that he portrays himself to be.Casey hates me... he always has. But I never got to know the reason behind his hatred towards me. And the same hatred he has towards me, is the same hatred he has towards my mother.
“By the time we're done with you, you'd want to put an end to your miserable pathetic life!” he crouched down to my level and spat on my face.
“I already do,” I whispered and swallowed hard. He wasn't supposed to hear it... But by the stupid sadistic smirk on his stupid sadistic handsome face, I could tell he heard it. And it made him chuckle and he said,
“Good!”
a few weeks later... Sarah. It's been around three weeks since we closed school... Or was it Four? I'm not really sure anymore. All I know is that unfortunately, school resumes in two days. Which is a bummer cause I'm still wearing a cast from what casey and his jerky friends did to me. Those idiots broke my arm. When they realized my arm was injured, they took advantage of the situation and directed all blows to my already injured arm. So here I am, badly hurt, nursing my aching arm, all because of them... And they don't give a damn! Though I guess I'm kinda happy that I have this injury, because thanks to my cast, I don't wash dishes at the restaurant I work at. I'm simply given the 'not-so-complicated' tasks... Serving tables. As long as the trays aren't heavy, I can manage it. The doctor said they're going to t
Connie. *13 years ago *I quickly ran up the stairs with Sarah trailing behind me, and all the way, she kept on giggling. “Sarah, you're going to get us caught!” “Sorry,” she whispered and giggled again. I had no idea what she found so funny, but clearly she wasn't getting the whole concept of hiding. “8...9...10! Ready or not, here I come!” Casey finished counting. Well that's just great! I haven't even found a hiding spot yet. I got to the very top of the staircase, and I simply opted to hide in the hallways.. In plain sight! Pretending to be a lamp... They do that in cartoons and it works! Casey would never suspect it. It was the last place he would look... Probably because I was hiding
I stretched my hands towards the bedside table, simply feeling around for my ringing phone. Whoever was calling me at this time of the night had better have a good explanation... Like, they're being chased by a serial killer or their house is on fire. Cause if it's not, I'm going to strangle whoever is on the other line! I finally grabbed my phone and answered it without even bothering to check who the caller was. "To call me at this time... Whatever this time is... This had better be important!" I whisper yelled through the phone. The last thing I needed was to wake up the entire house. "It's only one fifteen," Brian's voice rang through the phone. Argh!
Brian. “Call her again!” Casey yelled at me for like the millionth time. “I already told you, she's not answerin___” “Call her again!” If only Casey knew how annoying he is when drank. So annoying I felt like literally drowning him in his drink.But I just did what he asked. I called Connie again, and just like the last seven times, she didn't pick up. “Nothing... Again! And don't make me call her again cause I won't, ” “I'm not going to wait for her anymore!” “What, you're going to walk all the time their place?”
Hey everyone,Love here, This isn't a story update. I just simply saw the need to apologize after not updating my book for like...months? My deepest and sincerest apologies. I just had a lot on my plate. Trying to balance school and my writing career is kinda hard... but I think now I'm getting the hang of it. On Tuesday, I'll release five more chapters, and two more on Thursday. Afterwards, well, its Christmas, so I'll go on a break. My next update will probably be after new year...like on third or something. I'll try... keyward...try, to to write like two chapters more before I leave for boarding school on 4th of January. I'm really sorry about this guys...from the bottom of my heart. And if you're reading this, then thank you so much for your support... and patience with me. You have every right to be mad at me... and I'm not going to give excuses... I'm sincerely sorry. And I hope that you...my dear reader, will find
Connie. After what happened last night, I couldn't get a wink of sleep. The images of yesterday's events just kept on playing over and over in my head... Tormenting me... Not allowing me to get even an ounce of sleep. I felt... Ashamed, and mad at myself. All the self defense classes I took didn't help me at all. I almost got abused, I got beaten up, and I couldn't do anything about it.I tried, but I was more scared of hurting him than I was of him hurting me! For the first time, I was actually envious of the drunk state Casey was in. I mean sure, he'll wake up with one hell of a hangover, but at least he managed to get some sleep in the first place... A lot of it actually. I spent the entire
Sarah.I stood up as Casey was entering the living room, but Connie held my arm firmly but gently, pulling me to sit back down.“I know you don't get along with Cee,” she whispered softly in my ear, “And you don't have to... But can't you at least finish what's on your plate first before leaving?”“I really have to get going. I'll be late to___”“Relax Sarah... He wouldn't try anything stupid when I'm here... At least just finish the juice first, then you can leave,”She was right. I don't think Casey would attempt to hurt me when Connie is around... He wouldn't dare... Would he?
Sarah.Well this is just great! Now I'm left here alone with Casey. Not the best or most comfortable situations... Trust me!The air was tense, very much so, I felt suffocated. And I could have sworn I constantly felt Casey's eyes on me... Watching me... And sure enough, when I sneaked a sideway glance at him, I caught him staring.Now I'm not good at reading people, but I'm pretty sure he looked really mad right now! So I went back to staring at my plate... Anything to avoid direct eye contact with him.“I have no idea why you keep on coming here,” he said in an unusually calm and collected tone...The calm before the storm.
~*Sarah*~"This is my favorite part of the school," Kenzie stated as she led the group into the gym, "It's where my cheerleading career began. It also happens to be where I was crowned homecoming queen,""Hold on a sec," Natalya interrupted Kenzie for the eighth time... Yes! I've been counting! "I thought this was a tour of the school, not your life story,"Something tells me that Natalya isn't exactly fond of Kenzie... And the feeling seems mutual. The two have been bickering with each other since the tour began."Come on Nat, let the girl share her accomplishments," a guy, who I earlier found out was Natalya's boyfriend, Raymond, stated."We aren't interested in her 'accomplishments'___""Speak for yourself! I wanna hear them all," a guy commented."If you don't want my tour, feel free to hang at the back with Sarah,""Even death by decapitation sounds better than having to listen to you,""That won't be much of a problem... I happen to know a guy___""Hey! Can we check out the cafe
SarahHere I am with a shovel in my hand, in a cemetery, digging my own grave!Okay fine, greatly exaggerated.But I may as well be doing that with the decision I'm about to make. I'll probably be dead by the end of the day. I wasn't at all certain about it... But come on, when have I really been certain about anything in my life? One thing I was slightly certain about though was that I was making a huge mistake being here. And I made a huge mistake agreeing to be a tour guide in Rory's little suicidal tour group. I still had a voice at the back of my head telling me it's a terrible idea. Casey warned me to stay away from Connie... But here I am, at the parking lot with Rory, about to begin this tour.I was freaking out, for different reasons of course. It was enough that I had to be social for God-knows how long. Add the fact that I had to do this with Kenzie. This tour might basically be the last thing I do before my life comes to an end. I heard Rory mention something about Crown
Sarah.Staying away from Connie can't be that hard right? Except it's Connie we're talking about. Even if I was to stay away from her, there is no reassurance that she'll do the same.As I walked from my final class of the day, towards my locker, I heard my name being called from behind me. I looked behind but saw no one... at least nobody who would call me.Though cometo think of it, who really would?It's one of the perks of being friendless, who get to happily live without people calling your name! But when I felt someone tap on my shoulder, I knew it was more than just my imagination."What, are you ignoring me now?" said the cheerful voice I'd basically recognize anywhere.
Sarah.So that's it. I guess the decision is basically final. And there's nothing that can be done about it. I guess all I can do is hope and pray that Connie isn't one of the twenty six Crown students that are coming to Berry. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that she goes to 'Hearst' or something... just not here!Since the dismissal of the assembly, 'Crown students coming to Berry' is all everyone is talking about.Some people were actually excited... the school band most especially. It's a fact that the Crown Lake Academy's school band is pretty talented. Their music is to die for... and I'm not kidding. The school band is miraculously taking their arrival extremely positively.Others on the other ha
Sarah.I am so not psyched about this whole back to school thing... and that should really say something considering I'm the biggest nerd at school. School is my happy place... my safe haven. Or it was, before Casey came along and spoilt everything. He has been doing everything in his power to ruin my life ever since he transferred here... and so far, he's basically been successful.And now I'm here at the school gym, as is everybody else, waiting for the principal's announcements. They said it was 'super important'... a 'life-changing' announcement. Nobody seems to have a clue as to what he was talking about, but I guess that was why we were all here.A paper ball landed on my head, and I heard a few laughters from behi
Casey Connie nervously paced outside the restaurant. We could all see her from where we sat. This is the twenty second phone call since she was informed about the fire at their school. And I'm not kidding, I've been counting! I saw her frustratedly grab her hair, but when she saw me watching her, she simply shot me a small smile, then turned the other way so I couldn't see her expression. Natalya, being the drama queen that she's always been, hasn't stopped crying. I've always known she was emotional, just not to this extent. No offense, but it was almost annoying. This was the exact reason I avoid hanging out with her most of the time. Mike has been completely quiet the entire time. Just like me,
Connie."Its you?!"I looked up at him. The all too familiar black hair, only a bit messier casually rested on his forehead. He had no shirt on... Which made me wonder if this might maybe be a friend thing between him and Casey...Waitaminute...Wrongquestionanddefinitelyatthewrongtime."Mike." I remembered his mame from last night when Brian called him, "What are you doing here?""I live here?" he chuckled, weirdly finding this hilarious.
Connie. “So Sarah, I had a brilliant ide___” she rushed right past me, ignoring my callings and not even looking back at me. “Sarah? Sarah! Sarah wait... Up,” I heard the door bang, and I guess that was it... She was out of the house. I was about to follow her but... “Just let her go Bee, she wants to be alone right now,” Casey said from the dining table,eating his cake with absolutely no care in the world.This hasCaseywritten all over it.“What have you done to Sarah this time?” I stood opposite him, behind one of the seats. “What have I done? I haven't done anything, ” he tried to put on an innocent face, but I know him better than that. I know he's done something or said som
Sarah.Well this is just great! Now I'm left here alone with Casey. Not the best or most comfortable situations... Trust me!The air was tense, very much so, I felt suffocated. And I could have sworn I constantly felt Casey's eyes on me... Watching me... And sure enough, when I sneaked a sideway glance at him, I caught him staring.Now I'm not good at reading people, but I'm pretty sure he looked really mad right now! So I went back to staring at my plate... Anything to avoid direct eye contact with him.“I have no idea why you keep on coming here,” he said in an unusually calm and collected tone...The calm before the storm.