Hey everyone, Love here,
This isn't a story update. I just simply saw the need to apologize after not updating my book for like...months?
My deepest and sincerest apologies. I just had a lot on my plate. Trying to balance school and my writing career is kinda hard... but I think now I'm getting the hang of it. On Tuesday, I'll release five more chapters, and two more on Thursday. Afterwards, well, its Christmas, so I'll go on a break.
My next update will probably be after new year...like on third or something. I'll try... keyward...try, to to write like two chapters more before I leave for boarding school on 4th of January.
I'm really sorry about this guys...from the bottom of my heart. And if you're reading this, then thank you so much for your support... and patience with me. You have every right to be mad at me... and I'm not going to give excuses... I'm sincerely sorry.
And I hope that you...my dear reader, will find it in your heart to forgive me.
Other than that, I just want to ask you all to help me correct my faults. When you're reading my book, and happen to come across a spelling mistake or anything of the sort... please feel free to drop it on the comments and I'll be sure to correct it.
I also welcome any suggestions any of you may have. I could use all the ideas.
Last but not least, don't forget to leave a comment... I need motivation. Otherwise I'll just feel like I'm the only one reading my book. And for the silent readers, you can at least rate my book.
That's all for now. I can't wait to hear from you all. And again... I'm still sorry.
I'll see you all on Tuesday
love ya,
Love Blanche
Connie. After what happened last night, I couldn't get a wink of sleep. The images of yesterday's events just kept on playing over and over in my head... Tormenting me... Not allowing me to get even an ounce of sleep. I felt... Ashamed, and mad at myself. All the self defense classes I took didn't help me at all. I almost got abused, I got beaten up, and I couldn't do anything about it.I tried, but I was more scared of hurting him than I was of him hurting me! For the first time, I was actually envious of the drunk state Casey was in. I mean sure, he'll wake up with one hell of a hangover, but at least he managed to get some sleep in the first place... A lot of it actually. I spent the entire
Sarah.I stood up as Casey was entering the living room, but Connie held my arm firmly but gently, pulling me to sit back down.“I know you don't get along with Cee,” she whispered softly in my ear, “And you don't have to... But can't you at least finish what's on your plate first before leaving?”“I really have to get going. I'll be late to___”“Relax Sarah... He wouldn't try anything stupid when I'm here... At least just finish the juice first, then you can leave,”She was right. I don't think Casey would attempt to hurt me when Connie is around... He wouldn't dare... Would he?
Sarah.Well this is just great! Now I'm left here alone with Casey. Not the best or most comfortable situations... Trust me!The air was tense, very much so, I felt suffocated. And I could have sworn I constantly felt Casey's eyes on me... Watching me... And sure enough, when I sneaked a sideway glance at him, I caught him staring.Now I'm not good at reading people, but I'm pretty sure he looked really mad right now! So I went back to staring at my plate... Anything to avoid direct eye contact with him.“I have no idea why you keep on coming here,” he said in an unusually calm and collected tone...The calm before the storm.
Connie. “So Sarah, I had a brilliant ide___” she rushed right past me, ignoring my callings and not even looking back at me. “Sarah? Sarah! Sarah wait... Up,” I heard the door bang, and I guess that was it... She was out of the house. I was about to follow her but... “Just let her go Bee, she wants to be alone right now,” Casey said from the dining table,eating his cake with absolutely no care in the world.This hasCaseywritten all over it.“What have you done to Sarah this time?” I stood opposite him, behind one of the seats. “What have I done? I haven't done anything, ” he tried to put on an innocent face, but I know him better than that. I know he's done something or said som
Connie."Its you?!"I looked up at him. The all too familiar black hair, only a bit messier casually rested on his forehead. He had no shirt on... Which made me wonder if this might maybe be a friend thing between him and Casey...Waitaminute...Wrongquestionanddefinitelyatthewrongtime."Mike." I remembered his mame from last night when Brian called him, "What are you doing here?""I live here?" he chuckled, weirdly finding this hilarious.
Casey Connie nervously paced outside the restaurant. We could all see her from where we sat. This is the twenty second phone call since she was informed about the fire at their school. And I'm not kidding, I've been counting! I saw her frustratedly grab her hair, but when she saw me watching her, she simply shot me a small smile, then turned the other way so I couldn't see her expression. Natalya, being the drama queen that she's always been, hasn't stopped crying. I've always known she was emotional, just not to this extent. No offense, but it was almost annoying. This was the exact reason I avoid hanging out with her most of the time. Mike has been completely quiet the entire time. Just like me,
Sarah.I am so not psyched about this whole back to school thing... and that should really say something considering I'm the biggest nerd at school. School is my happy place... my safe haven. Or it was, before Casey came along and spoilt everything. He has been doing everything in his power to ruin my life ever since he transferred here... and so far, he's basically been successful.And now I'm here at the school gym, as is everybody else, waiting for the principal's announcements. They said it was 'super important'... a 'life-changing' announcement. Nobody seems to have a clue as to what he was talking about, but I guess that was why we were all here.A paper ball landed on my head, and I heard a few laughters from behi
Sarah.So that's it. I guess the decision is basically final. And there's nothing that can be done about it. I guess all I can do is hope and pray that Connie isn't one of the twenty six Crown students that are coming to Berry. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that she goes to 'Hearst' or something... just not here!Since the dismissal of the assembly, 'Crown students coming to Berry' is all everyone is talking about.Some people were actually excited... the school band most especially. It's a fact that the Crown Lake Academy's school band is pretty talented. Their music is to die for... and I'm not kidding. The school band is miraculously taking their arrival extremely positively.Others on the other ha