Connie.
"Its you?!"
I looked up at him. The all too familiar black hair, only a bit messier casually rested on his forehead. He had no shirt on... Which made me wonder if this might maybe be a friend thing between him and Casey... Wait a minute... Wrong
questionanddefinitelyat the wrongtime."Mike." I remembered his mame from last night when Brian called him, "What are you doing here?"
"I live here?" he chuckled, weirdly finding this hilarious.
"You're Casey's friend?"
"Mike Schovichi. The one and only,"he smiled down at me, offering me his hand to shake, somehow getting the impression that I'd take his hand... Especially after what he did.
"Are you kidding me? "
"Not that I'm aware ?" he even had the audacity to chuckle, which made me mad. Was he laughing at me? Laughing because he thought that what he did yesterday was somehow funny?" look princess I don't want any trouble I just want to talk" and there it was again that annoying nickname. Was he intentionally doing it to spite me? Cause if that's the case then it's working. I hate being called princess! Something about that nickname just never seemed right to me.
" We have nothing to talk about," I said, making an effort to put some space between the two of us. But of course the guy wouldn't exactly have it. When I took a step back, he took one forward towards me. He was making my anxiety level to rise.
"Listen princess___"
"Don't call me that! "
"I'm trying to explain to you the reason I did what I did___"
"There's a reasonable explanation to what you did? " I couldn't help but scoff.
"Look princess____"
"Not my name,"
"What happened yesterday between you and I___"
"Nothing happened yesterday between you and I!"
"I was drank and confused___"
"You just let your rapist instincts take control? "
"Yeah!...wait what? No! That's not it! Alcohol just has a way of confusing someone,"
"Don't do that," I could see it clearly. Blaming the alcohol for his stupid actions. It was getting on my nerves. I'd be less pissed at him if he stopped giving me excuses and just admitted that what he did was wrong.
It only took him three strides for him to appear exactly in front of me ,and no. I still didn't like him!
"I know what I did was wrong, okay," he began, and I honestly thought that he had finally stopped giving excuses and began admitting his mistakes... But that will remain to be nothing more than just my thoughts! He had to simply ruin the moment, "Just see it from my perspective. Understand my situation. I was drank, you came along all hot and sexy and I simply followed my instincts! "
I couldn't help but scoff. I seriously could not believe that he has just said that out loud... I was still making an effort to register his words.
"The only thing I understand is that you are nothing more than a perverted liar. A perverted liar with ridiculous excuses for screwing up! "
" I'm trying to make amends here. What happened was only a joke___"
"And which part of the joke was I supposed to be laughing to? "
"I___"
" I'd really appreciate it if you were to stop talking, cause you're seriously not making things any better,"
He kept quiet for a while, studying me, seemingly trying to read my mind... And unlike yesterday night, today the guy seemed relaxed, dare i say he even looked somewhat remorseful. No ego, no anger, no sign of violence like yesterday. I actually almost felt somewhat sorry for the guy... Almost!
"I found your phone earlier, " he said, reaching into his pocket and taking out a phone... My
phone! And he stretched it towards me."I hope you don't expect me to thank you... You are, after all, the one who threw it in the first place," I took the phone from him, which was miraculously still in one peace.
" I'd understand perfectly if you chose not to, " he smiled rather anxiously, " I just couldn't help but notice your screen saver,"
"So?"
"Well..." he chuckled nervously again. And I have to admit that this side of Mike made him look somehow innocent, almost harmless! " It's a photo of you and Casey, the mayor and his wife___"
"You mean my parents?"
"I had no idea who your parents___"
" Would it have made a difference? "
"If I'd have known who you are, I wouldn't have done what I did!"
" So what, you only take advantage of people who don't come from prominent families? You realize how that sounds right? "
" I just... Did you happen to tell Casey about what happened? Or your parents? Does Casey know? " he asked, clearly nervous. And I found it weird that he seemed more scared of Casey finding out about what happened than my parents?
Maybe
hedoesn'twanttolooseafriendlikeCasey?But still... Maybe the whole reason he's acting all nice and sweet was because he doesn't want me to tell on him... Which I have to admit, made him seem like an even bigger jerk!
" This entire 'making amends' crap was just an excuse to get me to not tell my family what you did?"
" Not entirely! "
" So it partly was___"
" I regret what I did, and I'm honestly seeking your forgiveness here. I've spent the entire morning picking out the right words to tell you... To get you to forgive me. Please just don't mention this to Casey?" Mike trapped me in between himself and the wall, not really giving me space to run to... And I honestly couldn't believe that I was letting this happen again. My fear of him was crippling me, so much to the point that I couldn't gather the courage to push him away, even though that is what every fiber of my being was telling me to do!
"I don't hide anything from him," I told him, which was completely true. This is like the very first time I'm withholding information from Casey, and it's making me feel somewhat guilty.
"Casey is going to kill me when he finds out___"
" When I find out what?" the guy appeared, literally out of nowhere. This being one of those 'speak-of-the-devil-and-the-devil-appears' kind of situation.
Mike was obviously startled to say the least. He definitely got more tense. And I couldn't help buy notice the suffocating tension that was in the air the very minute Casey came in.
Mike took a step away from me. I was grateful for Casey's presence. It may have increased the tension in the room, sure, but it got Mike to back away from me which is what i needed more.
"Larson, what's up! I didn't expect to see you here this early in the morning !" he chuckled nervously, making Casey raise his brow, a clear indication that Mike was probably getting under his skin.
" Did I miss something?"
" Like what man?" Mike stepped towards the fridge. Keeping a safe distance from both Casey and I.
" I don't know, a make out session between you and my cousin? "
" That's not___"
" Its not what it looks like Cee," I defended myself... Even though I didn't have to. I mean come on, what's the worst that could happen? Casey may have some sort of influence over his friends and other people out there, but not me. But still, the last thing I needed was for him to build crazy images of me and his friend in his head... which is wrong, disturbing, and most of all, disgusting!
Mike on the other hand, wasn't as cocky and confident as he was yesterday. And he was definitely not laughing anymore.
"I was just... she had something on her face," was the best that idiot could come up with," I was helping her take it out,"
"And you had to pin her against the wall to do so?"
"I wasn't___"
"Nothing happened... nothing has happened... nothing was ever going to happen Casey. Your friend isn't even my type," I told him. It was the easiest way I could think of to simply shrug him off. With Casey, when you show him that you don't care, then he won't care either.
"Are you sure about that?" he said, stepping closer, and throwing a denim jacket on the counter... my denim jacket! "At this point, I don't exactly think I can believe that,"
I could almost hear my heart beat in my ears. Was it fear? Anxiety? I have no idea. All I know is that I'm out of excuses to give. Lying to Casey is a bit of a challenge... most especially when he has some sort of proof that I'm lying to him.
"What is your jacket doing in Mike's room?" he asked me. Of course it took quite a while to come up with a logical explanation to give. It had to be something he'd at least consider believing...
"There's a logical explanation for this___" Mike defended. And I'm pretty sure he didn't really have a 'logical' explanation. I could tell by the look on his face.
"Which is?"
"She uh... she left it in my room," told you so.
"That part was obvious... What I'd like to know is how___"
"It was hot," was what I could come up with, "I took off my jacket cause it was hot. I must have forgotten it when I was in a hurry to find you. But thank you for finding___"
"It has blood on the collar Connie,"
"I know," I said snatching the jacket from him, "I told you I had cut myself, remember?"
"While trimming your hair apparently... which is why this entire thing doesn't exactly make any sense. You came here last night to pick me up. And then wandered into Mike's room, and simply decided to trim your hair there?" I hated the tone in which he said it. He made it sound extremely pathetic. Which I guess he didn't at all believe.
"Yes?"
"Stop bullshitting me Connie!" even though his voice sounded even, I could tell by the way his jaw clenched that he was loosing his patience. I was stretching out the little patience he usually has.
"Well I'm not___" I was cut short by my phone ringing.
Natalya!
I have honestly never been this pleased to receive a call from Nat before. She might as well have saved mine and Mike's neck... and I appreciated it.
"He was the one who had your phone as well?" it was more or less a question. He wasn't asking me if Mike had my phone... he was telling me that he had it!
Ignoring him, I excused myself and walked to the furthest corner of the room to answer the phone... hoping that by the time I'm done with this phone call, he'd have forgotten all about this. But even I was aware of how unlikely that was.
Mike.
"Nat, what's up?" Connie answered her phone, walking a bit further from us, far enough for us to only hear whispers of her conversation.
I tried to keep myself with the punch... maybe the alcohol might help me clear my head... come up with a good explanation I can give Casey. He hasn't stopped staring at me since Connie took that phone call. The look was as sharp as it was uncomfortable. I didn't appreciate it and I definitely didn't like it. It's the look he gives people right before he flips out and beats them up.
"Since Connie is clearly not going to tell me shit, maybe you'd like to explain the situation," he sat down on the counter. Seemingly getting comfortable to hear the lies I was trying to come up with.
"But I___"
"Maybe you'd like to start with what you were doing right before I walked in,"
"We weren't___"
"Or why her jacket was in your room,"
"Casey___"
"Or even better, maybe you could explain to me what you were doing with her phone. That would be a good start,"
"She left them here,"
"I know she did," he sounded a bit irritated. And I have no idea when or how, but he was up from the counter. And just as suddenly, he had his hand around my throat, "I want a better more reasonable___"
"She must have dropped it or something,"
"Or something!" his grip tightened. And I could genuinely feel the oxygen getting cut off, "I won't ask you again__"
"Nat can you relax a bit," the minute he heard Connie's voice, he instantly loosened his grip... just as Connie briefly turned around to face us. She gave us a small smile, one that Casey reciprocated... acting like he wasn't just about to end my life me a second ago, "I can't understand a single thing you're saying when your shouting in my ear ,"
Her conversation temporarily seemed to draw attention from me. And Casey stared at Connie instead.
"...What do you mean..." she said, and the smile that was on her face only a second ago gradually faded, "Wait a minute.... what do you mean fire?... What fire?... Just... just stay there Nat, I'm on my way!"
Casey Connie nervously paced outside the restaurant. We could all see her from where we sat. This is the twenty second phone call since she was informed about the fire at their school. And I'm not kidding, I've been counting! I saw her frustratedly grab her hair, but when she saw me watching her, she simply shot me a small smile, then turned the other way so I couldn't see her expression. Natalya, being the drama queen that she's always been, hasn't stopped crying. I've always known she was emotional, just not to this extent. No offense, but it was almost annoying. This was the exact reason I avoid hanging out with her most of the time. Mike has been completely quiet the entire time. Just like me,
Sarah.I am so not psyched about this whole back to school thing... and that should really say something considering I'm the biggest nerd at school. School is my happy place... my safe haven. Or it was, before Casey came along and spoilt everything. He has been doing everything in his power to ruin my life ever since he transferred here... and so far, he's basically been successful.And now I'm here at the school gym, as is everybody else, waiting for the principal's announcements. They said it was 'super important'... a 'life-changing' announcement. Nobody seems to have a clue as to what he was talking about, but I guess that was why we were all here.A paper ball landed on my head, and I heard a few laughters from behi
Sarah.So that's it. I guess the decision is basically final. And there's nothing that can be done about it. I guess all I can do is hope and pray that Connie isn't one of the twenty six Crown students that are coming to Berry. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that she goes to 'Hearst' or something... just not here!Since the dismissal of the assembly, 'Crown students coming to Berry' is all everyone is talking about.Some people were actually excited... the school band most especially. It's a fact that the Crown Lake Academy's school band is pretty talented. Their music is to die for... and I'm not kidding. The school band is miraculously taking their arrival extremely positively.Others on the other ha
Sarah.Staying away from Connie can't be that hard right? Except it's Connie we're talking about. Even if I was to stay away from her, there is no reassurance that she'll do the same.As I walked from my final class of the day, towards my locker, I heard my name being called from behind me. I looked behind but saw no one... at least nobody who would call me.Though cometo think of it, who really would?It's one of the perks of being friendless, who get to happily live without people calling your name! But when I felt someone tap on my shoulder, I knew it was more than just my imagination."What, are you ignoring me now?" said the cheerful voice I'd basically recognize anywhere.
SarahHere I am with a shovel in my hand, in a cemetery, digging my own grave!Okay fine, greatly exaggerated.But I may as well be doing that with the decision I'm about to make. I'll probably be dead by the end of the day. I wasn't at all certain about it... But come on, when have I really been certain about anything in my life? One thing I was slightly certain about though was that I was making a huge mistake being here. And I made a huge mistake agreeing to be a tour guide in Rory's little suicidal tour group. I still had a voice at the back of my head telling me it's a terrible idea. Casey warned me to stay away from Connie... But here I am, at the parking lot with Rory, about to begin this tour.I was freaking out, for different reasons of course. It was enough that I had to be social for God-knows how long. Add the fact that I had to do this with Kenzie. This tour might basically be the last thing I do before my life comes to an end. I heard Rory mention something about Crown
~*Sarah*~"This is my favorite part of the school," Kenzie stated as she led the group into the gym, "It's where my cheerleading career began. It also happens to be where I was crowned homecoming queen,""Hold on a sec," Natalya interrupted Kenzie for the eighth time... Yes! I've been counting! "I thought this was a tour of the school, not your life story,"Something tells me that Natalya isn't exactly fond of Kenzie... And the feeling seems mutual. The two have been bickering with each other since the tour began."Come on Nat, let the girl share her accomplishments," a guy, who I earlier found out was Natalya's boyfriend, Raymond, stated."We aren't interested in her 'accomplishments'___""Speak for yourself! I wanna hear them all," a guy commented."If you don't want my tour, feel free to hang at the back with Sarah,""Even death by decapitation sounds better than having to listen to you,""That won't be much of a problem... I happen to know a guy___""Hey! Can we check out the cafe
The Larson family... No doubt the most influential family in California. A family of really important people. The mayor, District attorney, owner of a really successful company, lawyers... This family seems to have it all. Casey, an insanely handsome jock, with a killer smile, well toned muscular body and regrettably really beautiful eyes... Surely he's as good as he seems... NOT! Being the Mayor's nephew gives him an edge... An advantage over everybody else. He's favoured by teachers, admired by his peers, loved by his family... Well most of his family. Casey has it all! He can do whatever he wants in that school and get away with it. All he has to do is flash the principal his million dollar smile and he's off the hook. They all fall for it. Even I almost fell for it. But behind that charming smile and beautiful eyes... Behind that strong charismatic personality... Behind
Sarah'sP.O.V... The bell rang and one could easily hear the excited screams coming from outside. Mr. Lennard's voice was easily drown by everyone in class as they all gathered their stuff. It was finally the beginning of our summer vacation, and nobody was in the mood to listen to what Mr. Lennard was actually blabbering about. I'm glad he realized it, cause he simply rolled his eyes and left the classroom. I tried as fast as I could to stash away all my books in my bag. But the faster I tried to put them away, the faster they fell and scattered on the floor. With my trembling hands, I could hardly grip anything... I felt pathetic... This is pathetic. Argh! Why do I have to be so fearful of them? God I hate myself for feeling this way! This was taking me longer than I had anticipated. But I bet I'd be done with this already if only these dumb book