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A New Year
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2024-10-29 19:42:56On New Year’s Eve, Silvia sent Jim a DM.
“Did you notice our years don’t start at the same time? Happy Argentinean New Year, Jay!”
He replied in under a minute, “Ur fkn right! Happy Argentinean New Year!”
It was just obvious that he’d DM her again five hours later, to congratulate her on LA’s New Year, and that she would be waiting to reply right away like he’d done.
Her birthday party was two days later, and it was a night to remember. She had so many pictures and videos to share with her friends, that she refused to spend hours uploading it all twice, first to Facebook and then to the Hey, Jay!
Jim frowned when she sent him a link to Facebook. “Come to Suckerborg county to take a look.”
Barbara was getting dressed for the opening of an art gallery they’d been invited to, and it looked like he had time to read Shakespeare’s com
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