The crew has been planning this for months and that bastard Valdis had no idea.
He withdrew his scouts as the Freeze approached, just as we knew he would. We walked right up to the fucking door.
Nearly all the crew are the offspring of people he has murdered. Joined together in shared hatred for the tyrant that has dominated the northern half of our world. Trekking through the tall black mountains none of us said a word. Memories of this place ran too deep, scars reopened.
I could have started a new life, down in the warmer southern lands. Never see snow and ice again, endure another Freeze. Allow my wolf to shift form and prance along the fucking beach without a care.
Except I can’t. For twenty years, since a small boy of seven, my dreams have been filled with burning visions of what he took from me.
Every mirror reminds me of what Valdis left me with instead.
We knew if we waited until the final hours before the Freeze struck we could take them by surprise. Half a dozen purple-clad servants but no guards were spied still above ground. Everyone's wolves were on edge in our minds, scenting the air, alert and ready.
Hidden from view, dressed in heavy black leathers and furs we were an intimidating sight. Twelve of us, armed to the teeth with powerful guns and knives. A unit elected by the rest of the rogues to deliver justice.
There were a hundred more shifters who wanted to strike down the Bloodstone pack but we had to be realistic. For the plan to work we had to be able to survive the Freeze. If we all attacked we would soon descend into starvation and chaos as we ran out of supplies.
There were too many tales of bunkers being visited in the spring by their southern counterparts, only to find the gory, desperate evidence of starvation. Shrivelled corpses, rotting on concrete. Trapped with nothing but a slow wait for death. The claw marks on the walls and signs of cannibalism always made me shudder as a young boy.
Not my men. Valdis would not taint me with further deaths.
We would do this the smart way. So, loaded with machine guns we put my plan into action. I went first, crying for help begging for sanctuary before the freeze. It was a common occurrence at this time, packless wolves caught out by the snowfall.
Guards raced out of the concrete compound like rabbits from a hole, eager to give a helpless stranger a kicking.
Once all four bunker doors were opened my men emerged and unleashed devastation. Bullets and blood swiftly covered the roof of the concrete compound. We did not shift, bullets were more effective than snapping jaws today.
No mercy was necessary. One look at the scars covering my deputy Reu’s arms would tell you all you needed to know. My grizzled, short brown beard covers a lot of my damage. Enough strikes with a metal tipped whip will leave a scar no matter how hard your wolf tries to heal you.
Reu got his for daring to stop his little sister being taken by one of Valdis’ Beta’s. He lost his sister, parents and everyone he loved. His blue eyes are hard like diamonds, clipped hair, white as the ice. He is powered by vengeance now.
Racing around the top of the compound we wiped out Valdis’ guards in a hail of bullets. Gradually their cries of pain lulled, there was no sign of the main man though.
I charged up a stone turret staircase and almost flattened a purple-clad servant girl. Full of fury, spattered with the blood others, I terrified her. Pointing the gun at her face, “who else is up there!” I yelled sharply.
“Nobody! Please don’t kill me!” her black hair falling around her face in waves. Bright, forest-green eyes pleading with me as she backed against the wall. Fear rolled off her in waves and for the first time I didn’t want someone to think of me that way.
I gestured with my gun for her to run along. Like a terrified hare she sprinted and vanished underground.
I whirled around checking for danger, ignoring the vanilla scented air the dark-haired girl had left behind.
Ground level secure. Time to descend into the concrete hell they called home.
“Two above!” I shouted, the rest of us tackled the underground lair. The air was foul, steel doors clattered and banged around us. We knew it would be tricky, those who lived down here needed no signs or directions. It was a mindless rabbit warren for us. I had long forgotten the layout myself.
We fanned out, our guns cocked ready to kill anything that threatened. I had already told the men not to harm those dressed in purple. Unless they came at us of course, then they are fair game.
A black-bearded hellion of a man jumped out and fired. I dropped and blasted back. He fell ground and quivered out of existence. Over his bleeding body a huge man with dirty black coiled plaits leapt and ran.
“TARGET!” I bellowed and gave chase. My pulse raced as I followed him down twisting routes, the sound of his slapping feet allowing me to keep up. This was it, the moment all of us came here for.
Like a fleeing rat he went to shimmy up a ladder but found the barrel of Howen’s machine gun pointing at him from above. Howen, my second deputy, was a red-bearded viking of a man. Covered in scars the same as the rest of us under his black leathers his green eyes gleamed as he watched the colour drain from Alpha Valdis’ face.
His dirty face reminded me of leather. So much older than I remembered too, the white fur lining of his leathers soaked with the blood of his Beta’s.
“Got ya,” Howen muttered from above. Valdis let go of the railing, seething and shaking with rage as he reluctantly gave up the chase. I lifted my gun, my heartbeat steady as a lake as I prepared to take my moment.
“NO!” screamed a female who flung herself in front of the gun barrel. Long black hair curled and styled with gems and golden braids. She wore expensive red silk and flowery perfume, a stark contrast to the leathery faced rat we had cornered. “You can’t kill him!”
“Who the fuck are you?” I asked, pointing my gun directly at her face. Anyone wearing all that gold and finery was not worth trusting for a second. She placed herself between Valdis and my gun, her silk dress billowing around their legs.
“I’m Corina! Luna Corina! He’s all I have, he’s my father, please show mercy!” she begged.
“You know exactly the sort of man your father is. He rapes, kills and brutalises everyone who is of no purpose,” She better not have a weapon strapped to her back or I’ll fire through the pair of them.
“You kill him, you’re no better!”
“I kill him, I do the world a favour,” I grunted in reply. My men shouted cheers of agreement.“He should be on trial! Take him south in spring and put him on trial!”
I stepped forward, placing the gun barrel against the weeping Luna’s forehead. “This is the Night of the Rogue's you spoiled little bitch. You want to go down south and plead for mercy on his behalf, be my guest.”
“But…but the Freeze,” she whispered, looking above at the sky beyond the scowling red beard of Howen. “I’ll never make it…”
“If I let you go now, you could. Reu, get all the servants and prisoners assembled in one of the bigger rooms of this shithole. They are not to be harmed."
“Yes Sir,” Reu clipped then strode away to start banging on doors. His ice-white hair almost glows in this miserable concrete gloom.
I study the pair, my finger on the trigger but no longer against her forehead. Valdis remains a seething, scowling bastard, the girl still weeping.
“Take her,” Valdis suddenly announces, nudging Corina forward. “Take her as yours, spare me. Put me on trial. Fuck her any way you like. She’s untouched, ready for a man.”
I don’t even flinch. “You would have me ravage your only daughter to save your own neck?”
“Father,” Corina gasped in shock, looking down at the floor as a scarlet blush enveloped her. Swallowing, she looked back up at me, a hardness in her green eyes that she no doubt gained from him. “I will do it. For my father I will be yours.”
Valdis grabbed at Corina’s red silk robe and tore it roughly exposing her chest as the gold brooches pinning it together gave way. She squealed and blinked away tears she dare not allow to fall.
Still she stammered, allowing her tattered red dress to expose her breasts, “for my father…I am yours.”
I don’t need pity fucks from the daughter of my enemy.
Firing a round directly into Alpha Valdis’ forehead is my answer. A patina of grey and red, concrete and blood combined expands before me. The half naked Corina drops to the floor screaming.
“I don’t want you. Now move, you can join the servants for instructions. Then you can clean up the mess he’s left on the walls. Now put your fucking chest away.”
The scent of terror mixed with the metallic tang of blood. We had all heard that last hail of bullets. I was crouched with Elvie in one of the grey shelf-filled storerooms. We didn’t lock the door, hoping anyone searching would just casually glance and walk away. The shouts and sounds of those being gathered up echoed throughout the building. “Where are they taking everyone?” Elvie whispered. “It must be the Black Hall, that’s the only space big enough for everyone?” “They might be setting us free, lets go!” Elvie whispered quickly. Her long silvery hair had come out of its bun and hung around her shoulders. “Are you insane! We’ve just survived a massacre! They’ll be setting up a firing squad next!” “If they’ve killed Valdis, I’ll bow down and give them anything they want,” Elvie muttered, “those guys can’t possibly be worse.” I thought of poor Mara. Valdis has almost completely broken her spirit. His Beta’s too. Ronan and the rest had made our lives hell. I don’t think about
This phase had been the hardest plan to gain approval from the others. A lot of the Rogue committee had wanted to kill everyone outright. Slit the throat of every man, woman, even child and leave it scorched once the team survived winter. Burn the place to the ground with them all in it. I had argued for a fairer method. I wanted to kill Valdis, but not at the expense of becoming just like him. The bunker and fortress served an important purpose. Just because Valdis had sat on the powers available underground didn’t mean they were gone forever. In the end the compromise was agreed. Allow those who wanted to attempt safe passage. Realistically it was almost impossible without vehicles. Perhaps those who were determined, smart and resourceful might get far enough before the huge ice sheets and blinding snow descended. I would not lose sleep over the Beta’s who wanted to attempt it. The one with the tattooed face was making me itch to fire another bullet. The way his icy eyes glared a
Only when Declan left the room did I shakily exhale. Even when he shot Warren. I was drawn like a magnet to that bearded, grizzled face. He viciously smeared Ronan against the wall, I still couldn't stop staring. Those dark eyes had a power I had never experienced before. Would he really shoot us too? If not him, what about these eleven new men? All of them, clad in black leather, look pissed. Especially when Coraline outed me, I could feel the heat of their eyes. Declan promises freedom but that is an easy declaration to make at the start of a Freeze. He could be lying through his teeth. Elvie immediately walked off, chattering excitedly with another girl about freedom. Punishing me for not leaving with the Beta’s into the Freeze. Mara had passed out on my legs, her body hot and clammy. Corina stood over me, a grin of triumph on her face. “You know, I’m going to introduce myself properly to Declan. My life won’t be changing here so neither will yours.” Then she trotted off do
I’ve killed at least half a dozen people today, let’s leave it there. The mantra I repeat as Corina flutters after me. People fly about, the corridors bustling with activity as every survivor tries to prove their worth, each Rogue watching them like a hawk. Leaning against the doorway, studying me as I rummage through the first of the ex-Alphas rooms, she acts the queen. The bedsheet has been abandoned. Instead the red silk gown has been tied at her shoulder, only just keeping her heaving tits concealed. “Checking through my fathers possessions Declan? Maybe I can help?'' Her voice is light and sickeningly friendly. Disguising her nature like a snake in the grass. That breathy, gaspy little thing women do to sound weak and vulnerable annoys the hell out of me. However I may need her. If the tattooed Ronan has no good information it may come down to her to get us through the Freeze. With a surly growl, “I am checking every room in this entire place.” “Well, let me know when you com
I'm still the queen of this hellhole. The past two weeks have been a tightrope walk. The Rogues appear to be telling the truth about being non-violent. There have been no beatings, no floggings conducted. I think they’re fools. The Freeze arrived the same night they came and murdered my father. I pretend not to care but the metal doors clanking shut for the last time always makes my heart sink. It is so…final. We are now entombed under tonnes of ice and snow. You know it has hit the severest depths when the wailing wind of the storms above falls silent. Like a submarine, if shit goes down underneath the surface, there is absolutely no way out. Fire, starvation, flooding. Even if you got the bunker doors open you can’t get through the metres of ice. So I say a few floggings, maybe a throat slitting of a few slaves is justifiable to keep peace. Especially since I have no fucking idea where my father kept the safe codes for the back end of the stint. Ronan is the only one alive wh
Striding away from Corina I am distracted and irritated. Losing my stash of monk pepper flowers has left me vulnerable. I have to avoid succumbing to the Black Hall. I am afraid if I let go, lose control everything will fall apart. I will crumble and fail Or sass Corina. The temptation to put the bucket on her head was so strong I could taste it. It only quenched when Declan appeared. Then a whole other form of temptation reared its head. How can someone possibly ooze fear and safety at the same time? His broad body, clad in a dark charcoal top is terrifyingly strong. He could kill me without blinking, those brown eyes dragging me into a willing trance. At night I still replay the memory of him stroking my cheek. Then I scold myself for being pathetic. After all, he did nothing to protect me today. He let Corina banish me to the laundry. Frustrated at how easily I let me guard down around him, I didn’t notice her following me. “Lyra.” I stop in my tracks, head bowed, braced f
I stand by everything I said. Lyra bristled with anger, not that she looked at me. Howen simply raised his eyebrow and strode away. I replayed my words, perhaps a bit brutal but still the truth. It wouldn't matter if she was my damned mate from the Moon Goddess herself. To yield again would be a betrayal of everything my family suffered. I repeated that same thought as her footsteps reappeared. Yet my gaze flew to her anyway. Her shapely, slim legs. The in and out of her hips on show in that purple dress, carrying a box too wide for her arms. Her long black hair was still damp, loosely trailing past her shoulder blades. It gave me unwanted visions of her in the shower. Soapy, dripping, yielding to my presence. My cock jumped to attention, my wolf gnawing at me to say something. “Do you need any help?” She either doesn’t hear, or is too pissed off with me to answer. She vanished round the corner instead. Ignoring the irritation from my wolf I remind myself some distance would be
How dare he. Declaring me scum, tainted goods and then offering to help! I just kept walking, the words forming in my mouth not fit to speak. Declan is no different to Valdis. He is cruel in a different way. My wolf whimpers in disagreement but I ignore the sensation. As a teenager, Valdis whipped me for every complaint Corina made. As soon as my curves and womanly shape arrived she noticed, or invented every error. My rations dropped, my chores increased. I felt the same whip crack slice of pain across my chest when I overheard that conversation. Back at the lonely dorm I brewed the tea too harshly, the murky liquid tasting extra foul. I’ve spent so many years compressed. My heart, every thought, etched down to nothing but making it to the next day without punishment. It's kept me alive, but now Valdis is gone, what is to keep me from collapsing like a broken dam? I want to march back up to Declan and scream. New, unearthed energy pulses inside. I want to explode in rage, fury
### FIVE YEARS LATER ### The truck has seen better days. More grey than black it trundles us wherever we need. Declan has become the expert at fixing it, fully aware that I absolutely love it when he gets oil on his hands or face. Rolling up his sleeves, showing his huge forearms that are solid from hard work, I offer up a daily prayer of thanks to the Goddess. “You are sure this is the place?” “I heard about it from the others back home.” Home was our small fishing village named Filney. Today was an unusual adventure for us, having barely left our little world for so long. Leaving the fortress all those years ago we had just headed south. With no more diversions or magnetic tourist attractions to show me, Declan took me to the very furthest tip of our nation. It still took a couple of months to get so far south. Just as he had dreamed, I fell asleep in the truck, waking up to him gently nudging me. However back then there had been no bump, just the first twinges of nausea and
The rumours were true. Only a minute or two after we got Howen and Pearl onto the ground did a silent shaft of light blaze down. Watching from outside the fortress it appeared painful, the way everyone dropped to the floor covering their eyes. Even I had to shield my eyes with my hands.From what I could see amidst the whiteness Elvie appeared to have lost her mind, stood tall, flailing her arms and shouting upwards. Declan held me close, wrapping his leather jacket back around my shoulders and kissing the top of my head.“Thank you,” leaning into him, loving the warmth of his huge body against mine.“What for?”“For not wanting to change us.”Declan shifted, leaning against the black truck door. “Can I say I am happy with myself without sounding like a dick? I’m covered in damage but I don’t care anymore.”“Well you are perfect, to me at least.” I smiled, watching him roll his eyes even though he squeezed me a little tighter. As quickly as it descended the beam vanished. From a dista
The past few months have been a blur. When the Goddess light first appeared I didn't have a clue what to do. Instinct took over as I shredded into Reu's jacket with my claws, my wolf somehow emerging for the first time since I accidentally shifted at fourteen. I was whipped so severely for just my claws emerging in front of a Beta that I never tried it again. But when the light subsided, returning us to cold darkness I was sprawled underneath Reu in my wolf form. "What the fuck just happened?" Dill shouted, as everyone rubbed their eyes and huddled. Nearly everyone had dropped to the floor, unable to find their way indoors in the searing brightness. "Is everyone okay!" Reu shouted, clambering to his feet, his white hair a ragged mess. "Does anyone need help!" Everyone gasped as he stood up, revealing my shifted form. All the originals knew what a big deal it was. "Elvie is that you!" Arlen cried out, pointing in surprise. Then Sol gasped. "Arlen your…your hands!" "Dill your fac
I squealed as Declan roughly shoved me into Pearl, scattering us to the ground.Then I saw why. Holding a long-barrelled shotgun, eyes blazing a furious gold stood Viktor. He was red-faced, sweating with exertion. Blonde hair now hung down to his shoulders, dirty and tangled. “What the fuck are you doing here,” Viktor said with a sneer, keeping the barrel pointed directly at Declan’s face. Manoeuvring so he could see all three of us togethe, his once handsome face twisted in smug victory.Gesturing the gun quickly towards me I gasped in fear as he mocked us. “You’re looking good Lyra, and a pretty friend too. My Declan, aren't you getting adventurous. Or did you fancy a less damaged slut for a while?”“Fuck off,” Pearl growled but this was no time for trading insults. Not when my mate had a gun waved in his face.“You’ve hidden the golden wolf here then?” Declan said flatly, flexing his huge chest, parting his legs to try and cover Pearl and I. From my crouched position I could feel
Lyra, forever formed of kindness and light raced to her side, Skidding into the blood and straw, not caring about her light cotton dress as she cradled Mara’s long blonde hair in her hands. “Mara what happened to you! Shit! Pearl, get some help, quick!” As the guard swore and cursed his bad luck, Pearl ran off. I heard her rummaging around in the guard room at the top of the corridor. Mara spluttered, her teeth stained with blood. Lyra carefully stroked her blonde hair away from the blood on her face, as gently as a mother would a newborn. “Lyra he…I did everything he asked.” “But you hurt people for him? The guards at the fortress, the men in this gold sale?” “I had to! I didn’t want to but he told me it was the only way. The only way we could be together. We put the golden wolf safe then came here to sell the little trinkets,” as she got upset her words became more ragged, her breathing starting to rattle. “We had such a good time…it was, he was perfect.” Pearl came scampering b
I have failed. Six months ensuring nothing harmed her happiness and I’ve gone and trashed it anyway. Those green eyes are filled with confusion and it’s all because of me. Because of something as simple as a dream. Albert having finally waddled downstairs, I slowly walk towards her. For the first time she steps backwards. Fuck. “You want to find Viktor? Howen? Both of them?” “I have to,” I confessed sadly, slumping down to sit on the soft bed. I rubbed at my eyes, running my hands through my short brown curls in frustration. “Lyra, these nightmares…these dreams are telling me I’ve got to do something.” “What dreams?” her voice softening, even though her arms are still folded. I keep my head in my hands, gripping my hair tightly as I force the words out. “Last night, I saw Howen as he was, as a young man being led away from me by Viktor, into a crowded road. I run, I search. I kill strangers in the streets to try to get to him. It drives me feral to the point where my dream ends wi
Of course leaving the Fortress wouldn’t be complete without some final bloodshed. Seeing how Declan’s brotherhood had torn themselves to pieces the instant Beldon died was sobering. When I asked if we needed to tell the rest of the Rogues waiting back at the base, Declan shook his head. “The ones that made it out would have high-tailed it straight back there anyway."“What made Beldon and Morrell so…angry?” “I think they let their Bond fail. I don’t think you can live a life that violent, however well intentioned and not let it taint something pure,” Declan replied flatly. “Once that starts to rot, it all falls apart. Like how you described Corina.”So with Beldon’s body gingerly dragged from the flatbed of the dented black truck, we left. We were silent for the first few hours. Mainly because I was staring out of the window like an idiot at everything new. Declan was content to just drive, and watch me from the corner of his eye. Seeing the cragged black mountains up close, actual
Declan and Lyra left a few days ago. Elvie and I insisted on being the ones to take them back to what was left of the Rogue camp. On the snowmobiles, carrying machine guns and blades, we found a site of devastation. Blood had been spilled. A huge amount of it judging by the snowy corpse-clumps in the ground. Only one truck remained, Beldon’s frosted corpse. Tent sheeting flapped with claw marks, chunks of leather clothing shredded. Elvie and Lyra had shuddered to discover Amelie under one of the collapsed tents. “So this is Rogue law?” Elvie had muttered with a bitter tone. “You never know with Amelie, she may have struck the first blow or tried to lead a group attack,” I said after a minute's consideration. She always wanted to play big.She wouldn’t have even been up here had she not begged to come. Sitting quietly around every campfire for years, I have learned to watch people when they think they aren’t being studied. Amelie wanted more than her usual piece of Dec the instant
Seeing Declan standing above my bed, blanket in hand, face flushed with desire I had for a second assumed it was just another fantasy. Too much hugging of the sandalwood-scented pillow, tricking myself again.Then he kissed me. He was so real. With a desire that bordered on frenzy, he seized and fucked me so exquisitely I felt I was coming apart at the seams. Only his gruff, heavy hold over my body kept me together. There was no feeling like it in the world when he sunk that deep inside. Laid next to him, watching the rise and fall of his chest, my toes curled at the memory of how he grabbed my ass, admiring me even though I knew my back was littered with scars.I love how even in his sleep, if I try to move away he instinctively pulls me closer. So excited to have him home I study him, unable to rest myself. His brown hair is shaggy and unkempt. That brown beard I love is even more ragged and needs trimming after so many days away.Despite the fighting and lack of food, Declan’s bod