It exhausted me to walk towards the hospital while suppressing my drowsiness. Drowsiness couldn’t win over me, especially when I switched to the night shift.
I could already see the tall hospital building and the people in the waiting area; the ambulance at the entrance of the ER; and the families crying and handling the paperwork for the morgue.
"Yhra, have you shifted?" The guard at the table joked with me as I approached for my time card.
"Yes, it’s my first day on the night shift. Suddenly," I replied, then he checked my bag and signaled that it was okay.
"So, why did you move?" he asked me, and then I frowned.
"I have no idea about the suddenly change of shift, and as always, there is nothing I can do about it, I am just a employee." I smiled before running to the janitors’ locker room.
I don’t know which floor and ward I’m assigned right now. When I got up in the morning, I was on the ground floor and in the private ward.
"Yhra, how are you?" My colleague, who was on the locker, greeted me with a smile.
"I am good, I guess?" I said while smiling, even my work is not starting yet, it feels that my body is already tired.
"Okay, you better go home. I’ll be home tomorrow." I waved on them, watching how they left the locker room, now I am all alone here but then I put on gloves and a hairnet. With my face mask
I am on my way to the boss's office, he is also about to leave and when he saw me, he smile plainly and gave the floor map of hospital.
"Santos, I am really sorry for the sudden change of shift, but you already know that the night shift has a lot of offer, and you can earn a lot." He joked and I just laughed, as if I can say no to the management, I don't have a degree, I am just a highschool graduate, that is why I know the reason of them, taking advantage of me.
"Please do prioritize Dr. Remon's room, he have a duty tonight and he want his room clean, alright?" I nod while walking away, preparing myself for the night shift.
I was about to walk away at the boss's office when he spoke again, and I stopped.
"In the morning, before you leave, take the dirty blankets and gowns to the laundry. I’m sorry they transferred you. The director wants the most neat ones." I smiled at what the boss said. I was proud to be one of them. But that compliment won't help me now.
I started to walk on a private ward with only two people in it. And the others have one patient in each room.
"Hello ma’am, let me just clean up." I smiled and gave a greeting as I swept the entire corner of the room.
"Can you remove your mask?" I stopped for a while and I turned to her. I raised an eyebrow.
"Do it. I can’t stand it when I can’t see the face of the person I’m meeting," she said, then her eyebrows rose, and I just removed my mask before arranging the garbage and the restroom.
At the end, I mop so that I don’t step on my mop.
"Can you change my bed sheet?" After this, I approached her and she sat on the sofa while I took a blanket from the nursing station on their floor and then changed it.
"Thank you." I smiled as I walked out of her room.
She doesn’t get much but knows how to be grateful.
Almost all the people in the private ward are stuck and do not talk. They are often rude.
I smiled, maybe I am happy now, because it's not that hard to be in night shift, maybe my thoughts for night shift is not that really bad, but I dropped the cleaning materials, and I get each of them, until a two pairs of legs in front of me.
"What the heck? You’re in charge of this floor, right?" I furrowed my forehead and when I look at him, I clearly see that he is a doctor, based on the white lab gown, and his eye glasses. He looks clean.
My face mask lifted as I nodded at him and stood up.
"First, clean my office. I’ve been waiting for the cleaner for a while!" It tinged his voice with annoyance before he turned his back on me as I chased after him and carried my brooms and mop.
"See that blood? Clean it. And please change the curtain." I nodded, and then I quickly pulled out the ballpen in my haste.
I was restless. I am scared and panicking now.
"What the heck! Be careful. Are you thinking about what you’re doing?" He yelled angrily as I knelt down and picked up the ball pens on the floor one by one.
When I stood up, my head hit the ledge of the table. I still feel dizzy from the force of my hit on the table.
Well done, Yhra. Your first night shift is ruined.
"Stupid!" he shouted at me before he grabbed my arm and lifted me when I fell on the floor. I was like a piece of paper that he lifted with his two hands and sat on his table.
"Take off that mask of yours; you can’t breathe properly!" He said this angrily, then left in front of me.
I failed to remove my mask while I was removing my hair net. The pain is real. It was like bleeding, with nothing coming out.
"It hurts?" he asked when the ice bag touched my head, and I bit my lip so hard that I wouldn’t complain. It hurts.
"Thank you, I’ll just do the rest after I clean your office," I said politely, before acting up at the table.
He quickly slapped my right hand on the edge of the table and thought it was exhausting to meet me.
"No, I’m already here," he said directly, while the ice bag was still on my head and he was staring into my eyes.
"But, Sir."
"Shut the fuckup, Santos." I close my eyes to avoid his eyes, as if to melt you.
"What are you doing?" he asked me as the ice bag stuck in my head.
"Concentrating," I reasoned as the stress faded in my head.
I breathed a sigh of relief when he didn’t ask again. Hopefully, next time he will remove the ice bag from my head so that I can continue my work.
That disappearance made me smile, and I quickly woke up.
Wrong, and again. I opened my eyes to two pairs of eyes staring into my eyes and scorching the air between us.
The soft lips that touched my lips were gone forever. They were gone, and he seemed to lose time in the haste of his kiss with me.
His right hand, which was on my thigh, climbed into my womanhood and rudely tore my uniform.
I moaned as he tore and quickly restrained my hand before I could push him to his position.
The sound of him falling with the next one, of him pushing me horizontally on the table, of him going to the door to lock it.
I took advantage of him with his back turned, and I got up and left the table.
"Sir, I’m leaving."
He passed me, and I fell on the patient’s bed.
He tore my clothes as he stared at me as if I was food that he had just seen.
My body got hot when he grabbed my chest, and he seemed starving when he grabbed it.
I stopped moaning because I didn’t want to show that I liked what he was doing to me.
My hand went down to his chest, and he was about to push me when he immediately lifted my hand to my head.
"You can’t say no to me, Ms. Yhra Santos."
My hair stood on end as every massage that caressed my body was intoxicating and softening.
My body felt like it was on fire with each massage. I wanted to stop what he was doing to me, but what he was doing to me, my own body is betraying what my mind wants.
I moaned as one of his hands could not rest on the mouth of my womanhood as all my hair stood on end.
"T-that’s right," I stammered as I sighed at what he was doing. I don’t know how to push him closer to me. I am having a hard time with what he is doing. I feel like I can’t be bothered by him.
"So damn gorgeous," he shrieked, before letting go of my hand and lowering his lips to my womanhood.
I don’t know if I’m going to scream at what he’s doing or complain. I don’t want to let out my moaning with every stroke of his tongue. My grip on the bed is so tight while his grip on my thigh is so tight that he emphasizes it even more on my femininity.
"Please, t-that’s right." Then his tongue played even more there. I couldn’t stop myself from moaning at what he was doing to my womanhood. I can’t handle him anymore.
"Really, you want me to stop?" He said foolishly before he took my hand and placed it on top of his pants. The look and foolish grin distracted me. He showed me how hard his dick was.
"Now, you’ll touch my baby." Then he took off the zipper of his clothes and didn’t have any briefs or boxers at all. Just pants, nothing else.
My eyes widened as he took off his pants. because he threw something somewhere in his coat.
"I want to break that tight pussy." I quickly touched my lips to his as he stroked his head over me, watching my expression. He seemed to enjoy himself while watching me while his penis was below me, and I am looking looking at his penis.
"Moan my name, say it." I looked at him as he quickly entered my femininity and my lips parted.
"S-sir"
"Remon," it said, while the facial expression of him, showing how it feels good it was.
"Remon-oh." His hand immediately covered my mouth at the same time as he entered loudly.
It was as if I could urinate in pain and tears because of its size and length. I could not rest in his place as he lingered.
He watched the blood come out of my womanhood as I cried and her grip on my mouth loosened.
"Virgin, huh?" I looked up to stop my moaning because his every movement sped up as if I was losing strength. It hurt even more.
My nail is digging into his arm at the same time as he is digging.
"I-it hurts," I moaned while his attention was still on my face.
"Later, you’ll be able to complain to me." He said foolishly before smiling and smirking, getting louder each time he entered me. It’s like I’m numb to what he’s doing; it’s crazy.
"Just a minute-ahh!" I moaned as he lifted my thigh up and my waist was on the edge of the bed while he was just standing there.
"Hmm, you are one of the hot janitresses I have seen in my life," he said. He is very sexy, and when you watch his facial expression, it looks like you will be taken away.
"Damn it, talk dirty!" he shouted, and I was surprised when he shouted.
"M-more," I said shyly, and then he smiled and sank deeper because I almost shouted out loud.
"I know, and you like this." His grip tightened, and I closed my eyes as my lips parted. I do not know what to do.
"Fuck, you keep meeting me!" He said, His mouth is open. I find it sexy. His reactions and gasps were so hot and addictive.
"Love this," he said as he lifted me up and leaned against the wall while I was very close to his shoulder. The taste was delicious inside of me. I feel like I could pee.
"Can I cum inside you?" I shook, and he smiled at me. His cocky smile made me feel more hot, what kind sorcery is this?
"Oh god," I whispered, blushing. He kissed my lips before speeding up, and I didn’t know where to turn my head because everything I could feel now was mixed.
I’m afraid we might get caught here and ask why I’m here instead of cleaning up. This is still my first day of my night shift.
It was delicious because I was experiencing something I never expected to enjoy.
And the pain, it hurts inside me. I’ve only come this far. It feels like my whole life is completely ruined. My chance is now gone. I protected my virginity for many years, and now he just took it away with just a simple mistake.
"A-ahh," Sir Remon muttered before he brushed my hair and almost broke my waist with the speed of his movement.
"L-Lesley," she mumbled, and I felt myself trembling at what she said and who she was. Who is Lesley? While I am with her now, she is speaking to another woman.
"S-sir..."
"Shut up and wait!" was his angry promise. When I was weak, I cried while trying to avoid his face.
That sick pain happened to me.
Suddenly, he pushed me and then someone hissed behind me while I was weak and took the clothes I picked up.
Fix yourself, janitress. I don’t want to see your face here. Do you understand? "
"Y-Yes," I said before he left.
I feel dirty. I want to go home.
As I stood next to the 7/11 across from the hospital, my entire body hurt. I’ve just gotten out of work after completing my night shift.I’ve been avoiding the doctor’s office as much as possible. I’m afraid to go to Remon and watch him bring a nurse there, and the woman who comes out can scarcely move."Yhra!" I turned around and approached my colleague, Carlo, who was holding a cigarette. He was also a physician, but he was extremely intelligent and lived in a condominium near the hospital."Carlo, you'll give me a mini heart attack," I said to Carlo, but he patted t pat my shoulder and brought me the drink and started to light another cigarette."As you know, I received a message from Remon." I was scared about what he may have said, but I kept it to myself. I know Carlo because I don’t want anybody to know what is wrong with me.He is an excellent buddy. I owe him money on the occasion when I’m in need."What is that rumor? You do not appear to be accustomed to it. Even if you are
I jumped to my feet swiftly, holding my head and striving to recondition myself. Because of my difficulty breathing, I felt as though I was suffocating."Are you all right?" he said, as Carlo’s face revealed itself to me."What am I doing? I have not yet completed my cleaning!" I was shocked and sprang to my feet."Not to worry, Yhra, you may take a break. You're so exhausted, so fatigued," My breathing slowed, and I let him gaze at me for an extended period.I was terrified. What if I become pregnant because of what happened between me and Remon? I’m not sure how else I’m going to get up or where I’m going to get confidence."Is that true?" I raised my eyes to avoid his gaze, as if someone else were suddenly in front of me. I have the impression that I am a really filthy lady."How can you make sure that I will tell what happened, Carlo?""Simply state the truth." I remained mute and nodded slightly in response to what he said. Carlo’s rage was palpable."Why?" I cringed and did not
As I strolled to the brief stop to cool myself and pass the time, the difficulties of the situation took me aback. I felt constricted, as if I couldn't breathe through the anguish, but even more so, if I gazed, nothing would happen.I could hear only the ringing and hum of the air conditioner, since very few people were going by at this hour of the night."We have coffee, ma'am. Perhaps you want it. It's only twenty-five pesos." I nodded and grinned. Each time I recall a phrase Mama left me, I am enveloped in darkness and despair.She put an end to all my hopes for our family. I merely want support, but when times are tough, they'll return it to me."I appreciate it." I smiled once again and handed the coffee over. He stared at me and was perplexed by the objects next to me."Why are you lugging along so many garments? If you're waiting for the bus to depart for the province, it will depart at 4 AM." I drank my coffee and nodded."I'm expecting something. And then I can not return to
He chuckles as he clings to his tummy and sits on the side of the bed. "I’m joking, Yhra," Melchor says."That was a fantastic reaction, I’ll tell you that. If you could only see me, you’d understand why I’m laughing so hard right now," He said, and I couldn’t believe what he was saying. It seemed like all the dread from the previous day was back, and the memories of that day were pushing me away from him.His blasphemy against me is unforgivable, and there will be no forgiveness."You made me feel uncomfortable." I said and then took the food out of his pocket and wallet and placed it in his bag."It’s been a long time since I last time I saw you. I could see mucus flowing from its mouth and frothing at the mouth." Melchor keeps on joking and I can't hide the disgust on my face."Take into consideration that you are a really attractive lady."My cousin’s statements to me had me puzzled.She is my aunt Jessa’s child, and he is about the same age as me."Do you mean to imply that what
"I beg you to let me go, and thank you in advance! Aren't you at least a little bit ashamed of your parents and your ancestors? In such event, you will bring me back to life and pull me to this location. I'll wait here with them till you get back from your trip." I yelled at Remon when we came to a stop at the most crowded part of the resort while we were there. He was making it appear as though he was having a serious problem by bringing his hands to his forehead, but in reality, he wasn't having any problems at all.If you are willing to come with me, I will go through it in further detail. I distanced myself from him and pulled my hand away from his in preparation for the possibility that he would seize it.Please refrain from being stubborn; if you keep acting this way, I will have no choice but to recite what you're saying till the very end of my existence. You have just undone everything I have worked so diligently to achieve. That satisfies the requirements in every way." Immed
Because my eyes were stinging so badly, the fact that I was still lying in bed without a cover didn't help matters.As he walked away from me, it appeared as if Remon had just smacked me. He sat in the corner and walked away, as if he wanted to make amends for what we'd done the night before.It's amazing that your integrity and shame have both been restored as a result of the beating, but my condition is significantly worse.My body was in excruciating pain. I was adamant about not going. I wished for the things I desired to occur. His decision to accompany me to Laguna remained a surprise. What makes you think it's impossible for me to alleviate all of his suffering?Because of the pain in my knees, it was difficult for me to carefully move out of the space."Lord, please return me to my birthplace."Despite the fact that it was difficult for me to enter the building, people seemed to be interested in me for reasons I couldn't understand."Please." As soon as I reached the door and
My body is in a considerable deal of pain. My seat is covered in bruises and scratches, and my thighs are paralyzed and appear to be on the verge of being cut as a result of the discomfort.I'm not sure when I'll be able to escape myself from everything he subjects me to.I'm very perplexed as to why this is occurring to me. The fact that I have already been laid to rest does not change the fact that I have been a good kid to my parents.Things, on the other hand, have changed. When I think about it, I feel like I'm carrying all of the world's angst. I refuse to be bitter about how I'm feeling whenever I recall the moment he pushed my entire being to the limit.Someone entered after I appeared to be sleeping because I heard the doorknob turn in the middle of the night when I was awakened by footsteps. On the other hand, I have no idea who they are.I haven't been able to sleep as a result of his teasing and mocking of me."What the hell is this, Remon?" asks the narrator. I have no id
"Do you honestly believe that injuring your face will make me stop?" Remon uttered nothing but trembles between getting the scissors and approaching my chair. He just stood there staring at my face. "Please don't concern me any more. "Thank you very much.""I'd want to accompany you for the next month, Yhra." "I will handle all of your responsibilities, including those related to your family and other issues." He was able to break his habit for the second time that day. Alternatively, he may be concerned that I may detract from the poker image he is trying to maintain. As I questioned him, tears welled up in my eyes, and he gently stroked and touched my face."I recognize that even if I imagine that you are her, she is not with you and is with someone else, and you are a separate person, and the two of you are not the same person.""I just want the feeling that she's still there," he mumbled as he knelt down."The agony has taken up home in my body," he explained as he knelt. "I will
All my life, I kept running.Throughout my life, I have chosen to be free and let what happens happen. I don’t think about the consequences of every decision I make.As far as I know, I did what I wanted, and I was happy with what I did. I don't care if I get hurt.I don't care about everything that happens around me because I only think about myself, I only love myself and, most of all, I don't want to be loved.I'm afraid to fall in love. I'm afraid to see myself miserable.And lastly, I don't know how to love at all.I've never been in love in my entire life, but I know what the basis is that you love.During the time I have been selfish, many women have been with me, touched, kissed, and stalked.Even one of them. I felt nothing special, no one felt attraction and, most of all, nothing felt strange to them.That day, I made up my mind that I wouldn't fall in love. There is no love at all. If there is a reason why I do not feel Why does no love come to me when I need it?That was a
I'm dressed in a simple fitting dress with a pair of black stilettos and little make-up for this occasion.As I looked in the mirror at the image of my face, I was filled with dread.Why is it that I am so beautiful? What is it about me that makes me feel that no one loves me, that no suitable person is meant for and with me?I was a little rattled before getting to my feet and walking out of my apartment, where I placed my key card in my bag.Every stride I take makes me feel as though I'm sinking more and further. What more would I require in order to be invited to her engagement party?"Why? "What am I doing here with you?" I questioned Gage as I put my cigarette carton into the trash because I had run out of cigarettes before calling Gage.Just get out of here. I'm in the same boat as you. "He's a complete and utter non-entity to you, right?" Then I hung up the phone and disconnected the call.I'm hoping he's nothing more than a bother to me.When the elevator bell rings, I slow d
Three years later, I sat by the river, my feet in the water on both sides.I grin as my little hand embraces hers, her eyes sparkling brightly in the sunlight.Aria, exercise caution! Then I jumped into the lake and he looked at me, smiled, and waved.He's agitated and agitated. I'm not sure how I'm going to keep an eye on things like that. It was too much for the hymn to bear to carry his massive tyan. "I have three children to look after," he said, sighing.The hymn was hugged by Stephen, who laughed and said, "I'm really too young for you."Because they are so in love with each other, I refuse to pass judgment on them. It's just so enviable that I fantasize of having a child like theirs that is content even while apart from his or her family at times as well."Stop me, Stephen! Stop me!" It seems like our two youngsters are going to suck some foam! It is impossible for me to give birth to you, sweetheart!" Then I chuckled, walked up to Aria, and walked away from the two who were to
My eyes widened as I realized how heavy my body had become.I'm not sure how many hours I've been awake, but there isn't a day and I've stayed in bed for the entire time.I haven't gone to their mansion yet, mother, so excuse me. I don't want them to be concerned about my well-being. What happened to cause this to happen to me? I don't want to be a contributing factor to their predicament.It's also embarrassing to be in this situation."Ouch!" As I stood up and walked out of my room, I whimpered a little.I was no longer considered for inclusion in the swimsuit contest's judging panel. I was unable to say goodbye to Elise as well. Perhaps she will tell me more later, and I will rush to the location.I was scratching my back and it was still dark outside when I peered out the window to see what was happening.Is this the first time I've seen the sun? I'm completely oblivious to the time of day.The feeling is similar to that of being in a state of lucid dreaming and unable to realize
Remon shifted his gaze to meet me.Because it's so difficult to comprehend what's going on, my hand is perspiration-soaked. Why Why does he need to see that in the first place?"Whoa, are we just going to stand there and stare at Lesley? I'm not sure why you're kissing another man when you have a fiancé, but please explain." As he looked at me with serious eyes, his handkerchief had already crumpled and he was still looking at me with determination."He was of assistance to me. I'm on the verge of becoming marape-""Is there a pork chop saved that you should kiss right now? What type of lady do you consider yourself to be, Lesley?" What he said to me struck a deep chord with me.What type of woman do I consider myself to be?I greeted him with a grin and a handshake."Aren't you going to ask whether I'm all right to remonstrate?" I also asked him a serious question while maintaining my composure in the face of his intense gaze.Everything he says to me pierces my heart; it's all so di
I was about to collapse as I went away, and the bottle of vodka was still in my possession.I was completely unaware that I was a guest at the resort. I'm simply going to go for a stroll.The waves of the sea and the silence that appeared to sweep away all of the weight in my chest and the anguish I was experiencing caused me to break into tears.Why am I behaving in this manner? Already, I'd promised myself that I wouldn't fall prey to his ruse.For Lian, everything is simply a game. He knows he's simply a showman and that he won't be able to achieve anything meaningful with his life, so he admitted as much.And yet, despite his efforts to dissipate his image while kneeling in front of me and beseeching me to give him another opportunity, why did he just remark, "now that I'm happy with Remon"?Up until now, I have been unsure of what to do, what is correct, or what I think to be the case."Why? "Argh!" says the author. I moaned and then collapsed on the beach in frustration. Nothing
It took me by surprise when Emily smacked Vannie in the face as her countenance remained surprised at what Emily had done to her.Then she drew me closer to her and we returned to the beer party in the north wing. "Don't touch her, or I'll kick your ass and kick you out of here," Elie exclaimed proudly, then pulled me closer to her and we returned to the beer party in the north wing."Can you tell me why you did that?" I inquired while my eyesight was rippling and the amount of energy that I desired to expel from my body was still high in my body.When I see it, I'm about to bring you here with me. She's a weirdo, and I'm a freak as well. My reaction to what this boy was saying was laughter, and I just accompanied him on his journey.I'm judging their swimsuit competition tomorrow, and I'm well aware that it will be tedious. If there's another man involved, I'll be the one to break it. Hopefully, this is the case. I'd be delighted to pass judgment on them."You're scary, you're smilin
"That's all there is to it for today. You are free to go at this time. Take advantage of your visit!" Then I got to my feet and began removing the plants off my side of the bed one by one.On the set of the photoshoot, Goose, the mayor's son, came up to me and said: "Better yeah, I know what you've been up to recently."Moreover, even if Ellie is a runaway, she is cutting because she wants to enjoy the summer."Huh? What exactly do you mean?" After that, I was permitted to walk since I responded with dead hatred."You're behaving like a fool, aren't you?" He made a joke, I laughed, and then we went inside the tent to take off our make-up.Okay, sure, it's just me, nothing to worry about. Keep it a well guarded secret, "I muttered something, and he chuckled."I'm a sucker for secrets," we joked, and Emily arrived just in time with a bottle of wine.What the hell, she's an alcoholic.Farster! This time, though, I'll have a companion, my brother! Isn't it Ate Les, after all?" She inquire
When I was sitting on the beach, waiting for a wave to arrive and get me wet in my two-piece black swimsuit, the producer screamed, "Good lesley!" I couldn't believe it!When he said, "Kneel then bend, topper, you're beneath Lesley," a man who seemed like a teenager grinned at me and appeared to be lying down appeared behind him."Now behave like a pair," he urged, before I smiled, touched his neck, and looked right into his eyes. "Now act like a couple," he added again.His hands were brushing my waist this time, and I sat on his crotch this time, in keeping with the increasingly sensual tone of the scene.He was taken aback by what I did, so I stepped up and gently caressed his chin, prompting him to look up at me."All right, take a rest." Then I ended my relationship with the youngster and dried my wet garments that had been soaked by the waves.After saying "Wow, that was fantastic," he moved away from my seat, and the water sprayed me in the face."Thank you," I said, before acc