"Where are they?" I raised an eyebrow and forced a smile. It's hard to communicate with the doctor. "Athanasia Del Russo," the secretary was nervous, and someone called and accompanied me to the floor where Thana was lying."Ma'am, what's your agenda? Because–" I try my best to keep all of my patience, but it just runs out fast, especially when the person I'm talking to makes a fool of me."I am one of her friends. I just talked to her a minute ago, after I came here. Do I still need to tell Athanasia that her secretary is blocking me at the bottom?" She looked away and left me in front of Thana's office.She was drinking while playing darts, sipping the wine slowly and waiting for the door to open, so she immediately handed me the wine and then kissed me."Just got home, got into a fight right away?" She's mocking me and I just drank it all and lit my cigarette and leaned on the sofa, watching her play darts. "You know that I am weak when it's my children." She shook her head, then
I was surprised at Rashid's kiss on me. It was like I was there. I pushed him hard and turned away from me, for what else was that kiss?"I'm so sorry, Yhra, I just brought it." It recovered as I pushed and hugged me again. I could feel the fear and frustration. I didn't know how to calm down."Fuck, I still have a meeting with Dana." I slapped my right hand on my forehead and hurried to walk closer to my car and turned around in Rashid's direction. This little man owed a reward from me. I thought and he seemed to be happy with my reward later. I will also report to the police later. I didn't know what to do next time Carlo came up and could do more."Rashid, I'm really sorry, but I have to go. Let's talk later in my unit. That's right there. I will be there after this meeting," I smiled and got off the car to kiss Rashid's cheek. Rashid, His face went red. She was so handsome as her face was red."You're blushing Rashid," I joked, and he looked away and turned away because of shame.
"The number you have dialed is either unattended or out of coverage. Please try-" I was too annoyed to walk and rest as I held the cigarette in my other hand."Fuck this cheater!" Why does it feel like he will ditch me if I throw my phone on my bed and get the red wine from the side table? From what he said in the past, he seems to be cheating on me. I came out of my room while the cup and cigar were in my hands. The smoke in the air played slowly.Why would I expect him to follow the conversation if he first cheated on me? I canceled all of my appointments just to be with my children and to talk to them now.I quickly wiped my tears and took off the robe I was wearing, the heat I felt. My neck was like a knot, my head was sore, and I was getting sick. My migraine and hangover are killing me now."Liar, as always," I whispered as I violently lowered the wine glass to the center table and stood up to shower to reduce my headache and my thoughts."What makes you so?" I walk to my room w
As Remon and I discussed after that night, I was with the kids and was in the middle of a flight to their remon farm.They look clueless and ask where is Dana. They are looking for Danary. It makes my heart die a little. But I couldn't do anything yet.I can't demand or rush the process. I can't tell that they are not the mother of the woman they are. Maybe I am their mother by blood. But Dana does my job when Remo takes them away from me.I was in the passenger seat and Remon drove. The children are in the back, sleeping and tired of crying because they are looking for what they think is their mother.I took a deep breath and looked at the trees we were going through. The hardships I still complain about. He can take away my twins in a snap of his hands. I have to plan and turn Remon's head so I can recover them.I don't really expect much from him. That night he touched and fucked me is like nothing. I can't feel any intimate feelings from that night. It's purely sex between two ex-
The kids started playing in the garden, and they just finished eating the snacks I prepared for them.I lifted the shades I was wearing and then pulled out the phone to check the mail. For a few days, I could not see the urgent meetings for Papa's law firm.I only do a catch-up at night after I read bedtime stories and let them sleep. It wasn't until my calories were over that Remon would punch me in the room.I go out and go through the veranda when she comes in. If it wasn't for my children, I wouldn't have tolerated it.I raised my eyebrows as Athanasia's message popped up on my messenger's chat heads. I opened it, and the gimlal was the target of the tarantada.Before I went and went to the farm, we went out, but I had never told him that we were at the farm today. I send my selfie and pose like I am in the pictorial now.The sound of the camera and the early travel to the site is really funny. It's been a long time since my last pictorial.I was stuck in contact with Thana when R
I brushed my son's hair while his older brother played the ball with Remon. They are very happy because we are swimming today at a nearby farm resort."I really miss my mom," Cassianna said while looking at her Barbie doll. I smile bitterly. If only you knew I was your mother, and I'm just beside her.I can't count how many times I have cried because of the words my children say.I turned to face it and smiled. She closed her eyes when I caressed her hair. "If your mom is here now, what do you say to her?" I asked and she slowly opened her eyes. She pout and thought. Remeon's eyes when he gets used to it.True, I was more than happy with Lessandro, comparing Cassianna to my only eye."I will tell you now." I smiled and nodded, removing the fugitive hair from her face, and she seemed to be ashamed of me now."Yes, let's act like I am your mom. Now go, say what you want." I leaned on her side and avoided her, so she could watch her smile in front of me now.I need to be satisfied with w
I am staring at the trees now. It's late at night and the cold breeze has calmed me down today.I'm going home tomorrow. My parents need me there and I can't cancel that meeting because it's important.Thana's birthday is also close. I have to be with it at least because of the day when we didn't see her. I miss her. I miss Athanasia's blasphemy.I closed my eyes while feeling the cold breeze. The fresh air is making me calm for a while.I am on the edge of giving up. If I give up, Can I be called a bad mother to my children? That decision is really painful to me if I do not know what my life is about.I tried everything to get them back and to show Remon that he could no longer underestimate and rotate like he used to, but it was all for naught.I don't want to hurt my children, but why is this? It hurts me every time I am with them. I spend a long time and patience with my children, but I always try. Even Remon was in my mind.I don't want to feel the heat he feels again. It feels l
I smiled as I watched my children's videos when they were young.When I got to that farm, Dana's smile was big, while Remon was also playing with the kids. It felt like my chest was squeezing, but he managed to smile while he was left in the air and threw me trash.So I was hesitant and wondering if Remon really loved me, and if he loved me, why would he need to reach this situation? And why didn't he believe me? Did he love me?I bit my lip and lay down on the carpet. I had just finished meeting with my mom and dad. They want to get the twins. But I stopped them, because it hurt my children. I didn't want them to be in trouble.I can protect and love them, even though I'm far away and they don't know. True love will do everything, even if it has no replacement.Maybe I sound stupid now. People would say that my fault was that I didn't fight the kids. I wanted to fight them and be with them, but in the end, I was still the one who would be bad in the children's eyes.I could do nothin
All my life, I kept running.Throughout my life, I have chosen to be free and let what happens happen. I don’t think about the consequences of every decision I make.As far as I know, I did what I wanted, and I was happy with what I did. I don't care if I get hurt.I don't care about everything that happens around me because I only think about myself, I only love myself and, most of all, I don't want to be loved.I'm afraid to fall in love. I'm afraid to see myself miserable.And lastly, I don't know how to love at all.I've never been in love in my entire life, but I know what the basis is that you love.During the time I have been selfish, many women have been with me, touched, kissed, and stalked.Even one of them. I felt nothing special, no one felt attraction and, most of all, nothing felt strange to them.That day, I made up my mind that I wouldn't fall in love. There is no love at all. If there is a reason why I do not feel Why does no love come to me when I need it?That was a
I'm dressed in a simple fitting dress with a pair of black stilettos and little make-up for this occasion.As I looked in the mirror at the image of my face, I was filled with dread.Why is it that I am so beautiful? What is it about me that makes me feel that no one loves me, that no suitable person is meant for and with me?I was a little rattled before getting to my feet and walking out of my apartment, where I placed my key card in my bag.Every stride I take makes me feel as though I'm sinking more and further. What more would I require in order to be invited to her engagement party?"Why? "What am I doing here with you?" I questioned Gage as I put my cigarette carton into the trash because I had run out of cigarettes before calling Gage.Just get out of here. I'm in the same boat as you. "He's a complete and utter non-entity to you, right?" Then I hung up the phone and disconnected the call.I'm hoping he's nothing more than a bother to me.When the elevator bell rings, I slow d
Three years later, I sat by the river, my feet in the water on both sides.I grin as my little hand embraces hers, her eyes sparkling brightly in the sunlight.Aria, exercise caution! Then I jumped into the lake and he looked at me, smiled, and waved.He's agitated and agitated. I'm not sure how I'm going to keep an eye on things like that. It was too much for the hymn to bear to carry his massive tyan. "I have three children to look after," he said, sighing.The hymn was hugged by Stephen, who laughed and said, "I'm really too young for you."Because they are so in love with each other, I refuse to pass judgment on them. It's just so enviable that I fantasize of having a child like theirs that is content even while apart from his or her family at times as well."Stop me, Stephen! Stop me!" It seems like our two youngsters are going to suck some foam! It is impossible for me to give birth to you, sweetheart!" Then I chuckled, walked up to Aria, and walked away from the two who were to
My eyes widened as I realized how heavy my body had become.I'm not sure how many hours I've been awake, but there isn't a day and I've stayed in bed for the entire time.I haven't gone to their mansion yet, mother, so excuse me. I don't want them to be concerned about my well-being. What happened to cause this to happen to me? I don't want to be a contributing factor to their predicament.It's also embarrassing to be in this situation."Ouch!" As I stood up and walked out of my room, I whimpered a little.I was no longer considered for inclusion in the swimsuit contest's judging panel. I was unable to say goodbye to Elise as well. Perhaps she will tell me more later, and I will rush to the location.I was scratching my back and it was still dark outside when I peered out the window to see what was happening.Is this the first time I've seen the sun? I'm completely oblivious to the time of day.The feeling is similar to that of being in a state of lucid dreaming and unable to realize
Remon shifted his gaze to meet me.Because it's so difficult to comprehend what's going on, my hand is perspiration-soaked. Why Why does he need to see that in the first place?"Whoa, are we just going to stand there and stare at Lesley? I'm not sure why you're kissing another man when you have a fiancé, but please explain." As he looked at me with serious eyes, his handkerchief had already crumpled and he was still looking at me with determination."He was of assistance to me. I'm on the verge of becoming marape-""Is there a pork chop saved that you should kiss right now? What type of lady do you consider yourself to be, Lesley?" What he said to me struck a deep chord with me.What type of woman do I consider myself to be?I greeted him with a grin and a handshake."Aren't you going to ask whether I'm all right to remonstrate?" I also asked him a serious question while maintaining my composure in the face of his intense gaze.Everything he says to me pierces my heart; it's all so di
I was about to collapse as I went away, and the bottle of vodka was still in my possession.I was completely unaware that I was a guest at the resort. I'm simply going to go for a stroll.The waves of the sea and the silence that appeared to sweep away all of the weight in my chest and the anguish I was experiencing caused me to break into tears.Why am I behaving in this manner? Already, I'd promised myself that I wouldn't fall prey to his ruse.For Lian, everything is simply a game. He knows he's simply a showman and that he won't be able to achieve anything meaningful with his life, so he admitted as much.And yet, despite his efforts to dissipate his image while kneeling in front of me and beseeching me to give him another opportunity, why did he just remark, "now that I'm happy with Remon"?Up until now, I have been unsure of what to do, what is correct, or what I think to be the case."Why? "Argh!" says the author. I moaned and then collapsed on the beach in frustration. Nothing
It took me by surprise when Emily smacked Vannie in the face as her countenance remained surprised at what Emily had done to her.Then she drew me closer to her and we returned to the beer party in the north wing. "Don't touch her, or I'll kick your ass and kick you out of here," Elie exclaimed proudly, then pulled me closer to her and we returned to the beer party in the north wing."Can you tell me why you did that?" I inquired while my eyesight was rippling and the amount of energy that I desired to expel from my body was still high in my body.When I see it, I'm about to bring you here with me. She's a weirdo, and I'm a freak as well. My reaction to what this boy was saying was laughter, and I just accompanied him on his journey.I'm judging their swimsuit competition tomorrow, and I'm well aware that it will be tedious. If there's another man involved, I'll be the one to break it. Hopefully, this is the case. I'd be delighted to pass judgment on them."You're scary, you're smilin
"That's all there is to it for today. You are free to go at this time. Take advantage of your visit!" Then I got to my feet and began removing the plants off my side of the bed one by one.On the set of the photoshoot, Goose, the mayor's son, came up to me and said: "Better yeah, I know what you've been up to recently."Moreover, even if Ellie is a runaway, she is cutting because she wants to enjoy the summer."Huh? What exactly do you mean?" After that, I was permitted to walk since I responded with dead hatred."You're behaving like a fool, aren't you?" He made a joke, I laughed, and then we went inside the tent to take off our make-up.Okay, sure, it's just me, nothing to worry about. Keep it a well guarded secret, "I muttered something, and he chuckled."I'm a sucker for secrets," we joked, and Emily arrived just in time with a bottle of wine.What the hell, she's an alcoholic.Farster! This time, though, I'll have a companion, my brother! Isn't it Ate Les, after all?" She inquire
When I was sitting on the beach, waiting for a wave to arrive and get me wet in my two-piece black swimsuit, the producer screamed, "Good lesley!" I couldn't believe it!When he said, "Kneel then bend, topper, you're beneath Lesley," a man who seemed like a teenager grinned at me and appeared to be lying down appeared behind him."Now behave like a pair," he urged, before I smiled, touched his neck, and looked right into his eyes. "Now act like a couple," he added again.His hands were brushing my waist this time, and I sat on his crotch this time, in keeping with the increasingly sensual tone of the scene.He was taken aback by what I did, so I stepped up and gently caressed his chin, prompting him to look up at me."All right, take a rest." Then I ended my relationship with the youngster and dried my wet garments that had been soaked by the waves.After saying "Wow, that was fantastic," he moved away from my seat, and the water sprayed me in the face."Thank you," I said, before acc