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I brushed my son's hair while his older brother played the ball with Remon. They are very happy because we are swimming today at a nearby farm resort.

"I really miss my mom," Cassianna said while looking at her Barbie doll. I smile bitterly. If only you knew I was your mother, and I'm just beside her.

I can't count how many times I have cried because of the words my children say.

I turned to face it and smiled. She closed her eyes when I caressed her hair. "If your mom is here now, what do you say to her?" I asked and she slowly opened her eyes. She pout and thought. Remeon's eyes when he gets used to it.

True, I was more than happy with Lessandro, comparing Cassianna to my only eye.

"I will tell you now." I smiled and nodded, removing the fugitive hair from her face, and she seemed to be ashamed of me now.

"Yes, let's act like I am your mom. Now go, say what you want." I leaned on her side and avoided her, so she could watch her smile in front of me now.

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