Setting a box down Cheyenne looked around at the cabin wondering if she might be better off at her parents. It was clear no one had stayed there in a while. It wasn’t dirty but the air had a staleness to it. The cabin needed to be aired out sooner rather than later if she had any hopes of sleeping there tonight.
The cabin was rarely used anymore. Neither her dad nor Nick hunted much anymore. In fact, the cabin had turned into a storage building more than anything else. Cheyenne couldn’t deny the spot that it had been built on was beautiful especially in the fall.
“It’s not that bad is it?” Ed asked walking in the door. “We can move these boxes to one of the bedrooms and you can have the other to yourself.”
“Does it matter, like is one your’s, one Nick’s?” Cheyenne had to admit she would be far too amused to be able to tell Nick she had slept in his bed before she actually “slept “in his bed.”
Shaking his head Ed looked down at her. “I don’t imagine so. Nick might have some clothes in one of the rooms but we’ve never stayed here. Well besides the time he did. The whole cabin thing sounded like a good idea at first,” Ed laughed.
“Cheyenne you can’t tell me you actually want to stay here,” Rachel said walking in frowning as she waved at the air as if she was being attacked by invisible insects.
“It’s not that bad mom, Jesus we just need to let the place air out,” she said as she walked down the hall to decide which room she wanted to be hers.
The only people who had actually ever slept here were a few clients from work who had traveled a long distance and Nick when he was going through his divorce. Opening the first door to her left Cheyenne immediately knew this was the room Nick had slept in. She could practically still smell his cologne in the room almost as if it was a ghost refusing to let go. Wanting to appear like she was still deciding she went to check the other room. The two rooms were identical in appearance, even the furniture was set up the same. Cheyenne knew she would have to change that.
Walking out Cheyenne paused in the hallway, “I think I’ll stay in this room and we can move all the files to this room.” Making a face she sighed, “I’m assuming this place doesn’t have cable or internet.”
Ed shook his head, “I think Nick had some kind of cable when he stayed here. We can look on the roof for the antenna but the internet is out. You only get your cell.”
“Did I hear my name?”
Cheyenne looked past her dad at Nick walking in looking around, avoiding any eye contact with her. He had conveniently had to go out of town after their breakthrough and now she wasn’t sure if he was still on board or not. Ed laughed, “we were talking about cable and internet. Didn’t you have something hooked up?”
Nick nodded, “yeah I had the local cable guy install a dish, the satellite is still up. Internet is nonexistent out here. You have to go out on the porch to even get your cell to act right.”
“Perfect,” Cheyenne said frowning.
Nick finally looked up at her, “it’s not that bad. I’m sure you can find other ways to entertain yourself.”
Cheyenne looked at him smirking. Maybe he really did have to go out of town because the look he had just shot her was far from innocent. Their little moment was missed by both of her parents. Her dad had started to move boxes and upon seeing what he was up to Nick moved to help him.
As they finished moving boxes Cheyenne and her mom brought the rest of her belongings in the cabin and started setting things up some. Rachel had brought food so she would have some groceries and Cheyenne had brought her tv from home so she would have a tv in her bedroom. She thankfully had an old PlayStation that she still used to watch DVD, and Blu-ray so it wouldn’t be completely useless. Dish had said it would be Wednesday before they would be able to make it out.
As she walked back out into the living room she was a little bummed to see Nick had already left without telling her bye. After assuring her mother that she would be fine in the cabin alone her parents left as well. It was super quiet without them but she would be ok.
Going around she closed every window they had opened and turned the air down to 70, there was no way she could make it in this heat. It had been a cooler day because of all the rain but not enough to go without air. The house already smelled better, well maybe it was the candles and oil diffuser, whatever it was the cabin now didn’t smell like a tomb.
Sitting on the couch in the living area she stared at the tv mounted above the fireplace. She wondered if maybe she should have hooked the PlayStation up in here instead of her room. Sighing she grabbed her phone out of her pocket and decided to bug Nick. She had been good and not bothered him on his trip. “You can’t tell nobody bye?” She text.
It took a minute but Nick responded, “who said I wasn’t coming back?”
Cheyenne couldn’t hold back the grin, he was being playful and that was a good sign. “Well, what are you doing?”
He responded, “Tate has a baseball game in Lindale.”
“We’ll have fun. You can always bring me home dinner tonight.” She texts back.
Nick responded back with, “I’m beginning to think you use me for food.”
Cheyenne laughed to herself. “That’s all I’ve been able to get out of you.”
Setting her phone down Cheyenne got up and decided to go finish unpacking what little she had left. She hadn’t brought a lot with her so it didn’t take long. With nothing else to do she curled up in bed and watched a movie.
The movie ended up watching Cheyenne. She awoke to the opening screen of the movie she had put in. Yawning she got up and went to the bathroom before walking back out into the living room. Seeing the sun begin to set she went outside and sat on the front porch.
It was quiet outside, the only real sound was the wind blowing the leaves in the trees. She tried to imagine how the place would look in the fall. The leaves didn’t really turn colors around here they just flat up died. In her mind, however, she saw the place surrounded by trees in shades of reds and oranges. She could imagine the fireplace lit and smoke rising from the chimney. It didn’t matter that the fireplace was gas, she preferred her own imagination.
Her phone vibrating brought her out of her hallmark channel fantasy and back to reality. It was Nick, he had asked her what she wanted. Smiling she replied back to his text telling him it depended on where he stopped. Was he actually going to come back to see her?
She looked back down at her phone seeing he had told her a local restaurant in town. She text back letting him know she wanted some honey chipotle crispers and a coke. Getting up she went inside and took a quick bath and changed. When he had come earlier she had been in a T-shirt and some shirts, no makeup, hair up in a messy bun. This time when he got here she would still be in a pair of shorts but she now wore one of her racerback shirts. She put on enough makeup to bring out her features and she pulled her hair over one shoulder and did a quick fishtail braid.
Cheyenne had no clue what would happen tonight. He could simply drop off her food and leave, or he could stay. She wouldn’t push him to do anything he wasn’t ready for. He had already opened up to her so much. She had actually thought it would take them longer to get to this point after his reactions to her. It still could but she was ready for whatever came her way tonight.
It was around 9:30 when Nick pulled up at the cabin. He wasn't sure exactly why he had decided to bring her food tonight. Staying away from her seemed to be best for him, anytime he was beside her he seemed to fall under her spell. Yet here he found himself.Telling himself he wasn't going to stay he only grabbed her bag and the drink she wanted and headed inside. Not bothering knocking he walked in seeing Cheyenne sitting on the couch looking bored. She frowned up at him, "umm where is your food? I know you aren't going to make me eat alone?"Nick sighed sitting her things down on the coffee table in front of her. "I was." He laughed at the face she gave him. "Give me a minute."She rolled her eyes as he walked out the door. He should have known better. Getting up Cheyenne went to grab a glass. As Nick walked back in she looked up, "do you need a glass?”He shook his head as he walked toward the couch, "I'm good."Cheyenne laughed, "no I thi
Cheyenne opened her eyes looking across at the empty bed. She wondered how Nick was taking this morning. He had left sometime during the night while she slept and she was honestly surprised he had not left earlier. Not that she minded cuddling up next to him. Sleeping in his arms has felt peaceful.Time had stopped for them last night and now in the light of day, it almost seemed as if it had all been a dream. Rolling over grabbing her phone Cheyenne was surprised to see that Nick had messaged her around 2 am. Opening the message she read, “just for the record I’m not running I’m going home.”Cheyenne smiled replying, “whatever you could have said bye.”Before she was able to set her phone down he responded, “how do you know I didn’t. Besides that whole text was a goodbye.”She liked this playful Nick a lot, she liked it even better than he was still talking to her this morning after what they had shar
Pulling up Monday morning Nick let out a mumbled, "fuck," as he saw Ed's truck already in the parking lot. Ed never came to the job site in the mornings. Could he have found out about him and Cheyenne? No, he knew she wouldn't go run and tell her dad what had happened. In fact, he was pretty sure he could trust her to not tell anyone.Letting out a sigh Nick got out of his truck and made his way inside. The front light was off but he could see Ed's light on in his office. Slowly making his way inside he paused in the door seeing Ed flipping through blueprints. "Didn't expect to see you this morning."Ed looked up at Nick clearly aggravated. "Me either I'm supposed to be in Tyler today." He pulled a blueprint out of his stack and began rolling it up. "It's that damn Hawkins again. Now she wants us to remodel her barn. I don't have time to remodel a barn this summer."Nick shook his head relieved that Cheyenne was in no way involved with Ed's appearance. "She's a
Nick didn't come back to the office till almost close. He hadn't meant to stay gone so long but he needed the air, he needed to clear his thoughts. He was already having doubts about playing Cheyenne's little game. They were too close to each other, there was no not seeing each other.As he walked in Cheyenne looked up from her phone frowning at him but she didn't say anything. "You wanna go home early?”She shrugged looking down, "I mean I guess." Looking up she tilted her head, "do you want me to go home early?"Nick stopped beside her, "so is that a no?""I'm not going to say no if that's what you are asking." Looking up at him Cheyenne sighed, "so instead of running you're sending me home now?"Nick let out a laugh that surprised them both. "How do you know I wasn't sending you to my house?"Cheyenne rolled her eyes, "don't play with me, Nick. I do know where you live and we both know you aren't ready for that."Nick took he
The moment Nick walked outside to move her car Cheyenne looked at the two dogs and patted her legs telling them to come here. They both looked at the door before cautiously walking forward a step. Cheyenne laughed, "come on before he comes back."When Nick walked back in he shook his head. Cheyenne was still on the couch but now had a dog on either side of her laying down with their head on her lap. Both dogs avoided looking up at him. "I leave you alone for 5 minutes and you already have my dogs doing things they know better than."Cheyenne petted them, "I don't know what you're talking about."As he walked closer to the couch he had to laugh as both dogs turned their heads away from him as if to say if they couldn't see him he wouldn't be able to see them. "Why do I feel as if you're going to come to turn my life upside down and leave me to pick up the mess?"Looking up as he sat down beside her she shrugged, "I'm not trying to. I just like animals and
Nick leaned forward squeezing Cheyenne's shoulders. She was sat at his feet playing fetch with his dogs even though he had already told her they weren't allowed to play in the house. He would have better luck talking to the wall. Not that he minded, Cheyenne had been a welcome distraction to his hectic world.She had stayed with him every night since Monday but tonight would be her last this week. Tate would be down this weekend and she would return to the cabin. It had scared them both a little how quickly each had found a place in the other's life.Cheyenne and Nick were strictly business at work to anyone who might happen to see them. Nick's house had clearly been the best choice of places to stay and Cheyenne had already taken over a drawer in his room and bathroom. When that had happened he wasn't sure but it made sense. There was no need in her waking up super early just to run to the cabin and get dressed although that would probably be the smarter thing to do.
Cheyenne looked up from her computer as the door opened. A blonde-headed boy came in that could be none other than Tate. She smiled at him even though she was confused, he wasn't supposed to be there. Nick was picking him up later today."Hey, Tate..." Cheyenne started before the unforgettable Lindsey walked in cutting her off."Where is Nick? He isn't answering any of my calls." Lindsey looked up and frowned, "who are you?""I'm Chey..."Once again she was cut off. "Oh my God Cheyenne...haven't you grown up.""Ugh yeah, I guess," Cheyenne said watching as the tall blonde strolled in the room. "So Nick is on-site handling a problem. He's been gone for a while."Lindsey sighed, "I hate to ask you Cheyenne but I have to leave earlier than expected. This is a new job and I can't afford to already mess with people's plans. Do you think Tate could sit here with you?"Cheyenne shook her head, "oh yeah not a problem. He can keep me entertain
Sitting on her front porch Cheyenne looked out at the lightning in the distance. A cold front had already set in making it nice for a Texas summer night. She didn't really know what to do with herself. Most nights she would have already started drinking, maybe even gone with friends to a club but not tonight. She was trying to keep her promise to Nick. Why? Hell, she didn't know. She didn't know why she did half of what she did anymore.Seeing her phone ring Cheyenne smiled seeing Miranda's name pop up on her screen. She hadn't seen Miranda since they had graduated. "Please tell me you are in town," she answered.Miranda laughed, "girl, unfortunately. Tell me you want to come with me to Johnson's. He is supposed to be having a party and there is no way in hell I'm going alone."She knew it was a bad idea, she knew she would run into Kyle and way too much drink to imagine but she wanted to hang out with Miranda. "Yeah, you want me to pick you up, or do you want t
A little after a year after from the notorious front porch talk Ed walked Cheyenne down the aisle to Nick. It was a day that he never could have imagined happening in a million years. He was giving his only daughter away to his best friend.After Nick's talk with Ed, he has moved on to Lindsey. She had acted just as he had expected she would. She went ballistic and drug Nick back to court. Things however didn't work out the way she wanted. She had gone after more money and Nick had gone after more visitation rights. In Lindsey's pursuit of more money, she had succeeded but fell short at the same time. Nick had to pay her an additional 500 a month but he now only had to pay half of Tate's cell phone bill and extracurricular activities. Nick had won more time with Tate in the summer months when he wasn't at school.Lindsey still talked plenty of shit but in the end, there was nothing she could do. As much as she tried to bad mouth Cheyenne and Nick to Tate it was all to
Pulling up at Nick's Cheyenne was a ball of nerves. She had no idea what her dad would say to Nick. The fact that he wanted to talk to him in private worried her even more. What would happen?Nick wasn't in the house so she walked to the backyard finding him in his shop. "Hey," she said walking up slowly.He looked up from his workbench, "where have you been?"Cheyenne shrugged walking up beside him leaning in to kiss him. "Why didn't you tell me my dad hit you?"Pausing Nick looked down at her, "so you went and talked to your dad today? How did that go?"Sighing Cheyenne tilted her head, "Nick, don't bypass my question."He smiled down at her reaching out and pulling her closer to him. "It wasn't worth upsetting you with. Besides he didn't hit me that hard. You'd have known don't you think?"Cheyenne laid her head against his chest, "I guess. He is coming over tonight to talk to you. He asked me to stay away. I don't know how I feel
It was two weeks before Ed said another word to his daughter. Each and every day he avoided the office, he avoided Nick, he avoided having to face the situation altogether.Rachel had tried to take to him about Cheyenne and Nick but it only resulted in a fight between them each time. He didn’t understand why she was ok with this. Cheyenne had no clue what she was getting into. Nick came with baggage. She was making a fool out of him and his business.Today however he couldn’t avoid her. Today she was sitting on the front porch steps waiting on him. Oh sure he could just back up and leave, refuse to talk to her but what kind of dad did that make him. He knew he had to face her eventually.As he approached her Cheyenne looked up and he could see the exhaustion all on her face. It was hard to be mad at her, she was his baby girl, but he was so disappointed in her. He had raised her to be so much better than this.Sitting down beside her he took a
Cheyenne had been a nervous wreck when they made it to Nick's house. She knew Nick wasn't telling her the whole story and it bothered her. She was sure he was only protecting her but she didn't want to be protected. Left to her own thoughts she would make things ten times worse than they probably were. But what if what she was thinking wasn't bad enough?To keep busy she decided to cook dinner, maybe if she could get everyone to just sit down for a bit tempers would calm down. Nick didn't object
Cheyenne had never been as nervous as she was now sitting outside of her dad’s office. Nick was in there now talking to her dad and although she had gotten him to agree to let her come he refused to let her inside the office. Confusion had been written all over Ed’s face when Nick and Cheyenne had walked in together.Ed’s face has fallen the moment he saw Cheyenne. “Cheyenne, what kind of trouble have you gotten yourself into now?”
It had been over a year since Cheyenne had seen Nick. She rarely thought of him at all anymore. Not during the day anyway she thought of him every night. She dreamed of him most nights. Still, she had for the most part moved on.She had managed to make all A’s last semester helping to relieve some of the damage her first year had caused. School was almost a vacation for her. It was a way to fill her mind with anything but Nick. It had helped push his memory back and fill it with other facts.Cheyenne had casually dated a guy named Ryan for a few months. Nothing serious had ever come from it and they still hooked up from time to time. She had no feelings for him, he was only a means to an end that didn’t require any commitment.She had only gone home twice since she had left. Once for Thanksgiving and once for Christmas. Both times she came down and stayed two days leaving the first chance she could. Those times had been hard on her. She refused to leave the house a
She left on a Friday morning. Her car loaded down with her belongings headed back to Austin. The only thing she had left behind was her heart. Pulling out of town had been the hardest thing Cheyenne had ever had to do. She wished she still drank, she would have downed a shot of whiskey for the road.Things had been different after she and Nick had returned from his cabin on the lake. Both tried to prepare themselves for what was to come but there wasn't enough preparation in the world to help either of them.Cheyenne had spent every night but Thursday at Nick’s house. He had ended up at the cabin with her Thursday after they had already said their goodbyes at work. One call from her and he had forgotten all about getting caught and went to her.Nick hadn't been able to handle her tears, he was horrible with tears. He usually just didn't care and lacked the correct response expected but with Cheyenne, he just wanted to stop them. He didn't want to be responsible for
When the sun rose Sunday morning it found Nick and Cheyenne up playing board games laughing. Neither was ready for the weekend to come to an end. They had already decided that they would wait until later to leave. They left in the dark, they would come back home in the dark. It only made sense. Besides they wanted to squeeze in as much time alone together as they could.They didn’t focus on any one conversation. Instead, their talks were random. Cheyenne told Nick things he had never known about her. She had opened up about her drinking and he began to understand her more than he had ever thought possible.Nick talked about what had lead up to his divorce, he took most of the blame but he admitted to her that it was a marriage that had been doomed from the start. He told her about the struggle of leaving his son behind and why he kept putting up with her crap.They discussed favorite foods, colors, movies, music, and so much more. They talked about everything. Well
Nick woke up finding the bed beside him empty. Cheyenne wasn’t a morning person so he knew there was a reason she was up out of bed before 7. Probably the same reason he didn’t get much sleep last night.Cheyenne had been unusually quiet last night. He had eventually gotten her to lighten up but she still wasn’t her normal self. She was still there but it was like the light inside her had burned out. Part of him had even considered asking her if she wanted a drink but he knew nothing good would come from that so he took her edge off the only other way he knew how.As he walked downstairs he smiled seeing her on the couch with a cup of coffee and the two dogs sitting on the couch beside her. Pausing her watched them, he watched her. Even this morning she had a note of sadness to her. He had racked his brain last night trying to come up with a solution but there wasn’t one.True enough there could be options but he didn’t want to thin