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Chapter 77: Leave me alone
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Dark clouds greeted me, and everything felt like reality again, or so I thought. Just when I thought I was awake, I realized I was still asleep and dreaming. I didn’t know what and why was this happening. Everything felt so real and it scares me.
“I have never seen them fight like that before. What could’ve been the problem?” I heard someone talking, so I tried to hide, hoping that they wouldn’t notice me while I was eavesdropping. I knew for a fact that eavesdropping was wrong, but this was my dream (or is it, really?), so I set the rules around here.
“Isla has always been patient and Sea has always been cheerful and understanding, so what happened? How can they fight each other as if they were enemies the day they were born? The way they screamed at each other felt like they loathed o
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