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Chapter 83: Waking Up Next To You
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2024-10-29 19:42:56As soon as I saw those pair of blue eyes, the raging storm inside me stopped. I breathe in and out just to calm myself as I was still busy looking at her, knowing that she helps in calming me down. Amelia has this worried look on her face, and without even saying anything more, she enveloped me in a tight hug. I hugged her back as I buried my face on the crook of her neck, feeling guilty that I disturbed her sleep because of my nightmare.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered, before letting go of the hug, Amelia looked at me, this time she was confused, and I couldn’t help but pinch her cheeks since she looked so cute.
“Why are you sorry, love?” I wanted to melt as soon as she asked me that, and her endearment for me was just the cherry on top. I just want to go back to sleep and hug her all night
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