Chapter 5: The worse and best night of my life

I spent most of the afternoon and evening with my father, we caught up on everything we missed out on. He brought me and Jeremy to the grocery store and made sure I had lots of extra food, he was heading back to work tomorrow and would be gone for the week. I think he bought me food for 3 months, I got used to not eating much. I spent most of my money on things for Jeremy and putting payments on my debt.

My father also wanted to leave me his car while he was away at work since he wouldn’t be using it.

“Are you sure you guys will be ok here?” he said on his way out the door looking around my apartment.

I nodded, “Yes dad thank you for everything, we both really appreciate it.”

With that he left, I took Jeremy in my arms and gave him big snuggles. This little boy was beyond perfect and I wouldn’t let anyone hurt him, I couldn’t. He looked up at my with his big brown eyes, I was so thankful I made the choice to run. We didn’t have much but we had each other and I’ll do everything in my power to make sure he has a good life.

Flashback

Me and Darren were running down the hall hand in hand, he had a bag full of alcohol we both just swiped from the bar downstairs. We were laughing and looking back at each other, I’ve never done anything like that before. I didn’t even have time to think we were walking and out of know where he kicked in the door and grabbed a bag full before I could even react.

“Let’s go get drunk on the beach!”

I’m not sure why I followed him, I think I was scared to have him not like me when I was head over heels in love with him. He always had a way of making me feel safe and he was the funniest person I ever met, no matter what we were doing we were always laughing so much.

We ran down the street and down a few roads when we both stopped we were panting, he nudged me and smiled

“I think I like having a partner in crime, and it’s so much better that she’s hot as hell!”

I laughed, “Who is this mystery woman?”

We walked down to the beach and sat in the sand, looking onto the water. He began to pull bottles out of his bag, asking me which one I wanted. I pointed to the tequila and he gave me a big smile and pretty much threw it at me.

“Why did you grab so many bottles, after this one your going to need to carry me home!”

He looked over at me seriously, “Well Kay I have a bit of a drinking problem, I’m a bit of a alcoholic, I don’t need to drink I can be sober for a long time but as soon as I have one drink I have a hard time stopping.”

He pulled the whiskey out of the bag and began drinking it like it was water, he was done his first bottle before I had my third drink. He always had all these exciting stories and the more I thought about it most of them he would say I was drunk and I did so and so. I can see him looking at the sky, when he looked over at me he said,

“Did I ever tell you the story of how me and my best friend, Rob, almost got stuck in Russia?”

I immediately began to laugh, he talked so much about Rob I felt like I knew him even before I met him. I shook my head at him, and he began to tell me this crazy story about how the airport security thought they were trying to smuggle stuff across the border and they decided to run through the airport and tried to walk to another country and they were gone for 3 months until they decided to head back to the airport and let them strip search them. But when they got there the guards laughed and said that they were joking with them.

We were both laughing hysterically, he definitely had a way of telling stories. He looked me in the eyes and went to cup my face,

“Did I ever tell you about the time I made love to the sexiest girl I’ve ever seen on a beach?”

I began to blush and shook my head, he grabbed onto my hair and pulled me closer towards him, he pulled me up by my ass so I would be sitting on top of his lap. I ran my fingers through his hair as he kissed me violently, with so much force and desire.

He had undone his pants and pulled them under him as I grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head, he had my bra unclipped before my shirt was even off and in a swift move he had my shirt above me.

He met my lips again and began to pull my pants off, I got up and pulled them off and stood in front of him my body completely bare as the sun was setting behind me. I heard him let out a loud gulp as he looked up at me, he looked me down and back up and when he’s eyes reached mine he looked at me like I was an angel standing in front of him.

I got on top of his lap, he began to kiss my neck at the perfect spot, I let out a moan. He cupped my breast with his hand and rubbed his thumb over my nipple. I let out a even louder moan, I felt just about ready to have a orgasm when he slowed down,

“Not yet babe, I’ll tell you when your aloud to come. Got it?”

I nodded as he put his mouth on my nipple and began sucking on it and flicking it with his tongue. I let out another moan, he shook his head looking at me in my eye,

“You can only come on my hard cock when I’m deep in you, got it and I tell you when, now will you be a good girl and listen?”

I immediately shook my head, he put his hand between my thighs and began to rub my clit when he took my other nipple in his mouth, I began to move my hips with his movement as I felt a build up start between my legs,

“OH… I’m really close” I moaned out.

He began to slow down, not letting me get there. I was a mess I just wanted to feel my release, without thinking twice about it, I grabbed his hard cock, I never realized how big it was until it was in my hand, I could barely put my hand completely around it and I was a greedy girl when I immediately aligned himself with my entrance and began to push him inside me.

I felt my walls stretch around him, it began to hurt while he grabbed onto my hips and pushed me off of him, he turned me over quickly and put his face between my legs,

“My cock doesn’t go anywhere my mouth hasn’t been first.” He gave me a cocky smile and he began to kiss my lips, I felt my back immediately arch as he kept licking and sucking on my clit. When he would feel my legs shake he would nearly stop just breathing on it, I was beginning to get frustrated I just wanted to have my release, all this waiting was making me want to put my fingers in there and do it myself.

I pulled away from him,

“If you don’t fuck me now, I’m going to do it myself.”

With that he didn’t hesitate and shoved his cock deep inside me, I let out a cry as I felt him stretch me to my limit,

“You’re so fucking tight! Damn girl.”

As he began to thrust deep into me I was beginning too feel my pain shift to pleasure, I felt my legs begin to shake,

“Can I please cum? Please I want to cum all over you?”

He shook his head,

“You cum when I cum, can I cum in you?”

I nodded, “Please cum in me!” I was trying to be sexy in hopes he would get close and let me have my release.

“Fuck, ok cum for me baby!”

I felt him begin to tense as I let myself go, I felt myself tighten around his cock as tight as I could go as my juices began to pour onto him and I began to milk him for all the had. He’s eyes got large as he felt my juices smother him and he squeezed onto my waist and began pounding me hard and deep as much as he could as he let himself cum inside me.

He pulled out of me and I turned over, he looked down at my ass and gave it a good slap,

“Well that was fun, let’s get drunk and see what else stupid shit we can do!”

What I didn’t know at that moment that would be the stupid shit he would hold above my head through our entire relationship.